Returning to our exploration of positivity, I’m starting to see whole areas that I’ve walled myself off from through having taken a dim view of positivity. These I can now open to.
Nonethelesss I still do value authenticity, truthfulness, and transparency. I’m still on guard against being snowed.
How do I reconcile the two?
Let me make a distinction that may help. It’s between a true and a false positivity.
The false positivity is positivity as a winning number, (1) a false front, a created self. It isn’t real, even more illusory than the normal illusory world we live in.
It’s out of integrity in the sense that it really isn’t us. It isn’t the truth of us and therefore it isn’t soundly based. We’re in a way dissociated from the truth of ourselves. “I sound like a lion but I’m really afraid.” “I’m trying to pretend that I’m not really attracted to you.”
The true positivity would be our natural state if we were in any dimension higher than the Fourth.
Drowning in transformative love, we’d simply be naturally positive. Nothing else would occur to us.
As long as we remained in transformative love, we’d be eminently satisfied. There’s nothing lacking after drowning in love, nothing that can interest us short of more love. And sharing it with others. So nothing exists to disturb our positive outlook.
This is true positivity, for me.
It’d have to be balanced, truthful, and realistic for me to take it up.
“Balanced” because anything of any value, for me, needs to be able to survive in the stillness of the center, of the within as well as in the activity of the without. If it cannot be brought to rest in the center, in balance, then it has no lasting value for me. It’s in the center, in the heart that everything of value is to be found.
“Truthful” because “positivity” is an aspect of duality; therefore it’s not whole or contextual. But “Truth” is absolute, non-dual. It’s whole and contextual. Therefore, for me, Truth takes pre-eminence over positivity.
And “realistic” because, if it cannot be used in everyday life to achieve excellent results, of what use is it at a time when lightworkers are very active (building Nova Earth)?
True positivity, being higher-dimensional, will probably be as indescribable like any of the other higher-dimensional or divine qualities, such as bliss or peace. I’ll know more when I’ve had an experience or a realization of it.
So, in reconstructing myself along higher-dimensional lines, I’m cultivating a true positivity that abandons false fronts, masks, and constructed selves.
I’m not interested in emerging from this exploration with a better act, racket, or winning number.
I’m definitely aiming to emerge with a better sense of how the universe operates and how I can achieve the kind of results I want – namely, access to the higher planes of reality, the true frontier.
My negativity, still a possibility, is restricted to areas of caution and discernment.
I’m walking through this from stem to stern, one step at a time. In doing so, I’m reparenting myself.
(1) See “My Winning Number,” December 2, 2019, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2019/12/02/my-winning-number/
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