From Feb. 26, 2013
We continue with our look at the experience of a power surge and what that revealed to me about unprocessed vasanas or core issues.
“The Day After: Reflections on a Rude Shock,” https://goldenageofgaia.com/2013/02/26/the-day-after-reflections-on-a-rude-shock/
I wanted to say more about the unusual experience I had on Saturday, which has proven so revealing. (1) During that experience, I felt more power surge through me than I’ve ever felt in my life and could ever contemplate feeling. It took my experience of life to dimensions that I could not have imagined.
But it also had me see what happens when a tremendous amount of energy arises from within and then is transmitted out through the medium of the physical body, the emotional make-up, and the mindset, with its residual issues in life.
As I said then, the remaining vasanas skewed and biased the energy pouring through. Meanwhile, the energy itself exaggerated the vasanas so that what was a minor matter before was now a very major matter. My minor irritability, impatience, and sexual desires were all monstrously big now.
And one of the things I saw right away was how an enlightened person, who was only halfway up the mountain, could perpetrate so badly and fall from grace. Their vasanas are not burnt away.
The vasanas don’t release their grip until a stage of enlightenment called sahaja samadhi, which Archangel Michael has told me that almost no one on the planet has yet achieved. (I named one person I thought had achieved it and he said he has not yet done so. And this is the level of enlightenment that all of us will achieve upon Ascension!)
The seeds of our vasanas persist and sprout anew in the face of the enormous amounts of energy available to partially-enlightened masters. So I now understood the process of what some enlightened beings may excuse as being “crazy wisdom,” but which can sometimes boil down to simple bad conduct.
A second feature of the experience is that, even though I asked that the experience be shut down, it still stands as a concrete demonstration of the statement that we hear from so many sources that we are powerful beings. OK, I got it. We are indeed powerful beings.
I feel more confident knowing the truth of that statement. I’ve had a first-hand experience of it and first-hand experiences dissolve doubts.
We should only hope that we’re not asked to BE powerful beings before we’re ready to shoulder that responsibility.
A third thing I now see is how very important it is that we complete our vasanas if we’re to come into our power in the course of building Nova Earth. We cannot afford to find ourselves perpetrating because we haven’t handled the niggling matters which in the face of increased power become big.
Some people are tapping. Others are experiencing their vasanas through to completion. Some people are using their reasoning powers on them. Whatever works.
Until now I’ve said that getting rid of our vasanas will make for a smoother Ascension. But now I say: some people may not want to be fully in their power until they have their vasanas under control. The result may not be at all pleasant.
For the actually pure in heart, being a conduit for that much power may not prove as difficult a proceeding. But for those for whom impurities remain, it could be.
That’s another reason to complete our old issues, get rid of our old baggage, and release everything not destined to come along with us into the Fifth Dimension.
On the other side of the ledger, I notice that I’m breathing in a satisfied way, not like I can explain why or say more than that. It’s like there’s a big internal “Yes!” happening.
And I don’t need to go barrelling ahead any more. I know a little about how the story ends now and that makes the waiting more bearable. All of these are quite pleasant spin-offs of this disorienting and reorienting event.
Finally, I feel moved to comment on the frequency of these experiences. There was a time when I was young that I was going from one spiritual experience to another. Then there was a time when one happened perhaps every 5-10 years. Then there was a time when nothing happened for decades and I thought this aspect of my life was over.
But you can see that several, fairly-revealing incidents have happened since 21/12/12. I feel moved to say that this has been a fairly fruitful period, internally speaking. The outside world is still not rolling along in the manner I expected, but the inner world is buzzing.
Footnotes
(1) “Sometimes a Rude Shock Can be a Good thing,” at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2013/02/sometimes-a-rude-shock-can-be-a-good-thing/