What is pain? I feel afraid if I’m in pain.
Do we manifest pain so we will wonder, “Why?” and then ask ourselves, “How is this pain connected to the past?” to help us overcome our fear?
F E A R — False Expectations About Reality
What am I afraid of?
Am I afraid that I’m a disappointment?
Am I afraid that God is punishing?
The hardest thing I’ve ever done is look within and forgive myself for what I saw and then reach out, explain, and give and ask for apologies.
How many of us would rather not apologize or forgive, “be right” about a situation, and not connect to make amends?
All lack of self-worth and lack of self-love from lack of health to lack of finances is connected to the entrenched belief that “God is punishing.”
The belief that “God is punishing” consciously, unconsciously, even subconsciously makes looking within, connecting the past to the present very scary.
When I started offering apologies and asking for apologies, I found people did not really want to apologize, but the freedom I felt was unprecedented.
I am so glad I was guided to reach out to apologize and ask for apologies.
I wish I had understood the wonder of apologies and forgiveness earlier.
“I forgive myself for not expressing
and experiencing my self as Divine.”
Another revelation is that when I deeply forgive myself I carry no expectations of apology or forgiveness from another.
I Am Compassion, place of non-judgment, able to observe detached from the emotional trauma of the past, and to hold the highest vision of forgiveness in gratitude.
All there is is Love and peace.
