I said earlier that, when I faced into the task of writing an appeal – which my vasanas railed against until I broke through – I was drawn to envision Michaelangelo sculpting and heard the word “Maestro.”
It was as if that was the signal to begin something. It was as if that were the bugle call for getting up. It was as if the lead violinist caught me daydreaming and reminded me to call the orchestra to attention.
All of a sudden I was a maestro. A maestro can be the leader of an orchestra or a master chef or an innovative venture capitalist. In all areas, a maestro is a leader.
But a maestro is also a master – as all lightworkers are. A person would not be a lightworker, especially in these chaotic times, unless they were already an ascended master. Why would they send someone who hasn’t walked this path before? We’re here to be leaders, not followers this lifetime of Nova Earth.
Be that as it may, I had the experience – I forgot to track for how long – of mastery. It turned out to be the same space that abundance and peace lead to – the Natural Self.
What I’m seeing now (two days later?) is that when I don’t come from my inner maestro, I’m stressed and almost ready to fall apart. But when I come from it, each situation is simply another decision that needs to be made now or later. The difference between the two is balance.
I saw yesterday that a master breaks things down into simple and do-able steps. A master does not communicate too much. A master is in command of him/herself. With every step I took, with every aisle I went down, I learned something new.
I go in and out of mastery. I was out of it this morning, when I woke up. I decided I was so stressed as to be clinically depressed and was going to cancel all my appointments for today. And then I remembered “maestro,” mastery.
We know the celestials have ways of triggering things in us. That’s the way this felt to me. They’d flipped a switch.
It also lends significance to a cryptic thing Archangel Michael once said to me. He would not allow me to descend into depression again. They would take steps before that happened to prevent me falling that low.
The last time he “took a step” was on March 13, 2015. I’m sure if I hadn’t had the heart opening, I would have fallen into a depression because of events at that time.
Could this message to me (“Maestro“), which could have gone undetected except that I listen for them now, have been triggering something to see that I don’t fall onto depression? I believe it was.
As you know, I view life as an endless learning experience and, as long as I’m learning, I’m happy.
But then a master would create new learning opportunities for himself and others if he were bored….
What would a master do? I am a master. If I weren’t I wouldn’t be where I am right now – an active lightworker on Planet Earth.
What will I do?