I Want to Live!

You know what I hunger for?

Aliveness!

I want to live! I want to create! I want to express myself fully! (1)

There’s something about me that doesn’t hanker for much I see around me. I hunger for the inner life. Like Akhenaten, I worship the Inner Sun. I want to know That!

I want the inner to be made outer. Let what lives inside of me live outside of me!

I want to fly! I want to soar!

No protection. No suppression. No containment.

What was it St. Francis said in Brother Sun, Sister Moon?

“I want to be happy. I want to live like the birds in the sky. I want to experience the freedom and the purity that they experience. The rest is of no use to me. No use, believe me.

“If the purpose of life is this loveless toil we fill our days with, then it’s not for me. There must be something better. There has to be.” (2)

I want life rich in relationship, rich in expression. I want to know other people inside and out. I want all the ups and the downs in life, with nothing censored, nothing artificial, nothing left out.

I want life, rich, red and raw. I want it all, all that the inner life has to offer. Don’t hold anything back from me!

That was the life I knew in the Seventies and I won’t be satisfied with anything less!

I want you to know me deeply, truly as I am. I want to be fully known, fully expressed! That’s what I yearn for! That’s what makes my heart sing!

The rest is of no use to me.

Footnotes

(1) See Brother Sun, Sister Moon at httpss://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ev2d92_W47Y

(2) Loc. cit.

Archangel Michael: Everything that has need to be eliminated, everything that has need to be relinquished, everything that has need to be healed in this cesspool that we call ‘chaos’ has need to come to the surface.
Otherwise – and this has happened many, many times in human history – what happens is there is a belief [that] there is a healing, an accommodation, a remedy, and then the human collective tends to think, ‘Okay, now it is cleaned up. Now it is healed. Now it is done.’
But the core – the core issues of the collective, and of course of the individuals – has not been addressed, and therefore it simply settles in and it festers.

(“Archangel Michael on Why All This Conflict is Occurring,” September 28, 2023, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/?p=348361.)

Divine Mother: [I am speaking about] those in … positions where control and abuse of power have been rampant. That will not be the platform [from] which integration of the various galaxies [into the new, interdimensional region of space] takes place. That is not the Plan.
I know very clearly, sweet one, as do you, if it is not [in] my Plan, then it will not occur. (The Divine Mother in “Enter the Delegations – Part 2/3,” May 5, 2019, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2019/05/05/enter-the-delegations-part-2-3/.)

Beloved child, son of my heart, [Ascension, spiritual evolution] is only about love, about the many expressions, about the many forms.
And truly of anchoring and being nothing but the love, in intellect, in wisdom, in sharing, in adventure, in relationship.
It can only be [that way] when you continue to bring all adventures, all arguments, all explorations back to the love.
(The Divine Mother in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, April 30, 2019; also at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2019/06/01/the-divine-mother-it-is-all-a-journey-of-love/).

Archangel Gaia said
“I am now telling you what your mission is on Earth – it is to be an angel on Earth.
“You do not have to change the people around you; you do not have to get involved in politics, or that kind of activity.
“What you are meant to do here as a lightworker is to anchor a certain vibration.”
(Gaia, ”Earth Speaks: Your Mission on Earth,” through Pamela Kribbe, March 13, 2022, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2022/03/13/earth-speaks-your-mission-on-earth/.)