I’m in the middle of a realization and I’d better hurry to capture it.
The heart opening of March 2015 showed me what real, true, higher-dimensional love was.
Our everyday love is very personal. Higher-dimensional love is universal. If one tried to corral it and limit it to one person, it would simply disappear. No questions asked. No court of appeal.
If my sink overflowed, the water would go everywhere. Similarly, if love arises from our heart, when it leaves us, it goes everywhere.
So after the heart opening and spending extended time first in this form of love and later in bliss, I could no longer tolerate anyone thinking I’m theirs or that they own me or words to that effect.
I’d expect that the slightest tinge of possessiveness on my part or theirs would shut down my ability to contact this higher form of love, which is not possessive.
Put another way, I’ve lost interest in personal love. My interest has just disappeared. It’s not a comment on anything or anyone. It’s just a shift in interest and attention.
My attention is now on impersonal love, the universal love of the higher dimensions. I don’t need to get vaccinated for that. I can do that in the comfort of my study … errr … desk.
I just noticed this and the noticeing, the realizing is having an effect on me. I feel like I just won the big panda bear at the fairway. I can “hear” people clapping in the background.
We attach a negative valence to the word “impersonal.” OK, “universal” means the same. Impartial. Neutral. Available to all, without distinction. Flows everywhere, into every nook and cranny.
Of all the terms, “universal” seems the best fit to me.
And right on cue it arises for me on my inbreath. (1) And when it does, all concern, all intention melts away from me and I become the Cheshire Cat – one big smile.
(1) The difference between this state and Ascension is that Ascension is complete and permanent, whereas this experience is toned down and impermanent. However the love is the same.