Humpty Dumpty had a great fall. Credit: chordify.net
As someone was saying offline, and I’ve said many times, none of our experiences comes with a manual or a roadmap or even a list of terms.
This morning, for instance, and I relate this to the 9 April Factory Reset, in which I dropped my character armor, (1) my intuition seems sharper. I feel myself being guided more and I welcome it.
Feeling normal again, I feel no resistance to this development. I mean just the ordinary kind – not now, I’m busy; I’m too tired; need to concentrate now; etc.
Lately I’ve been meditating in a golden room, seated in front of a treasure chest which contains a single beaming holographic cell. That light contains a library of Arcturian knowledge, as the Lord Arcturus related to me. (2)
I’ve been “drinking in” its codes on my inbreath and sending it love on the outbreath. That could be playing a part.
Now love arose and I don’t have a sense of me having summoned it. Quite strange. I take that as a confirmation. (New signal?)
Recently I had a strong experience but decided not to write from the middle of it. I just wanted to enjoy it.
Of course, lacking a short-term memory, I couldn’t remember more than the vaguest details afterwards.
This time, when this vague feeling arose that my connection upstairs just expanded, undoubtedly with Michael, (3) I rushed to the laptop.
A natural companion to this feeling of strengthened intuition is a feeling of confidence. The Humpty Dumpty Man (4) is not used to feeling confidence, except in the martial arts; that is, except in defensiveness.
Footnotes
(1) See Factory Reset; or, Dropping Our Character Armor at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2026/05/Factory-Reset-or-Dropping-Our-Character-Armor-R6.pdf
(2) The Lord Arcturus contributed to my soul design a holographic cell of his being, containing a library of his knowledge and of Arcturian knowledge and certain qualities which would stand me in good stead in fulfilling a mission he assigned me – to visit the dimensions beyond the Seventh and report back that the Seventh is not the end of the journey.
Lord Arcturus: So what I have contributed to your design – it was a very good design team – is qualities or aspects, understandings – not only that would serve me; that would simply be myopic and rather selfish. But aspects or qualities, talents, capacities that would serve you and in turn of course, serve the grander Plan, the collective and ultimately the Mother. …
There is a sliver of that [Steve] pie [i.e., pie chart symbolism] that is Arcturus and Arcturian, that carries that history, that lineage and that intelligence which you have highly valued in this life and in other lives, here [Arcturus] and elsewhere, that you can access. But you need to basically see yourself as going and sitting or accessing that quadrant of the pie.
It is not that you segment yourself because you have the full understanding of the Steve pie but by immersing yourself, shall we say in it that way, by immersing yourself in that tiny sliver of the pie, you are allowing the information, the capacities, the analysis, the experience, to really come to the surface so that you can consciously begin to access it. (The Lord Arcturus in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, June 12, 2019.)
(3) Divine Mother: It does not matter whether somebody says they are channeling Hilarion or Mickey Mouse. You know that you are serving my beloved Michael and I would like to suggest to you, Sweet One, not to distract you, but you are also serving me.
Steve: I so much know that, Mother.
DM: You always have. And so, yes, how we have constructed this is that you are employed, you are in joint venture, you are in sacred partnership with Michael, with Me-Ki-Al, and that is the way that you have chosen and that he has chosen and that I have chosen for you to proceed.
Steve: Yes, Mother. Thank you for confirming that.
DM: Let us give you further insight into this. If you were channeling with somebody and they said it was Hilarion, and in fact it was Hilarion, understand on our side the conjoining is so much stronger [with Michael] that Michael would simply funnel through Hilarion what needs to be said.
Steve: Interesting! (“Divine Mother: Does God Recognize Service to a Fallen Teacher?” November 3, 2018, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2018/11/03/divine-mother-does-god-recognize-service-to-a-fallen-teacher/.)
(4) When my Dad yelled at me from inches away from my face, at age 7, my personality blew right off me. I think of it as shattering in a thousand pieces and I became dedicated to putting Humpty Dumpty back together again. Every expanding experience such as I describe here is another milestone in restoring poor Humpty.