I move in the direction of the open floodgate
I’m overtaken by events. I will meter myself.
I’m feeling better and can increase from half-speed to three-quarters speed again.
Remember I said that if I don’t tend to things, Michael will give me an exotic illness? (1) I thought it was incoming; instead, it had already happened.
I found out that I actually had Omicron at the end of August. I had no idea. As far as I knew, I had terrific muscle cramps and pains, sleeplessness, and a few other symptoms which I promptly forgot when they left. But, sure enough, I was laid up for a few days.
And, at around the same time – no surprise – I had terrific vasanas come up – Mom, Dad, childhood friends, others. I don’t know if the two events are related. Sounds like they might be.
As a wannabe Ascension ethnographer, it’s part of my job to reflect on the journey and I did a lot of that over the past few days and weeks. (2)
One of the things I saw was that on the one hand most of my experiences have been truncated – the Self not being overly bright, the sight of the kundalini completing its circuit lacking bliss, experience of the Oversoul’s regalness, also lacking bliss, etc.
But here’s the kicker: One experience seems to have not been truncated. So guess which one that’d be?
The heart opening. The heart opening and the tsunami of love and the Ocean of Love that followed did not seem to be truncated. I’m bowled over by the implications.
The only experience I was allowed to have fully and completely was love. What does that say?
I flash on a conversation I had with the Divine Mother:
Divine Mother: You have chosen long long ago with Me, with Annastara [my twin flame], with ME KI AL, to be a communicator and an agent of change.
You have said to me, “Mother, what if they forget? I will remind them. I will communicate with them through words, through my passion, through my heart, through my knowing. I will communicate the love to them.”
This is your task and it is a task of change as this planet, in this great chaos, in flux, chooses, yes, by this wonderful instrument of free will, as they choose and as you choose to simply be the love. It can have an infinite, literally infinite number of expressions. (3)
What a happy choice! Having tasted the love that awaits us, I’m beyond happy to have agreed to write about it.
Don’t fail to notice how this lightworker servant’s journey of Self-discovery, so to speak, is being guided so as to keep that servant on track with his soul agreement to communicate love and remain able to serve. It’s unfolding as it was planned eons ago. I venture that the same holds true for you, who is an angelic.
Some experiences have been toned down; others have their floodgates open. The result? I move in the direction of the open floodgate, the available experience, the agreed-upon service contract (communicating love) from eons ago. This is how it was done.
Footnotes
(1) “What Will It Take?”
(3) Divine Mother in a personal reading with Steve Beckow, April 30, 2019.