I’ve now had the kundalini rise to my crown chakra, again due to work I’m doing with a clairsentient and the rising energies.
But I know, without having to ask, that the Company of Heaven is muting the experience. (1) They are because I need to remain here, with my feet on the ground. So they’re giving me a taste of it and not the full experience.
Ordinarily this would be Brahmajnana or God-Realization. But in this muted state … well, perhaps let me describe it and how I got there.
As part of my learning clairsentience and color alchemy, my tutor and I balanced our divine males and females by exchanging love. I felt her love and she felt mine. Both of us let it in.
My love was very male – possessive, enfolding, wanting. Hers was very female – enlivening, awakening, nourishing. Her love is sweet; my love has a different flavor – it’s rapturous (clairsentience).
Her love is gold, lemon and pink; mine is lapiz-lazuli blue (color alchemy).
At the beginning of this exercise I felt the kundalini begin to stir. I watched it go up the spine almost leaping from the root chakra to the sixth chakra. (2)
When I had let in the love of another, and that other was a woman (the divine feminine), it completed me. And it was the appreciation of the space of feeling complete (keep in mind that yesterday I attained a quiet mind – again muted) (3) that caused the kundalini to go the remainder of the way.
I feel blissful. All parts of my body feel awake, aware and alive. My bliss is stable; it isn’t coming and going. However my love is coming in waves. And the waves are almost unbelievably overwhelming.
I hope with this article I can “return to our regular programming,” so to speak. I’m definitely satisfied as far as spiritual unfoldment is concerned. I don’t need to “go higher.” In fact, if I did, I might not be able to carry on writing. And I know I need to keep to my mission.
These explorations confirm all that the Divine Mother has been saying about the divine feminine joining with the divine masculine. They confirm that it can be done.
They confirm that an exchange of love between the divine feminine and the divine masculine can awaken the the energies of the divine complement in the other. My divine feminine was awakened by the clairsentient instructor and, as a result, I felt balanced and complete.
And it confirms that, when the divine feminine and the divine masculine are complete, the kundalini responds.
No wonder the Divine Mother wants us to join together in sacred union.
I didn’t intend to be a lightholder. My intention is just to do this piece of lightholder work and return to my lightwork.
However demonstrating the conjoining of the divine feminine and the divine masculine IS lightwork. It IS building Nova Earth. This therefore is a place where lightholding meets lightwork.
This is divine alchemy.
(1) Archangel Michael: What you have seen is that you have been given bite-sized pieces of energy, of energy bumps, of input of what you can digest and handle and truly bring to fruition. If you are in the process of expansion, you don’t go from Grade 3 to a PhD in a week. (“AAM on Truncated Experiences,”
Steve: Hmm, interesting! Ordinarily you would experience Brahmajnana at that point but I felt that it had been muted, toned down.
AAM: Completely toned down. We want you very physically present. (Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Sept. 30, 2015.)
[In your case] it is a toning down, if anything. …
You know that enlightenment is right there in front of you. It is yours to access. But if you are in service, you will not choose to live there. …
You can think of it as keeping two feet firmly on the ground. (Ibid., Feb. 14, 2012.)
(2) “Sometimes I feel the rising of the spiritual current inside me, as though it were the creeping of an ant. Sometimes it feels like the movement of a monkey jumping from one branch to another. Again, sometimes it feels like a fish swimming in water. Only he who experiences it knows what it is like.” (Paramahansa Ramakrishna in Nikhilananda, Swami, trans. The Gospel of Sri Ramakrishna. New York: Ramakrishna-Vivekananda Center, 1978; c1942, 237.)
(3) See “Complete Emptiness, Original Innocence,” at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2015/09/24/complete-emptiness-original-innocence/.