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I Made It!

laura I have this remarkable sense arising in me; blossoming in me might be more apt.

Ever since I turned seventy last October, I’ve been feeling this glow of satisfaction.

I’ve done it. I reached the Biblical end of life – three-score years and ten. I MADE IT!

I can lay down tools now. I can go on vacation.

School is out. It’s summer vacation year round.

Whatever I got done is what I got done. I have no need past this moment to do anything in particular.

Bliss is the quality of it. Fulfilment, satisfaction. I suspect that, if I said I wanted outta here, I’d be turned loose.

Of course I don’t intend anything of the sort, but it’s most enjoyable thinking about it and feeling the sense of relief at having reached this point.

I’m enjoying watching myself use the occasion self-servingly. When it suits my purposes to be seventy, I unabashedly play it. When it suits my purposes to not be seventy, I allow myself to be any age I want. I’m having fun with it.

Inside I actually feel around 18. Unless I just want to lie around all day. Then I become Mr Senior Citizen.

There’s an element in which it’s all play, all fun now. I made it to the putative, standard-average finish line.

That doesn’t change the fact that I’m in service to the Mother. It just means that I now can play while doing it.

I have nothing to sell anyone and nothing I’m seeking from anyone.

I don’t have a need to take my constructed self seriously any more. There’s no image of me I’m pushing, nothing I’m striving for, except to serve the Mother.

Archangel Michael: Everything that has need to be eliminated, everything that has need to be relinquished, everything that has need to be healed in this cesspool that we call ‘chaos’ has need to come to the surface.
Otherwise – and this has happened many, many times in human history – what happens is there is a belief [that] there is a healing, an accommodation, a remedy, and then the human collective tends to think, ‘Okay, now it is cleaned up. Now it is healed. Now it is done.’
But the core – the core issues of the collective, and of course of the individuals – has not been addressed, and therefore it simply settles in and it festers.

(“Archangel Michael on Why All This Conflict is Occurring,” September 28, 2023, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/?p=348361.)

Divine Mother: [I am speaking about] those in … positions where control and abuse of power have been rampant. That will not be the platform [from] which integration of the various galaxies [into the new, interdimensional region of space] takes place. That is not the Plan.
I know very clearly, Sweet One, as do you, if it is not [in] my Plan, then it will not occur. …
Make no mistake, … Love will win because that has been my Plan always.
(The Divine Mother in “Enter the Delegations – Part 2/3,” May 5, 2019, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2019/05/05/enter-the-delegations-part-2-3/.)

Beloved child, son of my heart, [Ascension, spiritual evolution] is only about love, about the many expressions, about the many forms.
And truly of anchoring and being nothing but the love, in intellect, in wisdom, in sharing, in adventure, in relationship.
It can only be [that way] when you continue to bring all adventures, all arguments, all explorations back to the love.
(The Divine Mother in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, April 30, 2019; also at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2019/06/01/the-divine-mother-it-is-all-a-journey-of-love/).

Archangel Gaia said
“I am now telling you what your mission is on Earth – it is to be an angel on Earth.
“You do not have to change the people around you; you do not have to get involved in politics, or that kind of activity.
“What you are meant to do here as a lightworker is to anchor a certain vibration.”
(Gaia, ”Earth Speaks: Your Mission on Earth,” through Pamela Kribbe, March 13, 2022, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2022/03/13/earth-speaks-your-mission-on-earth/.)