A conversation with Rev. Marilyn Redmond after my Factory Reset experience (1) led to her sharing a similar experience to my own.
One difference: I ended up simply feeling normal and she ended up feeling normal AND experiencing several higher-dimensional states. That indicates that one needn’t end up only feeling normal: There is more beyond.
I’m sure our knowledge will expand with each new account.
I’d like to post hers here.
I resonated with the sentence “Seeing me as a normal person with confidence is new.” Yes, for me too. Just a normal person, after 72 years of abnormal anger, withdrawal, pessimism. And confidence! When have I ever felt that before (OK, one or two circumstances)?
I AM A NEW PERSON
By Rev. Marilyn L. Redmond
In a meditation, I rise out of the universe and beyond. I found myself in the unlimited sunlight. From this view, I see the endless horizon. The feelings of abundance and prosperity fill the air and are within me. This occurrence lasts for the morning. I know it is all there is and available for me. I feel the presence of All That Is— immersed in love.
Archangel Michael tells me that the path is a clearing for the unhealed core issues to surface and be felt. My past vasanas are coming up and leaving as gut pains. (2)
I am reminded that Pure Love casts out all fear. My life had been fear-based for years. This is uncomfortable but I slow down enough for the process to happen. I am aware that, when the good [feelings?] come in, the unresolved emotions leave. Having been a workaholic and over-achiever, this is a challenge.
I describe this process in my books at Amazon. I was told years ago when my mental illness erupted, to say, “Yippy, skippy it is leaving.”
In addition, I am informed that I will be the one in my family to heal six generations of family anger. I realized that I had been living in my parents’ woundedness. These stuffed-down feelings were the basis for many of my emotions and finally can leave.
Now, with 40 years of recovery from a background of sexual abuse, domestic violence, mental illness, addictions, past lives, and medical related issues to get my attention, with more old fears as worries, and negativity finally surface to leave, I had no feelings for years.
When I was younger, I stuffed my ordeals to survive. Identifying these past issues daily for many years at a conscious and soul basis and releasing them has brought authenticity. I had been stuck at the age of an emotional three-year-old from seeing my mother beaten by my father, thinking I was next. [Steve: My mother was also beaten by my father.]
I identify the source of each these old emotions to heal and let them go. I describe the process in Paradigm Busters. (3) I am told, growing up is not for sissies. Growing up from my first time on Earth until now has been my full journey to let go and let God.
Now there is space for love and grace to fill me. I see life as neutral and I do not need to see events as good or bad. It would take a book to relate my spiritual journey from the Pleiades and my path of past lives to currently help others and help raise the consciousness of the planet from my personal experience and wisdom. They just are there to influence my moving into reality.
Now, I understand as my friends leave over time, that our energies no longer match. Attracting healthy people brings a new life filled and surrounded in love. I understand when I am filled with love, that is the amour of God, and negative energies repel. Turning on the light within brings the truth and reveals itself.
I release more core issues as I rise out of the universe. It feels like I have moved out of the blueprint for my life challenges. Safety is the complete relinquishment of attack. No longer defending myself through past neglect, abandonment, wanting to die, or future worries, has given me a new set of eyes.
I feel like a completely new person. I forgive, have compassion, and thank those people for providing the opportunities I needed to identify my core issues allowing me to return home.
My eyes look back at me from my mirror in my bedroom in a self-assured and complimentary way I never saw before. Seeing me as a normal person with confidence is new. Sensing myself as younger surprises me as I am calm and comfortable. With this new inner experience, I approve of myself before leaving to do errands.
I went to my appointment driving with a fresh, bigger, and more rational vision of clarity feeling empowered. I like my authority. I even joked with the person helping me, which was a first for me and walked away feeling normal. [Steve: I could have written this.]
A kind man opened the door for me to leave as I use a cane. Driving home, I cry listening to the very high tones of a violin concerto on the radio. The resonance is so beautiful that I merge with the tones.
Another pointer verified my change as I enjoy the warm sun sitting on my patio. I viewed the leaves on the tall trees surrounding my home shimmer in the soft winds as the sun shines on them. Their iridescence is so glorious that I fill with ecstasy for the magnificence of nature and the universe.
Michael tells me that I am one with the “Source of All There Is” as I experience the positive energy in all things. Life is good.
Wonderful, Marilyn! Very similar backgrounds and experiences. Thank you for sharing.
Footnotes
(1) On that experience, see Factory Reset; or, Dropping Our Character Armor at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2026/05/Factory-Reset-or-Dropping-Our-Character-Armor-R6.pdf
(2) On vasanas or core issues, see Vasanas: Preparing For Ascension by Clearing Old Issues at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/05/Vasanas-Preparing-for-Ascension-R16.pdf
(3) Rev. Marilyn Redmond,