Inner peace: Building the alternative
One thing about dropping one’s character armor completely, not like I knew such a thing was possible or even existed before mine dropped away, one is left in neutral, for as long as one maintains it.
One starts from neutral. What one does after that is a matter of free will.
That doesn’t mean that one doesn’t defend oneself. It means that one doesn’t hate one’s opponent, but begins one’s defense from neutral.
Karate never taught me a kata or form that began with an attack; always “attack [kick, punch] coming in.” In effect, I was never taught how to attack.
The same people who let in a flood of humanity are now calling the people left to deal with it by all manner of pejorative names. Enter that in the playbook. “Blame someone else.”
My factory reset determines my perspective now. I remember distinctly lying on my bed and spiritually kicking my feet up and down and saying to Michael that I needed better resources (“a bigger brain”) if he wanted me to cover this beat.
That was me saying “Enough!” Something needs to change. And the Company of Heaven allowed it.
That’s why I call it a breakthrough, followed by an emergence.
I always thought I’d have difficulty getting the concepts of “breakthrough” and “emergence” across. I never thought I’d be given an experience which so perfectly illustrates them.
And what is life like without that armor? Neutral. Normal. Peaceful. A factory reset. A second chance.
What did I expect? Bliss comes later. In my opinion, lightworkers serve, first.
We are waiters at the banquet of Ascension. (1)
In construction terms, we’re building the alternative. They can join us or not. But we’re not following their lead any more.
Footnotes
(1) “Starseeds: Waiters at the Banquet of Ascension,”April 28, 2016, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2016/04/28/starseeds-waiters-at-the-banquet-of-ascension/