Written March 13, 2026
It was eleven years ago today that I experienced my heart open.
For the first sixty-five years of my life, I did not know what love was.
I had several theories about romantic love. One was the more you did things for someone, the more they’d love you. Love was something you earned.
Another was you were loved if and when you made yourself indispensable. I’m sure there were others but they all shared the idea of utility. You were loved if you served a purpose, made yourself useful – offered protection, safety; provided wealth; helped raise children.
And then got lost. (No kidding.)
And then along came March 13, 2015 and Michael decided it was time to give me a taste of Ascension. He opened my heart and left me in a tsunami of Seventh-Dimensional love.
Just as with the Wave of Love, which will be a similar heart opening, the experience was temporary and left me after about six months. But two things didn’t leave me.
One was that I now knew what love was.
And two was that my heart remained open enough for me to breathe love up from it and revive myself.
And how did all this affect relationship? Well, my state of being with relationship shifted from being at need to being at desire. I do not need relationship any more. I’m fully satisfied with the love that I feel arising from my own heart.
Isn’t that how we talk about relationship? That we’re looking for love? We look for love in another when the eternal wellspring of love is found in our own hearts?
Orgasm does not hold a candle to this love. Orgasm is limited to the body and body-centered feelings. This love has nothing to do with the body. And it transforms the feelings I feel rather than being affected or influenced by them.
As happens most times I write about it, I find myself almost in bliss for the upliftment this love provides when I write about it. At these moments, I haven’t a care in the world. I’m inside a cocoon of love and enjoying every minute of it.
Although we won’t know it till we’re in it, everything we do, everything we say is aimed at getting us to this place of abiding in a world of love beyond our imagining.