You were carrying something – and you had no idea you were
March 10, 2026, via email
Kerryk.com
Something happened inside a recent Plasma Light Tribe call that I can’t stop thinking about.
It was one of those moments where the room becomes very quiet.
Not awkward quiet, the kind that happens when something real suddenly appears in the middle of the space and everyone feels it at the same time.
We had been speaking about everything people had walked through to arrive here:
- The fires;
- The losses;
- The years that leave their fingerprints on a life.
And then someone said something that stopped the room.
She said she didn’t feel like she had walked through anything.
Her life, she explained, had not been especially traumatic.
There was no defining disaster she could point to.
Nothing that made her feel like she belonged in that conversation.
And in that moment, I realized something that most people have never been invited to see.
Some people believe they have carried everything.
Others believe they have carried nothing.
But neither of them has actually seen what they were carrying.
We have all lived inside the same world.
A world where animals are hurt.
A world where children suffer.
A world where fear, violence and grief have moved through the human story for generations.
Even if none of that touched you directly.
Even if your own life looks relatively peaceful when you turn back and examine it.
You were still born into the same field where all of that happened.
We breathe the same air.
We live inside the same energetic ocean.
And sensitive souls feel far more of that ocean than they realise.
Some of us can name the fire we walked through.
Others cannot find the moment where the fire began.
But both have been standing in the same smoke.
You may believe nothing happened to you.
You may believe everything happened to you.
But there is something deeper than either of those stories.
Because the most profound wound humanity carries is not the list of events we can remember.
It is the experience of separation.
Separation from truth.
Separation from love.
Separation from the deep knowing of who we are.
We were born into a world that forgot itself.
We were born into an illusion.
And that carries a pain, we cannot even name.
Every single one of us has been living inside the echo of that forgetting.
Which means this:
You have carried far more than you realised.
Even if you could never name it.
Even if you believed there was nothing there.
That moment inside the call changed the way many people in that room saw their own life.
Because suddenly the question was no longer,
“What did I personally go through?”
The real question became,
“What have I been carrying, that I cannot even name?”
