[My bank has reimbursed me for the fraudulent transaction. Thank you, Mother.]
One thing I got from my interaction with a fake Elon Musk was my worldly pretensions. (1) This was a huge opportunity to chat with Elon. And I leapt at it.
I got that my desires were all just rooted in vanity, just pretense, a make-believe world that could and would come crashing down eventually, leaving me with nothing.
And not even the “nothing” – the Everything/Nothing – that enlightens. Just … nothing.
I saw that my responses were either born of desire for some worldly reward or desire to protect myself from fresh trauma.
… I am so done with all that. I have no worldly goals any more, I declare, except service.
I see that to frame it as simply “service” is not going to provide me with the sturdy foundation I’ll need for where I’ll be going. It needs to be “sacred service.”
And to leave it like that is to give a false impression. I’m not a monastic monk – this lifetime. I’m an urban monk. Mine is “everyday sacred service.” Now, that fits. That resonates.
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Worldly pretensions are empty and fleeting compared to bliss or love. I can speak to that. As my Grampa once said to me, colorfully, to trade bliss and love for wealth would be like selling a hill of diamonds for a pot of beans.
Seeing the taints of worldly pretension that I approached this whole matter with, I was repulsed by my very large pot of beans.
There’s no sense trying to construct a self-image to sell to people. “Image management” we called it back then. There’s no future in inauthenticity, fame, or even wealth.
Materially full and spiritually empty is not where I want to go, even though I’ve agreed – paradoxically – to handle material wealth. Michael didn’t think it paradoxical:
Archangel Michael: We know that your desires do not tend towards the physical. And of course that is one of the reasons why you are perfect for flow-through [pipeline]. You are not looking for planes and châteaux as we have talked about before. (2)
What is both spiritually empty and takes up vital spiritual space? Pretension. I’m learning lessons that may have been taught in Bible class.
Footnotes
(1) See “Fraud Alert,”
(2) Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Aug. 2, 2017. (Hereafter, AAM.)
AAM: As we have said in the past, we do not make funds available to create dictators or for buying weapons of mass destruction or war.
Steve: Or châteaux in the south of France.
AAM: That is correct. That would be an abomination of the Mother’s Plan. (AAM, April 19, 2017.)
A flow-through or pipeline is like what Charlie Ward is doing. Charlie moved 650 planeloads of gold from out of a tunnel under the Vatican and then delivered it to Cheyenne Mtn. and other holding locations. My understanding is that the gold was then returned to the countries that owned it and is funding G/NESARA (the new economy that the Global/National Economic Security and Reformation Act is bringing forth). See What’s Next? Vol. 5: G/NESARA at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/01/Whats-Next-5-2.pdf