Priorities
What a contradictory situation we appear to be in. On the one hand, I’ve just gotten that I choose everything I say and do. (1) And on the other, I realize that I serve the Mother’s will, not my will. (2) How does that fit?
I could just give my take, but before I do I’d like to point out what I’m about to do.
I’m about to take the looking glass from “depth” (self-awareness) to “breadth” (speculation on the ultimate truth, inviting realization).
I’m about to see how my situation applies to the purpose of life, the broadest things can get – but first I’d like to look at what’s around – and beyond – that until-now “final” bend, what’s beyond re-union with the One.
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We have descriptions of it. The Mother tells us the future of a person who has reunited with Mother/Father One. Let me quote her at a little more length than usual because the subject is so important:
Divine Mother: Now, your question to me is, are there millions of emanations? And my answer, Sweet One, is no, there are not. They are very specifically placed in what you would think of as universal or global roles, and they are positioned to do the work that the specific archangel or master has chosen to do, decided to do, committed to do — for me — throughout eternity, or until such time as they return. In which case they will begin again, regardless.
Steve: Now, Mother, you have just referred to you bringing them back. You’ve just referred to mergence, have you not, or union? And you’re saying that, after they return in union, they go back out into the world. Is that correct?
DM: Yes. If they so choose, yes. Now, is it in the timeline that human beings tend to think of? No. But eventually there is re-emergence. (3)
Archangel Michael gives a vivid description of what such a soul emanates:
Archangel Michael: And when you go home, … you can reunite in the Heart of of One, do not think that you go off on another tangent or another journey simply because you feel like it or because you are earning your way back to that linear path. You go back out into the universe as a brilliant spark of pure light!
So you come, you return, you gain not only understanding, wisdom, knowledge – what you can think of as spiritual regeneration – and then, in concert with many, including your guides and guardian angels and, many times, whoever you are going to be working with – for example, myself or Archangel Raphael – you emerge again. (4)
In another remarkable passage, the Divine Mother generically describes the impact of the longing for liberation. (5) In the face of our yearning for re-union, we turn around from our scenic detour and do what is necessary to “come Home”:
Divine Mother: Now, in this journey — for some of you it is millennia, for some of you it is eons; it matters not — there is … an understanding, an intellectual and spiritual understanding that your drive is to make the U-turn and to come back Home, to return Home to the Heart of One where you are so welcome until such time as you choose to emanate again. (6)
In terms of my vision, where the small golden star – the Self, Christ, Atman, or Buddha nature – returns to the large golden Sun – God the Father – this new information is akin to having the small golden star re-emerge from the Sun. Evidently, re-emergence occurs after my vision ends.
Mike Quinsey referred to the matter as well, which shook me when I read it. Mike, who channeled SaLuSa and now channels his Higher Self, said on Feb. 14, 2020: “In the scheme of things you periodically return to the Godhead, only to be sent out again for further experience.” (7) Wow.
My conclusions are going to be constantly changing. But this was a big one.
OK, this article is long enough, BUT I do need to mention one more thing before I’m complete.
Everything I do in life I choose to do – at some level. But the purpose of life is for me to realize who I am so that God can meet God in that moment of my enlightenment. (8) And an easy and quick way to do that, it seems to me, is to surrender that will to God and thereafter serve only God. (9)
Therefore “not my will but thy will,” every minute of every day, by my free choice. Don’t think I go without reward. The bliss I’m feeling as a result of writing on this subject is the very best reward that nothing in the world can buy and that God freely offers.
Footnotes
(1) See “Forty Days and Forty Nights Perhaps,” August 8, 2025, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2025/08/08/forty-days-and-forty-nights-perhaps/
(2) On the matter of serving the Mother’s will, Divine Mother said: “Beloved child of light, … you do my bidding and you have for eons.” (Divine Mother in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, June 7, 2015.)
On the matter of capitalization, Archangel Michael explains: “We do not want anything capitalized.” (Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Aug. 12, 2016.) (Hereafter, AAM.)
Steve Beckow: Are you okay with the four-part article on ignition?
Archangel Michael: Yes.
Steve: Okay. I didn’t know if I was being too familiar.
AAM: You know what? We want you to be familiar.
Steve: Okay, I get that. Thank you. (AAM, Jan. 3, 2017.)
(3) “The Divine Mother: Each and Every One of You Carries Divine Might, Part 1/2,” June 17, 2013, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2013/06/the-divine-mother-each-and-every-one-of-you-carries-divine-might-part-12.
(4) Archangel Michael, An Hour with an Angel, March 26, 2012, at http://the2012scenario.com/2012/03/archangels-michael-and-gabriel-on-the-angelic-realm-hour-with-an-angel-transcript-march-26-2012/.
Steve: That just turns our contemporary thinking on its head!
AAM: Oh, you haven’t heard anything yet! We will talk about the evolutionary ladders (as you tend to think of it) and the various choices that are available in terms of that evolutionary ladder.
Steve: Oh please! We’ve got it all wrong down here! Help! Help! Message in a bottle!
AAM: I will send it parcel post and express mail! (AAM, Jan. 20, 2016.)
(5) See The Longing for Liberation at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/05/Longing-for-Liberation-4.pdf
(6) “Divine Mother: My Desire is that Every Being on the Planet Falls in Love,” October 3, 2014, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2014/10/03/divine-mother-my-desire-is-that-every-being-on-the-planet-falls-in-love/.
(7) Mike Quinsey’s Higher Self, Feb. 14, 2020, at https://galacticchannelings.com.
(8) See The Purpose of Life is Enlightenment at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/07/Purpose-of-Life-is-Enlightenment-6.pdf
(9) Keeping in mind that, since I am God, as are you, the purpose that God meeting God represents is not only God’s purpose, so to speak, but also mine. I’d love to “meet my Maker,” my Self: “O Thou I!” (Bayazid of Bistun in in Aldous Huxley, The Perennial Philosophy. New York, etc.: Harper and Row, 1970; c1944, 12.)