Tunneling through to truth and reality
Chellea Wilder’s St. Germain says:
“You are the masters of your own destiny, and it is vital to recognize that you hold the reins of this transformation.
“The power to influence your path lies within you, and as you embrace this reality, you empower yourself to navigate the upcoming shifts with grace and confidence.” (1)
With every passing day, I feel increased self-confidence and peacefulness.
I seem to have glanced over the experience of peace that happened around April 26. (2) But that peace is proving to be a stable and productive foundation. It hasn’t gone away although it has toned itself down.
This is unusual because my conventional wisdom has been that no experience short of Ascension is lasting. This is proving to be lasting – so far.
It’s just there … well, like another state of consciousness I may have entered. Or a “snap” and another “level.” (3)
Its impact is to have removed almost all aggressiveness from me. I say “almost all” because I’m leaving room for … whatever. At this moment, however, I feel reliably shorn of aggressiveness.
My Dad used to say that I was born with a chip on my shoulder. I was dyed-in-the-wool aggressive.
But I don’t feel any of that now. I can’t even find it for looking. I don’t go down that far any more – at the moment.
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I have to acknowledge that I asked Michael and the Mother for more expansion some time ago, consistent with my soul contract. And I never even gave it notice when it actually happened – when peace actually arrived. This ongoing experience is exactly what I asked for. Thank you, Mother. Thank you, Michael.
You may recall that my grand motif is that “you can’t trust anyone.” (4) I can feel that mistrust deep in my gut at this moment. It’s the obstacle to being totally at peace. I just be with it and allow it to be there. Until it passes.
I no longer have to shout and scream to process a vasana or core issue. Processing can happen quietly and in stillness as well. Probably much quicker.
I already know that I’m innocent and pure at essence. I experienced that at Xenia in 2018. (5) The situation is like having two tunnels being bored towards each other and there’s a few feet more of rock to go until they meet.
One one side is truth and reality and on the other, dawning awareness, tunneling through to them.
Footnotes
(1) Chellea Wilder, “Saint Germain: Something Big Is on The Horizon… You Know It,” at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2025/05/07/saint-germain-something-big-is-on-the-horizon-you-know-it/.
(2) See “Peace Lives in My Heart,” April 26, 2025, in An Ascension Ethnography – Part 2 at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/07/An-Ascension-Ethnography-V2-R5.pdf
(3) Archangel Michael: Think of how every time you especially enter the transformative love, that is a snap. It is not the full dramatic snap but it is a snap. Each time you are progressing up what you can think of as a level.
Think of [entering] your love as flying back and forth through the portal. Now sometimes you’re aware and sometimes you’re asleep. (“Archangel Michael on Snaps, Expansion, and Ascension,” June 6, 2017, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2017/06/06/archangel-michael-on-snaps-expansion-and-ascension/.)
More along this line:
Archangel Michael: What you have seen is that you have been given bite-sized pieces of energy, of energy bumps, of input of what you can digest and handle and truly bring to fruition. If you are in the process of expansion, you don’t go from Grade 3 to a PhD in a week. (“AAM on Truncated Experiences,” March 21, 2017, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2017/03/21/aam-on-truncated-experiences/.)
Archangel Michael: You have experienced, progressively, periods of unity, of transformative love, of ecstasy, of bliss that you feel (and I emphasize feel) come and go.
But every time, you have had this experience it has edged you up a level. So that now you say to me, “Michael, I feel like I have a new baseline. I have a new foundation of happiness.”
But you also have a new foundation of knowingness, of understanding, of wisdom, of humility, of tolerance, of kindness. This has all been bringing you to an expanded sense of self and an expanded sense of not only how we operate but how the collective operates. (“Archangel Michael on Snaps, Expansion, and Ascension,” June 6, 2017, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2017/06/06/archangel-michael-on-snaps-expansion-and-ascension/.)
(4) “The Grand Motif,” October 13, 2019, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2019/10/13/the-grand-motif/
(5) Michael does a good job of describing that experience:
AAM: “What you have discovered underneath that [worry about arrogance] is the yearning, of innocence, of the sweetness and, yes, the purity that the Mother has filled you with, with her tsunami. And inside the purity is clarity, is love and so you have reached a deeper level, a higher level, a broader level of understanding. [This resonates with me.]
And it is not merely an intellectual understanding. It is heart wisdom. And, in that, it allows you to proceed in a gentler way, not in a way where you feel you have your finger in the dam or you are pushing the river the other way.
So you are in the early stages of truly, not falling in love, but truly being not only in love but Being Love. So often you are looking for magical formulas for ascension, for heart opening. You may call it all these things but it is an awareness, a deeper knowing of who you are. [My emphasis.] (“Archangel Michael Explains What Happened at Xenia,” September 22, 2018, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2018/09/22/archangel-michael-explains-what-happened-at-xenia/.)