I feel like a green monster
First, I’d like to add my sincere gratitude to Suzi’s, to everyone who contributed – love or money – to have us continue. What a knife edge we walk every thirty days and you’ve helped steady and support us the whole way. I am grateful.
I also want to acknowledge that I thought for sure the Reval or G/NESARA or both would be announced April 2. I thought that was part of our liberation. I was proven wrong (again) and I apologize if I got you worked up. … However it is expected soon. (Don’t throw that tomato!)
Have to say this one thing: Make sure to take some cash out from the bank in small denominations before the EBS (emergency broadcasts). Nobody will have the cash then to break a $50 or $100 bill and ATMs may be closed for the ten days. I have a cache of $5 bills set aside at home.
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As to my check-in, the allergy is slowly lifting. The affected area has gone from wickedly-dark brown to magenta in a few places and red in others. So it’s still shocking to all who see it, but we’re moving in the right direction.
As I said a ways back, it sounds like everyone has something going on with them at this time. It may be partly because of increased lovelight energies that are knocking us out or it may be every last bit of unfinished business coming up (the sponge is being squeezed dry).
I saw at Xenia that I was pure and innocent at essence (1) so the journey through the heightening vibrations feels to me more like going down a waterslide than anything fearful. I know what Shankara means when he says:
“Once we become conscious, even dimly, of the Atman [the Self], the Reality within us, the world takes on a very different aspect. It is no longer a court of justice but a kind of gymnasium.” (2)
That fits my experience entirely. Once you know where you’re headed and how wonderful the journey and destination will be, we relax (or I did) on the direction of life. Even if I had to depart, I wouldn’t mourn because I know the destination will be splendid.
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Meanwhile I want to see what happens to the body as it ages so I’m approaching everything that happens with curiosity. I know all the time that my co-creative partners on the other side are watching over me. And I now have an Andromedan healing team attending to me as well (thank you to them). (3)
This body needs to last, by agreement. (4) I find that I only go so far into a medical condition before it lifts. Or my recovery is super quick.
Or they just shake the living daylights out of me and my condition is gone, as they did with the heart attack i think I experienced in my sleep. (5)
Imagine fainting and falling forward and your forward motion is suddenly halted and you simply hang there in space. That happened to me when I fainted on walking to the bathroom. I fainted and a quarter of the way down I stopped in mid-air, so to speak. When my senses returned so that I wouldn’t faint, my frozen posture gradually eased.
If you can imagine it, intervention in the aftermath of a possible heart attack is pretty convincing evidence that one is being protected (as are all lightworkers, except what are called “sacrifice souls”). (6)
It felt similar to stopping the world and then walking through a gallery of static forms. Michael just stopped my world so that I wouldn’t lose my teeth in a fall.
What was it the Psalmist said??
11 For he shall give his angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways.
12 They shall bear thee up in their hands, lest thou dash thy foot against a stone. (7)
Footnotes
(1) See “We Are, All of Us, Innocent and Pure,” April 7, 2020, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2020/04/07/307247/
Here is purity and innocence: Kathleen’s granddaughter, Amelia, at 1 and a half. Dressed for those rugged Northern winters (not):
(2) Shankara in Swami Prabhavananda and Christopher lsherwood, Shankara’s Crest-Jewel of Discrimination. Hollywood: Vedanta Press, 1975; c1947, 24. The Self is not only light and love. It’s also the divine qualities like purity and innocence.
(3) They’re also working to connect me directly with Michael. Now that is a dream come true. Just think of all the questions I could ask him!!!
(4) I’ve agreed to be here till the end. That soul contract is called a “pillar.” Cf. Michael:
AAM: I remind you that you are a pillar, that you [are] not [to] venture too far ahead of where people are, both individually in terms of your smaller circle but also in terms of the collective. … A very large quotient, shall we say, of you is living … in the higher-dimensional realm.
Then there is a part of you that is in the morass of the chaos and the lower-dimensional realm because that’s where the work is. (Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Jan. 18, 2020.) (Hereafter, AAM.)
AAM: You are in form. There is only so much that, as human being, any human being can manage. Yes, there will be a different kind of busyness in future years, but not if you are lying on the ground dead. (AAM, Feb. 5, 2016.)
(5) As Michael did with my arthritis. He shook the living daylights out of me following what I thought was a minor heart attack in my sleep. After he did, my arthritis was gone and a slipped-disc went back into place. Neither has ever returned. See “No One Else Needs to be Awe-struck, But I Am,” March 4, 2024, in An Ascension Ethnography – Part 2, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/07/An-Ascension-Ethnography-V2-R5.pdf, pp 28-32. I regard this healing as miraculous.
(6) See On Lightworker Protection at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/07/On-Lightworker-Protection-6.pdf
“Sacrifice souls” are those who volunteer to suffer in order to open society’s eyes. A good example is John F. Kennedy and his body double. We now discover that JFK did not die on Nov. 22, 1963; his body double died. He went into the witness protection program apparently. But he still sacrificed his way of life, peace, and safety. Other good examples would be Mohandas Gandhi and Joan of Arc.
(7) Psalm 91: 11-12.