by Digger Barr
There really are so many things to talk about some days I hardly know where to begin.
There are a good deal of people out there also so busy talking and sharing, that it can almost be overwhelming.
I remember when I first really discovered all this information sharing.
It was back in the spring of 2021.
You may recall the time period. It was when Co-vid became a known thing.
The Covid Era or the Pandemic of 2021. The plague panic of the new age.
Perhaps you want to forget.
At any rate, this is when I discovered podcasts in earnest.
Call me a late bloomer but previously I was preoccupied with walking in nature and chanting oms.
Apparently, according to subsequent reports, I found my tribe in a bunch known as Conspiracy Theorists.
I did not know I was a CT.
I knew that I was different from most of my people.
I knew that I often found myself expressing thoughts and making suggestions that the world was not as it seemed.
But when I found ‘my tribe’ online I was elated.
I did not know there were so many of ‘us’ out there.
It was refreshing to hear other people express the very thoughts and weird ideas that resonated perfectly with mine.
This was a movement, a revolution.
This was the pin that was going to pop the balloon. This was a relief at last.
Finally things will be exposed for how they truly are and then we can all get on with making things better.
All the subtrafuge of society could now be exposed and we will be CT’s no more.
We will be the wise ones and the world will love us as we are finally vindicated.
3 years later…
You see where this story is going.
Here we are. The podcasts haven’t changed much. I mean the news and information has.
There has been a lot of change. And we are not the same world we were 3 years ago.
Not by a long shot. There has been so much shift and in such a subtle way, we might not even be aware that we are so much different than we were.
And then that niggling thought rises in my mind and I ask the perennial question, why?
Why are the podcasts still carrying on in the same manner as when I found them. Everything is still all up in arms all the time.
The news reporting is still news reporting.
It is still sensationalizing and perpetuating the latest scuttlebutt about what is wrong and who said what about whom.
It is detailed intel on propaganda and gossip.
I am not here to bash podcasters.
Most of these people are beautiful and wonderful amazing souls.
And yes they deserve to make a living doing what they do.
That is okay.
My question is, with all their hard work, after years of trying, why does it feel like a hamster wheel churning in a bog rather than the unveiling of a spiritual masterpiece.
Isn’t the idea of a breakthrough what all conspiracy theories are designed to do.
Reveal the dark in order to bring forth the light.
This is supposed to be the renaissance of spirituality.
Don’t we deserve to celebrate the rebirth of humanity with grace, joy and magnificence ?
I check the pulse of the internet.
There are rays of light breaking from behind the clouds.
The Rays of light are distinct, strong in contrast to the darker colors next to them.
Not all are dark ominous colors but some hues are not as brilliant.
This contrast will soften as more light emerges.
It isn’t as dark as some report or are spinning in the world of hamster wheels.
It will take time for them to look up and adjust. Maybe it’s not their motivation to stop spinning.
The light rays are beautiful and this pulls at my heart.
I thank ‘my tribe’ for the great ride. Man did we have a good time.
But I forgot something I set down back in 2021.
A part of myself that already knew something.
I enjoy walking in nature and chanting oms.
I can hear and see the oms dancing in the shining rays of light.
Yeah, this is where I want to be.
Part of the light that shines upon all the masterpieces of our universe.
I stand with my face to the sun and quiet my mind.
It is here in this quiet space that nothing else matters.
This is the moment I get to shine.
No one else needs to see. No one else needs to hear.
This is just me with my tribe of me.
If you see a light ray maybe it is me breaking through the clouds.
And if I witness a ray of light, maybe it’s you I see peeking through.
Together we will brighten the shadows without much effort at all.
Just be you and I will just be me.
It’s brilliant actually.