I’m standing back and observing myself; specifically, how I always come out on top in my own story? A hero in my own write? A never-ending story?
Like a little ant, building a wall tiny pebble by pebble, I build the ongoing story of my life and it may or may not resemble true-life events and characters. It depends on what I’m building.
But it’s a corollary of my story-building that I noticed and wanted to focus on. If I’m always hero in my own write, then someone else needs to be the common bloke in whose service I become the hero. Someone else needs to be the villain, as required.
What if people don’t want to play bloke or villain to my hero? After all, they’re heroes in their own write. Isn’t that where a lot of conflict happens with us? Someone doesn’t want to accept the role the other person holds out for them?
And if we take it a step further and see me crafting my story to serve my own purposes (self-servingness), then we get to watch me moving the pieces around the board in my own mind and using my story to produce the result I want.
Never mind what actually happened! I am a hero in my own re-write.
And if we take it even further, then we see me getting revenge on people I consider have harmed me by pummeling them in my story.
I watch myself do this every day. This is banal. This is ordinary life.
Granted I abandon it the moment I see it, I get to see what my automatic responses are.
I am so ready to give up my story.
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Meanwhile I’m listening to others and one common theme is that deep stuff is coming up. You’re invited to use the upset clearing process on it. (1) Or any other process you know of, but the end goal, I believe, is feeling complete on the matter.
My understanding is that the rising love energies being beamed at us by the Mother through her angelic kingdoms and galactic civilizations is causing all unfinished business to come to the surface.
In other articles I’ve recorded my own grief at my Mother’s death coming to the surface for me. Why is it coming up now? Because it’s incomplete.
We’re going through the carwash, the purification phase that precedes enlightenment. (2)
Next the white-hat revelations; then the Ring of Fire. And sometime after that, when our bodies have reached a level of crystalline transformation that they can handle it, Ascension for the many; a few have already ascended.
Footnotes
(1) “How to Handle Unwanted Feelings: The Upset Clearing Process,” April 25, 2011, in
Vasanas: Preparing for Ascension by Clearing Old Issues at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/07/Vasanas-Preparing-for-Ascension-R8.pages.pdf
(2) See for instance “Terrestrial Sages on the Role of Purification,”