Apparently, so that we may contribute to Source experiencing itself in the myriad ways it wishes to, some of us “agree” to repeatedly reincarnate as perpetual amnesiacs on the third-dimensional merry-go-round of Earth. We might get inklings of familiarity, but not verifiable full-on memory of who we’ve been before.
This leaves me feeling a bit like a wooden duck in a carnival shooting gallery, going around the conveyor belt and popping up to be shot at one more time.
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I have no other explanation for my apparent willingness to come here repeatedly, experiencing woeful events and circumstances that seem, upon reflection, hauntingly familiar. I’m sure that if this were indeed the first time I’d had such experiences, my heart of hearts (and my gut, which knows all) would tell me so. There would be an aha of discovery, a sensation of checking off another necessary experience for my own expansion and the expansion of the worlds.
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I admonish myself: If I wind up back on the Heaven side of the veil, I must remember these words and feelings and thoughts. I must not gloss over the reality of life on Earth in its present state, or “agree” to reincarnate here prior to the Golden Age.
Sovereignty is golden, and I want it for all of my selves, for all times and realities. And for all other beings who wish the same, may it be so, indeed.
