Oh my gawd. We made our minimum target for this month, thanks to you.

We can manage the rest.

I am so grateful. I personally get to write another day.

But I really do have to share. It’s been so nerve-wracking watching the total go slowly up, knowing that not making it means…. that I have to “shake off” some of this energy or keep it bottled up.

If I do the latter, being an awareness writer, I won’t be able to write.

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I firmly believe (and I have an unbroken record of wrong predictions, so I can speak freely) that Trump will return, the EAS (EBS) will go off, the Reval will occur within one month or two (because of pressure from the November elections)  .. and I will never have to appeal to you again.

Or I’ll source my vasana, my core issue to do with making appeals. You know the one. With my Dad? Putting strings on every gift till you don’t want to ask anymore?

I’m gradually getting through it. But the uncertainty of this process is still more than wearing. Remind me to fund monks after the Reval.

Vasana or no vasana, let me share how it’s been for me to live by donation. Allow me to share if you would.

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It’s been a white-knuckle ride.

You never know whether you’ll be living in your apartment the next month.

You’re busy quitting this as too expensive and choosing that as lower quality but manageable.

Every day, you’re counting, counting, counting, calculating, estimating, putting this here, that there – and refusing invitations.  Taking this out; putting that in until the Reval, you’re telling yourself.

As a team, we’re committed to making it across the finish line together and so, if you could see backstage, you’d see us as well juggling mortgage payments, I have some extra, can’t make it to the end of the month on that, back and forth, back and forth.

Thanks to you, we will make it across the finish line. Together.

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After that, the tables are turned. The hardscrabblers become the benefactors, the fountains of generosity. I’m so excited at the prospect, I can hardly sit still. Are we there yet?

The Four Point Plan, the redistribution of ill-gotten wealth, working with the galactics, research and writing projects galore, mediumistic exploration of the higher dimensions, the study of angels. Can we begin yet?

I think we have one, maybe two more months of all of us getting through this null zone.   Let’s do it together. Unity is what is the foundation on which we’ll solve the world’s problems. And make no mistake about it: Our game is solving the world’s problems, you and us.

Michael once said to me that the Reval was just one prosperity program. There are numerous others. Off-planet gold. All the world’s sunken treasure available to the galactics (maybe you can be on their resurrection team). Miles and miles of gold bars recovered from under the Vatican. A wave of prosperity is going to hit us.

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Venting is doing me a lot of good. Thank you for that as well.

Going through this agony has allowed me to strip layer after layer of arrogance and attachment from myself. I do know the struggle is worth it.

And it’s seen me fully surrender to the Divine Mother, as I discuss tomorrow (and wrote yesterday). It’s been a crucible.

Again thank you for keeping us at our stations, at the wheel, stoking the fires, getting through the storm together. Let’s keep going! Land is in sight.