All the time the tug of war between Alliance and deep state goes on – and I do watch it, whether or not I have the time to post on it.
At the same time, and all the while these days, there’s a constant flow of love happening just below the surface.
Whenever I turn my attention to it, I’m utterly satisfied with the result. A captivating love then arises – from my heart of course.
I still don’t think people realize that the heart is everything.
It’s a multidimensional door. It gives us access to an inner tsunami of love and the Ocean of Love that exist on higher planes.
It “houses” the Self, in the seat of the soul, the deepest reaches of the heart. I believe that Self is the Seventh-Dimensional Oversoul.
Love flows up from it; bliss, peace, joy, happiness. All good things are to be found in or from the heart. But we don’t take those words seriously, I fear.
My ability to access my love and bliss has gone up steadily since the June 6 merge, but it’s taken a great leap as a result of having seen clearly my Mother and Father’s endless-fighting script.
Seeing that I had that script in me, that I played both roles, and that I’d created ruts from it that I went around endlessly was liberating.
My ability to access love and bliss seems to have been quite freed up as a result.
Now, just a minute ago I breathed bliss up from my heart and it almost knocked me over it was so strong. I did not write during that time; I stayed with the experience but the cost is I can’t record what that experience consisted of or yielded.
I retain very little memory of a spiritual experience if I don’t record it while it’s happening.
However I now find that I can recover where I was. This is another new development.
The bliss returns and I surrender to it. I see that whether or not we rise – I won’t say ascend – depends on whether or not we can hold the energy. I am so ready to hold the energy.
Until now there have been so many things that have held me back. Not taking myself seriously. Thinking I don’t have the time. Fearing ridicule.
But now I see that I have to be 100% enrolled in holding the bliss that arises, no matter what else arises in the meantime. And I’m ready for that.
I drift off on a wave of bliss.