Yesterday I was on top of the world. I was 946 pages into a collection of the Divine Mother’s messages through Linda and feeling much love, which I attribute to doing that work. (2)
I decided to take a break and take some things back to my garage. I waited for the bus, fed the pigeons, had to run for it, and, with all I was carrying, forgot my backpack at the bus stand.
Long story short, that was the last I saw of it. Yes, I discovered what happened to it after and it appears to have been stolen.
Grieving followed – computer, one of two hard drives, money, most of all, identification (identity theft, human trafficking, fraud).
I went from heavenly clouds to mud bath. And here I could wallow….
But, by Gawd, what better time is it – if I can put aside all the painful issues raised by the loss that will urgently need to be addressed – to demonstrate, before all the world, how to handle what Werner Erhard would have called a “stack attack” – multiple vasanas (1) going off, each of significant impact.
And, yes, I know everyone is either on lockdown or on strike in the world. We’re hearing rumors of war – some militaries are launching rockets and moving troops. All theatrics and cover for other operations I presume.
We’ve already got the false prophets behind every major editorial desk in the world. Afghanistan is in turmoil. Evergrande is collapsing, The Three Gorges Dam is threatened, etc.
So who gives a damn about your vasanas?
Well, wait a sec. The revelations that are soon to come are going to rock us. If we haven’t by then begun to cleanse ourselves of our vasanas or haven’t at least learned a few of the basic procedures and premises to do so (3), we won’t have access to this in our memory when the big revelations start.
I guess that’s why Michael has not returned my bag. I needed to go through some huge vasana before the announcements were made to demonstrate online how to manage what arises.
So here I go.
(Continued in Part 2, tomorrow.)
(1) A vasana is the resulting complex of thoughts, feelings, and behavior that we create as an answer to early childhood trauma. Vasanas can have command value over us until we process them. Core issues, records, old business are synonyms. I use the word “vasanas” to link it up with Ramana Maharshi’s teachings on the subject, which take the discussion into one of enlightenment.
Multiple vasanas or what was more pertinent here, layered vasanas.
(2) Fortunately my second external hard drive had just backed up early that morning and so I didn’t lose either the Mother’s book or any other data. I just feel like crying with relief.
(3) They’re exceedingly simple BUT I will give full details here because it’s needed