Golden Age of Gaia

Toward a World that Works for Everyone

Menu
  • Home
    • About The Staff
    • FAQs
    • Glossary
    • Privacy Policy
    • Terms of Service
    • Downloads Page
    • Close
  • Contact Us
  • Commentary
    • Charlie
    • Kat
    • Kathleen Mary Willis
    • Narendra Mishra
    • Sitara
    • Steve Beckow
    • Suzanne Maresca
    • Writer’s Corner
    • Close
  • News
    • Ascension
    • Accountability
    • Building Nova Earth
    • Channelings/Commentary
    • Reval/GCR/Stewardship/Abundance
    • Homelessness
    • InLight Universal Shows
    • New Maps of Heaven
    • Opioid Crisis
    • Politics
    • Spirituality
    • Close
  • Library
  • Hope Chest
    • Hope Chest: Frequently Asked Questions
    • Close
  • Forums
  • Donate
/ Home / News / Ascension / Ascension Ethnography / The Alternative to Taking It Out on Someone
post

The Alternative to Taking It Out on Someone

August 7, 2019 by Steve Beckow

Print Friendly, PDF & Email

My experience of processing a vasana (1) is very much deeper than it was even a year ago.

I’m experiencing one right now that is so deep, that by rights I should simply remain with the experience – not write – thanking my stars that it’s come up. But my mission is to share it.

I was having an otherwise happy and uneventful morning when I suddenly felt an icey shock, like someone suddenly plunged me into ice-cold water. And then it vanished, like a meteor across the sky.

But it only went because … I’m normal. I’m not holding on to anything.

In this space, I serve no agenda – at the moment; I may later. It’s a neutral space – in which the truth has a chance of registering. (2)

If I were holding on to lots of resentments and other harmful thoughts, I’d be dense and busy-minded. The icey shock would not have departed. It would have been much more severe and I’d have felt a negative reaction to it – perhaps violently angry.

Because I give it my attention, it would have stayed.

Unknown to me, my record, “I Made a Mistake!” would have been triggered and I’ve had a sudden fit of anger.  Then I’ve acted it out by being nasty with someone or gruff and grumpy.

All that is compressed into and contained within that itty-bitty icey shock that I felt.

***

One of the meanings of “vasana” is seed of future action. We’ve just seen its germination.

What’s different is that this time I observed it rather than taking it on. I took a mental “snapshot” of it and then examined it later, feeling the iciness again.

It’s the first time I’ve observed such a thing. I think we often hardly notice these little shocks when they happen. That is, we don’t notice the shock itself. But we certainly do notice what happens after.

These shocks can be the trigger of a vasana without us so much as giving a thought to it. Why are we suddenly angry? We don’t know. It just suddenly arose.

I’ve seen myself in this position time after time. I just have never been an open space with it before and I’ve never paid the little twinges and shocks any mind.

I cannot remember the thought I had that triggered the original shock. I think it was a financial or medical matter but I do remember that the next thought was that Dad would be angry with me for making a mistake.

OK, I recognize that thought as the trigger. How do I know? Because I feel some release when it arose. A basic touchstone or theorem with me is that the truth will set me free. If I’m feeling increasing release as I process my vasana, then I know I’m on the right track.

***

But it feels like there’s more processing to go. This is not the whole truth. A deeper wound needs to be healed.

When I asked my mind to send up, from deep storage, an image of the original incident, I saw my Dad kicking me under the table. (3)

That kick hurt! I was totally stunned when it happened. I said to myself (the vasana’s conclusion): “You can’t see it coming. You never know from which direction it’ll come. How can I defend myself?”

My decision was always to put distance between me and my Dad. And to always be on my guard.  (4) This is how a vasana works, right? We reach a conclusion and, on the basis of it, we reach a decision which binds our future behavior. Voila, a vasana.

The memory of the sudden shock and hurt of his kick – because I made a mistake – became embedded in my consciousness. It was driven in with golden spikes.

Don’t make a mistake! I hear myself saying, as I fully experience the vasana. Watch out for the blow you can’t see coming! Always be on guard! The restrictions poured out over the years, becoming parts of my constructed self.

All of this was triggered by a momentary icey shock.

***

There. Processing that vasana took around an hour from experiencing the shock to seeing where it originated.

“Taking it out on someone” (or ourselves) is often how we deal with our vasanas.

As a plot sequence, it’s to be found at the beginning of many, many movies.  Jackie Gleason made a career out of it in The Honeymooners. Punch & Judy is  predicated on it: A perpetual anger machine. 

I guess a lot of my life was spent acting that one out as well, for which I apologize to those who had to deal with me.

What I’m describing is the alternative I now use to be free of it. (5)

Footnotes

(1) A vasana or core issue is an upset in the present that is triggered by the remembrance of an earlier, traumatic incident, usually in childhood. Sri Ramana Maharshi is my major source on vasanas. Werner Erhard has been a big influence with his notion of “records” and how to process them. Eckhart’s “pain body” covers the same ground.

(2) “You speak of neutrality in your earlier discussion, and what a wonderful topic. For it is a topic that is in the moment, NOW.

“[Focusing] on being in a neutral state, being centered, being in the now moment, that is being neutral. Just as the Creator is neutral. Just as you, as the creator, are neutral. That is the state that you are working toward. The higher level of vibration and frequency in that neutral state will take you on as a collective into the next Golden Age.

“In the higher dimensions, neutrality is the moment that you are in. The more that you focus your lives, your thoughts, on being in that NOW moment, being in that neutral state, then you will find throughout your lives everything that you have been looking for, and always, and finding out that everything that you have been looking for has been right there in front of you all along.” (KaRa channeled by James MacConnell, Prepare for Change, July 14, 2019, at https://media.12of12.com/trans/190714_SundayCall.pdf.)

(3) I have to add that this was not the picture I thought would come up. I thought it’d go much farther back than that.

Nevertheless, I accept whatever the mind projects – and the very first thing it projects. I find it has to be that way for this process to work.

(4) This may be the source of the scared-wolf look my wife would say I had on my face.

(5) Kathleen Mary Willis has added forgiveness, compassion, and gratitude to this exercise. Doing so multiplies the overall effectiveness of this process.

We both often add invoking the universal laws.

Werner Erhard had an approach to what he called “records” (that I call vasanas and Linda Dillon calls “core issues”); Byron Katie has the Work.

When I think about it, most workshops I ever attended were about removing one vasana or another.

Share this:

  • Twitter
  • Facebook
  • Reddit
  • Email

Filed Under: Ascension Ethnography, Original Innocence/Normal, Pure and Innocent Child Consciousness, Reclaiming My Authority, Relationships and Vasanas, Taking It Out on Someone, Taking Personal Responsibility, Upset Clearing Process, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma

Subscribe to the Golden Age of Gaia

Recent Posts

  • They Cannot be Seen to Falter
  • Embrace the Sky
  • Maori vs. Plandemic with Dr. Reiner Fuellmich, June 1, 2023
  • Whitney: Crossing the Threshold, Part 4
  • Nothing Subtle about the WEF
  • Nicky Hamid: It’s becoming Obvious
  • The 9D Arcturian Council Through Daniel Scranton: Changing into Your Best Self
  • Full Moon in Sagittarius/Ophiucus and the 6/6 Portal
  • Mother Earth Has Ascended into a New Solar Reality
  • The Federation of Light via Blossom Goodchild, June 3, 2023

Archives

Collective Meditation: Sending LOVE Mondays and Fridays – 5-5:30pm PST / 8-8:30pm EST

Holding Love and Sending Love


Click on Graphic

The Perfect Primer

The perfect primer for answering questions from the newly-awakened.

Jesus: You are Bringing to Light What Needs to be Revealed

  • You live in tumultuous times and you live in a time of fulfilment. … You are leaving compassion and latitude for correction and understanding.
  • You are bringing to light what needs to be revealed so it doesn’t destroy the fiber of your society. …
 When you see the shadow, it defines the light.  (Jesus through Linda Dillon, Heart Call, Sept. 19, 2020.)

Divine Mother: Not in My Plan?

  • Divine Mother: [I am speaking about] those in … positions where control and abuse of power have been rampant. That will not be the platform [from] which integration of the various galaxies [into the new region of space] takes place. That is not the Plan.
  • I know very clearly, sweet one, as do you, if it is not [in] my Plan, then it will not occur.  ( The Divine Mother in “Enter the Delegations – Part 2/3,” May 5, 2019, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2019/05/05/enter-the-delegations-part-2-3/.)

Jesus through John: God is Love and Joy Creating More of Itself Endlessly

America’s State Media: The Blackout on Biden Corruption is Truly ‘Pulitzer-Level Stuff’

What is G/NESARA?

Whitney: Crossing the Threshhold

Part 1
Part 2
Part 3
Part 4

Ezra Cohen-Watnick: Spelling It Out 1 Time

Program Guide to Tonight’s Performance by Juan O Savin

French General Pays Tribute to AntiVaxxers

Who are the Illuminati?

Matthew Ward answers.

Archbishop Vigano Calls for Anti-Globalist Alliance

An Open Letter to the Unvaccinated

Reassurance for Those Who Feel Disturbed by the Cabal’s Plan

rabbit-hole

There is a Plan

There will be no world war. No nuclear devices can be exploded in space. Global martial law is to restore law and order worldwide. There is a Plan.

Spiritual Advice in Troubled Times

  • The Arcturian Group explains….

The End of the End: Straight Talk from Riccardo Bosi


Hit graphic to watch video

Suzy Ward on Memory Loss

Digger: Address to Councils

A New Society Based on Transparency…

Dr. David Martin: “This is a Case of Murder”

https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/02/Dr.-David-Martin-MURDER-CHARGES-Against-Fauci-Peter-Daszak-Ralph-Baric-and-many-others.mp4

Matthew Ward on Virus, Vaccine, and 5G

9D Arcturian Council: Our Mission, Your Purpose & Source’s Desire

Kryon: A Split in Consciousness

Dr. Peter McCullough: Let’s Win the War Against Therapeutic Nihilism

1969 Doctors and Health Professionals: End all CV19 Measures

Excess Deaths Due to Covid

Graphene Hydroxide and the Transhumanist Agenda

https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/LEAKED-22Project-Pandora22-Multiple-Presidents-KILLED-to-Keep-this-HIDDEN.mp4

To Support and Defend: Civil/Military Relations

 

2000 Mules

“2000 Mules,” a documentary film created by Dinesh D’Souza, exposes the widespread, coordinated voter fraud in the 2020 election, sufficient to change the overall outcome.

Election Fraud Explained

  • Mike Lindell’s Absolute Proof of election fraud

9/11 – What Really Happened on That Day?

The Question of Sending Love and Light


Can sending love and light be harmful?

How Do I Make Sense of Our World?

The best introduction to the subject in recent memory.

9D Arcturian Council: True in All Realities

Canadian Freedom Convoy 1

https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/02/Cities-across-Canada-join-the-movement-1.mp4

Canadian Freedom Convoy 2

https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/02/telegram-cloud-document-1-4915997293301204030-1-1.mp4

Please support this site. Donate:


A 501(c)(3) tax-exempt non-profit
  • Building, anchoring, and restoring hope, trust and Love within the human community.
  • "The key to Love is sharing, ... [balancing] give and receive." - The Divine Mother.

A Reader’s Encouragement

Downloads Page

(Always) free introductory texts on Ascension, Disclosure, Abundance, and Accountability. Especially of interest to those new to these subjects.

For your daily news, join Suzi on Buy Me a Coffee!

 

  • Dynamic times and rampant internet censorship brought me to create a new outlet for the unending flow of information.
  • Information is Light. Seeking information is Light Work.
  • My news site link ~ https://www.buymeacoffee.com/SuzanneMaresca.

Kathleen: A Door to Everything/Voice of Freedom

  • Welcome to my two websites, A Door to Everything and Voice of Freedom, the first about volunteering with women in recovery and the second about how things work in the higher realms.
  • I offer Online Card Readings, Zoom Classes on How Things Work in the Higher Realms, and Meditations Mondays & Fridays. See GAoG or VoF for class links.

Spiritual Counselling

  • Releasing old patterns of limitation.
  • Remembering, embodying, and expressing your true Self

Len Satov
SourceLight – Seeing you home
http://www.lensatov.com/

HB & AHWAA Transcripts & Audios: Divine Beings, Universal Laws, Blessings & Virtues

* HB/AHWAA Transcripts and Audiotapes

* On the Importance of the Universal Laws

* The Universal Law: What, How, and Why?

Lightworker Links


Our recommendations on other lightworker sites.

Alternative News of the World

Our recommendations on other constructive news sites.

What is the Purpose of Life?


Click on graphic

All of life is embarked on the same journey – from God to God – a voyage of Self-discovery

The Mother’s Clarion Call to All of Humanity!

This is my clarion call to all of humanity to embrace love, to embrace truth, to embrace peace…

The Divine Mother’s Mandate

  • Build what is divinely beautiful. I give you my divine authority to do so. I will guide you. I will help you. But I entrust this to you as well. …
  • We are helping you. That gateway is open and you are being flooded and you are being assisted and you will be assisted every step of the way.
  • (“Transcript ~ The Divine Mother: Take Up Your Divine Authority, AHWAA, February 23, 2017,” February 28, 2017.)
  • On the Divine Plan for Ascension.

Bring It Back to the Love

  • Beloved child, son of my heart, [Ascension, spiritual evolution] is only about love, about the many expressions, about the many forms.
  • And truly of anchoring and being nothing but the love, in intellect, in wisdom, in sharing, in adventure, in relationship.
  • It can only be [that way] when you continue to bring all adventures, all arguments, all explorations back to the love.
  • (The Divine Mother in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, April 30, 2019; also at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2019/06/01/the-divine-mother-it-is-all-a-journey-of-love/).

The Pattern of the Mother

  • This universe is designed around the pattern of the Divine Mother. What is that pattern?
  • Creation, preservation, transformation = love building, love preserving, love dissolving = inbreath, pause, outbreath = rajas, sattwa, thamas (gunas) = Akar, Ukar, Makar (Aum) = Brahma, Vishnu, Shiva (Trimurthy).

Archangel Michael: Lead or Leave a Vacuum


If no [lightworker] steps forward into [leadership] ...

Archangel Michael: Do not Get Caught in the Drama of White Hats or Black Hats

  • Beloved ones, do not allow yourselves to be distracted, yes, by the chaos….
  • Do not get caught in the drama of white hats or black hats, or good guys or bad guys. All beings are birthed directly from the Heart of One…. (“Archangel Michael: Do not Get Caught in the Drama of White Hats or Black Hats,” Nov. 12, 2019; see here.

Do not Venture Where There is No Love

Do not venture where there is no love. Because, if there is no love, then there is no truth. And if there is no truth, there will not be peace and [peace], Sweet One, is the Plan. (Archangel Michael in a  personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, June 17, 2020.)

Ronna Vezane ~ Archangel Michael’s Gift: New Age Creed

Werner Erhard on Responsibility

“Responsibility begins with the willingness to take the stand that one is cause in the matter of one’s life. It is a declaration not an assertion, that is, it is a context from which one chooses to live. Responsibility is not burden, fault, praise, blame, credit, shame or guilt. In responsibility, there is no….”  (Read more…)

Mission Statement of the Golden Age of Gaia

On a Personal Note

  • I’m neither qualified to be a spiritual teacher nor do I wish to be one.
  • I’m a writer who wishes to share his views with you on subjects of mutual interest and listen to yours as lightworker equals and spiritual adults.

Copyright © 2023 The Golden Age Of Gaia

Copyright © 2023 · Dynamik-Gen on