Who’d have ‘thunk’ on Day 21, after 21 Days of Forgiveness, I’d be writing about hatred.
20 days and to end with “I hate. . .” Hmmm.
Most of us on this planet, male and female, hold the old entrenched belief that “God is punishing” but pay little attention to it, really don’t want to look it.
I have to say it’s liberating 🙂 to say out loud, “I hate ______” with detachment, not much emotion.
I’m on my ‘balcony within’ with the Mother and the Father, as I write.
Feeling a mild sense of futility, detached from the drama of hatred, fear, sorrow.
I also know consciously stating this deep hatred, futility, means there’s imbalance — my tri-flame is not balanced — not enough Love (forgiveness) to the masculine flame or not enough Love (forgiveness) to the feminine flame, therefore not enough Love to my Self in the middle, the pink flame.
SK has told us we intend on the other side to be the expression of LOVE in every lifetime, but that can go awry, so the grids build up lifetime to lifetime.
We’ve arrived here, this Ascension lifetime, with work to do, apologizing, forgiving, coming to gratitude for everything.
So here I go again with this ongoing work:
I Love you, myself
I apologize to you, myself,
for everything not of love I have done
during my lifetimes on Gaia
I forgive you, myself,
for my recalcitrance, hatred, futility
I Am the Infinite and Eternal Flow
of Apologies, Forgiveness and Gratitude,
Love, Peace and Joy.
***
Archangel Michael on An Hour With An Angel (1), with Steve on February 8th, said this:
“What you are doing is you are taking the Mother’s and the Father’s Essence of Forgiveness. One of their Divine Expressions, and bringing it down. And anchoring that forgiveness, that sense of deep compassion and awareness of gentleness, kindness.
“Forgiveness is never permission other than permission to surrender. So, you are anchoring that. And in anchoring that you are beginning to feel and to know and experience the forgiveness of your sacred self.
“Your inclination may be, ‘I forgive myself for not being perfect,’ but that would be erroneous. What you are forgiving is your not expressing and experiencing yourself as Divine Perfection, of allowing yourself that scenic detour to be less than. And you look at that, and you let it go. You forgive it.
“Forgiveness has the ability of elimination: more organic change, the dissolving of what may have felt like a huge boulder, which you [Steve] have experienced, and allowing it to dissolve. Then you take that, and in that you can begin to forgive externally. In the without as well.”
I Am the Love for you and myself
I apologize to you and myself,
for everything not of love
during lifetimes on Gaia
I forgive you and myself,
for everything not of love
I Am the Infinite and Eternal Flow
of Apologies, Forgiveness and Gratitude,
Love, Peace and Joy.
***
I see my family, my friends, what’s happening in community, globally on the internet and there’s lots of inspiring action happening, but do you know anyone who’s really happy, balanced?
How come?
Often it looks like “God is punishing” with health issues, relationship and financial difficulties, addiction, war. . . so is this what’s really happening within us?
As within, so without?
Are we treating ourselves as if “God is punishing” — hatred, futility alert, within — and not realizing it?
Hating someone external to us — ‘biting the hand that feeds us’ — the reflection is hating the essence our own masculine/feminine/self.
We are here to forgive everything, not necessarily to like everyone, but to forgive, as Archangel Michael said on An Hour With An Angel (1):
“Forgiveness is not about liking everybody. It is about being the Love.
“Now, let us go back. Do you think that when we or the Mother observe some heinous behaviour that she likes it? No. That she likes the person acting that way? No. But the Love for the Divine Expression is always there.
“So, it is not really about…it is almost, might I suggest today, insignificant whether you like or dislike an individual or a group of people. That is you, that is your personality. And when I say you, I mean all of you who are listening this night. That is your personal preferences based on your life experience, your many life experiences, your culture, your acclimatization to society or to institution. It is simply personal choice. Love overrides that.
“Let me repeat; Forgiveness is not permission.
“So, when you forgive yourself or, let us be very particular, when you are forgiving someone you dislike, you are not saying, ‘Let’s have dinner together’. You are not saying, ‘I have a spare room in my house, come and live with me.’ You are not saying, ‘Be my best friend.’
“The gift of forgiveness is to yourself. Because carrying around a burden of what you feel is injury, because that is really what it is about, is injury to your sacred self. So, that is why I suggest to you, I tell you, the forgiveness begins with yourself. And then you can move out to the outer realm as it were. But it has nothing to do with liking or disliking. And I am not suggesting to you (this is a good topic), that forgiveness eradicates boundaries.
“Now, more than ever in this time of new beginning, in this process of creating, and co-creating Nova Earth, in this time of a unified grid, boundaries are more important than ever. Because as you are progressing what you are saying — passively, actively, silently, or in heart speaking — you are saying, ‘This is acceptable, and this is not acceptable. And invading my values, my heart, my love, my sacred being is not acceptable.’
“As Yeshua has often said, and I will repeat, ‘Turn the other cheek,’ which is forgiveness, does not mean that you will allow that individual, or that group, or that energy to beat you up.
“That is not acceptable. And that is why we say, ‘Forgiveness is never permission.’ It is simply lightening your load, your burden. So, when you dig deeper, beloved, when you say, ‘I really am having trouble forgiving this or that person, and what will happen if I do extend an apology?’ And the apology does not always need to be in person, or even spoken. But what will happen?
“I ask of you. All of you. What are you afraid of? It comes back to where we have started this conversation. And it is that those that are reluctant and recalcitrant are in fear.
“Now I have this new mechanism that I would like to suggest to each and every one of you who may be caught in this tricky recalcitrant position. And I will share it with you.
“Ask for help. Yes, my friends. If you feel stuck, this is not about you always demonstrating Herculean strength, determination, fortitude. This is not about flexing your divine muscles.
“Ask for help. We are Legion. When you say to us, when you say to the Mother, when you say to Gabrielle, or Raphael, or Uriel, ‘I am stuck. It is too much. I am giving this to you. Help me,’ it will be over in an instant.
“If it takes a little time, it is because there is an understanding not lesson, understanding, a comprehension inside that situation that you need deeper insight into. But when you ask for help, my beloveds, it is a guarantee, we’re there.”
***
Calling on the Mighty Ones, Archangels Gabrielle, Raphael, Uriel:
I invoke Archangels Gabrielle, Raphael,
Uriel and the Universal Laws of Change,
Attraction and Repulsion, and Elimination
for change, repulsion and elimination
of all ways of being not of love
conscious, unconscious,
subconscious
and for attraction
of all ways of being
L O V E B A L A N C E
THE H O L Y G R A I L
In perfect Divine Timing, Linda Dillon has created a webinar, February 24th, Conscious Creating with the Divine Mother, deeper understanding of the Universal Laws — how things work in the higher realms — for anyone interested.
Thank you, Divine Mother, the Mighty Ones, Sanat Kumara, St. Germaine, Linda, everyone involved.
****
To all reading this series, 21 Days of Forgiveness, I appreciate you.
World Peace? Not this Valentine’s Day, maybe next year 🙂
With apologies, forgiveness and gratitude,
Love, peace and joy,
Kathleen
VALENTINE’S DAY
PEACE ON EARTH
LOVE FOR G A I A
Footnotes
(1) “Archangel Michael: Forgiveness is Never Permission,” channeled by Linda Dillon for the Council of Love, February 12, 2108, https://counciloflove.com/2018/02/archangel-michael-forgiveness-is-never-permission/
Audio: An Hour With An Angel, February 8, 2018, https://inlightuniversal.com/archangel-michael-on-ahwaa-are-we-recalcitrants-for-not-forgiving/