Over the weekend, I have been glued to my laptop, following the Council of Love (1) Lake Tahoe ‘Love’ Stream Annual Gathering. It has been a weekend of tears, laughter, love and “ah-ha” moments.
Today I feel quite exhausted after the roller coaster of life-changing events that has flowed through my screen, through my very being, aligning, cleansing and washing away any spiritual residue. It’s been fabulous! Sometimes one can hear something which is quite ‘obviously obvious’ and then suddenly we go ‘ohhhh yeaaah.’
Well that happened to me when Universal Mother Mary said that the Love energy we all experience is in fact the Tsunami. Suddenly all my light bulbs started flashing on and off like a demented Christmas tree!!
Standing in the Waves is no different than clinging to your mother’s skirt when trying to figure out as a wobbly toddler, what the hell these legs do!
The “ah-ha” moment is when your mother shows you by walking with you that these legs can get you around. That’s AMAZEBALLS! So clever! Without the Mother’s Love, support and guidance, and of course the help of her skirt, we would have never figured out what these legs could do and more so the maximum potential of having them.
Holding onto the skirt keeps us steady, supported……… much like the waves. It gives us a place to feel safe to then have the courage to go forward and experience this limitless potential that we all have.
I want to talk about a recent event that happened……… My daughter, whom you all know by now, I refer to as ‘Half Pint.’ She’s small, dinky and only 8! She’s a live wire, a real little angel on earth, more of a fairy but you get the idea right!?
She’s been struggling with being in a large school with big class numbers. The energies are a little too much for her and she tends to go inward and dim her light. It’s a bit like Tinkerbell but without the ‘Tinker!’ A firefly without the fire.
So the decision is made to place her in homeschooling, in a more nurturing environment. Fairies love these kinda things, so I’m told!
I received a phone call from the headmistress enquiring after my little girl’s wellbeing. I then explained about the anxieties and panic attacks that she suffers when being in school. The headmistress said it was the anxiety, separation anxiety, and obviously being away from me.
My core issue (well one of them, I have many – lol!) is judgment and persecution. There is no way I am going to tell this headmistress that my daughter is extremely ‘gifted’ and ‘wired’ into the Universe; she’ll think I’m a complete “box of frogs”. So what do you do in such situations? You agree with them, lie, tell them what they want to hear and deny your truth. I’m not going to speak my truth, are you mad!!?? No way! I’m going to play it safe.
So I started to agree with her. She continued to talk and then suddenly I shouted down the phone “Stop!” There is complete silence. (If this woman didn’t think I was a “special kind of mental” before, she sure as hell does now!)
I couldn’t let her continue, I had to tell her the truth of the matter; get my big girl pants on and stand in my light! It was as if the Holy Mother saw where I was going with this, shook her head and said ‘’Oh no no no child………….” She gave me an energy nudge and a wiggle of her finger.
So where do you start to explain to a very “old”- in mind and years – head mistress, about the ‘energy stuff.’ After careful contemplation I blurted out: “Basically, my daughter sees dead people. She hears their voices in her head which prevents her from concentrating……..”
I continued to talk without any break for her verbal intervention about how this all works and how I know what is required for my daughter and many other children feeling repressed in a schooling situation.
I left nothing out, except the Unicorns and Angel orbs! That might have been a little too much lol!! But really???? “My daughter sees dead people?,” Seriously? Couldn’t my guides and helpers have selected me a better formation of words for my opening speech?!
There was a long silence followed by curiosity. I couldn’t believe it! This person wanted to know more. She was doing her best to understand. This was fab!
Not only have I delivered my truth without being burned at the stake or stoned to death but this individual was wanting to know more on how we can assist the children. What a breakthrough!
It was like the Holy Mother, encouraged me with her Love to stand up and fear nothing. “Child speak your truth, speak your heart.” And I did!
After I put the phone down, I sat in wonderment and amazement. I was calm all the way through the phone call.
I talk fast at the best of times so when I’m backed with nervous energy I sound like a 5-year-old overdosing on coke and sugar drops!!! Quite something!
This was so different, I was calm as I spoke and no regrets after the call. I felt so peaceful.
In my previous post I spoke of the children and the messages they are bringing to us right now. My daughter had brought me to this point to speak my truth and embrace it. Without her this would never have come to pass. But also without the assistance of my Mother’s skirt to cling to, I would have never known just how easy it was to be me……….
God, I love me!
Blessings x
Footnotes
(1) Council of Love