We all have our missions and mine is to be a communicator.
Further to that, I’m to go through Ascension with everyone else and write about it.
It seems implicit in that and in other things that I know that the experiences in consciousness I or others like me (people who’ve agreed to go first and go public) pass through are meant for some people to read and then experience themselves once the territory has been identified and at least tentatively mapped.
We’re explorers. We’re scouts. And we’re reporters.
Since it’s my job, I’m going to talk about some things I ordinarily would never talk about. These things are usually meant to stay private. One doesn’t want to be ridiculed for one’s spirituality. That’s precious and it’d hurt.
Moreover, it sounds boastful to be talking about these kind of things and most people wouldn’t do it. Neither would I, were it not for the fact that I’m expected to. This is my work. Self-awareness, transparency, consciousness raising – it’s what I do for a living. It’s this or wash dishes.
I’m now ready to conclude that the events I’ve been through since at least March 13, 2015, when I had a major heart opening, up to this past week when I experienced ecstacy for some days, were meant to be a foretaste of Ascension itself.
I said it was implicit “in other things that I know.” I’ve had the inestimable benefit of having a personal reading with Archangel Michael every three weeks since early 2011. I’m able to ask him to interpret events and confirm certain lines of inquiry. That’s where the knowledge of certain matters comes from.
I’ve had profound spiritual experiences in the last eight and a half months, but they’ve been truncated, as Archangel Michael has confirmed for me in a reading. I’m being allowed to visit “exalted” states, have a glimpse of them, but I’m not allowed to live there.
Let me cite a conversation in which he confirmed that the completion of the kundalini that I experienced after Wave X was truncated.
Steve: [Emptiness of mind] was followed the next day by what appeared to be the kundalini completing its circuit at the seventh chakra. Is that in fact what happened?
Archangel Michael: Yes, now it is part of the reset button. Think of it in this way. If you are installing, say, a new program, or you had an old program that kept stalling out three quarters of the way full and you were frustrated as all get out with it. And you are asking for the fullness of the program to come online so you turn off your computer and you restart it.
That is what you did.
Steve: Hmm, interesting! Ordinarily you would experience Brahmajnana at that point but I felt that it had been muted, toned down.
AAM: Completely toned down. We want you very physically present.
Steve: Alright, good. That makes sense. (1)
Not only do they tone down these experiences so that I’ll remain in the physical body, but they want me to keep writing rather than sit under a tree in bliss.
Therefore I’m being offered a glimpse of these states, a holiday, a reward, and an enticement to conduct spiritual studies on these states of consciousness. Well, no need for an enticement there.
I believe that the events of my last eight and a half months have paralleled what we think of as Ascension, but toned down. I’ve had a partial experience and that was marvellous enough to set me singing.
Let’s review those events. The articles on this site will establish the timeline. I’m just going on memory and my memory is not the best these days (It’s wanted that I forget about 3D and taking away my memory of it was the preferred way of accomplishing that). So I’m at best being approximate in what I say here.
The heart opening on March 13, 2015 opened me to love and I realized immediately that I had (almost) never loved in my life. I might have spent minutes in love in some of the transformational experiences I’ve had in my life (hence the “almost”). But that’s all the love I’ve felt in my entire life.
The important thing here though is that I believe the heart opening was comparable to the first experience of enlightenment, which occurs when the kundalini reaches the fourth or heart chakra (not the heart).
I think we as a collective will have that experience in the near future (no dates please). That experience is called spiritual awakening by Hindus and stream-entering by Buddhists.
I think I had a toned-down version of it. If it were full-blown, I’d be shouting with enthusiasm, as my Australian friend who had it did.
Nevertheless, I began to explore this new domain that I found myself in, in which transformative love swept aside negative conditions like anger, jealousy, and greed. Ordinary love is overwhelmed by these negative states but transformative love doesn’t offer them any footing.
I lived for months in transformative love and then came Sept. 27/28, the Blood Moon Equinox.
(Concluded in Part 2.)
(1) Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow, Sept. 30, 2015.