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March 4, 2022 at 4:31 AM #333691OneRayLoveParticipant
I’ll open this thread as a dedication to a recent event, described here (https://goldenageofgaia.com/forums/topic/friendships/#post-333608)
Already received so much clarity and know much more is to follow. That’s why, I thought a separate thread to be wise and clean.
Thank you 🙏🌈😘💕💞💓
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March 4, 2022 at 5:12 AM #333693OneRayLoveParticipant
Let’s start with the reply and questions from Catherine. Thank you so much for feeling into the whole event Catherine first and foremost. Secondly, to open up and expand this energy in the form of receiving, asking questions and projecting them onto parts unknown 🌈🙏😘
I cannot reveal the other person’s name, because of a multitude of reasons. The most important being, it isn’t my decision to make a call like that. I know a bit of her personal situation and know many others are directly and indirectly involved in each and every step. I can reveal however, we are in touch “technically” as two normal individual humans.
Secondly, I want to make perfectly clear … all I feel like expressing and share on this forum, are my personal individual experiences, thoughts, feelings and clarity … as they have always been. I do feel however, to invite her too into the conversation we openly share here (possibly passively lurking 🥰)
I do know, because of the clarity already received at this time, based on the life path I traveled … some information could influence her side of this “event” too. My intention is to stay on the unconditional side of all existence, while equally desire to make this larger than a single soul’s reunion … wether on a level of a twin flame or soul mate awareness.
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Having said that, let’s dive into Catherine’s questions.
Reading your wonderful description has filled me with serenity and a deeper belief in divinity. I wonder if this very special relationship with someone you instantly know is deeply connected with you, is possible now because of how everything is changing so much? If you’d met her six months or a year or five years ago, could you have been aware of the connection then? Or was the atmosphere of earth too “dense” until now?
My reply would be … the atmosphere of my personal part of Earth as creator and co-creator, would not have been as optimal as now. I’m sure all pieces involved in this singel event needed to be ripe and prepare to come to this “Angel’s Kiss”. The light had build on both the outside, as well on the inside to create this simultaneous explosion and implosion of energies.
The fact it’s playing out in the physical part of reality, is merely an outcome of long planned and prepared creations. As I will explain more in detail later, my single part in this awareness … others will see and understand better too … from a sole human creator point of view.
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March 4, 2022 at 5:51 AM #333694OneRayLoveParticipant
I like your question, wondering if this deeper level connection or mirroring is actually possible with many souls, and is not limited to a “twin or soul mate“ kind of connection. I feel like this is a glimpse of what is not only possible but what can be the normal experience of all humans once we get over this giant hump. (all the “things that are happening“)
I like to reply with an example, today as a first response. These questions need many more answers but this is mine now.
Imagine a theater, were a play is being performed. There is a limited amount of seats. Many times other plays where shown, where empty seats were available. Some of those plays, were poorly visited and everyone could take a seat as they desired. These times were the easier times and people accepted the first ones to have the best seats.
Over time the plays got better, the events attracted more souls. A “just” control system was introduced … a ticket system. You could buy a ticket up front and got the seat you put value and credit for. Now this system only works as long as all souls behave according to the rules of the game. If only one individual takes a seat not matching his or her “reservation”, the whole system collapses and becomes another game … “survival of the fittest and a battle for the strongest, loudest to gain over the weakest and rightful”.This last game and constructed, controlled environment has been played out for quite some time in theater Earth. As a result, many souls have lived lives sitting on a lesser or misplaced position as their inner soul’s worth and knowing! Now we have arrived at a point where some have claimed their rightful seats.
Souls who are currently playing the hide and seek game of holding seats, they know isn’t theirs … are waking up. With this awakening we get a massive flow of light searching for it’s proper place in life itself and in self awareness. Every soul waking up to a higher light than the daily light they had learned to accept, even learned to love and appreciate … is challenged now with a higher truth. What is to come from there and how every soul, directly or indirectly impacted on this will respond, create and co-create is the Actual play we are all here for. This is our theater and we are the play we came here to experience.
An eye for an eye, will make the whole world blind. A rightful twin flame or soul mate, claiming his or her inner and outer “seat”, will liberate and heal humanity and Earth. More on this at a later “time”.
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March 4, 2022 at 5:58 AM #333695OneRayLoveParticipant
I hope you’ll be connecting in person with this very special person again very soon and if you feel like it, tell us more.😻😘🙏
It is ongoing Catherine. We both feel this is playing out on different levels. The spiritual soul level is leading, the physical manifestation level on Earth is a result.
Let’s all benefit from the energies and the awareness involved.
Much love and hugs 💓💞💕🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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March 4, 2022 at 3:27 PM #333721Catherine VielModerator
Ah…the curtain rises…and we both watch and participate in the Earth play.
Looking forward to this expanding topic! Thank you, Ralph, for your in-depth and heartfelt / centered narratives. 😻
Xo💓💞🌈💞😻
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March 6, 2022 at 5:27 AM #333747OneRayLoveParticipant
An Absurd Life
“Is the crazy person really crazy, or the normal person not crazy enough?”
I grew up a boy with many talents and high potential. At least that’s what I received back from my surroundings. Signals from the outside world, reflecting back at me, allowing me to understand myself and learning to know myself as an individual. Creating an awareness and forming a personal self image or ego.
“You are the sum of all awareness over the course of life, stored in your body and limited to self awareness, thereby forming an individual understanding within a (time/space) universe called reality.”
This is crazy stuff and most people will never allow themselves to think this far out of the ordinary, that is until life events usually in the form of drama hit upon them.
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I used to be a normal person or at least, within the accepted social understanding thereof. Pursuing life and happiness accompanied by the usual struggles. In fact all people surrounding me over the course of life formed me to become me.
I was brought up a Catholic and accepted God and Jesus, just like my surroundings taught me. That is until I developed a wider understanding of history, drama, religion and injustice. In my early twenties, while studying and thinking about the actual existence of God, I decided to postpone this question and at least accept Darwinism as a very plausible reality instead.
Life was following its natural cause, with highs and lows, laughter and tears. I had a career in IT and eventually at the age of 32 met a woman, being 23 at the time and started a romantic relationship. Just like everyone around us, we got married and 2 years later were blessed with a beautiful daughter.
Again further down the normal line of events, we had our normal relational challenges. Just doing what was expected and trying to excel at it, reaching for success. That is individual success, but also as a role model in the form of a father, a husband, a son, a friend, a colleague, a manager.
What I know now and not then, was the obvious outside-in endless confirmation pattern. Filling the ever existing soul core emptiness. This happiness only brings you short term excitement equal to buying a new pair of shoes. There is no real fulfillment, because it’s the wrong approach. Unless something extraordinary happens, you will probably follow this path and only in a later phase of life have a better understanding why.
So not knowing this then, but actually felt self-love and happiness diminish, I developed all kinds of symptoms. Stress, overweight, mood swings, self pity to name a few. Also career wise, I had my ups and downs. Being and becoming a source of stress, but also escape, in an attempt to pursue human happiness. Constantly constructing and doing the best I could, always giving it the max possible and available, focused on pleasing the outside and my personal inside, a reality bubble around my individual me and my small family … expanding outside collectively (physical reality limited … family, friends, work, country, world, universe)
In November 2010 my manager position became obsolete and I was sold out. At the same time my brother, who was living in Curacao for several years and married to a Venezuelan woman, was having his first entrepreneurial success. They were headed for the Dominican Republic. Being partially involved from a distance and having a previous financial investment, I decided to go check out further potential for collaboration. Both my wife and daughter left staying in the Netherlands and Skype came to the rescue for family maintenance.
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March 6, 2022 at 5:28 AM #333748OneRayLoveParticipant
Spiritual Bootcamp Dominican Republic
Starting March 2011 and ultimately leaving the DR in December 2015, it appeared to be a life changing experience. I was about to meet a young woman called Rosangela, a friend of my sister in law. Rosangela and I turned out to be Twin Flames or Alma Gemelas.
There are too many supporting facts and details to share here. Please trust me on this for now and go with the awareness curve.Twin flames were sent to Earth for a reason and there are many of us present now. If you meet your Twin Flame, it always starts with a heart opening. In the presence of your twin, your own Light and Love is fully being reflected and mirrored, causing your soul’s heart opening … usually with the both of them.
The effect on the individual soul is always different. Impact and incubation depend on many environmental and personal life experiences. Nevertheless the process is irreversible and will trigger an amount of purging events in the individual’s soul-body. Many a time these purging events will cause major shifts in the life of the individual, its twin and their surrounding souls. All will be influenced by the sudden increase of Light and Love.
In my personal case the Light created an inner strength, which I was unable to resist. It gave me superpowers, powers to be reunited with my other self, my mirror, my true soul half. Nothing could prevent this from happening. Within 6 months I was divorced and emigrated to the DR, reunited with my other self.
I’ve gone through the whole process, without knowing what hit me. The same is true for Rosangela. I can tell you it was heaven and hell at the same time. There is so much going on. The Law of Attraction and Repulsion in overdrive exhausts you to the core of your being. The exhausting part of course being the mental ego body holding on to its proven self understanding and control fear based influence.
During a relationship the two of them appear to follow several stages, with by far the hardest being the “Running Stage”. This is where one of them, although feeling the love, is denying and running away from it. In fact they are running from themselves, constantly projecting feelings on their mirror, but not being aware of that, blaming the other for causing the pain, fear and discomfort they feel inside.
In our case Rosangela ultimately “sacrificed” herself in February 2013, in order for me to be reunited with my daughter, as a last thinkable escape and being too stubborn, while equally exhausted, to give in. She on her part fled into a lesbian relationship. Many lies convincing herself and her surrounding that this was true, she closed the door for me indefinitely. Being a lesbian was a safe haven, where she could regain strength and peace and pursuing new love and happiness, start anew from scratch, a changed rules set, constructed freedom and regained strength.
When ultimately she told me this “sacrifice” truth, just before my departure back in April 2013. All lies collapsed once more and True Love was reunited again. In a split second we agreed to get married, even trying to arrange it on the last day before my flight home. We made a commitment that now I would build a home in the Netherlands and she would come over, meanwhile she would wait and survive in the DR.
This story survived another 3 months, until outside manipulative forces started to invade and destroy it. I couldn’t stay in the Netherlands. It literally ate me alive from within … having given and sacrificed so much myself and then losing all based on lies was too much. So in 2013, after 6 months in the Netherlands, I had found means to return to the DR in another attempt to get her back … my one and only true love, my Twin Flame. I arrived and stayed with her family for over a year, while she was very strong sucked up into living the lie of the happy lesbian.
Although I constantly forgave her, held my trust, built my patience and grew my spiritual connection, she couldn’t forgive herself. Her new invested reality based on all her creating power to find Love, had become her new truth. It wasn’t important how it once started as an escape and a lie. The intention for the self sacrifice was real for her, this superseded the former higher truth and the life we had shared. She could and had forgiven herself, made peace with the past. She now focused, emphasized on all the negative and the pain, transmuted these and equally downplayed the good as a new ground, new roots in her current reality.
Our relation reinitiated my spiritual awareness, my return to accepting God and opening my Third Eye and later on my Crown Chakra.
One step back. In 2014, while still living in the DR, something else was occurring in parallel. My Netherlands friends and family had started the process of abandoning me. My financial life support from the investment in my brother’s company was cut off. Furthermore, my Spanish didn’t seem to improve. Worse, all the time in the DR I was barely speaking or understanding Spanish. For some reason my brain didn’t allow it, forcing me to fully trust other senses. This obstacle prevented me from being fully absorbed and integrated into this new surrounding society and culture, allowing me a mere observing and learning experience.
Being cast away by my old Dutch world, where my long life loving supporting father had a small stroke and being protected against me by my other relatives, I was forced to reinvent myself. In this process of absolutely no financial support, I was kicked out of my DR small house I gained after the long stay with Rosangela’s family and was forced to live on the street. Trying to get up and get work was ever without result. Time after time, all efforts came to a sudden halt.
I ended up living among many strangers offering me shelter. This life continued for almost a year, with always the same pattern. People took care of me for a while and then it stopped. Everytime it did, I grew stronger, knowing I was a part of God and on a mission. Ever more convinced the effort and hardship would reunite me with my Twin Flame, which I was convinced to be Rosangela. I lost everything and even willing to accept it, this dream of true love was the only thing I held on to.
In October 2015, while I was living in a beautiful garden house among Haitians, there was a razzia for illegals. I too was put in jail for having no papers. The DR regime tricked all foreign illegals into making us believe we had to pay for a flight back to our country by ourselves. Many did. In my case, I had to overcome myself in forgiving my friends and family for casting me away or staying in prison indefinitely. So again, I transmuted all past energies and made my best effort to overcome myself and contacted them. The outcome was however very unexpected to me. They were furious and angry at me and refused all help. Instead I had to ask the Dutch embassy to help me.
Just before Christmas 2015 almost all illegals were suddenly offered deportation in relation to political elections. I signed a paper and was put on a plane back to the Netherlands, in a first class flight by all means. Here I was sitting in the same clothes (I washed and cleaned for 3 months) being offered a suppurp menu.
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March 6, 2022 at 5:31 AM #333749OneRayLoveParticipant
Back Home
Back in the Netherlands the story continued. Luckily I managed to hold on to 2 friends and my father. They picked me up and handed me over to the local Salvation Army. Here in the Netherlands, I had the status of being homeless for another 5 months. Ultimately I was offered a house and welfare and was on my way back, being part of society.
All this time still being cast away by my family. My daughter whom I last saw in summer 2013, was unwilling to restore contact, as were many others. Again I had to transmute myself, within acceptance and forgiveness.
Since then I tried many things to reintegrate within society. I am very educated and have a strong resume … however also a big, big career gap. This is still work in progress up until now. A funny thing also came out of this in 2019, when the local community government in charge of my welfare, my return back into working and participating civilian, prognosed me with a status. They claimed me unable for full reintegration and only demanded that I actively pursue and perform volunteer work.Spiritual wise I kept working on enlightenment, purging fear and increasing self-love. In this process I also let go of Rosangela as my one and only True Love. This is how I eventually embraced the possibility she was only my temporary twin or almost twin. I had visions confirming my actual twin is God at least in this lifetime. Therefore I re-strengthened my inner light and connection with God’s compassion as I have been doing before. Never letting go of my dream and desire to be reunited with my actual twin.
Inspired over time I learned a new understanding of finding my destiny, my Twin Flame. I would use the Law of Attraction to have her pointed out to me. The trick was simpel. Instead of looking for a needle in a haystack, I would transform myself into a very strong magnet, pulling the needle (twin) towards me. In fact, this is what I have been doing for quite some time spiritually aware. Actually since somewhere in 2013. The only thing I have been adding in that mix was the actual constant projection onto Rosangela as being my one and only twin. This part has been slowly but surely released and ultimately vanished, ever since my definite return to the Netherlands in December 2015.
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March 6, 2022 at 5:32 AM #333750OneRayLoveParticipant
The Surprise
Please accept this story as a short reconstruction of my extraordinary life. These are the events as they occurred according to my truth. Nothing here is stated to in any form manipulate anyone who might read this story.
Furthermore, please accept my truth and as somewhat of an expert that I recently felt very strong resemblance with the earlier heart opening I experienced back in March 2011. I don’t know if I am correct or imagining things, because of my strong desire for them to be true!
I know one thing for sure. The recent “Angel Encounter” event had similar characteristics, but one major difference too. This time around, there were two souls in full awareness of their inner Christ consciousness, mirroring their inner Light, both in and out onto each other.
This is new, this is powerful, this is Light meeting Light, while holding both a knowing as well as a Spiritual Master degree to balance these forces in compassion and unconditional Love.
What is next, fully depends on the two souls involved in this Twin Flame reunion in the presence of God, Self and as Light and Love. It’s growing, it’s expanding, it’s influencing, purging and waking others. It is very contagious, uplifting, empowering and liberating.
Much love 💕💞💓🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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March 8, 2022 at 5:22 AM #333796OneRayLoveParticipant
Soul Enlightenment
Where to begin. Today is the first day of a new beginning. Not only a new one for me as a human being, but for my soul as well. Today’s article is the last step in the old realms as part of my mission on Earth. Let us try to keep it as down to Earth as possible, to the level of the normal human in … reality and this life. But it is bigger, much bigger!!
All my life is a set of events, but recently they become more intertwined and clear. This clarity is perceived on a mental awareness level and all that is beyond it in the emotional ones.
In my recent blessings I was gifted, my soul mirror in another person. A brief encounter, which is part of my life and penetrating my heart in a most loving and miraculous way. We keep mirroring each other in an almost constant caressing unity of flowing in spiritual mastery together. We both feel an inner desire to be reunited, but also the very strong presence of Divine guidance to show us how, when and which direction. We know to be much larger than just our human bodies and feel how we are grounded in loved ones all around us.
Our desire for love on a human level is equally grounded in the darkness we both experienced and stored in all our memory … in the mental, the emotional and in the physical bodies we hold down to the DNA level in form. However, now starting to truly believe who we are … there is a connection we share beyond that. A Oneness we can’t ignore nor fully reach yet. Main reason being the darkness we currently still hold. The false grids we have become part of in bodily form, prevents us from actual unity, but equally also allows us to hold our individuality. Therefore instead of One Light, which we know we are on a Christ Consciousness level, we share this Light as two individual Flames in constant mirroring as a Divine Twin, the Light we are as touching souls in One. We are the Light Known as I … on individual level.
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March 8, 2022 at 5:23 AM #333797OneRayLoveParticipant
Wakeup Call
Yesterday presented a huge set of events. Let’s go through the normal human experiences from my end of this spectrum. First we had an opportunity to chat and exchange in a nice and uplifting conversation, sharing thoughts, desires and other fun. You have to understand my past and my own spiritual mastery to know how I openly undergo this whole experience from a preferred unconditional existence frequency. Two reasons lie beneath this choice.
One is to hold my own purest level of Light with my own knowing and trust the Divine guidance. The second is to prevent my personal projections onto her personal choices. Although I want and strongly desire to hold her in my arms, I can’t decide for her what direction to take or decisions to make. They are hers and hers alone. Why? Because they come with consequences. Each action and decision goes into the all existing field around her, influencing all who live there! As she is my mirror, I don’t want to mirror her life badly causing its mirror flip side … live ~ evil. In other words, I want to give her absolute free will … although my own Light almost begs to be united as one, felt in every cell of my individual body.
So in these energies we shared yesterday, we hit upon a vasana. I stepped out of the neutral field of unconditional existence and “accidentally” projected an inner knowing, based on my own experience of the powers around Light. This is the all “destroying” powers of the Light to be reunited as One … removing each and all “obstacles” in its way, as I had experienced in my life before.
Now what happened was an immediate correction … a full controlled Mind correction, triggering its mastery over the happening and the total emotional field. In my almost arrogance, I even stepped somewhat later into the “teacher” trying to offer a “superior knowing” of having an understanding of lessons learned and where to find the knowledge contained in it. The understanding of vasanas and how they are part of the false grids all around and in us. Normally, this would be the end of it … but Not when you are dealing with your own soul mirror in body!
This almost innocent event, triggered a set of events inside and around me … ultimately leading up to the articles I have to write today. They are cleansing articles and I need to have them out, in order to proceed. They are part of my mission on Earth all along.
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March 8, 2022 at 5:23 AM #333798OneRayLoveParticipant
Shame
My part of the vasana opened a journey into this life’s known past and later into the unknown part within Self, offering its presence as feelings. Feelings of a level of Truth. Today I know these feelings to actually exist, I felt them, feel them still, offered them an exit through my vessel … my body.
So although it started yesterday, offered in a vasana with my beautiful twin … it moved on inside me. First in the offering of vasanas as a whole and an understanding on a human collective consciousness. Secondly my personal connection to feel there was a lesson to be learned here. A deep lesson, so deep it had always stayed dormant in the dark. Never ever had my individual mind sufficient spiritual power to fetch this deep. In fact, my own mastery and intelligence always guarded never ever to cross in.
Yesterday it was presented again. Caught my attention and allowed my to study and observe myself. In the evening I was also offered Blossom Goodchild’s latest video in which she not only channeled White Cloud but also the Federation Of Light came unexpectedly bye and joined in the live voice channeling. The message, the energy, Blossom’s spectaculair blue eyes and my personal will to receive all the energy being presented … triggered an even further set of events. Which all the way up to today, showed me a personal knowing and it’s larger Light message for our human consciousness. However, let’s start with my personal lesson.
My personal lesson is one of shame. Shame of course is attached to lack of self worth, but also levels of self judgement. They all exist and keep their “controlling powers over me” from the extended field of fear. The mere knowing, fear doesn’t exist in itself but holds the perceived lack of Love captured. Fear is the field of … Not Love. As only Love exists, fear sits in your own darkness. This is the former child, afraid to let go.
Anyway, mine had been identified in this life years ago. I even stepped up to the plate and allowed my shame and perpetrator self to come out, be openly shown, ask forgiveness and start the journey of self acceptance and forgiveness from there. So today again I will use my personal shame as an entry for dark energies to come through. I freely offer my life, my darkness and my total body as a vessel and a portal, to all Lower and Higher awareness to join in unconditional Acceptance, unconditional Forgiveness and unconditional Love.
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March 8, 2022 at 5:24 AM #333799OneRayLoveParticipant
Part One – Individual
In this life as my human male version Ralph, I had a set of child experiences. Most of them were loving, some were not and a few were traumatic. The traumatic ones evolved into a lifelong insecurity on many levels. This is where I constructed my vasanas and built my whole individual self around them. Let’s name and identify what they are and how they could grow into such powerful castles centered around fear and shame.
As a young boy of seven or eight I was all powerful mentally over my younger brother and sister. This power was intoxicating and gave me feelings of invincibility. I played in this untouchable Light with my siblings as the oldest brother of three children, my one year younger brother and three year younger sister. The games got ever more fun on my end. None of them could touch or defeat me, even when they joined forces. Even the two of them together were no match but even gave me more incentives to find out how far I could go. I always considered them harmless because I knew to be just teasing, it wasn’t real, no bad intentions whatsoever.
Slowly but surely a field of superiority emerged. Also as within every power game, I intuitively remembered rules of war, like divide and conquer but also manipulation and lies. At one point in time, my fascination towards my sister and her different gender than my own, became part of the game. From my end still in a state of play, exploring and even levels of my own innocence believing everything happened in a frequency of mutual interest and compliance. After all, we were only playing. It started with caressing and touching and ended with an “innocent” finger penetration. However a line was crossed. Also a line, we both felt only could exist in the hidden field of secrecy, slowly building a nice wall and taboo.
One day we were caught. My father caught us, while I was in my sister’s room after bedtime. What happened next, was to become a new chapter in my still early life. As the older one and a boy, I was to blame. All energies were clearly fired in this direction and I absorbed them all as true. It fitted perfectly into the role of the black sheep, I had maneuvered myself in with other non hidden behavior of non compliance and disobedience. My perpetrator role was complete.
Over the course of a lifetime, this young unaware child tried to survive in a reality of both knowing, trying to forget and equally change the events from a child point of view. This exercise became the victim role. In the center grew the ego as the ever protecting guard, helping to hide the truth and bury it deep inside the emotional awareness field.
Around this hurt victim self, my adult life started and somewhat later on found another treasure … porn. To make the circle complete, also there I was caught peeking which got even worse later on, when masturbating was discovered. This “holy treasure”, I was determined not to be taken from me. I secretly kept it hidden ever since. It was my treasure, mine alone and no one was ever in a rightful position to take it from me nor judge me for it. Only I myself kept this human privilege of judgement.
You can’t exist in the unknown. If you know you know and even if you know the judgement, without proper clearing … it stays and grows. It grows in new and similar false attachments, you simply can’t control. It grows ever larger and the only escape ever is lightwork, disease or even death.
Let’s fast forward to yesterday. All my relationships in this life have brought me closer to this core issue and vasana. As said, I already opened up to it, openly offered it out to those also involved in these energies, like my sister and my family, but also to my last three partners. Still this wasn’t the total story, because it held only the knowing in this life and a single human’s awareness. Allowing the clearing into the collective field of sin, shame, perpetrator and judgement. But of course, my higher self brought this gift into this life for a reason. A reason to be understood when spiritually ready. Now is this time!
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March 8, 2022 at 5:25 AM #333800OneRayLoveParticipant
Part Two – Collectively
Jesus channeled by Pamela Krabbe, recently offered a total different reality than the one most humans grew up with. The history books teach us and several religions hold it in the core of their construction, how mankind came into being as told by the book of Genesis, paradise and Adam and Eve.
Most lightworkers know this to be false, distorted and manipulative. Many do not and are up until today, mostly unconsciously influenced by the sinner concept in daily life. They all know freedom, but constantly project reality and drama onto self and others. This constant loop of perceived innocence, threatened by outside evil forces keeps them in fourth density reality and time.
Assisted by yesterday’s energies and events, I had to write today’s articles. In the night I felt my blood as black as the ink of an octopus. I knew I had to step out in the open, dare to crucify my ego self and former accepted perpetrator self to the cross for all to see. Stepping into my perpetrator self once more, allowing All self judgement to be true for an instant … to discover the Truth. I never have been guilty, never was a bad person or even a sinner. I only allowed this attachment to be a part of me, to experience life in separation and in body.
Today I became an open vessel, a free vessel to allow ages of old injustice to pass through me, wash me clean and release me from any former burden hidden in shame. My naked self isn’t mine alone. My soul is blessed in gratitude and Love, my former mission ends and my new one starts. I’m just one wayshower, many will follow. The Light and Truth has penetrated our human collective consciousness.
In Genesis it wasn’t Eve who was weak or even seduced by Satan in a snake body. Nor was it Eve’s or Adam’s fall from God’s grace. It was God’s fall into Satan in a desire to experience separation from Self. This is the story about Christ Consciousness born as Light in Free Will from One. One who became Three, the Holy Father as the One Source who is in Being … I Am … and the Divine Mother who is always in Creation moving around in Becoming.
When you meet yourself in full mirror in another soul, you are home. You found Love inside and outside everywhere. This is freedom and peace, compassion all the Good stuff is just a breath away. I’m ready to finally be happy.
Let Love and Live begin, my ego holds no more tools for enslavement. My ego is crucified, my ego is dead, long life my live … welcome Soul Self, welcome Soul Twins, welcome Soul Family 💕💞💓🌈🙏😘♥️😈🐸
Ralph
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March 8, 2022 at 5:29 AM #333801OneRayLoveParticipant
Blossom Goodchild channeling White Cloud and the Federation Of Light
Yeshua: The Atlantis Heritage channeled by Pamela Kribbe
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March 10, 2022 at 2:56 AM #333841OneRayLoveParticipant
Earth Family Karma
The story continues. We reach new highs, feel old lows. Lows within our family heritage, energetically … vibrating in the human collective frequency around judgement. How else could it be, if you exist in constant projection of the unknown … while trying to understand it, label it with what you do know! Your own past, the path you walked up and until now … not only in this life, but in your whole spiritual existence.
Today I will thank and liberate my personal judgement labeled on my own mother, during this lifetime. She was no saint and she knew. What she didn’t know is, she too was a victim of her family heritage, acting out the victim and perpetrator karma on both ends of self awareness, lack of self value and within judgement … always on others as on self.
Feel like starting with her name is an introduction. My mother’s name is Elisabeth and besides my own reference to her as “mamma” (Dutch for mommy, mom) she is known to others as Els during this life. Of course her full name Elisabeth is nicely grounded in the Christian Catholic origin and biblical archetypes.
When you mirror, horizontally flip her personal name Els … you would get “Sle”. In Dutch, this isn’t a word. However if you add only one character like the “t” for instance, you would get “slet”, the Dutch equivalent of “slut ~ whore, trollop, tart, strumpet, floozy, truly, crap”.
Of course the “t” character, symbolizes Earth’s choice of “either or” and seldom in the full spiritual existence of all quantum physics in matter. Humans while and in separation existence, experience one side of All possibilities and label this as truth. That is their free will choice to create, within the mental understanding they feel most attracted to.
All their senses evolved to their current self and universe awareness, guiding them in this direction. The t-crossing moment flows in every moment, but is enlarged in tension and attention when in utter moments of personal awareness or perceived danger. Vasanas exist and flourish in these moments, allowing the individual to dive deep into their Akash stored in their physical body and DNA. Their universal connection with all as one in form and beyond, Spirit and Soul.
For me personally, unconsciously words and probably also names, starting with an “s” … reminds me of my own satanic, snake, sis sound and relation to my sister and previous perpetrator behavior. My reptilian brain, in constant fight or flight mode managed by my ego, former child self awareness, always present disguised as protector.
In this perceived “empowered” state I developed a controlled force field around my masculine predator self. Always wanted to conquer, possess and slaughter the mighty female dragon. I longed for the flesh, melted by the looks, aroused by all they represent and secretly desired to be seen, held, embraced and kissed. The perfect constant flow between the second Chakra (Sacral ~ Sexuality, Creativity) and the sixth Chakra (Third Eye ~ Awareness).
Only the healed fourth Chakra (Heart ~ Love) in joined connection with the seventh Chakra (Crown – Spirituality) within All awareness as One, is powerful enough to connect all Chakras in the full Human and Universe body. Current vibrations in the human collective experience, also join the Crown (Corona) with our Heart in the core of Gaia.
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March 11, 2022 at 7:47 PM #333882OneLoveParticipant
Ralph,
I have just a few minutes available. I read most of what you wrote; maybe I did read everything, but I didn’t comprehend everything. Your life, as you gave us a certain overview of it, brought me to many places. I love reading/knowing others’ stories. Hardly anything means more to me than connecting with others, knowing truth, feeling and remembering wisdom..
I was intrigued and was throwing in my thoughts, here and there, in conversation. Strange, but I do that when others share, whether we’re in person or writing. Fascinated, but yet, didn’t fully understand everything. That’s ok. Thank you for sharing your life here, of what you’re wanting us to know.
I would love to hear others’ stories too. I would love to know why certain choices were made, what is their focus, etc.
Bed is calling me now.
Thank you, again; I just had to say. I need to feel more of people’s lives, stories, feelings, desires.-
March 12, 2022 at 3:44 AM #333894OneRayLoveParticipant
Hello sweet OneLove,
Thank you for your beautiful respons 🙏😘
Allow me to answer from two levels of understanding. One is the human earth vessel as the male Ralph and the path I walked. How I arrived at one point to start writing in this forum. How we all got acquainted here. How I grew in self empowerment of my inner knowing and started, dared to express All of me. The Earth thoughts, feelings and desires as well as my Higher Self knowing, visions, clarity and understanding.
So many, including myself at times … can’t look beyond the material vessel and daily human reality. I tried, believe me how I tried to go as deep as I could individually. All my around 1000 posts here in this forum, were as high and deep as I could reach solely.
And then … an event. This is the event I Am in. This is the event, I’ve always been in, but never could connect all the pieces. Now this event changed everything. All makes sense. The human “past” life I’ve lived from my end as a human individual male. But also more. The beyond, the former hidden … disbelief, veil, fear.
You have to Feel it in order to remember it. It can’t be forced, you don’t need to do anything rather than go with the flow. You can’t fake it, because you would know. Complete surrender, acceptance and trust.
Now that I stand on the shores of the New World Me/Self. I know where I’ve been all the time as a human. A self constructed illusion around Self and my perceived separated human.
All I can do Now is expand all my Light in a freely offered embrace. In this forum I offer my expressions freely. They are given in human and off world intention of hope, empowerment and Love.
For if my event has arrived and in full process of manifestation, everyone else’s can’t be far.
So dear OneLove, I offer and keep offering my expressions as a frequent journal of my inner and outer manifestations and realizations. Not to show anyone how it should be done, or even how I did it … but to allow people to see and start believing.
If my heavenly Light has arrived, yours is here too … for we are All One.
In my case I met my Soul Mirror in human body recently. I’ve done this many times before, but in very intens occasions only few times. That’s why Now I offered the last “Angel Encounter” from 11 years back. That one destroyed a huge part of my false grid and guided me back to my inner God connection, my Higher Self Spirit Awakening and my inner Divine Heart Soul Feeling.
This time around … I was ready for my real Divine Mirror in Human body expression. We share One Bigger Self and sing and dance around the same Soul birth.
At present time … I/we as a human couple … don’t Know the impact or process of others. We exist in the Now and flow from there on a daily basis. I will keep writing and offering here in this forum. To empower, to trust, to believe and to assist others in their creating and co-creating powers.
Hope this makes things a bit clearer. Let’s continue share and I fully support your encouragement to invite more lightworkers to tell their stories.
Love you 💕💞💓🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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March 17, 2022 at 1:37 AM #333992OneRayLoveParticipant
A little update …
Our world has moved into the most loving miraculous vibrations. We are in love … and infecting all people around us. We are drifting on a pink cloud, but still up until today have only met in person once, the first time a few weeks back. The “Angel Encounter” happened in a few short conversations, enough to exchange Light in a most unbelievable mirroring and very deep frequencies of recognition.
I think by now it is safe to mention, her situation equals mine 11 years back. This time around, not I but my twin is involved in another relationship. As you can possibly imagine, having been in this position before, I could perfectly feel the total situation from my own former experience.
However, I also remember the power of the Light and that it can’t be stopped. It is larger than us on a human level. It can be mastered though and this is what we have been doing … consciously this time around from my part. So I tried to minimize my own “expectations and projections” on her side of this experience … stepping into the field of unconditional existence.
To be honest, being in human form can only hold you in these positions partly … from your intent and holding your self under observation as to how well you can master this vibration field. What happens it expands to other areas inside your total being. The Light can’t be stopped nor controlled. It wants to exist, desires to be and needs to express, be felt, be loved.
We traveled at Light speed together, as this time around it was Light times Light, the Light exponential creating force where dreams want to come true and be realized. Everything has changed, especially on her side as there existed the most Earth attachments. But also on my side, as my total life “suddenly” makes sense. All former hardship, pain, suffering, darkness … is currently worth it.
A couple vasanas on both side tried to emerge, but without effect. They got blasted in the Now moment and the Light force. In stead they offered healing, created understanding and moved into a beautiful energy flow of love. Within this constant miracle of mirroring each other to the core, we have come to use our powers to overcome fear. Fear thoughts of confrontation, anxiety feelings around destroying life and happiness of others, loved ones around us.
What happened instead is the most unexpected compassion, empathy, surrender and acceptance. We are liberating ourselves and all around us as well. People seem to be tired of blaming, judging or projecting their own frustration on us and our current blessing. In stead they kind of feel impressed by this heart miracle in form. In a sense we are wayshowers as to what is possibly, what is Divine and not limited to sole heavenly angelic dimensions.
Dreams come true. Our joined Love field is expanding in permission, in admiration and in a very contagious joyous Light field.
Keep the faith, we are just few of the activated Mono Lights in human form sharing our total being, experience and Love with all of humanity.
Much love and hugs 💕💞💓🌈🙏😘
Ralph and my precious Twin Flame
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March 19, 2022 at 3:26 AM #334025OneRayLoveParticipant
Embracing Darkness
Hello my dear friends. My days of darkness are slowly vanishing. As I sit in a corner of my appartement, near the window, listening to some music in the background, drinking my coffee and touching my feelings … I know the end of an era is near.
Next Monday the 21st, on the spring equinox, I have my first date and second encounter with someone very special and dear to me. I will leave this moment there a bit longer, where it can shine in the distance and the future of an experience still to come.
Today I’m here … alone, by my self … like many times before. I remember vast moments of loneliness, pondering, going in, working the shadows, looking for the light … ever deeper, higher and more intense. Searching for reason, looking for explanation, feeling for intuition, answers and love.
All has changed now. Why? Because I Know who I was looking for. Of course, all on this spiritual path have an understanding of God, the Self and all the human understanding within the collective small ego self, experiencing separation. We are the creators of duality! Every human on this planet is in on this plan, in this matrix, this construction, this illusion to live outside of One.
Duality is the extreme, the starting point to perceive separation itself, the separation from God, from One, from Self, from Love … as the Not!
So why are my dark days numbered? Because I met my mirror. I already found my mirror as God inside of me. Also was able to see, feel, experience my life on this planet in a knowing and understanding … everything on the outside, the people, the world, the universe are All another expression of me … the real me, the Self … but looking at it from the center core position in a single human form, my individual self.
This has been my understanding for a while, but still it was a lonely one. I tried to master it in every moment of amazement, wonder and alter myself from a sec human into a universal Light Being. With it came new discoveries and new challenges. The darkness always close by. Why? Because it didn’t feel fulfilling. There was so much missed opportunity, so much missed joy and happiness.
I found God, knew to be God on a Mental understanding and came at times very close to feeling bliss and master the inner creator of joy and peace. Still I was always reminded of this life’s lost dreams. Every fiber in my Earth vessel knew what I was after, how I tried and failed. I couldn’t deny how I looked for my personal version of paradise in this life. From my point of view, an Eve version to complete my Adam. I managed to find both God and Satan inside myself. I had embraced the every concept of the Holy Trinity around my Christ Consciousness as my Light and maximized my personal ability of Love in a single paradise version on Earth as a mission. A mission to hold the Light, hold the faith, to trust and accept the hard lonely work of a Lightworker for the greater good of all and this planet.
And then I met my counterpart within this struggling Earth darkness. But it wasn’t the darkness that binds us, but the Light beneath it. We vibrate as seemingly two, in harmony as One. We dance around constant recognition, projection in direct reflection, a Divine mirror in human form feeling to share One Soul.
We are in an Earth dance around ourselves. Finding our former perceived darkness and offering it an exit. Even this exercise of cleansing former vasanas has become a joyous experience. Instead of resisting it, fearing judgement around weakness, shame or unacceptable behavior, fantasy or desire … we find loving understanding, respect and embrace.
Therefore everything has changed, because of the Knowing … the Knowing who we are as One, while holding the individual … I Am … on both sides of the path we traveled, seemingly separated. We can never go back to an understanding of Not Knowing this and therefore reached new shores. The old darkness isn’t as dark anymore. It’s just a reminder of where we have been, left over debris to clean jointly in the vibration of unconditional Acceptance, Forgiveness and Love 💕💓💞🌈🙏😘
Ralph and S
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March 24, 2022 at 2:16 AM #334171OneRayLoveParticipant
Reunited
I’ll take a moment to look back and reflect on recent events as experienced on the 21st. As one of two humans in an experience enchanted by love, we had a first date … a reunión. From a human experience, it was magical and beautiful … and will not go too much into the details other than we were lifted on a pink cloud and had a moment together which lasted almost a complete day.
The whole experience is expanding inside and outside the both of us. Since then we had several opportunities to express the magic with many people around us, reliving and lifting the feelings in and around the happening once again, infecting all opening up to receive the magic and very contagious light related to being in and falling in love.
From a spiritual point of view I notice something remarkable as well. This is what I like to offer here today too.
People who take the time to read through this thread and how I, from my end connect all the events, understanding and feelings earlier in my life … would notice there is a repeating pattern. Because of this repeating pattern and the “coincidental” experience to be at both ends of a very similar event before, one is offered an opportunity to reflect, look back, remember and observe the stored feelings of the past.
In short, I truly remember having been in this position before myself. As such I’m offered the highest opportunity to step into the field of empathy and compassion. From this field of higher awareness I can almost easily step through the Now portal of becoming my unconditional Love Self. Equally from this inner knowing, I see current events and my own past experiences from the joined united position of observation, feeling and becoming clear … like full circle awareness offering understanding, acceptance, appreciation and gratitude for all past events to prepare for current magic in Love.
I could go on and try to offer this awareness, feeling, relaxed, empowered and peaceful knowing in other words or even attempts to describe them … but I won’t now.
I just want people to know where and how my magic is happening. My magic is related to many other people directly and indirectly involved in current events … and also with many more in past events. Even my former self searching, attempting to understand, become aware, thinking, feeling, transforming and purging self is involved. My former self is currently blessed, embraced and even forgiven for creations, thoughts and feelings of not understanding it back then.
I am healing all fragmented parts of my own life in bodily form as well as the total etherical and spiritual field around it. Transforming All beyond the reality experience of time and space … bringing it into the Light and bliss of Now … as In Love 💕💓💞🌈🙏😘
Ralph and S
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