Tagged: Friendship
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July 15, 2021 at 3:05 AM #323756OneRayLoveParticipant
Inspired by Alex, I like to have this thread to talk about friendships … past and present … bad and good ones.
Friendships belong to the most blessed experiences as a human. Probably most lessons learned came from friendships and the love, the challenges and the disappointments they carry.
Feel free to contribute your stories and memories. We are here to listen with an open heart ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤🤍
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July 15, 2021 at 8:25 PM #323796Catherine VielModerator
Great thread, Ralph, thanks!
This is a bittersweet topic for me, as I’ve felt increasingly isolated as years go by. My two very best, literally lifelong friends live more than 300 miles away, in the Bay Area, and I’ve only seen them a handful of times in the last ten years. We barely keep in touch via email, text, and Skype occasionally after lockdowns started.
They both have very full lives with husbands, children, grandchildren, jobs they recently retired from, lots of church and community / volunteer activity, their own homes…completely different than my life. Not that I’d want that life, but their lives are certainly more typical, and relatable, than my near-solitude. It’s just me, my mom, and the cats—pretty limited!
My local friends have mostly been acquired through jobs or a couple different support groups, and when I moved on from the jobs or groups, the friendships petered out.
I’m getting off on a self-pity rant here…
I have three people in Santa Barbara I would call good, longtime friends. I hardly see or communicate with them. Again, they all have more typical lives, filled with families and activities, much of which I have zero interest in.
I was wanking to an “internet-email-phone-only” friend that I didn’t have anyone to pal around with IRL, who emailed back that I could see about finding nearby people in Connecting consciousness. The “local” area is Southern and central California (a huge geographic area) and there are probably people within a 100 mile radius with whom I could get together…
It’s something I could try, and I might. I realized one reason I’m not excited about palling around with existing friends is that our world views are so completely incompatible at this point. I’m not very interested in what they talk about, and what I’m interested in, they’d consider crazy. I don’t seem able to have frivolous fun anymore and what most people like to do for “fun” bores me. Or I actively dislike it. Party-pooper, that’s me!
Looking forward to hearing your friendship stories, Ralph, and hopefully others will join in too.
Love,
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July 16, 2021 at 4:51 PM #323870AnaelTheRoseAngelParticipant
I deeply resonate with your situation, finding most other people to be utterly boring and not worth your energy. That is exactly how it is for me.
I see so many people at my job, customers and employees. There is such a high employee turnover in the fast food business, so I see fresh faces almost weekly.
However, in the 5 years that I have worked there, only 3 have ever caught my attention in a meaningful way. The first was one of my ex’s, Alden. He was very psychic, clairvoyant, and was a demon hunter.
The second person was Isaiah. He has been working at my McDonald’s for longer than me, so we’ve been working together for 5 years. I only just became friends with him in December last year because of my deep trust issues; it took me that long to vet him, see if we were compatible, since he continuously piqued my interest.
The third person is Nathan, who caught my interest when he showed me that he was intrigued by my beliefs.
I had no social life whatsoever since high school, when anyone I knew there stopped talking to me.
At one point, in early 2020, I made the commitment to being a hermit because I was tired of being hurt any time I tried to branch out and make friends, and I was tired of fighting against my own introverted nature.
But then shortly after, I discovered that Isaiah was aware of the Cabal and the Alliance efforts to liberate earth, and that we both woke up in the same year, 2013. At that point our conversations started to get way more interesting, and finally, months later, I worked up the courage to ask him if he would like to have a chat outside of work at a restaurant.
I think it’s very funny what his reaction was. He said, “Well it’s about time, I’ve been waiting for two years to hear you say that.” I of course reacted with, “Oh my gosh, really?? I’m so sorry! I’m a Virgo, so I’m super cautious!” (Btw, Virgo is my rising sign, not sun sign, that’s Scorpio).
I feel like I had to hit rock bottom with my attempts to befriend people and completely give up on being a social butterfly like my therapist wanted before a truly enriching and genuine friendship would appear. Isaiah is such an amazing person and I’m so happy he’s in my life. I’m equally happy that he and Raven are besties too, the three of us get along amazingly well. Isaiah often gets this sensation that he’s known me and Raven for years, even though we have only been friends for about 8 months. I also get that feeling because we’re so relaxed around each other. It’s obviously a match made in heaven, by the three of us!
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July 17, 2021 at 3:36 AM #323889OneRayLoveParticipant
Hi Alex,
Thank you for contributing to this thread too. As you know it was inspired by you and therefore you sort of hold the “origin” of it. My gut also tels me you will never be out of writer’s content around here 😉.
We are all very special, but you my dear make an even more explicit category. Absolutely not in a bad way, in the contrary … just as being different from the standard norm. Your life’s story, your insecurities and your very open way of expressing your personal life, if anything I highly admire this lack of “hiding” to almost a level of “naive” at times. They are just labels Alex … and they are mine to use … and I choose to use them in an admiring and positive fashion!
What doesn’t make sense to me, is how you can be like this here, while almost the complete opposite, it appears in the physical world?? Anyway, I encourage you to “just be” … all the time … and K(Now)ing Feeling Good … as in safe, normal, loving and kind of “specific” for you … Not needing to Do anything. Please try when you are willing … to no longer focus on “proving others” a different (not so) hidden truth of the world or even yourself.
You see Alex, you Are Spirit in Vibration … which is the I AM awareness in movement towards your Highest core of … Being and ALL temporary states of Becoming.
You hold and transmit a huge electromagnetic field around yourself in which you perceive yourself as a single human among the Not you (which is a part of you too … the “other/outer” part).You remember friendships as something you were “weak at or insecure about”, equally some “friendly relations” with some family members. But in truth, you always held a “lower trust” field around your past core self … the human you identify with as you and your past.
Bottom line Alex … You changed a lot. You evolved a lot and allowed to vibrate at a much higher vibration … in your human body core! As a result of this, your “outer” attachments couldn’t stick at the previous version of you no longer … and All started to change. This is what truly happened and you made it so! Applause 👏👏👏👏
So now you made it … as your “lower brain” self understands it … all the way up to having almost a “normal” life, with even friends and social interaction. How beautiful is that!! I am so glad for you. You are young, you have a loving husband, you have family, you appear to be in good health, you have a normal living situation with Raven and you have work.
What you also have is a past and a Divine connection (You Are) and yes even a different world view than the average “sleeping Joe”. Try to minimize your past my dear, because it held a frequency that is no more. It will also not return, unless you want it to or feed it with thoughts and energy.
Be “just” happy with your friend Isaiah and try to do the same with Nathan too. Forget a while about the Cabal and shine like the loving star you are! The dark and hardest lessons are behind you! … daily Realize that and All Is Good🌈
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Sorry I put this message here, because it isn’t only related to your very loving text above, but also still a response to the fluffy thread.
The main message you should read from this is “how wonderful you have managed to turn your life around 💕💞💓🌈😘”
Keep going my dear!
Love Ralph
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July 20, 2021 at 8:52 AM #324043AnaelTheRoseAngelParticipant
You asked how I could seem to behave one way on this forum and a completely different way in my normal life, and I would say it’s simply that I don’t trust anyone. I don’t trust anyone except my husband and my friend Isaiah. I know I need to work on that, but it feels like I haven’t made much progress in all the years I’ve been awake. In fact, waking up made it exponentially harder to trust people.
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July 20, 2021 at 3:03 PM #324058OneRayLoveParticipant
I would reply like this Alex … first don’t be to harsh on yourself, don’t judge the you that became your current version because of the path you took.
Secondly, ask yourself a question “Why don’t I trust other people? … is it because I hold a different consciousness? … or is it emotionally based on past experiences? … am I afraid to be disappointed or hurt?
Maybe it’s a combination? Anyway, when you know your own vibration you hold … you know equally, that’s what you radiate out!
What you observe and project, will at some point always be reflected back at you!However, if you know the current reflections are memory of a past … and lesson learned or evolved beyond … you can “simply” ignore them now.
At least you gained a friend in your short list of trustees 😉
Much love my dear 💓💞💕🌈😘
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July 21, 2021 at 7:47 PM #324128Catherine VielModerator
I’m enjoying your dialog, Alex and Ralph, thank you for carrying out such a deeply felt, very real conversation here in “public.”
Love,
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July 16, 2021 at 3:37 AM #323817OneRayLoveParticipant
Hi Catherine,
Thank you so much for kicking it off. I recognize soooo much of what you expressed, like the resonating with friends not anymore … or not really interested is their “petty” little daily obstacles or fun. Rather be in solitude than in a surrounding where I sort of need to pretend. Actually feels like betraying my higher evolved self and stepping down my vibrations a knot or two.
Anyway, my personal life is so kind of unique, I simply feel not to have a choice other than moving forward in … accepting all as it is and seeking the constant knowing passed the “occasional doubt” of believing “not”.
Friends I used to have many … and when I did I wasn’t really appreciating them as I maybe should have. They definitely co-created the ego version I used to be for a long time.
There was something very strange to my life in general and friendships as well. I came to notice at some point past high school, that my life surroundings and friendly relations appeared to change every 5 years or so. Yes I do “have” my most early versions of my childhood friends on this planet and equally within geographic range, but we don’t maintain an active relation nor am I in any way attracted to look for it.Most people I know live their “normal” family life scripts … and this just isn’t mine … any longer (used to be). Mine is daily one of “everything happens for a reason” and actively working on mastering my self and “the best is yet to come”.
I have one very dear friend left. His name is Marc, we are the same age separated by just 16 days and we met when we where 27. Our connection is one of close to unconditional love. While I am on my end of the human spectrum, trying to pull up all into higher loving frequency, he is grounded in a normal family life daily routine.
The beautiful thing of our current friendship connection, is that I can stay in mine explaining and offering all I am … while he truly listens and accepts me and my awkward new perspective as a “separated” one hahahaha from the collective normal.
So really beautiful as I truly understand and remember to have been there too. Therefore we still managed to have empathy and compassion, while accepting each other to stand on different shores.
Anyway, I leave it at this for now. This subject of friendship has so many content … I wouldn’t honor it by trying to crush it into one post only. There is much more to share.
Hope others will be inspired to join here 💞💓💕🌈🙏
Ralph
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July 16, 2021 at 3:35 PM #323855Catherine VielModerator
Ralph, your description of your lovely relationship with friend Marc made me tear up. It is beautiful. So glad you have it.
Thank you for contributing this beginning. I’m glad there will be more. I of course thought of more to add to my post as soon as I uploaded it and will no doubt be contributing more as well. Friendship is a giant topic and deserves respect and a measured approach, as you said.
Love,
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July 17, 2021 at 2:31 PM #323913OneRayLoveParticipant
Thank you so much Catherine 🥰💓💞💓🌈🙏
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July 22, 2021 at 6:22 AM #324138AnaelTheRoseAngelParticipant
I’m very glad that you have a friend who loves you, since it seems like your relatives have a rough relationship with you.
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July 22, 2021 at 6:29 AM #324139OneRayLoveParticipant
Thanks Alex 🙏
And yes you are correct regarding my relatives. I have become isolated from most. Used to hurt a lot too. I am good now however, as I accepted myself, my past, my path and feel things are improving slowly.
Thank you for noticing and feeling 💕💓💞🌈🙏
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July 16, 2021 at 4:41 PM #323867MurrietaLightParticipant
Right at the moment I would just like to say that the subject of friends is dear to my heart. We choose our friends, as different from family members. Friends are special, indeed. I consider God, Source, the Creator of all things to be a Divine Friend that we can all emulate if we choose. I’d like to write more on the topic later….so much to do.
Very nice topic, Ralph.
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July 17, 2021 at 8:59 PM #323925Lynn SappParticipant
Hi everyone,
Special thanks to Ralph for creating this thread – and to Alex, for her other post as the inspiration : )I noticed over the past 4 or 5 years that my social circle was shrinking because I preferred being alone to being with people I didn’t resonate with. Then along came 2020 and I lost some friends when they decided I was a bit nuts now ( fallen in with a cult !!)
I didn’t mind the social isolation of the long lockdown as it felt like a very welcome quiet time to rest and grow , but now it feels different and time is ripe to actively seek new people, new energies, inspirations and influences. The ‘Freedom Nova Scotia’ rallies in Halifax this spring were great spirit-boosting events. It was invigorating and positive to be coming together with like-minded strangers for a few hours, but then new provincial legislation was suddenly passed & the rallies were declared ‘illegal’ , so we haven’t had any of late.
The Connecting Consciousness Canada organization has groups within each province now, and when I reached out a few weeks ago in a zoom meeting to ask if anyone else in N.S. wanted to connect one to one, I found two folks close to my own age who also wish to develop a new network / circle of friends, and so we’re communicating and getting to know one another away from the group setting.
One of them invited me for lunch at her home, an hour drive away, and that was such a great adventure. I’m going back next week with one of my sons for a quicker shorter visit this time.
Not sure where exploring these new friendships will lead me, but I’m willing to follow this learning curve and will find out.Meanwhile, I know I’m also still processing and sorrowing over the loss of two important friendships with people whom I’ve held dear for decades. Keep wondering if the friendships can be resurrected in future , or are really gone …
there are other endings I don’t mind a bit and some I only half-grieved or shall I term it as ‘half-cared about’.I guess I’m finally choosing being more true to myself and it’s been lonely and empowering at the same time. I’ve learned I’m stronger than I knew I was … The title of a book which I haven’t actually read has been popping into my head often this past year, The Courage to be Disliked.
“We are all free to determine our own future free of the shackles of past experiences, doubts and the expectations of others. It’s a philosophy that’s profoundly liberating, allowing us to develop the courage to change, and to ignore the limitations that we and those around us can place on ourselves. ” is a quote from one of the descriptions of the book.Hats off to all of us, for being open enough to examine and share in these forums. I like that we can compare experiences, find common ground and have insights confirmed / new wisdoms gleaned.
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July 19, 2021 at 6:03 AM #323989OneRayLoveParticipant
Hi Lynn,
I read the post earlier, but hadn’t found the time to respond and thank you properly. You mention many very interesting and familiar experiences of the most recent past .. and also a sort of explanation of how your “higher awareness of All and self/Self” is perceived by others … not yet ready to accept, not yet ready to embrace … step In … and Out of linear past. Labeling it as cult, crazy or conspiracy lol 😂😂😂
Great you are expanding yourself and get in contact with like minded and “like vibrating” souls. Also guess as towards past friendships … they will only re-unite ones all vibrations can exist within a common frequency band of Oneness. Untill then All are free to experience their part of space and exist in free will and love 💓
Love this very “angle” too …
The Courage to be Disliked
“We are all free to determine our own future free of the shackles of past experiences, doubts and the expectations of others. It’s a philosophy that’s profoundly liberating, allowing us to develop the courage to change, and to ignore the limitations that we and those around us can place on ourselves. ”
No wonder it exists within your very field of “attraction” 🙏🥰💞💕♥️🌈
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July 22, 2021 at 6:32 AM #324140AnaelTheRoseAngelParticipant
I definitely wish I had the courage to be disliked. One of the biggest themes in my life is overcoming my fear of people, so I still have work to do before I can calmly and confidently express my truth to, for example, my sister, who would probably bite my head off if she knew my political views.
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July 17, 2021 at 9:53 PM #323928Catherine VielModerator
Wonderful post, Lynn, thanks. I especially liked this:
there are other endings I don’t mind a bit and some I only half-grieved or shall I term it as ‘half-cared about’.
That is a good description of the way I feel about a lot of things, not just relationships and people, but situations and basically the world. I think I said in another post that it’s like I took an “I don’t care” pill. It’s actually kind of wonderful!
I’m glad to hear that your new Connecting Consciousness connections (ha ha) are already blossoming with potential. What a treat to spend time in real life with like-minded people. Even just one person!
I do wonder if the important friendships that I suspect most of us are letting go of at some time or another can be resurrected. I also wonder if, on the other side of “whatever,“ we would even want to resurrect them? I suppose we can still love the people and treasure the memories and be just fine if that’s all there will ever be again.
I sent a birthday card to a friend who just turned 93 who I’ve really lost contact with. Staunch Democrat and everything that goes with that. She replied thanking me for the card and indicating her health is very poor. I’m hoping I’ll have a chance to see her when she comes to Santa Barbara for a procedure at our hospital. She’s the same age as my mom, but is active, world traveler, extensive family, has a PhD… I sent her that video that Dr. Reiner Fuellmich did back in October and she was very alarmed that I was paying attention to such things. And after that I didn’t really know what to talk about with her anymore. (Sound familiar?)
I’m glad we have friends here. Thank goodness! Even though I don’t know what you all look like or sound like, somehow, I still know you all.
Love,
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July 20, 2021 at 12:36 AM #324034OneRayLoveParticipant
As always I like your posts and perspective. Just like to take this observation a part
I think I said in another post that it’s like I took an “I don’t care” pill. It’s actually kind of wonderful!
I am noticing similar experiences … however because of a higher understanding of all and feeling “All is well”. It’s not that I don’t care or can’t self identify with the pain and drama “they” express, but I just don’t want to go there anymore!
So having a sort of “advanced remote control” over my own thoughts and feelings … I choose Not to attach. I sort of upped my empathy, just enough to a level of compassion, without bringing myself “down” to the level “they” express.
As a sideline to this. I always also admire Peggy Black’s “The Team” and in their latest channeling, which I only read yesterday, I noticed this very remarkable passage …
Unfortunately, you use your gifts of being empathic, of being sensitive ~ and you match the energy of this field and believe in these limitations. You become the victim of all the negative and misqualified energies you experience or witness.
This kind of shows or teaches us why!?
Anyway, thanks as always Catherine 💕💞💓🌈😘
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July 21, 2021 at 7:28 PM #324125Catherine VielModerator
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July 18, 2021 at 11:48 AM #323962Catherine VielModerator
I have a followup thought. I realized that remarking rather snidely about my supposedly unawake friends and their “ordinary lives“ could sound just a tad elitist. And I just want to make clear that I didn’t intend that.
Many people do have “ordinary lives“ with families, spouses, children and grandchildren, employment or work, community and spiritual organization involvement. While it might be a little more difficult for people who have such apparently busy lives to find the solitude that I need, I am absolutely sure that their connection with Spirit is exactly as it should be for them.
And I am grateful for the love and friendship that I have had and still have with what I label my “unawakened” friends, family, and even more casual acquaintances, however those relationships may play out. Which, of course, is not for me to decide but for our higher selves and spirit and Fate itself.
Love,
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July 19, 2021 at 1:28 AM #323984OneRayLoveParticipant
How lovely Catherine,
You sort of added extra Light and intention to your former Light hahahahaha 😂. I know this concept far to well myself.
So let’s ponder on it a bit. Do you think … your initial intention was “lower” than your added one? I don’t think so. So what is actually different between the two?
I would say the “focus” to the “outside” interpretation awareness! Equally you allowed yourself to “improve” your inner self awareness, because to Know not having had “bad” intentions. However you noticed the limitations of language and words to express. Equally you noticed your wording could be interpreted differently from your Intended one.And why is it still important to “improve” yourself, even if there wasn’t any reaction or feedback directly into this part, as far as I can tell. Because you take pride in your Creation as this is a part of the Creator you … Being aware of Self and expressing!
We all try to maximize ourselves constantly! We all stepping up the game and our own Light constantly. It’s who we are!
So is there a reason, why many Light Workers are a “little ahead” in relation to the “other/outer” part that isn’t (aware) currently?
Yes there is. And one main reason is because we untangled our strings to the demanding trap of society. This was and still is a fight and struggle, but we managed to do so, while still alive holding our bodies!!!
Did it come with a price? Yes, most definitely! We all are in a way “just outside the norm” … in isolation and solitude! Why?
Because we worked on Self! We are constantly improving and mastering Self … each in our own specific way and challenges. That’s why we are the strongest of the strong, because we did it first and still holding on.
The “others on the outer” are doing the same. However, they daily are still fighting their parts amongst themselves. Until ultimately the last man standing on their side as the “strongest of the strong” will be standing in solitude too.
Not particularly about the subject friendship, but who cares … all is interconnected and one anyway 😉😂
Much love 💕💞💓🌈
Ralph
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July 21, 2021 at 7:35 PM #324126Catherine VielModerator
Thanks, Ralph, food for thought…
What happened was that—I hope Alex doesn’t take this the wrong way—but her post along the lines of “me too” caused me to rethink.
What was I really saying? How was I saying it? And was I in fact feeling “superior” to those pathetic, unawake friends?
Well, yeah. They’re unawake! Of course I must be “superior.” 🙄
So I wanted to own that.
I really don’t want the us-and-them vibe that I fall into so easily. The forum, because of our interactiveness, is a fabulous mirror.
That’s all for now…
Love,
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July 22, 2021 at 6:45 AM #324141AnaelTheRoseAngelParticipant
I was definitely being very passionate and raw with my views of other people, I see that I sounded quite elitist in my post. I don’t necessarily feel bad about my relationship with other people, but I don’t want to think of them as less than, to the best of my ability. I just don’t understand them and what makes them happy. I often feel like a literal alien when I’m around my coworkers because their behaviors and what they choose to talk about amongst themselves are so bizarre to me.
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July 22, 2021 at 6:50 AM #324142AnaelTheRoseAngelParticipant
On second thought, it’s not that I don’t understand people, it’s that I understand them too well. I see their behavior, and I choose with great clarity to not be like them because it doesn’t resonate. I don’t like to “meet people where they are,” unless I absolutely have to, like with family.
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July 22, 2021 at 7:43 AM #324143OneRayLoveParticipant
Perfect!! Lovely Alex … and do you Know why?
Because you allow yourself to honestly, authentically … observe yourself!
This takes courage … far beyond the “average human” normal. This is why you are on the path of Self ascending … passed the level of the “defending and resisting” ego first, into the “general collective” and far, far beyond that “sole Earth” understanding level.
“Just” stop to compare or fit in with “others” … stay in alignment with your Higher Self 💞💓💕🌈
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July 22, 2021 at 10:29 PM #324178Catherine VielModerator
I like your expansion of realization, Alex.
I have a very close friend who is a nurse. Some patients are really easy for her to treat and some are pains in the you-know-what.
She says her goal is to treat the pain in the you know what with the exact same kindness, loving attention, and diligence that she does the patient who is delightful to be with. One of her jobs is as a hospice nurse so she really sees the gamut of human behavior both with patients and their families.
She is aiming to meet everybody where they are with kindness and love. Not for them, but so that she can be peaceful and know that she’s in integrity with herself and how she most wants to behave in the world.
Just another perspective.🌞
Xo💓💞🌈💞💓
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July 22, 2021 at 4:00 AM #324135OneRayLoveParticipant
Hi Catherine and everyone,
Thanks for this honest inner observation Catherine … a lot🙏 Now it is getting really interesting!! (Not that it wasn’t already 😘😉)
Why?
Because we now openly have moved our conversations here, beyond the level of the “ego eye understanding”. We are in a learning curve together to observe how we are influenced by ourselves in the “past” and in the “outside” by “others” or “events in a possible process of manifestation”.
So we are actually observing “Awareness” itself!
We now (in this forum) are all students of how we “process, manifest and interpret” this All Awareness from our perspective. We “Do” this by experience! … analysing and feeling … within a frequency band. This is a part human collective frequency band … and Beyond!
So what is beyond human? All kind of levels and dimensions. We can tap into All of them and fine-tune our focus in any moment. We aren’t limited to only tune “up” into the higher frequencies, but also down into the perceived “lower”.
We know How to stay grounded in our bodies. It feels natural to us, just like breathing or having a heart beat. Therefore the grounding, isn’t so much related to only our “lower” chakras and our connection to Earth and nature … it’s our daily natural balancing skills, staying aligned within All we are.
Our most important lesson as human is to Know Who we are … and How We are. This results to having an understanding of the “Holy Trinity” as I AM.
Do hope for some responses along this observation 💕💓💞🌈🙏
Ralph
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July 22, 2021 at 10:24 PM #324177Catherine VielModerator
So often we are trying to describe the indescribable. You always come really close, Ralph, to naming the unnameable.
I’m glad a few people here and there are adding themselves to the mix of the forum. We are a true melting pot here, it seems. And since were all already One, that’s pretty perfect.😻
Xo💓💞🌈💞💓
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August 15, 2021 at 6:41 AM #325290OneRayLoveParticipant
Handicap
In normal daily life, outside the spiritual communication and interaction, I am blessed with a friend … Marc.
Marc lives in this normal World with his family, his job and all the normal people plus his friends. I am just on the outside of this collective, but have been firmly grounded in this existence before … and still can move myself there and adjust.Marc and I share a history and a very lovely friendship. In this foundation we found a common ground, where we can both exist, be fully authentic and respectfully share our inner and outer self and world views.
He has allowed me to explain and express myself fully and truly listens and stretches himself as best as possible to understand … who I have become, why and how? For the how I use all kinds of examples, explanations and language to express and offer him insight. He allows me to be a teacher, which I love to be … especially when I am full of known and found spirit.
He recently picked up playing golf, explained me the concept of the “handicap” again. While listening to his explanation, I learned something new that added a very interesting view for me and inspired me to write about it.
Now I don’t want to explain the rules of golf, but only refer to it’s basics here. So if you understand that “par” is your “average” … amount of strokes for a particular course, than you come to understand the term “handicap” as well …
“A system used to rate the average number of strokes above par a player scores in one round of golf”
I did know this, just as all the beautiful names as birdie, eagle, bogey and even ace or “hole-in-one”. Now what I didn’t know, was the fact that an amateur can play along with a more advanced player on the same golf course and still compete!
How is this possible? It’s actually very simple … you just have a different “par level”!! So for example … if a “hole” has “par -3” every golfer is challenged to hit the hole 3 below the average of par, however the par could hold a different number, like 5 for the advanced player and 10 for the amateur. They aren’t competing directly for the amount of strokes, but their best effort in this one on one challenge based on their “handicap”.
Anyway, as I write about spirituality and don’t want to promote golf … is there a link to spirituality too?
Yes there is one … a way to better understand yourself and this planet better. What I like to offer is your frequency! Your inner awareness in relation with your feelings, create a life vibration you hold and radiate in and out as your Light frequency … or just Light.This frequency is similar as the “handicap” in golf. It is your most advanced current level, while playing this Earth matrix supercup. Everytime you improve yourself and update, your handicap remains but your par level is upped.
So it looks like you are in the same school, playing the same game as before with all the same lessons and the same people, levels and challenges … but it is not! You have changed your awareness, your Being and therefore your level of attraction. You are still in the center of your universe, attracting different lessons and challenges, while on the same Planet (holding different awareness on your Plane of existence).
Now you can take several paths. You can observe and look for inner peace and enlightenment, you can lead by example and become a wayshower, a teacher, healer or any other version you feel attracted to … you are the Creator holding Free Will.
Why do I want to explain the importance? Because many Light Holders, keep making the “mistake” to see and feel the same world, while they did upgrade and started the path of ascension.
They changed, their vibration changed, the lessons they attract changed. If they still look at themselves as have gained the “black belt” for karate and keep looking for “lower” opponents to point out at and beat up … they keep themselves just outside the “ascension handicap range”!!I do hope people start to see, how and where to actually look for ascension and the Matrix they are co-creating with their inner Light.
Thank you for allowing me to express myself 💓💞💕🌈🙏
Ralph
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August 16, 2021 at 8:36 PM #325346Catherine VielModerator
Thank you, Ralph!🪶
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October 12, 2021 at 3:50 PM #327544AnaelTheRoseAngelParticipant
I would like to share a text that I sent to my friend Nathan. It explains quite a bit about what has been going on with me while I was away from the forum.
“I have some things that I want to discuss with you.
“First I’ll explain what happened on Wednesday last week.
“I was feeling extremely stressed about my health issues and the problems with my L&I claim, which is the form that will allow me to get medical attention for my injured back while McDonald’s pays for it.
“I have an inherent distrust of the medical system since it is very predatory, so I suppose I was very scared of not getting the help I need or having to pay for it all on my own and going into debt.
“I talked to James that day about the claim issues and he said I would need to get him the claim number because the insurance company didn’t have it. That was a huge blow to my mental state because I had already visited the doctor and filled out all the paperwork, so I was scared of being sent on a wild goose chase just to fight for my right to be compensated for my injury. I was sent into a deep depression.
“I did my best to keep working while I sorted through my feelings, but my mind kept bringing up all my worries and stresses, including the trip to Las Vegas that I, Raven and Isaiah were saving up for.
“Before I continue with Wednesday’s events, I need to mention what happened the night before.
“Raven and Isaiah were texting each other like they do often, and I felt some jealousy come up to the surface. Well, much more than just jealousy. I have some abandonment issues when it comes to friends because the only two people that I considered to be really good friends when I was growing up both left me without any closure.
“My first friend Sydney, who I was friends with in elementary school, started taking classes at home when we entered junior high, and she just stopped talking to me. She didn’t make any effort to keep in touch, and that was it.
“My second friend, Morgan, who I was friends with in junior high and high school, did something even crueler. She started hanging out with my sister more than me, and so I just had to watch her abandon me, with no way to escape her.
“Neither Sydney nor Morgan are in my life anymore, but the trauma has stayed with me. Seeing Raven and Isaiah talk so often made me very insecure, despite knowing on some level that nothing is wrong. Isaiah was my friend first, so I was scared that he was starting to like Raven more than me, and would eventually dump me. I carried that anxiety with me to work the next day.
“So after James gave me the bad news about my L&I claim, I was freaking out over multiple issues in my life that have severely stressed me out.
“The moment when I felt like I wanted to die was when my brain took a huge leap in logic and thought that Raven and Isaiah would just go to Vegas without me even if I told him that I was too stressed out about my health to focus on saving money. I walked away from my work duties to text Raven about my fears, but he was still asleep since he had called out that day, so I was left to stew in my anxiety. My mind became fixated on the Vegas issue, my fears of abandonment, thinking Raven would just say, ‘Sucks for you, I’m gonna go have fun in Vegas while you stay behind and suffer.’
“Somehow I finished my work day, despite crying through the last few hours, and Raven came to pick me up in his car. We sat in the parking lot and I told him that I was having suicidal thoughts earlier in the day, and what caused it. I told him that I wanted to have Isaiah come over to our apartment, as well as my parents.
“Ultimately I didn’t really want to die because as soon as those thoughts started floating into my head, I had the sense to surround myself with people who love me and make sure I wasn’t alone. I had Raven call work and tell them what happened and that I wanted Thursday and Friday off.
“And that’s basically the whole story about what happened on Wednesday.
“The other thing that I wanted to tell you is that I don’t feel that I am capable of being a good friend to you right now, so I am demoting my status from friend to acquaintance.
“I am finding it very difficult to relate to you and find a solid common ground from which we can build a good friendship. The things that you are super interested in right now are only mildly interesting to me, and the things that I’m super interested in are only mildly interesting to you. There isn’t anything wrong with that, but I just feel bad that I didn’t figure it out sooner.
“Another thing I didn’t figure out fast enough is that I am too stressed out with my own new social life to be trying to teach you social skills too. Raven and Isaiah have decided to take you under their wings, so to speak, because they see great potential in you, and want to help you gain more life experiences. That’s all well and good, but I can’t join them in that.
“I am extremely under-socialized, like you, and this year is the first year that I’m experiencing true friendship and how that all works. I can’t be teaching while I’m learning.
“I deeply apologize for this whole mess, I just hope you can forgive me.
“I want you to be friends with Raven and Isaiah, they will be good for you, you have a lot more in common with them than with me. I would just like to keep my distance from now on.
“I won’t be rude or ignore you at work or if Raven has you over at my place. If Raven has you over, I would like the freedom to do my own thing and not participate. If the four of us plan something like when we saw Venom, then I will interact with you like I have been, I won’t pretend you’re not there or anything. I just need clear boundaries because blurry lines give me anxiety.
“I want to limit our topics of conversation at work to things only about work, or about scheduling if we’re planning a get-together with Raven and Isaiah. If you want someone to talk to about your hobbies or interests, I ask that you talk to Raven and Isaiah.
“I apologize again for creating this mess. I think it’s gonna take me a few years before I feel confident in my social skills. I have other stressful things going on in my life so I can’t devote as much time and energy to improving my social skills as I would like. I don’t want to say that we’ll never be good friends, but now is not the right time.”
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October 13, 2021 at 4:17 AM #327562OneRayLoveParticipant
Hi Alex,
Let me start with the most important … I Love You More 💕💓💞
Of course that’s impossible, because in real Love there are no higher or lower levels … but for us humans they truly exist for sure. We Feel them, we can’t avoid Feeling them and have to deal with them … they define Life.
So why do I feel “progress” in Love towards you? Because you take “all you are and have been … (possibly but not probably) limited to your current human existence … into the Now”!!
Yes, in your awareness this was on Wednesday and the subsequent letter afterwards, but it wasn’t limited to these days … you allowed a whole life of experience and feeling to Become One!
When All Became One … you entered In your Whole Being … allowed to Feel what you Feel and Be authentic about it!
Although you doubted “everything and all required and expected … from you … by the outside rules of social and proper human engagement … of Control Over you”!! … you choose You, empowered You🌈🙏🥰
You found a way … Ground … how to escape this “trap”, choosing for you, without hurting another soul. (Maybe before, while drifting of from Ground and attempting to much floating on Air … partly caused the back issues in your body, or are emotionally related?)
Anyway Alex, you passed a grand exam and lesson!!! Applause my dear. Please be proud and Know … absolutely Know!! … when you have shifted beyond an extreme difficult lesson, you do not have to pass it again!
Your lesson here, as most of similar lessons in your life are about … “leaving victimhood”!! … on the other end of this is empowerment, truth, honesty, authenticity, peace and Self Love 💕💓
You should be getting and feeling stronger Alex. Also know we will be here, whenever you want. We will not favor your sister or any one over you … but we will always favor your most high and authentic You, over your “lower” self-expressing-state … all humans at times float into.
Again, I Love You Alex … and many more do as well. Keep accepting our Light and appreciation 💓💕💞🌈🙏😘
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October 13, 2021 at 9:04 AM #327572AnaelTheRoseAngelParticipant
Thank you Ralph, I’m having a difficult time coming up with things to say about your response. It feels like the flow that I’m in right now is of an observation nature, instead of expression. I have writer’s block right now, so although I just came back to the forum, I don’t think I will be writing many posts until my flow goes back to expression.
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October 13, 2021 at 10:08 AM #327573OneRayLoveParticipant
No problem Alex.
Most important is that you have recovered yourself beyond the last “setback” … you are back, so that’s important.
The other equally important is that you allow yourself to be true and authentic to yourself … in every moment … as You. Don’t try to live up to an image of yourself for anyone, including your own “ego at times”.As far as I understand … are we all transforming and transmuting our “lower ego self” into our “Higher Divine Self”. This is a process … a very personal one and comes and goes like the tides in the ocean.
I am exploring a little bit if I like “gaming” … but have no real experience. Maybe one day in the future, I could ask you something about that??? … maybe in a private message??
Anyway … take it slow. Almost a year back I wrote a letter myself to a friend … she didn’t take it to well, but I have witnessed a spiritual evolution inside myself ever since.
Bye for now 💕💞💓🌈🙏😘
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October 15, 2021 at 8:02 PM #327713Catherine VielModerator
Lots going on…please post when you feel like it, Alex, we’ll be here for you.
Ralph, your wisdom and willingness to share are divine.
Xo💓💞🌈💞💓 -
December 15, 2021 at 3:29 AM #330044OneRayLoveParticipant
Hello my dear friends,
Today I offer a question … from my personal life. It is regarding my dear friend Marc.
Marc is a beautiful soul, person and friend … who is on the path of staying in the jabbed world, while not believing the Covid farce.
After many honest, pure and open conversations about spirituality, personal and World affairs … he told me last year he decided to take the jab. The main reason was and still is … he can’t live in two worlds, he can’t deal with the stress, he fully jumped into the deep … whatever the outcome!
How brave is that!? This is a creation out of love, courage and strength … not out of fear. It wasn’t an emotional triggered automatic programmed reaction, but a full empowered creation out of All his awareness that make up his life and the parts he holds dear … he believes, he loves 💓
During this time I was standing at the exact opposite of his mental truth. My reality was and still is based on a believe of self, empowerment of self, no disease, attachment or evil can harm my true me nor my physical body expression of it … so why take something to “protect”.
My world nor view hasn’t changed, if anything it has grown in strength.
His world however has changed … and still continue to do so. Now why is that?
It isn’t really about “what is in the jab” … but All it represents!!!
The jab … confirms the existence of the disease itself. It confirms … need for “protection” by an outside entity. It confirms to various levels … lack of empowerment within the sole individual. It strengthens the believe of “physical body self identification” and it’s co-creation … existence of death and the fear thereof.
Anyway, the jabbed ones crossed a border and can never go back to their original situation as the clean original before it. With it … humanity has been split in two. How divine to always end up in the illusion of many and it’s extreme … duality as two seemingly opposing manifestations!?
We have learned … All is Love … and only Love can and will reunite. We love them … our jabbed unaware brothers and sisters. They are learning to love us too! We are each others wayshowers.
We stand firm in our knowing, empowered reality, while they are drifting on a constructed reality based on lies, greed, evil, propaganda, manipulation and control. Their world is about to collapse … ours is in the process of birth.
My friend Marc is about to make his next brave decision … take the next booster shot. He just wants to prolong his reality, the one he loves, the one where all makes sense, where he made the correct decisions for himself and his loved ones, the world where he knows what is true and what isn’t, where he knows how to survive and persevere.
He didn’t do anything wrong, he didn’t gamble nor played Russian roulette. Still he and his world will be tested constantly and not with any false PCR test but with confronting decisions along a path of a collapsing 3D world … a death end.
I might not agree with his personal decisions, to keep taking something toxic, harmful and potentially deadly … but I know he is guided along the best lessons and choices for him personally and his loved ones surrounding him.
Guess after all … I didn’t really have a question regarding his path or the decisions he continues to make, that aren’t mine, that are different, possibly stupid and life threatening from my perspective … but I have come to understand and even admire after writing today.
I feel empathy, love and admiration for him … and wouldn’t want him to be harmed, injured, hurt or killed. Now I see how he also is daily traveling a very courageous path, possibly without fully realizing it, but still guided and paved by love every step of the way. 💕💞💓🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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December 18, 2021 at 4:26 PM #330196Catherine VielModerator
Hi Ralph, I’m belatedly catching up on the forum. What a beautiful, beautiful essay. I am in awe at your compassion and love for all of humanity and specifically your friend Marc.
I also appreciate how you described not needing protection from anything. I’m doing some coursework on psychic development and the writer of the material doesn’t believe “protecting ourselves“ from psychic attack (or anything else) is necessary.
Since I’ve become acclimated to “asking for protection“ I am ambivalent on that subject. Saying a protection prayer reminds me of the divine and that I am divine so I figure it’s all good, even if the protection is a moot point.
Xo💓💞🌈💞💓
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December 20, 2021 at 2:40 AM #330251OneRayLoveParticipant
Thanks Catherine for liking my essay 🙏😘
I was very pleased with the outcome of this writing too. This also was a gifts for me personally. Not only the higher clarity I received while writing, but the total energy it carries beyond the sole personal and the full circle balanced flow it holds.
It started with allowing the emptiness of a question, a direction and focus … into something I didn’t fully understand on a human level … and ended in a balanced state of clarity, understanding, acceptance and letting go.
With regards to “protection”. Allow yourself to tune into the energy vibration of this word itself! This is a huge frequency band within the human collective reality. Ask yourself the question … does the word itself carry a mere unifying or separating energy??
Once you Know you are (part) of God and the Divine … you allow yourself to surrender, accept and trust All the Higher Self is daily offering. This way of being moves you closer into the now and it’s divine unifying flow of oneness.
Protection is calling upon the human ego and it’s sole mental separation field within control. Trust exists beyond this vibration. 💓💕💞🌈🙏😘
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December 21, 2021 at 7:23 PM #330312Catherine VielModerator
Thanks, Ralph. 🥰
Xo💓💞🌈💞💓 -
December 28, 2021 at 8:21 AM #330479OneRayLoveParticipant
Today I came across a close by neighbor, while walking in nature. We joined walking for a while and got into the most interesting conversation.
My first question was how she was doing and her very honest response, was the Dutch version of “shit”.
I know she tries to survive and make sense of the “elite agenda world” … and in her reality “all is falling apart … and humanity is battling a killer virus pandemic”. Recently two of her acquaintances died of “Covid” and at least one was unvaccinated.
This became clear during the first 5 to 10 minutes of our encounter … we walked and talked for I guess two hours more. During this time, I listened and felt … where, if and when to bring her current reality “out of balance” with some of my different truth. My intention was to carefully “shake” her loose out of the “prison mind trap” she had surrounded herself in.
So why do I share this? Because I know I was successful to a certain degree. I could shift her just enough to change on at least two levels. The first one was the direct “emotional” one, because I stayed at my own high positive vibration. I didn’t allow myself to go down to a low vibration myself … out of habit or human sympathy behavior.
The second ingredient was to shake her tree just enough to have some “alternate truth seeds” planted! My focus wasn’t to change her into my perspective of reality, because I know this is impossible. This takes time, evolution and voluntarily investment.
Now to the insight for myself and all Lightworkers joining here. Why are we so much more powerful than them? Because we are in peace … we are in Light!
We stand empowered and nothing can harm us. We offer freely, we love openly and we stand on unconditional ground. We don’t “need” others to accept our truth, but we equally are uninfluenced by theirs!! We are not influenced by the “low” vibrations they hold, but we are perceptive for the higher ones they hold and radiate out.
I do hope you start to see how we are slowly the “empowered untouchables” holding and becoming the ones with true power.
Love and hugs 💞💕💓🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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December 28, 2021 at 8:33 AM #330480Catherine VielModerator
Wow, Ralph, this just “accidentally“ resonated with something I went through about 20 minutes ago and lo and behold, here you are talking a parallel tale. There are no coincidences in Spiritville, right?😆
But one of my cats needs attention so I shall return… Just wanted to acknowledge this immediately…
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December 28, 2021 at 8:41 AM #330481OneRayLoveParticipant
How miraculous hahaha … simply lovely. Am curious to hear more!!! Also enjoying your more artistic writings on the front Catherine! Keep going and spread the “higher understanding” beyond the human obvious 💓💕💞🌈🙏😘
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December 28, 2021 at 6:19 PM #330497Catherine VielModerator
Synchronicity is the bomb, for sure. 🤪
No more commentary for now…I wrote an article instead.
Glad you’re enjoying my flights of fancy on the “front” of the blog, Ralph. There’s lots of “real world” stuff to write, but sometimes I’d rather meander down paths of imagination.
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December 29, 2021 at 5:16 AM #330505OneRayLoveParticipant
Hello Catherine,
Please allow me to openly admire your master piece! This article holds a shift in and of itself. I’m so glad to have read this essay, because it holds and signifies an ah ha moment of huge proportions.
I encourage you to re-read this Knowing over and over again, whenever you feel sliding down.
When you hold this peace recipe and Lao Tzu wisdom in mind, you (have) Become your Higher Self expression of Being. You then mentally hold yourself in the Now and in the 5th Dimension and beyond. Each and every part of your being still lagging behind, must follow … because you are One … and you as the Self is showing the way. You lead, you are the wayshower, you hold the unity with your Higher Self.
Further along this path, combining your knowledge of Being Source Energy and holding the center of Creation of actual Time (not linear) and Space … you will go on practice “expanding and contracting” yourself, which will become and feel like conscious breathing.
Just one tiny very simple hint. Maybe you start to see now too … how Truth is very much linked to the Law of Attraction!?
If you hold Love and resect for All living souls surrounding you … as you and part of you, while mainly focussed on your own growth, your own ascension … rather than defending, correcting or protecting … you aren’t offering any attachments inside your being!!
Without attachments from your core, there is nothing to create or co-create as a re-action! What remains are only actions born out of intended responses! As intentions are identical to Light, you transform into your Higher Light body and Being.
What some call ignore, turning a blind eye towards evil, will become your mastery. You are consciously transforming your own magnetic field and WILL start to observe how reality can’t offer you no more previous already learned lessons!!
This sounds ridiculous and surreal, but practice and observe … you will start to see … and with it your believe will gain in force, rising to Knowing.
You might still see and recognize “former lower” lessons surrounding “others”, but you Know where you are and Feel how to best assist self and all. Then you also start to see how several Light Warriors keep themselves in the battle … holding them at the threshold of the 4th Dimension.
I look very much forward to your next article 💞💕💓🌈🙏😘
Love Ralph
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December 31, 2021 at 5:28 PM #330579Catherine VielModerator
Thank you, dear Ralph. 🥰
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January 15, 2022 at 4:23 AM #331159OneRayLoveParticipant
Just come back from a round of golf with my dear friend Marc. Actually he was practicing the golf and I was just walking along hahahaha
We live in different realities he and I, and this is perfectly fine. We accept each other and our differences. Still we share a crazy world with a pandemic, each our own perspective and each our different choices towards it.
He is working in healthcare and took the jabs in order to continue his life as before. He “fell” for the vaccine label as in an understanding it wouldn’t harm him or anyone. Also he believes the actual disease is similar to a flue and the PCR tests is mainly driving this pandemic. He is also aware of the global controlling elite agenda, but decided not to act on it. Why? Because of his love for his wife, family, friends, work and the “normal” life he preferred over any alternative wicked version.
Anyway, our actions actually followed our initial believe. So nowadays he is double vaccinated and boostered and I’m not. He is still an obedient civilian and I’m not.
But now comes a point in time, where there will be different “self awareness points to earn” … based on the actual collective human truth out there!?
Are the vaccines harmful to the physical body or not? I’m stating this truth as a past and future outcome … as to be determined, not as an absolute one.
What is at stake for me? For me the maximum consequence is … I’m wrong. I will have to do some soul searching and go into accepting this new higher truth as the best for all involved. Been there, done that … I will be fine again.
However, what is at stake for him and many more like him? They will have to accept a new reality, a new world they didn’t believe was possible and even worse … an old world that never actually was true!! They have to accept an illusion. They have to accept … having been wrong and based on that having been acting wrong for both themselves as well as guiding and doing wrong onto others!
Hope you all can imagine why we move very very slowly into this human collective acceptance process! We are sliding through collective resistance on both individual as well as world self awareness.
Also understand “denial” is part of self preservation. The human body exists at the crossover point of many intersecting frequency bands. These need to operate at a certain level of alignment or they will fall into dis-ease, with a possibility of death when the “self awareness” isn’t able to match the overall light. In other words if the world and the self view can’t vibrate within an Acceptable alignment as One.
Therefore, be happy that we as lightworkers are currently holding a much better hand of cards. Whatever the “outcome” … change and improvement is happening for all involved.
Much love and hugs 💓💞💕🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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January 16, 2022 at 8:15 PM #331245Catherine VielModerator
I’m glad you were able to walk-golf with Marc (perhaps that’s a new sport, and you created it!😂) Golf as a sport has a watching-paint-dry quality to me, but since it’s usually in groups at least there’s conversation (and frequently plenty of beer in the portable cooler…).
I have a nurse friend who did similar to Marc, in order to keep the jobs she loves and satisfy her spouse.
I’m holding faith that there were, as some say, only a percentage of detrimental jabs and the rest got replaced by something harmless. Hence, why there aren’t MORE dying and injured from them.
I love how you say the worst than can happen to the non-jabbed is that we’re wrong. But if what we believe is indeed true (about the jabs and all the other disclosure etc.), the vaccinated will have their world turned upside down.
It feels like the merest chance that we here are “aware” rather than clueless, but I do believe it’s all a long ago choice, for everyone, to be where we are.
Thank you again for your always thoughtful and compassionate writings, Ralph.😘
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February 14, 2022 at 4:48 AM #332886OneRayLoveParticipant
My friend Luz,
My very dear friend Luz is a Colombian woman currently living and working in Ireland. I have developed a strange kind of love for her. We are friends, have stronger feelings beyond that and therefore define our relationship more as a level of brother and sister. Guess you could say we are the perfect example of outside expressed Ying and Yang, however not in peace, but rather in opposites hahahaha.
She is always at the other side of my truth and I of hers. She is definitely the queen of drama and even proud to be so. Her life is always within extremes, within obstacles and challenges, lacking health, finances and somehow always in need for something in the physical world. She has a very early on strong inner spiritual connection, mainly with Saint Germain and developed a fascinating life as a warrior.
Possibly because she truly knows the inner connection to Spirit, God and Higher Self … she is looking outwards in this life, understanding humans and humankind society is build on lies, limitation and control over others. As such she has a very strong energy and will power to not give in. She is possibly the most stubborn person I’ve ever met.
I used to be stubborn as well. It gave me fuel for discovering this world, my life and develop my truth. This didn’t come easy, as most of the time you had to move against the norm, against people who cared and told you how and what is the proper, correct and good way to go and behave. I’ve always accepted their truth as a milestone of guidance, granted for free, but never as a rock solid absolute. It give me an origin, a centre to start my own discoveries from. A place I could always return to and possibly even agree with their initial freely offered guidance.
As I was younger, I ran through life screaming and kicking, marked my own territory, observations and truth … while building my own self around it. Until after many struggles, fights and running into new territory … I finally came to a stand still. I simply couldn’t proceed in the way I did, any longer. The successful exploring formula of life I had become accustomed to, didn’t bring me any more progress. I felt it, I knew it, I experienced it.
This was the marker of a new era, for me, for my Spiritual Self to finally let me know Who I really was and more important … Where I was to Be found. It took me still many years to realize, how life really starts inside and is build all around the individual spiritual self.
Anyway, my friend Luz has chosen a different path. She discovered the inner self from early on and then started exploring the outside in parallel. Unfortunately to my personal observations, she is currently and for quite some time now, facing little progress and is surrounded with many outside physical obstacles. For me as the only one who knows my path for sure, this is a memory of my a turning point and the spiritual lessons since.
For her, this isn’t the case. She can’t accept my truth as absolute or “higher” than hers. She has become the person she is today, because of the inner warrior she did become. She loves the drama queen. She loves her dreams of romantic love and physical outside manifestations of health, wealth, peace, acceptance and human love and appreciation.
It appears she is currently trapped again, within mental and logical obstacles surrounding her life.
Although I know, these are her lessons and all is good, I feel inner moments of relief when there is some progress in her life … even if it is a minor one. I have to keep accepting we both live at each other side of truth. When she holds the frequency of Ying, I am at the opposite side of Yang.
Currently I’m learning to simply be without a side … in relation to her energy, choices, impact and vibrations. The minute I try to help or assist her with a “problem” to solve, it takes me a lot of energy and only shifts the balance into the next obstacle.
My personal Ying and Yang frequencies are all I’m able to master. My personal preference currently is peace, energetic and spiritual assistance to humankind. I can’t go back into the disturbance frequency matrix to assist solve the “problems” there. Why? Because they are self created and self sustained around lack. Lack of spiritual self creating powers, based on many emotional falsehoods.
This is how I know, to best serve from the side as a love and light holder shining my presence on and into this world. All who are ready to change, will pick up on these frequencies when ready. They will need to be felt first, headed second and ultimately accepted to rise themselves up … out of the old.
I thank my dear friend Luz for being part of my life and my improved understanding of myself. She is a tough cookie, with a great heart and the never boring, but oh so stubborn mind. Let’s see, how we move on from here? I guess again in mutual understanding, respect and love … but both on their own side of truth.
Much love and hugs 💓💞💕🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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March 2, 2022 at 2:29 AM #333608OneRayLoveParticipant
The Angel
How to start describe an experience, which is still in a process of everything?
People who have come to know me a bit, understand I write and express because of my spiritual desire to rise in awareness. I write from within, based on feelings, intuition and knowing. As such my life and body, attracts the various inputs for my daily experience … and some of those I allow special attention and focus to dig deeper, love and enlighten with life itself … admiring, feeling and expressing.
When you meet a person, who mirrors your higher, deepest self … this is what I would call a miracle. I recently had such an encounter and it feels as if touched by an angel.
Now I could say, the person is an angel … and what is not to love about another human soul, experiencing her angel self? But I think we as humanity have moved beyond these levels of understanding. I do know she is another soul, a Divine Spark, and we resonate deeply on a soul level. Does this make her anyone special in relation to me? Is she part of my soul family, my true origin, my forgotten past or even my destination in future times?
Currently I believe, the magic was in the moment we met. I felt something special, I felt honored to meet a “stranger” who wasn’t a stranger at all, but in fact another soul singing a soul song very close and familiar to mine. This was the “angel’s kiss” I was blessed with, being mirrored beyond levels of words, language or even understanding. It was the opposite of the complete vibration field around “rejection”.
Everything is Love and spirituality would be the study towards remembering your Divine Self as and in Love. Would, should or could I tell her … I love you!?
I already did, in many ways. We share a Light, we share an experience within mutual respect, amazement, appreciation, gratitude and an ocean of feelings. The feelings have just scratched the surface and are in a process. The process flows in the awareness field of unconditional existence. She is on her side and I am on mine … although this is only the physical duality level of human understanding … the reality in form (one).
The question I ask myself, is related to the concept of a twin or a soul mate? This concept, although beautiful in and of itself, holds an extreme awareness within duality and a concept of “half or incompleet” within One … as joined in Divine unity.
What if you can have this equal level of being mirrored on a soul level … with more than one other soul? What if you could have this with everyone … or just “limited” to this planet, or even humans?
I love my angel experience and the person who I shared it with, still sharing it with in a field of unconditional love, no expectations, but oh so many blessings. I long for more of these feelings. I believe I’m ready to fully surrender to All the flowing Now is offering.
Love, love and love … 💓💞💕🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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March 3, 2022 at 8:34 AM #333667Catherine VielModerator
Oh, Ralph, how wonderful!! If you feel like sharing the name of this special person, I would love to know.
Reading your wonderful description has filled me with serenity and a deeper belief in divinity. I wonder if this very special relationship with someone you instantly know is deeply connected with you, is possible now because of how everything is changing so much? If you’d met her six months or a year or five years ago, could you have been aware of the connection then? Or was the atmosphere of earth too “dense” until now?
It’s like the mirror of the earth has been too cloudy to look into and see the divinity of each other shining back. But now the mirror is being polished.
I like your question, wondering if this deeper level connection or mirroring is actually possible with many souls, and is not limited to a “twin or soul mate“ kind of connection. I feel like this is a glimpse of what is not only possible but what can be the normal experience of all humans once we get over this giant hump. (all the “things that are happening“)
I hope you’ll be connecting in person with this very special person again very soon and if you feel like it, tell us more.😻😘🙏
Love,
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March 4, 2022 at 4:36 AM #333692OneRayLoveParticipant
Hi Catherine. Thank you as always for your heartfelt response, compassion and appreciation.
I’ll take all your input and answer in this thread, dedicated to this encounter (https://goldenageofgaia.com/forums/topic/the-angel-encounter/)
Much Love 💓💞💕🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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March 4, 2022 at 3:21 PM #333720Catherine VielModerator
😻😘😃🙏💞💓💞
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