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August 12, 2021 at 4:13 AM #325182OneRayLoveParticipant
What if you like to give something … and no one to receive it? What does this mean?
It could mean you are out of tune with “others” or with self … yes?
Now let’s turn it around. What if there is “something offered” … All around you, desiring and hoping for you to accept it, to see it and most importantly to feel it and know it to be True!?
What if you as an individual self are so powerful … you could both resist and offer All you ever could imagine … All options in Awareness … where you currently are holding only One!?
Wouldn’t you chose the get rid of the “bad stuff”? Maybe also the memory of it?
Now here is the problem with All Awareness … you can’t separate parts into Non awareness … it’s impossible. So why would you “need to” get rid of something in the first place?
I could think of many reasons from a human perspective, like … hurt, pain, horror, evil, satanic, deliberate torture, manipulation and destruction.
So then what is Good about the very existence of this part of awareness?The Good thing is to learn there is No part in awareness … unless it is created! Now who would chose to create these awful things?
Here is the real interesting question. Is someone creating this for me and at me, against my desire?? … or should I remember to have created All to remember I am at the Source of this creation … I created it All In and around me!
Very fine … I’ll accept … but please get me the hell out of here Now! I don’t want to Be here no more!!
What is preventing you?
I am stuck in my body for once and this planet on top!
Now are you really?? Guess you still haven’t figured out Who you really are. You are One awareness In and Out … you Feel and Know this is True!?
So shift where you want to Be … rather than undo what you do Not want. You have the power of All in One. Turn yourself around from within your core!! In your core you are still empty, clean, untouched. Move from there to where you want to Be and take All the Good stuff with you.
What is the Good stuff? Your Feelings and your memory thereof. Store this in your core as your Source Self … and start rebuilding yourself up again as Only Good.
That’s All it takes. If you feel undetermined as what to take with you, you probably haven’t figured out … what to select … who you actually are … or how to do it??
Let’s start giving All of us the tools to these answers …
Please start by interacting from your thoughts, your feelings, your struggles.
Thank you 💓💞💕🌈🙏
Ralph
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August 12, 2021 at 7:35 AM #325191CapesParticipant
I admit, I got triggered and wanted to share something similar.
“So shift where you want to Be … rather than undo what you do Not want. You have the power of All in One.” – quote
That reminded me of this teaching;
Overcoming is an Unbalanced action – by Ra
The proper role of the entity is in this density to experience all things desired, to then analyze, understand, and accept these experiences, distilling from them the love/light within them. Nothing shall be overcome. That which is not needed falls away.
The orientation develops due to analysis of desire. These desires become more and more distorted towards conscious application of love/light as the entity furnishes itself with distilled experience. We have found it to be inappropriate in the extreme to encourage the overcoming of any desires, except to suggest the imagination rather than the carrying out in the physical plane, as you call it, of those desires not consonant with the Law of One; this preserving the primal distortion of free will.
The reason it is unwise to overcome is that overcoming is an unbalanced action creating difficulties in balancing in the time/space continuum. Overcoming thus creates the further environment for holding onto that which apparently has been overcome.
All things are acceptable in the proper time for each entity, and in experiencing, in understanding, in accepting, in then sharing with other-selves, the appropriate description shall be moving away from distortions of one kind to distortions of another which may be more consonant with the Law of One.
It is, shall we say, a shortcut to simply ignore or overcome any desire. It must instead be understood and accepted. This takes patience and experience which can be analyzed with care, with compassion for self and for other-self.
Be in Peace and with Love always
Capes
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August 12, 2021 at 8:20 AM #325195OneRayLoveParticipant
Thanks Capes 🙏🙏 …
We have interaction liftoff.
Now allow me to add “desire … direction”. My upper post to initiate what I hope will be a joined exercise … is a somewhat different approach as what I have done in this forum.
I put maximum intent in the message to have people look beyond and pass the parts they “think they know”. The energy to explore in these higher vibrations aren’t the ones we have learned, studied or given by “benevolent higher beings”.
My desire is not to fall back in the level of teaching from one to another … but rather in opening up oneself to the parts unknown, unsecure, unthought of, uncomfortable … possibly even scary to admit.
There is difference I found in reciting what you remember, what you adopted as knowledge and the subset of truth you put a claim on … and “freely” speaking, expressing and acting what you are drawn to most … what feels good … without thinking what it means, how it would be received by others.
This is what I am aiming at … an open channel with my Highest Self at all time.
Maybe, I will be looked at strange, even stranger as looked at before hahahaha. But I don’t care!!! I want liftoff … I want to be part of a collective that holds this same intention and energy. So anyone is free to join and maximize themselves without limits and be an open portal!!!
Thanks for allowing me to express myself 💕💞💓🌈🙏😘🤗
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August 13, 2021 at 5:07 AM #325217OneRayLoveParticipant
I like to constantly encourage myself to add “authentic” and “out of the box” here in this particular thread. Why?
Because I want to see if I can stretch myself beyond the limits … Known to the “box”!So whenever I get an inner drive … that normally bring me in these interesting brain waves, where I allow myself to follow them and become thoughts, visions, insight and feeling, all kinds of feelings … I now will try to take my tablet and write … from it.
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Just before this explanation … I had another one of these moments. I’ll just describe what I got.
The picture was one of a person “throwing a ball .. as far as he could. Next the same person was able to move to the other side and catch the same ball he had thrown”.
Then what happened is that I was guided to an understanding, belonging to this image, vision or inspiration. The explanation …
“Stand observe this … action in movement … from the side line, outside of yourself, helicopter view and see. See first with judging eyes and observe how you go about. Describe this …
Ok, with judging eyes 👀 I could see a boy, throwing like a girl, poorly, girly like, almost pathetic how to throw this ball … no strength, no determination, no grace, no impression what so ever.Perfect, now observe you observe your first attempt at stepping in a judging 🧐 self observation! Do you notice how you only pick … What is Not!?
This is what we humans do all the time, between the moment we trow the ball and catch it on the other side. This is how we trained ourselves in observing. Our observations don’t even start at a neutral … but way below that. Then we need to first make an effort to reach the neutral baseline, before we can even mildly start to observe and feel the positive.
Start practicing trowing and catching the ball, on the spot … and move it from there always a little further. Encourage yourself to stay out of the negative Not thinking, while you do it and practice.”
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August 14, 2021 at 6:14 PM #325281Catherine VielModerator
Nice, thank you for your essays!
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August 16, 2021 at 6:28 AM #325325OneRayLoveParticipant
What is an update?
An update is when you “allow a shift to happen”.
How do I “allow it”? … Accepting!Because you accept to be in alignment with your feelings. Depending on the level of awareness you mentally hold as a self and your “I AM” inner vibration … your Light, you are more or less authentic as an honest observer.
Many humans feel … because of something, someone or the perceived lack of anything.
They are unable to … Be in One or All!!
Now when they do feel as they do and the believe they hold, they start their interpretation of self, others and life from that baseline. They create a very point of origin around the perceived feeling and what caused it … creating space and linear time from it.
Modern humans barely sit in stillness, aren’t used to be without doing, needing or simply allowing a moment of emptiness. What happens is they become trapped in the mental loops … always finding causes back in time, both emotional as thoughts and memory of actions.
An update serves the whole to be aligned. Observing the feeling as only a feeling of becoming, processing and allowing requires practice and mastering.
Thanks for allowing me to express myself 💕💞💓🌈🙏
Ralph
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August 16, 2021 at 9:03 PM #325349Catherine VielModerator
More wise words, Ralph, thank you. 😻
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August 17, 2021 at 7:38 AM #325360OneRayLoveParticipant
I have a question ⁉️
Does anyone consider themselves as “news” addicted??
Of course people on this level of Light, aren’t buying or consume the “mainstream” news … but still the whole frequency of what is considered “news” is something as “outside your current knowing and happening in the World to or around other people”.
So the fact you “want to know” exists of a level of care … doesn’t it?
What I like to know is if people who strongly long for this outside knowing … and be honest about it to a level of feeling … might be even so honest to themselves as really “needing it”!?
When you are “in need” of something … outside of yourself … possibly at times to a level of desperation (while in lack of any or the kind you seek) or frustration (when it’s the wrong kind making the inner feeling worse).
“Normal mainstream” or “lightworkers white hat” … News! … isn’t that different at all, when you are the One in need of it.
We as Light Holders are trained and have mastered ourselves to observe our feelings and thoughts as honest, pure, true and authentic as possible!
So would you say that many of us “still” are to a level “addicted” to a life long habit and the sensations they allow us to Feel???
Thank you for allowing me to express myself 💕💞💓🌈🙏
I do hope more people start to speak up here … as I often wonder if people still come here and enjoy to read what we offer???? Another question I am pondering a lot lately!
Ralph
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August 17, 2021 at 2:10 PM #325375Catherine VielModerator
Hi Ralph, great questions!
Last one first…I’ve no idea if forum traffic has really dropped, but like you I notice not a lot of people posting. I’m going to assume it’s nothing “wrong” that any of us who do post are doing, or not doing. All we can do is keep being ourselves, and when people want to join in, I’m sure they’ll do so.
As for watching the news, I deliberately made a break from acting addictive about it a month or more ago. I noticed I kept checking a few sites so frequently it felt compulsive. So I stopped. Feels much calmer, I have to say.
I hope others will share about this, it’s an intriguing topic. I’m so clued in to signs of addiction (and may as well call it that) I couldn’t ignore what I was doing.
Thanks as always for your contributions and your Light, Ralph!
Xo💓💞🌈💞💓-
August 18, 2021 at 5:07 AM #325397OneRayLoveParticipant
Thanks Catherine. 🙏
As always there remains a core of souls here, who know this is part of our mission .. to keep shining our light .. no matter what!
I compare it to health and medicine … unfortunately many like to take a pill as a quick fix for the issues they feel and observe. They need the cause or perpetrator “outside” themselves, which holds them in an “outside” problem – solution creation pattern. “News” exists within the same fix frequency band and should be carefully digested.
I totally “get it”! I lived there many years too.
Unfortunately for the “outside fixers”, it will never become real!
Why? Because it’s an illusion and we are One Being! … No separation, no blaming, no judging … but forgiving, compassion and self adjustment … clarity, purity and grace.It’s kind of “funny” how they keep creating the “play” they like to defeat … because they are part of Creator too … and always have been. So the stronger they add to the illusion mix … the more they will have to adjust their understanding. They are all pushing each other around in the ego self constructed trap as part of this Matrix.
Guess when you are in this truth, many of our forum messages aren’t popular and don’t reach them in their awake state!?
More people interacting here, would be nice to build a larger inner self awareness collective.
Let’s continue having faith and do our part. Thanks 💕💞💓🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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August 22, 2021 at 1:56 PM #325557Catherine VielModerator
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Xo💓💞😘💞💓
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August 21, 2021 at 8:34 AM #325520OneRayLoveParticipant
Audience
What is the largest contribution as a Light Worker?
Your largest contribution is equal to your Highest contribution, which is your Soul! Your Soul is your Divine God spark from Source.
Many people think their Light effort is measured by the amount, the brightness of their light or the audience they are able to reach. This isn’t True.
Light isn’t measured in brightness, nor space, nor time. If anything, it could be “valued” in the effort and therefore the intent from the individual creating source.
An intention in reality can never be “negative”! … because it always flows from Source into existence as Love.
Humans are about to rediscover this very truth, while meeting and remembering their own previous Light as it reflects back at them. Once they do, they will Feel it as their own and start their spiritual journey back to it’s origin … their inner Soul Source.
Your Higher Self is your maximum audience you could ever desire, in every new moment you grand yourself an opportunity to better, learn and improve yourself.
Your “lower” self can only be observed on the “outside” … while Felt at the “inside” … as this is where you meet and be rejoined as One … with your previous Light reflected back at you … in your Light Body.
In reality “lower” isn’t “below nor bad” but rather a reflection from a previous state of Being in an endless journey of Becoming.
Never judge your former self as from your current perceived state of Being but better remind yourself as to Who you are and always have been, in your ever attempt to be as Good as possible in every Now.
Know this to Be True!!
Thank you for allowing me to express myself 💓💞💕🌈🙏
Ralph
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August 22, 2021 at 1:55 PM #325556Catherine VielModerator
Thank you, Ralph, lovely essay!😻😘
Xo💓💞😘💞💓
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August 24, 2021 at 6:40 AM #325610OneRayLoveParticipant
Does anyone else also feel the “channeled messages” come in waves?
It seams like they many times “use” the Lightworker community to “move left or right, hold your energy breath, engage, encourage incoming and heal”.
If I would play a human game of guiding a blindfolded person towards a direction … avoiding the outside obstacles, I probably would give similar “intel”!?
It would make perfect sense … because we are the ones absorbing their “instructions”, because we are eager to learn and be assisted on the levels we can’t perceive clearly enough … individually.
Because we are the ones who are willing to ascend, we study their knowing … and in such have become a collective force to tip energy scales for all of humanity and Gaia.
For me personally there are a few very strong frequent channeled messages … like The Arcturian Group by Marilyn Raffaele that stand out in power. Just like Matthew Ward. These are very powerful shifts, each on a different level. It’s like push and pull and back into grounding yourself.
No wonder they talk about the boots on the ground. I from my part strongly believe we are these boots … and not so much a group “more in the know” and handling secrets or defeating the dark human ones in power on a level of “galactic cold or actual war”.
Just my thoughts … and to be honest … I don’t need to be right on this or Know for sure this is the highest truth available. Why?
Because I am on a surrender path myself. I don’t mind expressing something and for some reason have to withdraw a statement or perception the next moment.
Unlike the duality ego status driven humans who are trapped in the need to be right and go far lengths to hold this ground, even long after they know they have been incorrect. They draw this “lower separation resistance” awareness from our joined available one and try to force others to react and co-create on this same frequency.This behavior is for me the “dark energy” humanity was holding for centuries and some groups and individuals still are manifesting daily … Partly or completely, consciously or unconsciously.
Last remark. I don’t believe for a second Blossom Goodchild husband’s illness is a coincidence and she currently isn’t able to channel the Federation of Light. They too are a very strong guiding influence for this community. I believe it just so happens we are better of at this time, with minimal to no “new” global instructions or “Light news” from behind the scenes.
Just my 2 cents of thoughts and intuitive guidance. Would be interested to hear what others feel or think???
Love Ralph
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August 26, 2021 at 7:17 PM #325733Catherine VielModerator
Channeled messages don’t hold as much interest for me as they did a year or two ago. I’m sort of off in my own little world these days and feel fine with that.
I do love Matthew and Suzy Ward and their joint efforts. Their books and the many years’ worth of messages gave me a good grounding on what’s happening when I first came across such information in 2018.
I do wonder about Goody’s illness at this most interesting time. Given who Blossom is, it seems impossible it would be mere coincidence. But as to the “real cause,” I’ve no idea.
Simon Parkes apparently has been suffering recently from a possible DEW attack, reminiscent of what happened to Sheldon Nidle a few years back.
Until all is revealed, I have to be content to accept all of it as a mystery.
Xo💓💞🌈💞💓
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August 25, 2021 at 4:08 AM #325640OneRayLoveParticipant
Maybe I am just realizing it now, or was always aware not giving it credit. What I realize is, that whenever I pick up my tablet and “tune in” to this forum and the blog … I am channeling!
I “channel” my awareness into a funnel of receiving information energy awareness In discernment … corresponding with the one I already hold inside … to connect and respond in a Loving way.
I am freely and willingly doing this. Why?
Because I want to expand my self, my inner and outer unity self, interact, learn observe and possibly actively create new feelings, inspiration or even express them.
Nowadays I also feel more in balance and peace … doing this routine. In previous times I did go here in an energy as “needing” to find out. Back then I was carrying more of a student vibe, wanted to learn from more advanced beings on and off world. I also confused “finding out” … “news” … with knowing!!
Now I Know it is never the “news” from outside that increases your Knowing (only knowledge) … but rather the offering of “ancient” Light to reflect back at you.
It is for you to Feel, which of this Light carries your identifier … triggering a memory of Knowing … to have Been Yours.
Finally the trick is, to Feel at what inner level this memory corresponds inside your body. This is when you transform and interact with your core Self … making it a Higher or a Lower Feeling experience.
One is uplifting, the other one resisting. One is interacting with your Higher Self the other one with your … human body identifier of self???I hope this clarity can assist others as well to recognize how they use their constant channeling abilities.
Much Love and Hugs 💓💞💕🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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August 26, 2021 at 7:25 PM #325735Catherine VielModerator
Thanks for your insights on channeling, Ralph!
In some sense, every time I am able to escape the pressure to be alert (different from aware) exerted by the mind, I’m flowing in the Whatever-ness of what’s around or “in” me at a given moment. A version of channeling.
The purest channeling I experience is writing, especially fiction. I just listen to or watch the story, and record it. It’s most relaxing because I’m largely unaware of “self.” The fiction is always more interesting than my typical worried state of being. 🥰
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August 27, 2021 at 7:04 AM #325755OneRayLoveParticipant
How interesting Catherine. Thanks for sharing this personal observation 🙏
I don’t “believe” the fiction is what you “think” it is … to be honest. Maybe you are just in a process of standing up, make a first step, start walking and even running someday!?
Maybe it is because you trust it to be fiction … you allow yourself to completely be on the receiving end … as the channeling medium!? Now that you allow, surrender and trust, while recognize the feelings as how to open up … other “stuff” could come through in time.
If anything … I would encourage you to stay, repeat and practice. My intuition tells me … this is about, first to practice “having the feelings, while at it” … Not so much the “fiction” outcome. Focus on being the Creator … Feeling a Creation in Becoming realized!
Please do share more my dear friend, this is where we are blessed with the fruits of our labour.
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August 28, 2021 at 8:38 PM #325812Catherine VielModerator
Thanks, Ralph. But…I’m an old, old writer..and fiction is fiction. Which doesn’t mean it’s false or untrue.
Just reflective of a different reality. 🛸🚀🛸
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August 29, 2021 at 8:58 AM #325826OneRayLoveParticipant
Any change I could read one of your stories/small books?? 💓💞💕😘
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August 29, 2021 at 8:18 PM #325846Catherine VielModerator
I’ll probably be uploading some short stories on my new “writing” blog as soon as I get it up and running. I’ll keep you posted, dear Ralph!😘
Xo💓💞🌈💞💓-
August 30, 2021 at 5:22 AM #325858OneRayLoveParticipant
Looking forward to it 💓💞💕🌈🙏
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August 30, 2021 at 6:36 AM #325861OneRayLoveParticipant
I have a “theory” … or is it a knowing!?
Let’s approach it as a theory as in from the mind first. The theory is about the “need” to act in order to “clear” the kept energy resistance inside.
I believe to have observed … a need to create an energy flow, in order to wipe the “lower” debris inside my body to clean and heal!?
Now there are various ways to “do” this. It can happen in a dream, an action out, an expressing, an experience, a sneeze or possibly even a “fart” … sorry for the last one 🤣
Still it is all tension and many in the upper list can be observed … become aware of and in … an awake physical reality state. Nevertheless, an incarnation is in a sense also an expression! It could be observed as a set of experiences from a single point of view … a human individual one.
So to observe and become aware of an “action” as a form of expression … a flow of awareness going through you, while you are aware of “it, self and the intent” makes it True as Light!?
The Light is the flow, while the Love is the Being aware of it in the Now and the Knowing … allowing a Feeling experience on an inner level. You decide where to attach and how to experience the Whole … as higher or lower, evil or life, good or bad … or all other “shades” of Light.
Much Love 💕💞💓🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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September 10, 2021 at 4:35 AM #326282OneRayLoveParticipant
Beyond
As of yesterday, it has become perfectly clear to me how I can be of maximum service to others from a balanced state of self and Self.
I know something that remains hidden for many. Now what do I know?
How to identify fear and how to expose it’s many disguises!
More importantly, because I Know how to identify the fear and keep it “outside” my core being, I can point it out in the open outside without ever to penetrate my individual human again and staying in my most authentic self constantly. This allows me to assist others in my collective larger self, to identify and master fear as well, from a point of power offering clarity and empowerment.
Having gone through the whole process in this life, as a reminder and connecting all the dots, gives me an inner joy, strength, pride and gratitude. Now, it also gives me a very clear purpose and understanding of my life as a whole, my mission being here and my inner fulfillment of Being in this balanced state of awareness … possibly even to a level of constantly holding the “higher” feelings related to my Knowing, from now on?
I also fully understand why spirituality is the only way out of it and how it is always a personal process to identify the individual fear, hidden behind emotions and the mental believe structures grounded in denial and sympathy. Yes, you would be surprised how idolization and admiration of “others” causes many sneaky “lower” self victimization to penetrate and alter all your inner energy.
Because many don’t know how it became part of the general human collective and their own smaller group collectives they associate themselves with, they are blinded by it’s many tentacles.
I guess on future occasions I continue to expose … when, where and how it is hidden. If you see its illusion, you will no longer fall for its many tricks. It will become easy to spot, expose it for what it holds, the intention it carries and how to thank it for the reminder of a lesson learned. It will hold no power over you no more, but you know it can be for others. Therefore you stand in your full empowered Light to expose it and blast it out to the “lower construction vibrations of past time”.
Mirroring these energies will prevent penetration and equally assisting both the sending and receiving sources to learn from. In such state, you are a wayshower, leading by example in freely unconditionally offering your own highest vibration.
Finally for this message, I would like to encourage all who accept this message and offering, to be very inner aware of any “semi encouraging and stimulating proposals” that carry a “divide” frequency!
Divide frequencies can be very easily felt, but also recognized from their structure. The structure is always a selling point of “problem, action, solution” creation. The most fearful ones are the ones around … needs for protection, health, believes but also linear time examples, rationalizing reference and teaching from a level of knowledge.
They all sell an idea of truth, the source needs you to accept in the advertising “it is for your best interest” to actively become engaged and accept OR else ….. This is fear disguised as Good. It is “good” for them … not necessarily for you!
Thank you for allowing me to express myself 💕💞💓🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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September 10, 2021 at 8:11 PM #326314Catherine VielModerator
Good realizations and expressions, Ralph. Have you noticed if your awareness of being able to recognize and point out fear has altered how you interact with people?
Xo💓💞🌈💞💓-
September 11, 2021 at 5:41 AM #326319OneRayLoveParticipant
How lovely when people ask questions!! I love you more 😍😘😂 Catherine 🙏
Now the answer isn’t straightforward I’m “afraid” hahahaha (little self created relaxed “fear” from my side 😂)
The simple fact is, my current life doesn’t involve too many people to interfere with. This use to bother me, but now I do understand why it needed to be part of my path.
You see, spirituality is “part” of who I am. I had difficulty being around “other” people living in a 3D mindset and all the worries and joy around this. I couldn’t be genuinely pure and honest and equally couldn’t “demand” from them to understand my journey, knowing, doubts, questions and pondering.
That’s why this forum really came to the rescue. I learned to be my most purest self again and equally trust gifts I never dared to openly express. So this in itself was part of a purification process … over inner fears.
I learned first to understand spirituality to divers levels of knowing and then onto mastering and practicing it. These levels expose any hidden and stored “fears, doubts and uncertainties”. That’s why spiritual interacting is the masterclass and expressing is the part towards … Becoming.
Becoming a spiritual energetic Being … over a “sec human version” of self … is what I see as the inner constant merging with your Higher Self or ascension.
Now, there is a turning point beyond understanding “separation” and Knowing Oneness! This is a very difficult exercise, because you need to step in your own Light as the Highest expression of God … you as a self Knows!
This step is so huge, because there is no one else to blame anymore … in past or present, but also there is No Higher Love than your Own. This makes all previous believes (and possibly lives) sort of “meaningless”. The fact that you know and Be in a level of understanding there is never going to be another Being … higher than you … in any level of Love, makes you sad, lonely, depressed and Not willing to accept it, which bounces you back and forth between acceptance and denial.
However, at one point you Become aware … the Highest Love is equally in your twin reflection! Also that you have no recollection of a Love this High in all previous memory of past. This is liberating, soooo much that it helps you to move on.
Now the last part and your question … what about “others”? They are literally IN your Light!!! … of present and past!!
The maximum you can Become is … Love All your Light Now.
So therefore reflections from “others” are a different expression of you. Everything you express or mirror onto them is your Light of past self (behavior or expression) or within your current most High awareness as a part of your “Twin Flame” vibration.
Love is all you have to mach your Light onto “Self and the Other part of it”.
Pointing out … to “others” as a part of you … isn’t fearful anymore. I dare to say No to a part of myself I once expressed too … I remember!! I need to “separate and detach” from “it’s lower vibration” in order to move up. However always in gratitude of Knowing it to Be(en) part of me.
The “outside” presence … my past Light, I can’t fight or alter my past … only my current response and appreciation for it. That’s Love and I’m still practicing this new Oneness understanding, trying to master it constantly.
But maybe you understand now … all fear vanished into Acceptance As Love.
Finally. Once you Know this, you will also Know you won’t Attract “outside Light lessons” that aren’t your own reflection! They are all just lessons in Acceptance to Be Divine and No need to Be perfect!!
Love you and thanks again Catherine 💕💞💓🌈🙏😘
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September 13, 2021 at 5:21 PM #326423Catherine VielModerator
You’re most welcome, dear Ralph. 😘
Xo💓💞🌈💞💓
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September 11, 2021 at 6:21 AM #326321OneRayLoveParticipant
*The simple fact is, my current life doesn’t involve too many people to interfere with.
… interact with! (Not too much interference either hahahaha 😂😂) 😉😘
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September 13, 2021 at 5:21 PM #326422Catherine VielModerator
I liked “interfere” with! 🤣
Xo💓💞🌈💞💓
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September 14, 2021 at 5:11 AM #326432OneRayLoveParticipant
Doing something wrong?
If there is any feature a human can be characterized by, besides being a loving one, it would probably be related to “doing something wrong”!?
As I am aware of my own spirituality, I’m exploring the unknown, unseen, the incomprensible and possibly even the unfelt. There are few on this journey for obvious reasons, but mainly because they are stuck in surviving, enforced by the Matrix setup around us. I am one of few, who is in an isolated position just on the edge of it … pulling and maintaining as little as possible attachments from this Matrix construct.
Now I could offer all kinds of experience of how I got here and why. Also all the stored memory in both the mental as the emotional frequency bands, but this serves only in looking back at it. Looking back would enable me to learn from my current most advanced position and create improvements for my future self!
From a human perspective where most live in a linear time reality, this same exercise of “looking back” results in a self image of “insufficient”. Then they store this reminder of “lack and lower self perception” … in the body.
Unfortunately the sec human physical body is who they mainly self identify with. This is the space and awareness they are able to control, comprehend and feel. All the remainder belongs to the “other, outer” field of the Not me! This space is perceived as separate and to some large extend as … Non aware, Not living, Matter and Dead “stuff and things”.
Spiritual aware humans exist in various degrees of “self and Self” interpretation as well … and why wouldn’t they! The “Self in the All awareness” doesn’t categorize beginning or end … even in frequency bands within the awareness fields and corresponding energy frequencies in the physical one. So anything categorized in a clustered linear field between two extremes … is a constructed one.
The purpose of this construct is to “BE In Awareness” as the “self observing Self” or as “I AM”!
If anyone Becomes aware that the construct is Created by self to observe and experience Self, they would be able to escape separation. They would learn they merely perceived it separated … from their own reflection!
Doing something wrong … is a human condition! It can only exist in a “wrong” awareness field, where the self separates itself from it’s own Self reflections! … (in linear Time and “others, outer” Space).
Knowing who you are … I Am … is the only lesson to be learned! All interpretations of healing, fixing or altering an outside or past part of yourself … is keeping and projecting a False human condition of … “Being Wrong” … onto your individual and collective human self.
Offer yourself and All around you the Highest Truth of Being … is Loving without conditions, the only One form … Love is able to express!
Thank you for allowing me to express myself 💕💞💓🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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September 16, 2021 at 4:31 AM #326502OneRayLoveParticipant
Abundance
How do you create Creation?
You Feel creation, while Observing your Being In your creator state. When they are One, you are Whole.Why is the feeling so important?
Because the feeling isn’t singular, but an intersection of All you are!Let’s take the main crossover frequency fields within the human awareness. They are the Mental and the Emotional vibrations. Roughly you could say the Mental are above the heart and the emotional below it. They join Light forces in the heart area as Love.
The One in (human) expression as Self is always also the All. They are constantly intersecting in various nexus points of awareness crossover. We as humans are energy beings of Light, just as any other expression of Source.
You can only see, observe and experience … what you allow and accept yourself to be or become aware of. You both hold All current awareness as well as it’s “illusionary” counterpart of Not. Within All … Not is impossible! It can’t exist … only the illusion thereof.
As All IS Love … the absence thereof is the representation of Not … the Fear … allowing fluctuations of Love to various degrees.
Without darkness, you can’t see the Light. There wouldn’t be movement … just as One in a singular state, not even aware of the All.
It requires the One as All simultaneous with the All as One … to Be aware as Self … I Am IN Love.
Feeling holds a “Higher” level of Self awareness than Thinking. Feeling IS experiencing the creation … you created yourself and are holding in Observation.
Balancing your Feelings … shifting them to the ones you like … allows you to master compassion. It’s very similar to a compass pointing North. Your North is determined by your Higher Self awareness.
Once you Know who you really are, you can constantly Be in alignment with your Spiritual Self via your Mental state and thoughts, guiding and guided by your Feelings. This is the ascended master in Higher Self expression.
This is Being In Abundance … rather than having abundance as an absence and opposite of lack.
Thank you for allowing me to express myself 💓💞💕🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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September 18, 2021 at 3:58 AM #326576OneRayLoveParticipant
Weird
Stepping away from your “human”, would probably be considered weird by most!? … But how about the Light community?
Let’s take one step back first. What if I had replaced “human” with a more common and accepted change like … house, job, relationship, childhood or even gender nowadays. These would all be “normal” changes and not weird, to a level of impossible or not realistic.
Normal people are living within an understanding … “human” is a solid given … everything beyond that “solid ground” is Not and therefore belongs to “imaginary, surreal, fantasy, sci-fi, spooky” and maybe for some spiritual.
When you start from zero, everything up is positive and everything down negative. Everything inner is your body and everything outer is not. Live is real and known, while death is “outside” this accepted awareness field.
The “problem” exist in the core model, from which humans learned to interpret life and their part in it. There isn’t a “solution” to this “problem” in this model!!
Zero “Is” falsely represented by the“imaginary illusionary” NOT. It isn’t real and never will be.
You can’t fix a model that holds an incorrect source of origin!
However, if you shift the fake origin from zero to One … All is well … everything fits exactly as it always has and always will be.
Time becomes a part of awareness again. Everyone shifting their selves into the origin of their own awareness … as the origin of time and space … ascents out of the “collective linear time” model as a duality line model from past to future and the present in between.
Possibly they would even allow themselves to accept the model of a vortex, where they hold the core center origin of All the awareness they ever were, could be and … (free) will BE.
Shifting your human, isn’t about losing your humane state. Is isn’t about descending into a “lower” life force or even an evil one. It isn’t about loosing anything at all!
It is all about gaining an advanced perspective about yourself and all the “other parts” of you … shining your Light back at you on a daily basis.
If you can’t see the beauty and the love in the world and the universe around you, you are most probably holding on to your “incorrect human” model still.
Fear of death on any level related to past or outside awareness interpretations … are symptoms of the false zero origin model. You can Not step into Oneness, while also holding on to this constructed model.
Dare to embrace your One and All model as the center of your Universe and Higher Self awareness!
Fear will vaporize into the nothingness it has always represented and what remains is Love … All Love … nothing else.
Thank you for allowing me to express myself 💓💞💕🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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September 21, 2021 at 6:51 AM #326679OneRayLoveParticipant
What is Clarity?
Clarity is the Knowing in alignment with all your senses. It isn’t only a clear mind, limited to a sole mental understanding or self awareness … it is much more than that.
Clarity is a way of Being in a flow, which allows you to Feel beyond a sec Mental intersecting Emotional state, within you physical being. In this Higher Self awareness you Accept to Be … In Love ♥️
As strange as it may seem, but I was guided towards a “traffic jam”. So I asked why a “traffic jam” and how is it related to Clarity?
Now the answers I got, were to allow myself to go beyond the mental behavior of truth seeking and any level of doubt and resistance. So that’s where I received my first answer on the level of mental understanding and interpretation.
That’s when I accepted the “traffic jam” image and vision to actually become the “energy package” holding a vibration … related to my question.
Next I got so much “information” I simply couldn’t hold it and limit it to my sole mental part of being. It carried much more, just as I became aware of the fact my initial question asked for much more than just an answer to an aspect of all, limited to the phenomenon “Clarity”.
Now I received the image of a “traffic jam” and with it the mental understanding to interpret “traffic jam” itself. So I did.
“Traffic jam” could be observed as a definition as to what it represents or doesn’t. This would allow to develop a wider understanding, a perspective and a sense of truth. This awareness can be shared with others and could develop a collective understanding, within a consensus between right and wrong.
Possibly many would associate an emotional attachment as to the “problem” of a “traffic jam” and they would most definitely find supporters on both side of this perspective. They would explore all kinds of experiences around “solving the problem” and how and what are the best “solutions” for the “problem” at hand. They would even totally forget, it wasn’t about a “solution” at all before ever even introduced as a “problem” in the first place.
However, those emotional attached aren’t in a state of mind to detach. They have allowed themselves to also become mentally attached to certain levels of self worth. In this state, the mental and emotional selves are intertwined in a need to Be right.
A “traffic jam” can be observed from many more angles. If you observe it from a need of movement, you could get “stuck” in the observation and experience of a “problem”, which always starts at a mental state, point of view and focus.
However, if you allow yourself to observe it as an expression of All there is … a “traffic jam” would simply express … One state of Being at a particular moment in time space.
The Galaxy, the Earth, the human collective and the human body are all related to each other and currently experience an “energy jam” of intersecting individual awareness.
Many are stuck in the need of truth finding and solving. Not for the best outcome for the human “problems”, but because they got stuck in the mental emotional balance within self and their need for a certain outcome they invested All self worth and value in.
Developing a Higher Self awareness and Clarity, will eventually heal them and their larger collective self they are attached to.
Thank you for allowing me to express myself 💓💞💕🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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September 27, 2021 at 7:13 AM #326928OneRayLoveParticipant
Grounded in Now
While I was out in nature today, recalibrating and aligning my energies … I was at one time thinking about my dear friend Catherine hahahaha 😂 I am honest and not fishing for anything 😜😉😘
So let me be thorough and make it larger as it in reality truly was. It started, while being in nature and thinking about all beauty and also the sincere brilliant energy of this place here … the forum. How I appreciate it and equally miss many people, that over time became dear to me (I will not name them, because anybody feels if we had a connection in the past and still … even when currently silent or passive).
The thing is … I have difficulties with disconnecting, people leaving or following a different course. There is much memory of these moments in my past and every time I allow myself to observe myself as a sole being … I could feel these dear past moments as dramatic and painful … if I decided and allowed myself to go there and feel them as such! Which I don’t!! Why? Because I am learning myself to stay in the Now and even in a state of Not understanding … why … but rather to allow feeling and purify feelings as a flow.
Anyway, back to my moment of clarity earlier today. So what I altered a while back is that approximately halfway my walk, I take of my shoes and walk barefoot for a while. It was inspired by several impulses and it became a nice different experience during summer. The thing is, it totally changes your “normal” way of going about the same experience, which is something I came to like and practice.
However, when I go into my barefoot state … I am besides accurately more grounded … also “forced” to be more in the Now every step. Why? Because I don’t like to step on stones or acorns and try to avoid the discomfort.
After many likewise barefoot experiences … today I was guided towards thinking of Catherine and her painful more than discomfort experiences. However, from my own observation I could truly witness how I myself was moved out of my head and into the Now with every step. So is it a good thing? No not particularly, but it is a different observation and some that doesn’t only judge “disturbance, discomfort and pain” as only a “bad” thing that needs to be overcome.
Lastly, a related strange phenomenon. On my route through nature, there is a steep hill. When I walk this hill with my shoes on, I am only focused on the hill being steep and I desire to be on the other side of it … at the top. However, when I walk the same hill barefoot, I am almost equally walking as on horizontal ground … one step at a time.
After several experiences, it remains every time the same and I still find it fascinating how the focus on every step is totally different one from a focus on reaching a distant point in time and space combined with a marker as an “obstacle”.Why do I share this today? Because I am still every day wondering, what is different, how it is different, how I can contribute myself to have a different view on similar experiences as I had and remember them.
Every now and then I am surprised myself, how you can observe and feel “different” by just allowing an experience to be a new one … one you never had before, even if there are many similarities with past ones.
Actively reminding yourself, you have never been here in this moment under these circumstances before … could help to observe and feel it in real Now.
Love and hugs 💓💞💕🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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September 27, 2021 at 8:18 PM #326943Catherine VielModerator
Why do I share this today? Because I am still every day wondering, what is different, how it is different, how I can contribute myself to have a different view on similar experiences as I had and remember them.
Every now and then I am surprised myself, how you can observe and feel “different” by just allowing an experience to be a new one … one you never had before, even if there are many similarities with past ones.
That’s so funny, Ralph, I’ve been thinking lately about why I will reread the same book series multiple times, and even though I have the plots almost memorized, I still enjoy being in those stories, with those characters.
It finally occurred to me that the reason they have an element of “new” and are appealing, even though I know what comes next, is because I am different from the last time I read that book. And being different, I’m seeing the stories with somewhat of a different pair of eyes and noticing, or appreciating, different aspects of the same story.
I also experience the missing of others, too. I only maintain regular contact with a few people so my friend/compatriot circle is very small.
Not sure how or if that will change. For now, I’m maintaining a pretty low profile!
Love,
Catherine 💓💞🌈💞💓-
September 28, 2021 at 12:32 AM #326947OneRayLoveParticipant
Hi Catherine,
I like the fact you too are “seeing” the familiar with a new set of eyes … or better new mind.
That’s so funny, Ralph, I’ve been thinking lately about why I will reread the same book series multiple times, and even though I have the plots almost memorized, I still enjoy being in those stories, with those characters.
What I think is that we who are (becoming) aware, start to feel how you shift yourself 360 degrees around almost anything. I try to play with it and “feel” like exploring this world anew.
It’s like you mention with doing something familiar … like reading a book or going about the same route in nature again … when you could start to observe the difference, rather than the same old repetition.The Now is a magical place … if you open up to it. Isn’t funny how I can use my set of eyes to look at anything and than actually connect with it. My current mind allows me to connect in totally different forms. I try to open up maximum in nature to feel what I am capable of … and with people I do the same.
When I feel people’s energy … I decide in that moment to block their energy from penetrating mine or completely the opposite, maximize openness to see, hear and feel them. It’s a little bit like “zapping” tv or radio channels.
This reminds me of something else … channeling. If you allow yourself to be a master channeler at all time … the world is your multi-dimensional high resolution and vibration around you.
As I don’t like horror, but do enjoy sci-fi, futuristic and fantasy … I tune into these vibes only … if possible. That’s my practice, that’s me learning to master my Self channel!Finally, I have an isolated from “normal” life. It comes with a price … currently solitude. I am the only one who determines if this price is something gained or … sacrificed at a cost!?
Listening to “drama sold as love” in all kinds of “romantic love songs” … used to bring me emotional down. Now that I feel the energy of the songs differently … with my higher mind to observe my own response to them … I can tune in to the same songs and experiences differently, neutral for starters … because I don’t attach my own “past pain” to them any longer.
Interesting times indeed hahaha.
Much gratitude, love and hugs 💞💕💓🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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September 30, 2021 at 7:11 PM #327036Catherine VielModerator
Dear Ralph, I so relate to this,
As I don’t like horror, but do enjoy sci-fi, futuristic and fantasy … I tune into these vibes only … if possible. That’s my practice, that’s me learning to master my Self channel!
Many years ago I used to read or watch stories that were, frankly, gruesome. I was quite an xfiles fan and now you couldn’t pay me to watch it. Same for horror like Stephen King or any of the zombie or slasher stuff.
We can tune in exactly like tuning a radio! I was reminded of dear Dr. Peebles…
Xo 💓💞🌈💞💓
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October 1, 2021 at 4:16 AM #327049OneRayLoveParticipant
Good to have similar reference points, views and feelings 🙏
I am however, trying out some formerly “difficult” energies to see how I have changed! I can of course only do that, based on my own memory of”emotional” connections to easy repeatable experiences like music, books and movies.
Glad to witness a change and improvement, which is some individual “proof” to have altered my total capacity as a being … mastering my thoughts, perception, focus, energy, responses and emotions!
Love and hugs 💓💞💕🌈🙏😘
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October 2, 2021 at 11:50 AM #327094Catherine VielModerator
Thanks, Ralph!
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October 6, 2021 at 6:01 AM #327240OneRayLoveParticipant
Faking
As many times before, I felt to offer something in writing. I just could have said … felt like writing … but still this wouldn’t cut it. It isn’t the same feeling.
The “simple” writing version is more related to a form of expressing and the sensation while having it or doing it … having created, finished and observe in admiration and gratitude.
The “other” way of offering in writing is closer to channeling and opening oneself up for what comes through. Anyway, this post here comes about from a level of semi-automatic writing, without a former known direction or subject.
All humans can do this and we are more accustomed to it, than you would expect. It all depends on what “level” you are vibrating!
When your level exists in a sec human physical reality within surviving mode, your ego is the main driver of your spiritual individuality. There is nothing wrong with this awareness level … in fact it is all good, it is all love … however you simply can’t see and feel it as such. Why?
Because you can’t fake an awareness! Awareness isn’t limited!
The individual separation awareness however, needs limitations … preferably many or even unlimited ones.
The maximum limitation level one can become aware of is separation from Divine Oneness … or … Divine duality itself (Holy Father ~ Divine Mother). Everyone in awareness of … one side … of existence or Divine preference, isn’t aligned in Oneness as All.
If you can’t grasp this truth mentally, you surely can’t feel it, be it, experience it and therefore observe and express it. You “still” can’t collapse linear time and dimensional space into Now.
There is nothing wrong if you can not, nor is there anything wrong with all “others on the outer planes” … seemingly lost and in desperate need for … teachings, correctness, intel, rules, rescue and guidance!
You simply can not solve one part of the problem, when the actual cause is in the whole.
All people who think they are awake … in service to or on a mission for, anything or anyone … they in Truth don’t Self identify with … One and All as One … but “still” live in Duality reality.
Being honest and true to yourself is a first huge step up beyond the level of faking it. You can not defeat the ego, just as you can’t beat the cabal or an enemy on the outside. You shouldn’t try to battle your own shadow, equally as you shouldn’t try to “cure” fever.
Go beyond your current held “all awareness” … and optimize it to Oneness in stead.
Thank you for allowing me to express myself 💕💞💓🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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October 6, 2021 at 12:59 PM #327258Catherine VielModerator
Thank you, Ralph! You are the single most crusading champion for and explainer of Oneness I’ve run across.
You’re performing a generous service to continue venturing out into duality / otherness in order to describe and show the unexplainable (imo) Oneness.
Thank you, my friend!
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October 7, 2021 at 2:41 AM #327286OneRayLoveParticipant
Hi Catherine, you made me lol 😂😉😘 Thanks for that 🙏
Allow me to ask a few questions!?
Do you believe in One God or another Creator or Spiritual entity?
What is spirituality for you? Are you seeking to understand … who is Spirit, who are you, what is the meaning of life, or just to make a life’s end trying to make the most of your daily challenges?Possibly … All of the above!? Now if this is so, what is ascension? Wouldn’t it mean you would be in a permanent state of being your Higher Self? Wouldn’t it mean, your Light burns at the maximum of your ever capacity … in every moment … every Now?
That would mean, you are in constant awareness of your intentions … being the best and highest available for you … All of you … the individual self as well as your universal outer Self!?
So back to the first question … do you believe in God? Are there many or just One? We on the spiritual path Know we are All One Being. Every part of us exploring both the individual aspect of One as well as the All aspect … simultaneously as One Self in Self Awareness and exploration.
Oneness and accepting to Be Good … is accepting to Be God … the One part on your end as well as All the other ends around you.
Love you my dear friend ❤️😘
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October 11, 2021 at 3:57 PM #327498Catherine VielModerator
I don’t have a short answer, Ralph…
One helpful “definition” of God shows up in The Artist’s Way by Julia Cameron. She offers the term Good Orderly Direction, especially for those who’re uncomfortable with any name of the deity.
I like it, too. Goodness, orderliness, and guidance in a direction.
Xo💓💞🌈💞💓
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October 12, 2021 at 4:44 AM #327514OneRayLoveParticipant
Thanks Catherine,
the fact you care to answer, you care to ask yourself … is the very first step “out” of simply accepting the “common general understanding”!
Willing to define it, what it could be, how you are part or all of it … is a next step up!
Yet another step up is how to master it … preferably all the “time” … is the key towards ascension. That’s what we are trying, that’s what we are practicing and it isn’t easy.
One thing that makes it very hard, is the fact mentioned in the first observation … it is out of the common … into the “higher” individual awareness.
Love you 💕💞💓🌈🙏😘
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October 12, 2021 at 4:48 AM #327515OneRayLoveParticipant
Shifted in Struggle
Just being honest and authentic towards oneself and the way you feel, isn’t always easy.
Currently I find myself feeling heavy, battling levels of knowing. Of course this includes “outside penetrating knowledge”, which crossed my path with all kind of intel, information and speculation. But I also have my own knowing, my intuition, my higher senses and the clarity they offer me daily.
Now my total being likes to be on the “correct and save side” of … All I am part of! The kind of funny thing is, that it doesn’t really matter … if I believe something going to happen, or not! Why?
Because I can Not un-know something! If the outcome is left or right, up or down, black or white … doesn’t change anything from my current position of observation and feeling. In the Now, it simply hasn’t happened yet … it has only been projected by “some one” and entered my “previous self awareness”. I have to deal with it … one way or the other.
So I could think … blessed are the ignorant and unaware. But this would include … for this particular part of intel … my former self too.
The more interesting observation would be to ask … why did this knowledge cross my path? … why did I, from a Higher Self awareness “Law of Attract” this into my Being?
I believe … my Higher Self and I are in a merging process (ascension) … and I further believe my Higher Self only offers me Good! … there is nothing to fear, but fear itself.
So therefore … I mentally Know … it doesn’t matter what pil I take, the red or blue one or Non at all. Why?
Because I already took the “awareness related to the pil and what it represents” … what it represents in general, in possibilities, in probabilities and speculations … for me personally or the World around and “outside” of me.
I am observing my “Self Awareness” … in All it’s levels of existence. I am part and parcel of All the energy vibrations penetrating my awareness … manifesting in All kinds of senses. I am trained as a “human” to interpret them with my five senses, possibly six.
The “problem” I have as a human is I “like” to blame something or someone … when I don’t “like” what I feel, know or experience!
However, I have the power to override this “human habit” and try my best to stay within a peaceful and neutral observation … mastering myself … empowering myself … as the only One powerful enough to transmute All vibrations into positive and Good Ones!
Thank you for allowing me to express myself 💓💞💕🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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October 15, 2021 at 7:34 PM #327707Catherine VielModerator
I do love “blessed are the ignorant and unaware,” including us when we are.
We only know what we know when we’re ready for it…as is true, I’m sure, for all.
Thanks, Ralph!
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October 26, 2021 at 4:58 AM #328125OneRayLoveParticipant
Gaining
I gained some understanding … for myself, related to the very topic of “gaining”. It is rather still hanging in the air … as a question, but equally surrounded by the clarity and various answers on different levels of awareness.
What do you gain from … changing the World!?
Please consider this question for a bit, because it isn’t as straightforward as one might expect.
Let us become aware what it actually holds. Gaining in itself … is improvement, change for the better, a direction forward into good. Ok, this appears very harmless in and of itself, however holds the subtle awareness of … “not good” in the base grounded position, of current moment, this very … one being aware … likes to move away from or towards to!?
Into deeper understanding, you could see … “the base grounded position” as the body in space. Furthermore the … “of current moment” as a specific point in time known as the now. Also the … “one being aware” as the I, eye of the beholder, the individual or collective awareness. Finally the … “likes to move towards or from” as the cherished direction and vision of new and change.
The “problem” most humans have, is they don’t know how powerful they actually are!
In truth, they also don’t really know how they operate … the All awareness as the One they are!!This in itself isn’t a problem … in general, because you don’t want a toddler to operate a car in real traffic either. You want the soul to be ready to understand who he is and what he is capable of first, before play out in the open shared space with others.
I like you to become aware of the fact … how you as a single “human” are constantly shifting your self awareness between an individual person and the larger World you observe yourself part of!!!
Now as you “observe out” you “connect in” as well. This is how you create a so called “timeline” along your mental understanding whenever you pinpoint and focus. While in this act of behavior you “do” attach your emotional field of vibrations … known as your feelings. These feelings generate into a state of Being … and radiate into Creation itself.
However, your focus abilities are often entangled with strong believes and expectations and these have been build over lifetime(s). So although your think and consider yourself to focus clearly and without disturbance and interference, you are many times incapable of holding this focus point with your highest intent. This requires mastery and practice and your feelings are the true compass of proof.
You are the Creator and your Feelings are the manifestation of the reality you Create!
So every person who is on a path of changing the World rather than the individual self … is in higher truth operating on an “outside” improvement. Outside improvement exists in the duality field of … movement from or towards. Any duality is an expression between force fields and for humanity the main force fields are the mental and emotional ones.
People or groups, who focus on mainly changing the World are “lower” aligned in their … mental emotional oneness. They are in battle, resistance, dis-ease and possibly war … with and within the All Awareness they self identify with.
Please Become aware of who you are, what you do, how you operate and what you truly co-create in gaining 💕💞💓🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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October 26, 2021 at 9:01 PM #328147Catherine VielModerator
Thank you, Ralph, much to ponder. 🥰
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October 27, 2021 at 6:15 AM #328159OneRayLoveParticipant
Permission and Protection
Do you understand your awareness? Really!? I would be very confident to claim … “you only partly do”.
Let’s take a simple word as “permission”. You would probably immediately make an inner mental connection to it, something along the meaning of “allowed”. But do you realize your mental awareness isn’t separated from your emotional one?
Nothing is separated, because in reality … separation is an illusion … always. Back to the “understanding” of the verb “permission”. Besides the fact you have a mental association with it, you hold an emotional one too, simultaneously.
In this simple word, you have a co-exisistance between your mental and emotional awareness. Next comes a very neat insight, when you feel where this connection is located.
To make it more interesting, try to pinpoint the feeling both … in and out … as well as … vertically along the body.
People who are semi automatically triggered to an association as … “permission, by whom” … are in their reality “out of alignment” with their center self. If you on top of this feel a specific association … away or towards a “specific gender”, you are in fact guided to “past life” dis-ease, most probably emotionally felt below the heart and slight to the right or left side of your body.
Permission holds an awareness and energy field. The center of your Being is pinpointed around your heart, from where you “operate and compass” the totality of your Being and Becoming … Love ❤️
I encourage people to “do” … become aware, the same exercise with the verb “protection”.
Everyone out of alignment within the energy field of “protection” exists in an all surrounding “duality field”. These souls are divided between their force fields of “good” and it’s flip side of “not”.
Life isn’t as complicated as you might expect. You have all the answers inside your own awareness. Your body is the center of your current existence. The sooner you find Love in it, you will see and feel Love everywhere around you too 💓💕💞🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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October 29, 2021 at 7:37 PM #328276Catherine VielModerator
I Love this, Ralph!
Life isn’t as complicated as you might expect. You have all the answers inside your own awareness. Your body is the center of your current existence. The sooner you find Love in it, you will see and feel Love everywhere around you too 💓💕💞🌈🙏😘
No more words needed.
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November 1, 2021 at 5:55 AM #328392OneRayLoveParticipant
Pole Shift
Today I like to share a personal experience of the “pole shift” human power. Why I do choose to call it this, will be clear when I explain it.
As I said, his is from a personal experience and subsequently lesson learned. The situation is played out in a human love relationship, myself and a great love teacher currently known as my ex.
Once upon a time, we shared a single dream as a love couple and openly and willingly expressed our dearest love affections. Like in many relationships, there is the glue to hold things together and there are the hidden differences, misinterpretations and “out of alignment” frequency.
While we were “In Love” … we both worked on the ideal of One as a couple to be of higher importance and overcome the … Not.
In these creations many times humans “declare love” towards the partner and on top why! … the partner above “all others”.
So in this human understanding and your own level of self awareness and value is very much connected to your body identification … you work and use your “full body magic”. You identify with your body, your looks, your intellect, your status, your world position and influence and your constant constructed feelings … onto the focused Love objective you share.
In this experience, which is a very common human duality desire of physical oneness, you develop a level of mental Truth … both shared and as a single participating creator.
Now in these joined experiences, both co-creators are constantly “shifting their poles” into the joined “virtual origin” they share around their dreams and ideals as a couple … until they do Not!
When they no longer are able to hold their joined space and origin … the whole co-creation starts to crumble and falls out of alignment. We humans call this drama and have stored quite some memories over lifetimes.
However, the greatest “reality pole shifts” are observed around these experiences. In these moments “All co-creators shift into the victim self identification”!!
All need this victim position to come clean with their former And current Knowing of past!
It isn’t that they have forgotten anything, but they need to alter and shift this former creation and take a distance from it, alter it into something “lower” something of “lesser importance and value” … even up to the extreme level of denial and untrue or False.
As they identify and feel all self awareness in their body, they feel actual pain while leaving memory of former dream creations and all personal sacrifices behind. The pain is real, the stored emotional memory is real, their personal mental self awareness is real and so the “pole shift” of their larger World self becomes real too.
They feed of “outside-in” sympathy love as their main fuel of Light. Therefore the “victim” is the perfect position to draw energy towards the self … and all “others on the outside” who share and remember similar … freely offer to bond in these hurtful experiences and self recognitions.
Everyone on the “Adam and Eve – Paradise” version of whatever gender combination … is learning Oneness and self through “victimhood and drama”. On this level “truth” exists on the level of perception, opinion and interpretation. This truth is as false as “linear time” and “conditional good sympathy love”.
There is nothing wrong with these levels of learning, but we can’t all be “victims” … together and forever!? … can we Now??
Ralph 💓💞💕🌈🙏😘
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November 3, 2021 at 9:25 PM #328522Catherine VielModerator
Thanks, Ralph. I reckon we don’t want to remain “victims” forever and I doubt that’s the plan!
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November 5, 2021 at 6:37 AM #328585OneRayLoveParticipant
My dear friends,
I like to offer a “different” reality to ponder! So first let me explain why it is different and compared to what! As I hope you agree that “different” is not only an energy of change, but also holds a fundament grounded in … already known, wouldn’t you agree??
Ok, what I would like to offer is best explained with an example. I received the image of a candle 🕯️
So a candle isn’t only an object and symbol of both light and a flame, but also held the only means of illumination as an object for centuries.
Now rather than using this example as the metaphor for lightening up a dark room, I like to use the candle itself as the “lower light” which is being fueled. Why?
If you would be able to project all your knowing and possibly not understanding … about evil, dark and cabal … onto the candle itself, would you still be able to identify yourself with the Light and flame on top??
I offer this vision as a different one … many Light Warriors and what I like to call “teachers” are offering … to at least consider. Why?
Because I sense the teacher warriors are “still” acting out an equal old human example of … “the last battle to defeat evil once and for all and finally enter peace and paradise for … all those on the good side of truth”!!!
What I offer in stead is all “lower darkness” is still mingled up in between all Light, because it is also Love transmuting and being realized!
What, if my “version” of the cabal … isn’t some group “on the other side of our higher truth” … but a human collective frequency, an inner awareness we are all part of and jointly “absorb and use” to manifest our reality from!??
If this vision holds a more correct one as the Divine Mother’s plan!? … than we aren’t to defeat, expose or conquer anyone on the outside but rather the “contributing” awareness fields we all offer!?
If we stop feeding and fueling the “lower memory” of whatever darkness we hold inside … the collective “candle” gets smaller and smaller!!
Ultimately we end up in just Being the flame and the Light.
Battle and preparing for war with any logic, arguments and intellectual reason … many times driven by “spiritual leaders” … has always existed in human history. Everytime humans have been persuaded into … battle against evil or it’s flip side as protect against it.
Doesn’t anyone else see … it’s the same play over and over again!??
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November 5, 2021 at 9:41 PM #328619Catherine VielModerator
Thank you, Ralph. I like this idea:
Ultimately we end up in just Being the flame and the Light.
I think this is already true. We just have varying abilities to recognize it. So maybe it’s about recognizing what already is?
Xo💓💞🌈💞💓
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November 6, 2021 at 4:51 AM #328622OneRayLoveParticipant
Do you Know this is True?? … you are already the flame and the Light??
And this Catherine …
So maybe it’s about recognizing what already is?
Do you think you find … what already is … in focussing, exposing or defeating the Cabal??
You see, everybody has their personal struggles. We self known Lightworkers are aware of ascension and God’s plan(et). We should move on … shift … so others, new to this … can shift into the void we create in leaving.
If we keep in kinder garden “conspiracy lightwork” we aren’t moving. We aren’t moving ourselves, but waiting for “others” … the bad ones, to be exposed. Why?
So we can jump in and tell and explain the World, how we the enlightened few have been in the know and work for all this … and explain to all not to judge but to forgive and love!?
The “light teachers” out there Need this outcome first, because they Need to see and believe … so they can start their next mission work.
There is absolutely nothing “special or new” in this plot. Humanity has done this over and over again … under different objectives, crusades, missionaries, wars etc.
The “spiritual teachers” pointing out to the Cabal … hold an equal energy frequency as the ancient priests! They hold up the prophesies, the holy books and they have the “higher knowledge” of these scriptures or their understanding of God almighty.
It is all interpretation and perception … they don’t know for others!! They should know for themselves. So teaching and preaching or telling people what is “truly” happening and why … is just playing OUT an agenda over linear time, when in reality they are holding you inside a construction … the oh so familiar and powerful matrix construction “Problem, (Re-)Action, Solution”!
Ascension is to look at yourself, stand in your Light … All of it … and accept it as Love.
It doesn’t matter if there are “lower” souls out there, still trying to overcome their past and ego self. Only when you care for them … Now, you are assisting ascension and this Plan(et).
Sorry Catherine, this wasn’t intended for you but in general. You inspired me with the magic words … “what already is”. And you are right … 100%. Every person is blessed with Feelings, they are theirs alone to Feel and to Master.
Thank you 💕💓💞🌈🙏😘
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November 7, 2021 at 8:50 PM #328690Catherine VielModerator
Nice, Ralph! I had a long talk with a friend today and one remark was, everything is a derivative of love OR fear.
I’ve been wanting one my my cats, the poor dear, to STOP urinating on the carpet NEXT TO but not in the (clean) litter box. Something is going on with him for sure. I had been visualizing / asking / reminding his inner Light self to please…pee inside the box…seeing that mental picture…
The other night I just said, “I love you,” and stopped asking him to change. Much more peaceful.
Xo💓💞🌈💞💓
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November 8, 2021 at 12:55 AM #328696OneRayLoveParticipant
What a lovely and perfect example Catherine, thank you so much 🥰 This is exactly the “simple” way to practice … peace, love and “all in one” … in daily creation. Perfect.
You know, I like to observe people … the normal ones hahahahaha … and see if I pick up differences. Small changes in their behavior or in their vibrations.
So, it looks like they are still all normal. Young guys speeding to hard, people not greeting each other in the street, asocial behavior. But you know what! … children are still playing in the schoolyard, shouting from fun, chasing each other, being in their childhood bubble.
Also the teenagers and beyond are all still looking for that perfect match, the partner to fall in love with, the altering of their selves to be presented as good as possible … for the outside world.
In politics it’s the same game too … as always.
The World hasn’t changed too much, but what has is my personal understanding of it! It is a very large organisms, living in a field of vibration … In symbiosis!
I myself have become to be in peace with it! It is no threat to me, there is no need for me … I am good.
Most people aren’t good, but they are struggling and surviving to “do” the good thing, to be perfect in the eyes of others. They are still in the matrix … trying to beat it, fight it, construct it differently!
This is what is changing! … and if you look carefully you can see it and feel it too! And when you can … you Know you have changed, you are entering 5D, you are in peace … and All Love is just around the corner 💓💞💕🌈🙏😘
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November 9, 2021 at 5:41 PM #328760Catherine VielModerator
That’s lovely, Ralph, and I’m sure it’s true. I feel like the matrix has loosened its hold. Or perhaps people aren’t matching the matrix vibration so much anymore, so we’re just naturally not dwelling so deeply in it anymore?
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November 11, 2021 at 3:23 PM #328828OneRayLoveParticipant
What I honestly think is … humanity exists within an awareness frequency band. Our overall collective human “global body” is rising in vibration … and therefore we all are as well.
Consequently we are “holding more light”, which means … our multitude of bodies are more in alignment. What does that mean?
The inner most dualistic energy fields … the electric – magnetic Mental Emotional fields are shifting in alignment or get stuck in resistance! People in resistance get sick or die, because the body can’t handle the level of purity.
The same is happening on the Etheric Spiritual collective body (group awareness). The body structures which can handle the shift within purity of truth and “high intent” will prevail … others rigid and resisting will break or fall.
This is happening on all kind of collective groups … from relationships, to family, to businesses and countries.Not all is as it seems … it’s all awareness in alignment and movement. Then it becomes energy, matter and ultimately physical reality.
Based on my inner knowing. 💞💕💓🌈🙏😘
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November 11, 2021 at 10:32 PM #328838Catherine VielModerator
I think your inner knowing is pretty cool, Ralph.
I hadn’t ever thought of this before:
People in resistance get sick or die, because the body can’t handle the level of purity.
That’s something to ponder. Resistance to a level of purity. I wonder if that’s like being in resistance to good health and true well-being? Unconsciously resistant, of course.
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November 12, 2021 at 12:38 AM #328839OneRayLoveParticipant
Thanks 🙏 Catherine.
Another word for “resisting the Light” is “out of alignment, dis-ease”. So what could you be out of alignment with? Your One awareness … in relation to your … All awareness!
Your self identification … you carry with you, you hold in your body … is a Nexus point of crossing over many intersecting fields. The two main ones you are individually able to control as a human … are the Mental and Emotional ones, which exist in the Electro – Magnetic field.
So here is an eye opener … everyone is living inside their daily judgement day. As long as you “come clean with your conscious” you are balancing yourself as a “pure” soul inside the world around you.
Here is another one. If you grew up in a society … kill or be killed, an eye for an eye … what is the maximum “purity” you can contain??
Your purity is directly related to your intent … as the Light you hold, experience and express. They are yours and yours alone to experience and learn from.
Therefore you can learn a lot “being” a villain. Of course, this learning is mostly reduced to an ego level within the duality separation field. It couldn’t exist anywhere else.
So therefore “we” can never judge “other” people, because we don’t know what force fields they are balancing … Inside and Outside.
That’s also why people can “outgrow” their initial plan and “outside surrounding”. Whomever gets to leave the burden of past linear time … arrives in the Now, where they do have a direct clear connection and interaction with their soul and spirit.
We as awakened Lightworkers are shifting the Planet, because we are balancing the in and outside … beyond Worlds, across Universes and Galaxies. We are connected to the One and All. We often are only partly within our “human self identification” … we are creating the new universal human into manifestation.
In my personal opinion … we are the med-beds, we are disclosure, we are free energy … because we are free spirits. We shift all up, but equally know to be one and “force” our body to come along.
Parts of our body are still intermingled with “other” humans through our physical shakra fields. So whenever we can change our collective mind control, we are re-arranging our emotional “victimized hurt” humanity body beyond the grasp of the collective “mental ego” … the cabal … influence.
Every day is another victory, every breath is increasing the Light and purifying … balancing our joined human awareness field, where some are … struggling to hang on at the “lowest” end and others pushing and aligning our joined existence field into … “higher” alignment!
We are all, the strongest of the strong … for being on this Planet at this major shift 💓💕💞🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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November 16, 2021 at 8:26 PM #329009Catherine VielModerator
Uplifting, Ralph, thank you!
I almost feel that when we can become wordless, even to ourselves (never mind speaking with others) is when we become a unified self. There’s only words when something / someone needs to communicate with another something / someone.
If we don’t need words, it’s because we already know the other whatever it is. No need to ask, explore, be curious.
It sounds a bit boring from the everyday perspective, but extremely restful from other perspectives. It would be like, I finally know all I need to know.
That would probably mean having returned to Source, in which case, this dialog would never happen.
So I’ll enjoy our communications and celebrate that I’m not “there” yet. 😻
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November 17, 2021 at 5:26 AM #329017OneRayLoveParticipant
Hi Catherine,
I almost feel that when we can become wordless, even to ourselves (never mind speaking with others) is when we become a unified self. There’s only words when something / someone needs to communicate with another something / someone.
Sounds a bit like meditation!?
Not speaking words, only eliminates a level of expression. You would still think them. You would still observe others and think how they are different and separate from you!?
I honestly think it doesn’t matter if you speak or think words … as long as you are aware they hold creation, they are yours, originating from your source … the current core you hold dear.
If we can move towards knowing, that and how we observe … words are not sufficient to express what we hold and feel. Probably words are slowly evolving into being creations of admiration and gratitude, rather than defending, protecting or arguing??
Much love 💕💞💓🌈🙏😘
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November 17, 2021 at 5:29 AM #329018OneRayLoveParticipant
Love your observations 💓💞💕🌈🙏😘
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November 19, 2021 at 8:34 PM #329123Catherine VielModerator
Thanks, Ralph! I think words are always evolving both in collective understanding of their meaning(s) and what they mean to us individually.
I’ve always been fascinated by the concept of and use of connotation. Five words might mean essentially the same thing, but what does a particular word evoke for a particular person? Or in some kind of generally accepted definition and usage context?
It’s part of what makes the game of writing so fun for me. Not only does the right/perfect word need to “land” for me as I’m writing, but its connotations need to gel in the particular context of that article or story.
Luckily, I don’t have to think about/analyze how to find words. They appear and announce their suitability by not getting edited out in the next draft. 🤓
Then there’s each reader’s connotations. So we all get to play this game! Writers and readers together.
No wonder I so love stories.
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December 1, 2021 at 4:47 AM #329587OneRayLoveParticipant
Observe!?
What reference do you get when you relate to “observe”?
Based on my own knowledge of past, I had a very strong association to “seeing” and possibly even looking beyond the obvious as in “seeking hidden”!?
So in that “reality”, I held a mostly Metal awareness and specifically focused to my eyesight senses pointed outward.
I guess most humans have trained themselves to do this … be in this behavior, mostly unconsciously and obvious.
Today I write from a different knowing as my past, where I invite people to come along the “normal human” obvious.
First of all, let us focus! What in fact is “focus”? It is narrowing down, into a specific area, space and limitation out of the whole spectrum. So in fact this focus ability helps you to become aware beyond the “normal, first, obvious” level of observation.
Please allow yourself to be aware that in this case … limitation … isn’t a bad or minor thing! As a matter of fact, you maximize your observer abilities to experience a specific part, because you hold an intent.
Another “normal human” behavior is to distinguish between the “me and the not”! Most “normal humans” draw this separation line with their “physical body”, because they self identify with this part of All awareness. Why?
They learned to “be human” and accepted the “all human collective” awareness as the only Truth and their part as the I … “the self operating and controlling unit in a single human vessel”.
From this human awareness they observe and experience life, from inside a world, inside a galaxy, inside a known, inside an unknown, inside an All.
In fact … from a Knowing of Oneness … they are in a constant “limiting observation” optimizing their sole human focused experience!
All humans “do” this out of free will! They can Not undo this behavior, because they haven’t evolved themselves beyond the “normal collective humanness”!
Those who have, who are in a transformation, committed themselves to ascension … are moving beyond the sec physical reality. They are moving into Oneness awareness.
These souls move into the Now, where observation isn’t limited to “seeing and understanding the outside”! They Know there is no outside and the higher senses lay in Feeling! Why?
Because True Feeling supersedes the sec Mental awareness. Observing your Feelings expand into the All you can Truly Feel as One!
Stop looking, stop seeking … start observing the Now and experience life as it was truly intended!
Much love 💞💕💓🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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December 1, 2021 at 9:43 PM #329618Catherine VielModerator
Lovely, Ralph, thank you.😘
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December 5, 2021 at 5:01 AM #329709OneRayLoveParticipant
Hello … to my conversation self and to all out there, my friends reading this forum,
Why do I start this post like this today? … because I felt something. Something wanted to be expressed … so here I am, as the instrument for what I want to say, create, learn from and feel.
What if God was a writer only? What story would he/she tell us? What elements for building the story together, the words, the plot, the level of understanding for the audience listening?
Also God can only offer on a level that can be understood and enjoyed! Why? Because you, me and all others are the creating God … re-creating, building, guiding and wayshowing on a level you comprehend and remember!
So at what level you think God creates these miraculous stories? Could it be they are intended to be initially felt or understood? Deep down we know they aim at the feelings, the heart center … because we want to return to love … at all time.
Now, when this is the overall plot, the overall plan for humanity … how do you write a story almost eight billion humans can feel?
It can only be done with eight billion co-creators, co-writers in individually writing their most precious “feelings story”!
What stories do you feel? What story do you love?
Think about it. Humans do love themselves and their creations … when they come out victorious, as the number one, against all odds, seen, understood, justice, peace at last.
Does a love offered in everyday common daily life … feel equal as a love gained despite … whatever perceived resistance or obstacles? You all know the answers to this question.
So why is it … humans value “love” after sacrifice!? Because of two main ingredients. One is the “lower self value or esteem” and the other is “being the creator of your all reality”.
When you truly get this, you know you are in fact creating an obstacle first, to conquer it second! Why? To feel Love, to feel life … to be in awareness of your most precious feelings, to the highest levels you are presently capable of … Now.
Many “normal humans” are still daily part of a story that “happens to them”! They don’t know Who they are. They are building the core “Law of Attraction” … their level of awareness, their level of love … towards them. Most of these eight billion people are all sharing the “being the victim” self awareness in their bodies.
That is the human plot being played out daily. So if you are offered this truth, do you know it to be true or do you continue to co-create a reality where the dark needs to be exposed? And if they did … how would this make you feel better, good or loved … for you individually?
I wonder 🤔
Ralph 💕💓💞🌈🙏🙏
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December 7, 2021 at 5:38 PM #329787Catherine VielModerator
Thank you, Ralph, for expressing. 😘🥰
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December 12, 2021 at 1:06 AM #329932OneRayLoveParticipant
Thanks Catherine … we definitely needed that. Hopefully we get some new people over here 💕💞💓🌈🙏😘
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December 12, 2021 at 7:13 PM #329957Catherine VielModerator
I hope so, too. I’m sure many readers have feelings they’d like to safely express. 🥰
Xo💓💞🌈💞💓
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December 16, 2021 at 3:58 AM #330072OneRayLoveParticipant
Yesterday I was having another walk in nature … and at one moment realized something so simple but profound, I like to share it here.
“Human love exists on three main frequency levels intersecting … being seen, being understood and being felt”
Of course every frequency band, holds a much wider set of senses inside. For example “seen” is much more than just vision, but includes heard, noticed, observed and the likes as well.
Anyway, think about it and let me know your thoughts!?
Much love and hugs 💞💕💓🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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December 18, 2021 at 7:54 PM #330199Catherine VielModerator
Seen, understood, and felt…that about covers it!
All I would add would be, including by oneself. 🤓
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December 20, 2021 at 2:44 AM #330252OneRayLoveParticipant
Thank you 🙏😘
And yes of course … the one self!! There is nothing outside it! 💞💕💓🌈🙏😘
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December 21, 2021 at 7:25 PM #330313Catherine VielModerator
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December 24, 2021 at 5:28 AM #330389OneRayLoveParticipant
Hello my dear friends,
Today I want to give each and every one of you a gift of … Truth! As I hold the intention to do so, I breath honesty, authenticity, purity and love into this creation. However, because everyone is at a different level of awareness … how can I offer the highest level of “Truth Light” to All?
What is “truth” other than Light, vibrating at a certain frequency. Can my gift ever match the purest Light you are? No it can not. So what is the highest Light I can offer as Truth? To what effect do I hope to offer it in the first place? What do I hope to achieve?
This leeds all back again to my intend.
Think about it … if I offer a higher aligned vibration than the one you currently hold … it could have a healing, whole-ing, aligning effect on you … get you back on track.
However if I offer a truth thus high (or low) it is out of your current awareness, you hold, you carry around your being, around the self you are (self identifying with) … there is a slim chance you are open up enough to even consider.
This is why I hope you all start to see and believe yourself differently, not “just” as a human being, but as a Light energetic being.
If you would accept this as a Truth to a certain level of acceptance … you would be able to alter and change your total being both In and Outside of yourself!
For one, you would be able to understand why the outside world holds so many different versions of truth! Because they are centered around all the creators and co-creators contributing and “assisting” each other to shift back into alignment, unity and oneness.
Don’t forget for a moment, that the current low vibration energies are forcing and mirroring constantly at the constructing creators … and as such assisting their spiritual growth.
We as Lightworkers easily get lost in these “lower, lying, manipulative” vibrations … but they still carry a healing vibration for those dwelling in these self identifying energies.
They all start to feel the “out of alignment” energy these fabrications and lies hold, but because they originate from sources ones trusted … people start to get disorientated, stressed and sick to all different levels and degrees.
Daily less and less people can withstand, absorb, accept and co-create these lower frequencies. As still few are dying, but are searching to escape the causes they feel but can’t mentally explain … the overall Higher frequencies on Planet Earth are rising.
I know … how difficult it is for us to see, there still is little change, proof or physical evidence. But the energetic waves we could witness are still maximizing healing to the level of un-awakenedness these soul creating and co-creating beings can handle.
This is our current Highest Truth we can Know, Feel and start to see. Look between the lines, feel beyond the normal human awareness and Know beyond the drama.
It will not be long now, before it all collapses.
Think about it like a person lying to your face, where the communication and argumentation holds a different and lower level than their bodily language and your inner senses … you Know!!
All the people out there on the verge of waking up … Know too … they Feel it!
Have faith my dear friends 💕💓💞🌈🙏😘
Love and hugs
Ralph
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December 28, 2021 at 6:14 PM #330496Catherine VielModerator
I think you’re so right that we’re CLOSE, Ralph. The very air feels different.
I was astounded when the announcer on KUSC, when introducing this music, remarked that the “Chorus of the Hebrew Slaves,” from the opera Nabucco, had become Italy’s unofficial second national anthem. That’s a pretty awake thing to say on a radio station owned by a prestigious and undoubtedly corrupt American university (University of Southern California).
The lyrics, in part:
Oh, my country, so beautiful and lost!
Oh, remembrance, so dear and so fatal!Xo💓💞🌈💓
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December 29, 2021 at 5:25 AM #330506OneRayLoveParticipant
Yes, we are CLOSE 💓
You also encouraged me to listen to classical masterpiece and similar. Listening and enjoying it now … thanks 💕💞💓🌈🙏😘
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December 31, 2021 at 5:34 PM #330580Catherine VielModerator
Lovely! You’re most welcome.
Listening right now to the countdown of the top 250 playlist as chosen by station listeners. Vivaldi’s “Four Seasons.” Earlier, Bach’s “Toccata and Fugue in D Minor.” Such drama! They’re counting down to midnight…and I think #1 is Beethoven’s Fifth. 😻 A great way to end the old year and begin the new.
Xo💓💞🌈💞💓
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January 4, 2022 at 5:14 AM #330698OneRayLoveParticipant
As a human … I am programmed to feel in a sensation manner! What is a sensation manner? It’s an emotional based relief after (unconsciously) holding your breath. Why are we holding our breath? Because of problem based survival, survival of the fittest engrained in every element of our society, the binaire matrix code, the reptile fight or flight, duality separated reality.
Now, when one becomes aware of this vibration and this truth frequency … how does one “escape” it? You see how the very “solution” is again engrained in our own natural individual behavior, in our core self awareness, in our automatic labeling of “bad, unwanted possibly even evil”.
The only “escape” is to look the actual source right in the eyes … and recognize who is doing the creation!?
You are doing the creation yourself!! There is no one else doing it for you. The question should be … “Why am I doing it? Why do I keep returning to a creation I Know not to like?”
The answer to that is so scary, humans keep running from it and constantly return back into the old alternative the matrix illusion offers them.
The answer is and will always be … you, yourself! To some level of your Higher Self awareness you will always return to One, the ultimate Source you are, you have been and always will be.
So again, why do humans return to “sensation feeling”?
For one, because they don’t know who they are or that they are doing all their own “law of attraction” into realization.
Two, because they got lost in their own very addictive “lower sensation feelings”.
Three, because the way out of the addiction is passed … stillness, seemingly emptiness, loneliness, non responsiveness, non outside-in sympathy approval and appreciation.
Four, the lagging behind and below construction of the human physical body. The body is vertical electro magnetic constructed and resonates seemingly linear time/space from high to low vibrations.When one has spiritually evolved enough to know to be a Divine spark of One, a Soul … one should be able to also recognize and observe a level of “sensation seeking”.
Light workers of all kinds are currently “seeking out” their remnants of past creations within blaming and or defeating “others”. When they come to see and accept they did all the creating themselves, they will be offered an “ego death” experience. Those who rise above this will be granted an opportunity for ascension, those who don’t will eventually leave their physical body on Earth.
Please become aware of your inner peace and become one with your Highest inner flame, the one beyond sensation and sympathy and into true compassion for One Self and All Self 💕💞💓🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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January 5, 2022 at 8:55 AM #330736OneRayLoveParticipant
Very honest observations and expressing harmonious frequenties 💕💞💓🌈🙏😘
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January 5, 2022 at 7:39 PM #330763Catherine VielModerator
Thanks, Ralph. Compassion is key.
The graphic on that video is freaky-scary! 😲 Thanks for posting. 😘
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January 6, 2022 at 5:09 AM #330768OneRayLoveParticipant
The graphics yes, but the content is fairly “liberal” yet honest towards what is happening. 😘
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January 6, 2022 at 6:09 AM #330769OneRayLoveParticipant
I found, writing to be a very powerful measure to relief energy and return to a balanced state inside. Therefore I will keep writing for myself and all willing to tune into these similar frequencies.
So many feelings, clarity and understanding pass through me on a daily bases, it’s hard to take one out of the bunch. Especially because I know to have the power of focus and are still very much exposed to the influence of reaction.
Of course if I could I would rather constantly be in a connection with my higher self … stay with the tuning in focus awareness and energy, however I can’t escape or separate myself from the “lower” energies even if I wanted. Why? Because of oneness with all.
Therefore, I need to be in a flow and feel how I can best serve myself and all I’m part of. One day this is allowing the “lower” frequencies to rise to the surface, embrace them in gratitude for what they offered and once allowed me to experience, while still fully exploring them as the highest truth I knew “back then”.
The other day I feel balanced enough to allow new higher to pull me up from the grounded me.You see how it “works” for all of us … this spiritual flow, this movement, this breathing, this being in between becoming or visa versa.
So today I was guided again to the gift of death. It is possibly only considered a gift from a human perspective if you are in extreme suffering or if you hold a high spiritual knowing!?
Those who are holding “insufficient” light are perceptive to fear. They don’t know fear in reality doesn’t exist … as only love does. However, because they are so much detached from their true self, so much engrained in the reality … they experience the “non love or fear” as real. As a result they fight for justice, they fight for survival, they fight for a cause, they fight for truth, against tirannie, evil, harm, pain and death.
So in reality they want to live. However they want to continue life as an individual and in separation as they know it, as they know themselves, as reality, memory and history proved to be true and correct. This is all they know and if anything they want change, improvement and alterations in others … not in self and not in their truth.
Higher Truth is … Light on Earth is increasing! That means the absence of fear is increasing as well. The resistance against alignment with change is increasing too and as a result many who cling to old are suffering and get ill, possibly even die.
So is this a gift or a punishment? Wouldn’t it be a punishment if you hold a body in a world that doesn’t match your Light quotient? If you would always “be” below “others of higher light”? How would you learn? How would you improve and find your inner self worth and light in such a world?
So could death provide you an escape, a way out, to return to Self and start anew? How to tell what soul is at what level by looking out in a world and constantly label sickness and death as horror?
Didn’t we all learn by actually experience the “mistakes” of the effects we created ourselves?
We as lightworkers should differentiate between our own highest good and that of others. Every one is entitled to their own mistakes, lessons and creations! We are all equals within God’s Divine Being.
Everyone is exactly where they should be … as they all are centered around their own “Law of Attraction and Repulsion”.
Our human problem is truth, which in fact isn’t limited to mental understanding and logic. Your truth is by definition different from any one other, that’s why you have a different human experience with your own challenges and lessons.
Resistance against … higher aligned frequencies (Light and pure intentions) … are causing sickness, pain and could result in death. Nothing is lost for those who leave as their contribution is servicing the human collective as well for surfacing ancient emotions of grief, sorrow and emotions.
Humanity is passing a grand emotional cleansing and death is part of the gift, just as absolution, forgiveness, empowerment, freedom and love is. 💓💞💕🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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January 7, 2022 at 7:55 PM #330851Catherine VielModerator
Wonderful essay, Ralph, thank you!😘
Xo💓💞🌈💞💓-
January 10, 2022 at 3:18 AM #330921OneRayLoveParticipant
Thanks Catherine, as always. I am glad to have a small audience hahaha 😂
Maybe one day my inspirations will reach many more and be valued for the light, truth and intent they hold … especially for humans. I myself feel humble and peacefully proud in this possibility.
Love you 💕💞💓🌈🙏😘
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January 11, 2022 at 7:16 PM #331013Catherine VielModerator
I’m sure that’s meant to be, Ralph. Sharing our voices is a big chunk of the plan for enlightenment, I have no doubt!😘
Xo💓💞🌈💞💓
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January 17, 2022 at 6:14 AM #331249OneRayLoveParticipant
What if? What if you had the knowledge to jump timelines? You could ask how or to what means, but that is besides the point. The point is, you wouldn’t been able to change the Now … only the path leading up to it!
So if you could and would know how to do it, exercise it into being, what would it gain you? It would gain you a different perspective, for starters. You would still end up in the Now, only from a different angle of Self.
You would still be part of this plan, be in awareness of this planet, be in or out of body. So where would you be? Would you be outside of your house as a tree, looking daily at you and observe how it is to be a human? Would you be an animal, a pet and daily ask yourself the same question as your tree self would.
The thing is, with the perceived advantages comes the hidden disadvantages too. You could think you switch places with another human being. A healthy beautiful rich successful one you admire and believe is living the perfect life … the one you always dreamed about.
But here comes the clue, the punchline … you can only see what you are open to see! You can only value, appreciate and love … from your angle out towards this other being … because of the “better and improved” expression related to your own!!
Therefore … the very lack you observe and feel … aren’t there, on the other side, in this other expression of yourself. However, the obstacles and daily challenges they truly are aware of aren’t existing in yours either!
It all comes down to love what is you … and dive into the love itself, the path leading up to it and the very expression you earned … your life.
Are there still challenges to overcome? Always, but if you surrender into the total expression of who you are Now … you will be surprised about the love you actually are, you became already … rather than the better version you always desired to be, stay in the Now to truly admire the Being you Truly are … not the single human concentrated expression thereof.
With the Knowing, will come peace, will come new knowledge and understanding, will come new higher frequencies (Light as Love), healing and wholing frequencies beyond the current (planetary expression) … contained, restricted, conditioned human perspective ones.
Much love and hugs 💓💞💕🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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January 19, 2022 at 3:24 AM #331321OneRayLoveParticipant
I’ll just keep writing. Not that I need a receiver perse, but still of course like to have interaction with people and possibly in line with my intend.
No the other reason is to clear myself, open myself up, empty the inside from old … so new is easily allowed to flow in. To my understanding we all have missions on Earth. We all have always been in the flow, however some have circled more in similar understanding and frequencies and not so much attempted to rise up. Anyway, it doesn’t really matter who is wired in what way or at what level … for we all are one.
Speaking of One. I “received” two examples of clarity to assist me, us, the collective. The first example is around moving a heavy long object up the stairs. Let’s for instance say a refrigerator. Now, we could think of many ways to do this or even have the assistance of a machine or an elevator. But in this example, we focus on a two person job.
The both are involved in the result and need to work together. One is at the upper side mainly focussed in lifting, while the other one is at the bottom and holds a load of the weight in an aligned co-creation pushing.The important thing to understand is how the change is really happening and the goal is achieved for both ends. They are in fact a team, each with their own point of focus. The “lower” part is just as important as the “upper” part. I deliberately make the duality pair lower and upper … as they are both ends within the same frequency band. Understanding that concept … creates “higher” awareness … ignoring it or even worse, judging it, yourself and everyone’s part, task, behavior or level of individual awareness … holds you, as a self in “less” than the “higher” Self awareness we all have.
The other example is around children playing in the snow and having fun. They make snowballs and throw at each other. Now, what are they doing? Are they fighting or playing? They are playing a fighting game. They all have the intention to actually hit the other person, while avoid get hit themselves. To some extent the human race has been involved in this game with other means for quite some time.
It got “out of hand” when some evolved in to the controlling experts, always winning despite the cost for the others. It became work, a way of life and an organized world based on the concept of losers as lesser ones.
Anyway, we are all learning to be equals and gained many wisdom and clarity since we forgot the game all together and our origin with it. Control has never been the goal as we should all understand by now. Control is an instrument of protection against … anything we fear. The only way to step out of the fear is to stop controlling ourselves and the world we are a part of. This requires … mastery of self … and the Knowing your controlling space (in and around your body) isn’t All you are.
Step into your end of the fun game again and forget about defeating an opponent … you aren’t gaining anything with that approach. If you stand still and search inside into all the memory you have access to, you know this “wargame” has never gained a better outcome.
Much Love and hugs 💓💞💕🌈🙏😘
Ralph
Ps. I bought myself the book “Game Over” from Heiko Scholing. It’s in German and explains the relation between the 2001 antrax plandemy and the current improved Covid version thereof.
I attach myself to this realtime “entertainment” equal as I would read fiction or a thriller. For me this is part of practicing my own mastery as a creator observing my feelings and see if I am able to hold them high … enjoy myself.
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January 19, 2022 at 3:30 AM #331322OneRayLoveParticipant
* Heiko Schöning
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January 19, 2022 at 8:07 AM #331323Catherine VielModerator
Hi Ralph – I haven’t caught up with the forum but I am reading here and there and will jump in soon. Meantime, was there supposed to be a link for that book? Did we lose our ability to post links?
Thank you, my friend,
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January 19, 2022 at 12:13 PM #331342OneRayLoveParticipant
Hi Catherine,
No I wasn’t referring to a link. I “stumbled over” a recently hardcopy published. It is in German, and I’m not sure if there is or will be an English version too.
The reason I mention it is for … one, it might strange for someone like me who is explaining all the time about … Oneness and looking at the other side of the truth you hold, while myself go tune into the backgrounds of the Plandamic too. But more to show myself and others, you can go down a matrix rabbit hole without “falling” back into attaching with darkness or an evil agranda.
Secondly, as this is currently fresh from the presses here … and I understand German as well, I will inform you guys about some stuff if worthwhile.
That’s all Catherine. Thank you for asking. 💕💞💓🌈🙏😘
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January 21, 2022 at 4:35 PM #331464Catherine VielModerator
😘🥰
Xo💞💓🌈💓💞
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January 20, 2022 at 8:16 AM #331391OneRayLoveParticipant
Small test if I can post … as I wasn’t able to do earlier today
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January 20, 2022 at 8:22 AM #331392OneRayLoveParticipant
I can post, but also get an error when I want my other post submitted. Still there are no links, pictures or any complex items in it.
Maybe the content isn’t ready to be received yet hahahaha 😂😜
Ok, I’ll wait and try again tomorrow.
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January 21, 2022 at 4:14 AM #331433OneRayLoveParticipant
I had written something about religion. How little Divine awareness it truly holds, how it is all dipped in the Mental understanding of All and from a human individual standpoint.
How religion has never been about God, but all about the sole intellectual understanding of it from a human perspective. Then a perspective can take on many versions of truth, isn’t it?
To some extend religion has always only offered a perspective to understanding the self amongst the “not”. It has never been a general nor overall truth for all of humankind … therefore neither the personification thereof in any religion.
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January 21, 2022 at 4:14 AM #331434OneRayLoveParticipant
We have to a certain aspect … only one religion left! This religion is … Truth into an alternate future called the New World. Is it to be a World build on the concepts of control over … the lack of it, the unknown, fearful alternative … as we Lightworkers are holding and bringing into manifestation … or the Order of rulers one, the build back better, New World Order?
So in a sense humanity has two choices … the old or the new. The old is a proven one, but is about to be exposed as always have been an unfair and evil one. The new is speaking to the heart, universal laws rather than rules, requires trust and empowerment for all individual souls, even the ones most desiring their familiar comfort zone in daily being, told what to do, say, think and feel.
Please see … the majority of humanity is in the middle between two extremes. Both sides of the extreme ends, are in direct connection to higher awareness. One side using the old constructive means of the 3rd to hold and keep souls in the dark, sucking of of their freely offered creative power daily … pulling energy from them, like vampires … while we on the other side hold the door of Light firmly open in the 4th … showing what could be and felt into the beyond, starting in the now.
The conflict on Earth has reduced to a single common enemy. This enemy is the collective shadow side within all individuals. Because mind you … stepping into the Light requires facing all your past shadow behavior. This is what is at stake for all of us.
The individual self has to show itself to be related to its most direct opponent on the other side of it … is it the most extreme version one could think of? Possibly. And if it was, would all be offered an opportunity to clear themselves from their past errors too? I would hope so.
So if I imagine having once been involved in destroying whole worlds, whole civilizations, believing at that point to destroy evil … not Knowing the concept of One then. But now I do.
Therefore seeing the evil, understanding the dark side, having walked a path to actually feeling what they are after … willing to shout at them, desiring to destroy their effort … Knowing it to be a failure, an error of Divine proportion. Maybe Knowing to have been in a position of physical power too. Ruling over and believing, thinking, feeling all powerful as the highest sensation I could back then.
I’m in a position of understanding Now, how All is collapsing In on each other. The center position is the only True position to move into. Any and all sides can only keep you in the battle and worse case, hold you captured in an extreme end of it!
Humanity is battling the inner grounds … the truth Out there is forcing each one of us to discover the Truth Inside of every single one of us too. This is a planetary battle and each soul has just as much Light as the next one. It is about what you do with this Light for you, the wider you included … or excluded. Embrace All, or just a part of them?
The Higher Self is present in each and every one of us. Even those identified as the players in the cabal aren’t judged by their actions. If anything they are honored for their contribution in how to maximize the “available” light in every step within their journey. Did they walk a darker path than most of us? Definitely, but still they hold ground and as such contribute to the overall plan we are co-creating.
Unconditional Love is a frequency beyond judgement. It can only exist in the Now. Any behavior within human understanding is based on linear time, separated individual awareness. It isn’t our job, mission or place to observe any of God’s children through our limited self understanding. When we understand that as individual souls and as a collective, we are ready to enter the 5th.
Much love and hugs 💓💞💕🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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January 21, 2022 at 4:39 PM #331466Catherine VielModerator
Hope we’ll be ready to enter the 5th soon, Ralph!😃
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January 23, 2022 at 6:34 AM #331521OneRayLoveParticipant
Hello my lovely friends,
Many times I have tried to hand out, to offer a piece of light, an expression, an example or even an “imaginary” piece of fruit. The point is … I can’t get it across to those I would love to receive it.
This knowing, in it self is frustrating and the only thing left for me is to accept it. But … I can still write about it … and hope it becomes part of our collective consciousness. Maybe it will “hang in the air” just like the words in a cartoon … and whenever someone rises up to a certain level of pondering and asking … this clarity is nearby, ready to be received as a thought, a feeling, an intuition or an understanding.
You see my very dear friends, whenever you walk through a barrier, a door, a former obstacle … you have granted yourself the higher perspective to look back.
If you never experienced a similar obstacle and only are able to see the whole world through your own eyes … you simply can’t see nor handle the gift I so dearly try to offer. It isn’t within your frequency band of reality!
Those of us … willing to leave the “separation consciousness” are constantly looking, feeling, clearing, observing, pondering and being in it and beyond. It requires the individual I to start this process … because they wouldn’t find it if pointed out at them.
Those who are looking outside for something to be found inside … are simply blind. This isn’t lesser or lower … they are just reading the same book and are at a different chapter.
The only good news for all of us, is we agreed to go on a joined adventure and this book is closing. The ones up front, did read the whole story and now need to wait till the others finish as well. Less people daily are far behind at the beginning of the book, more daily are finishing the last chapters. Many keep desiring to stop reading and some wish they could go back a few chapters.
The book is closing rapidly. We are all in it, we wrote it … together. We all play the lead character and Truth is closing In on us. The Light we pushed forward once, is reflected back at each one of us. You either deal with it, plus the many shadows it holds or you step out of your individual and planet body.
Only the strongest of the strong will remain standing in their own Light. Knowing this Light has always been their own creation and had never ever been separated from the overall collective Light all around every One.
Much love 💕💞💓🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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January 25, 2022 at 7:07 AM #331601OneRayLoveParticipant
Just returned from a nice walk in nature. Today I was blessed with the coincidental encounter of my close by neighbor, who was walking there too.
When she saw me, she immediately asked permission, tell me she’d rather keep her distance, no hugging or direct contact. Of course, you would say … how good of her to state her free will and boundaries. Just as I respected them … and from that point on we went on walking together and had the most interesting conversations.
Especially the first part of this joined walk, I was very curious how things are in her part of reality. So I went into full listening mode. It created a very pleasant atmosphere and when I talk for myself … I learned something too. What did I learn?
I learned in both an understanding as well as an experience … it really doesn’t matter. The truth, the believe you and everyone of us holds in their mental awareness … isn’t separated, can’t be separated and therefore can never stand on it self! It is when in the mix with the emotional awareness, the one stored in your body … that the chemistry of feelings start happening. This is when we all can truly witness the alchemist we are.
So while she was having her expression of truth around the current Corona narrative, she did have her own sensations, experiences, frustrations, irritations and personal truth building, perspective, intuition and visions about it.
I witnessed her in various different states and noticed myself think … all is well. Not the particular “all is well” as I many times have. The “all is well” from a knowing there really isn’t a Covid threat or the higher knowing as the all is well for the human spiritual ascension.
No, I saw this “all is well” on a much more common level. I saw another soul having the opportunity to clear inner emotional debris and express these out. I saw and offered her to express herself without any “need” from myself to hold a different opinion, truth or understanding.
There was no “higher” purpose to show or teach her something, within my knowing and out of her current one. Just to offer her to be her authentic self, in everything that was and still is real for her … having the corresponding feelings with the mental believe and understanding. Both just out of sink, to make a shift inside and let the chemistry do its inner transmutation. The emotional sneeze she needed to get rid of.
After a while, the energy had changed into a joined pleasant one and this walk we finished in having become better friends. We had allowed to come closer … even without hugging. We had grown in mutual respect and “spiritual” admiration.
We talked a bit about what … is possibly to happen. This is when I could offer her the insight about the Now and that it really didn’t matter … as long as we humans learn to feel how it truly feels in the moment … and when we do, try to master ourselves in labeling “all is good” onto it.
Hope we all will have many more of these encounters. They are both interesting and uplifting.
Much love and hugs 💓💞💕🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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January 25, 2022 at 7:57 PM #331658Catherine VielModerator
Wonderful essays, thank you for sharing, Ralph. 😘
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January 27, 2022 at 4:22 AM #331697OneRayLoveParticipant
Victim humans,
How come I’m so often drawn “back” into the victim awareness? From a human mental awareness of understanding perfectly well what it is, however from a human being in form, in body … it appears to never stop surfacing.
In my particular case, the individual I’m studying, I’m aware of as the expansive space in which … I Am … All self to Self … as Light, experiencing Love. Within this One part of All … I Feel the “victim” frequency. I recognize this frequency band very well, you could even say I remember.
So what is it particularly … I remember? And probably even more important … why do I keep returning to a feeling, I’m not particularly fond of and know this as an understatement?
When I ask the questions, to my inner knowing balanced self … it offers me gentile responses of … “Love clarity”. These are the mental answers, as the cure I should take in … and offer to my inner “lower” frequency vibrations. The ones causing the “upsetting” emotions.
So now I have within the self … both identified the “problem” I was feeling, became aware of, didn’t particularly like and wanted to acknowledge by observing its presence and asking … allowing it to be, allowing it to be seen, be felt.
In a sense you could say my “lower” inner frequencies, inside my body at various chakra intersections and even between them … always lag behind, because of how the human vessel is created … represents my “inner child”. The inner child always “speaks” from below, from the past awareness we both once held as one … until the mental was attracted to higher awareness, exploring unknown territory, rising up from the unity of oneness, trying to reach out, expand into the all.
Now this a process every human is constantly doing, it’s like breathing … but then on a Kundalini highway, creating an electro magnetic vibration field in and around the self.
The feeling of victimhood, as we humans remember them, correspond with the former awareness as separated individuals. We attached our own weakest, smallest self to these feelings and remember them as the “inner child”. They have all one aspect in common and that is … being left behind and as such interpret this from the mindset of a child as … not being loved!
What can we do? Whenever we feel “sad, unheard, unloved” and all the semi attached frequencies around these … victim like feelings … we best honour ourselves and stand still for a moment.
We have to listen to all we are and appreciate how and what we are feeling. These memories are real connection to all we are inside, they do represent parts of what we are, what we once were and we need to take care of it … before we can move on. We can only move on as One … we never ever have been able to do otherwise. What we did do “wrong”, is the fact that we didn’t have the full spiritual understanding … back then. So we have an inner “lower” mental understanding of an incorrect interpretation … linked to inner lower emotions of past “lower” self identification of a self, grounded in separation, the small inner child represented by the ego individual.
Being in the Now, asking questions and allowing All to exist … is Loving the Self as the self and visa versa 💕💞💓🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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February 2, 2022 at 8:32 PM #332100Catherine VielModerator
Sometimes, Ralph, I think “standing still” is the cure for all universal ills. Which may be why, to me anyway, it’s so hard!
Xo💓💞🌈💞💓-
February 3, 2022 at 5:41 AM #332106OneRayLoveParticipant
Hi Catherine,
I notice it gets easier, when you are aware of what is happening. If you know by standing still … you allow your “former lagging behind self” to catch up … while allowing yourself to be in the process of the observer and truly experience the feelings … in honest, admiration and gratitude for “past self” creations/creator … you have beaten the “victim” game end entered the “master” game as the higher aware self.
This is healing All you are as One!
That’s why the Federation of Light always say … if you Know, you Truly Know … makes all the difference.
Much love and hugs 💓💞💕🌈🙏😘
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February 3, 2022 at 5:47 AM #332107OneRayLoveParticipant
Another thing Catherine,
“all universal ills” … yes definitely! However, you as an individual Divine Self can only take your One part out of the whole cake. Take what you can effort yourself to balance … and leave the rest.
That’s why we should tune in to our feelings … because they tell us perfectly fine how much we can handle.
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February 3, 2022 at 7:38 PM #332145Catherine VielModerator
Thank you, dear Ralph. 😘
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February 23, 2022 at 4:28 AM #333364OneRayLoveParticipant
How many people post their “best side” of their selves?
Today I feel empty. If I allow myself to touch this feeling inside … I have to go deep and are very easy sucked in deeper and deeper, which could lead to feelings of depression. These feelings are surrounded by the fact I am alone, making the best of life as I observe and experience it.
In these moments it is both a blessing and a curse to be spiritual aware. The blessing is the fact I know … these feelings flow through me they exist for a reason, it is for me to allow them to exist, to observe them, love them into being.
The curse is … there is no one else to blame!I hold a desire inside for improved times, change, truth and progress. I even long for a sensation of victory … and with it comes the defeat of “others”. Others who finally face a too strong force to no longer be able to lie, to manipulate and play evil games around hidden fear tactics.
Today is not this day. Today is a day, where nothing much happens. A mirror into my face, confrontation time with emptiness once more. So I ask myself … what am I interpreting wrong?
The answer comes as “desire to being in peace”. With this peace comes, solitude and space and time for contemplation. So in a sense I’m living exactly what I desire most. The “problem” is … I feel such passive, empty, lack … of doing anything, initiating action … prepare something, clean something, go outside, meet or talk to anyone. In this state “I’m blessed with I don’t have to” … but similarly label and see myself as “negative”, for not being strong enough to force myself towards these actions of doing.
All my life I’ve been programmed to “do” something to improve myself, make something out of myself, use my hands, my brain my talents … and achieve something. Indirectly and directly implying … I’m no good, not enough, lack something.
I spiritually learned … not to attach this to the “I am” but rather to a state I hold, I permit myself to experience.
My inner self wants to have it’s moments of peace and my “other” mental inside reminds me of “outside in” memory of human judgemental behavior. We all have received these influences at a very young age. They where always there. Many times we got them, when we worked on the nerves of the adults and parents. They wanted a moment for themselves, while we were asking for attention, bulking from energy, love and compassion.
We were rejected. We were send off to go “do” something on our own. Play by ourselves, enjoy ourselves without them observing or having to pay attention.
My inner most intimate feelings surrounded with solitude, being silent, do something alone, stop doing something … all are related to rejection. Rejection is still very much attached to the understanding of being, rather than the state I can shift into or hold.
I’m not do much afraid of the dark, but do remember fear of “doing the wrong thing”. This whole area around “doing” developed a reality in and around it’s own. A reality of “controlling right” … “constructing truth” … build on outside in energy, actions and responses … towards me and my behavior, my constant doing and pursuing.
When there is no one but me … I’m free, peaceful and able to feel Good. Having a desire of sensation, progress, change and even victory … are just alternative ways to stay away from a state of being. Solitude isn’t bad, nor
does it hold feelings of depression inside. The feelings of depression are the false memories attached to rejection, attached to the child interpretation of not being good, thinking and projecting this inwards as not being loved.Attachments can’t exist in a void. So the void, isn’t the fear … but rather the Love behind and beyond it. This is the Holy Father energy of Being and stillness. This is where I can find peace and unconditional Love always. Just allow myself to transmute the false attachments surrounding there in the “dark”.
Much love and hugs 💓💞💕🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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February 23, 2022 at 2:15 PM #333374Catherine VielModerator
Ah my, Ralph…I can relate to all of that. I’m feeling disinterested in just about everything related to the narrative and the opposing narrative. What happens will happen, when it does, and not one minute sooner. Meantime, what to do? Like you, from lifelong conditioning it feels important to usually be doing, acting, moving.
Sometimes the absolutely hardest thing is to just sit and be. My cats are advanced masters at this, so I observe them to learn their secrets. 😻
Love you, dear friend,
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February 23, 2022 at 2:51 PM #333377OneRayLoveParticipant
Thanks Catherine, as always 🥰🙏
I knew when I felt these feelings … they were there to tell me something. They came to me for a reason. Probably they knew what message was in it for me and humanity. I allowed them to flow through me, to be part of my consciousness.
After the upper “conversation” we had and the clarity they provided … they left. It took a few hours, but they didn’t had any reason to exist anymore. What still exists is the “old remnants” of child trauma. They are now out in the open. They have been identified as “wrong former interpretations of rejection” … and also unfortunately for many, as “self inflicted” child-ego misunderstanding.
Many carry these “inner trauma’s” within humanity. Unfortunately the multitude of people aren’t studying the inner self and therefore acting these emotions out on others. So even though the “world affairs” are very troubling and hard to make sense of … it is in fact all the inner trauma’s that come out in the open. No longer hidden, we grow in numbers identifying and healing these collective wounds.
I’m a dog person more myself, because I had one very dear and close dog-friend when I was young. She is still many times with me, during dreams and nighttime.
Cats are somehow always attracted to me, which keeps surprising me. Normally I’m “done” with them after a few minutes and stroking their fur. Still they like to stay a little longer then I usually desire.
You are absolutely right about cats as masters of “being” in stillness, observation and admiration. I would like to know how to “do” that too, more than I currently feel able to.
Thanks for being able to identify how I feel Catherine. This makes a big change already, being understood … already takes away the very perception of feeling alone. Allowing it all to make it barrable, in stead of hard.
Wish more people would open up to talk about their feelings, their own individual feelings … rather than a world narrative “we are” all on, against, or on course, hidden or in plain view … explaining or teaching each other “what is really going on or is truly happening” on a convincing energy awareness vibration!
Think I go hug a tree tomorrow hahaha 😂
Love you 💕💞💓🌈🙏😘
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February 24, 2022 at 11:09 AM #333417Catherine VielModerator
Hug that tree! And spend lots of time with the next cat who cozies up to you. They recognize a fellow master, Ralph. 🐈🐈🐈
Love,
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February 25, 2022 at 4:59 AM #333474OneRayLoveParticipant
Hahaha 😂😂
Thanks Catherine … will do 💓💞💕🌈🙏😘
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May 19, 2022 at 4:46 AM #335526OneRayLoveParticipant
A Recipe
Human life isn’t easy. So once in a while you come across some new insight, an understanding of how to do it differently. I stumbled over this inner clarity this morning. Let’s see if I can write it into words as a reminder for my future self and others.
Best way to come to the conclusion is to go back in your mind to follow the steps. For me that would be waking up this morning. Now when I wake up in the morning, first thing I do is remind myself who I am, where I am (at) and what is the situation and the actuality of the world I live in.
Second thing I do, is an inventory of how I feel, what I like about this day, my life, my body … and all the things I do not! The things I do not like are within ranges of acceptance, change, despair, guilt and are attached to myself, others and within long or short term influence.
When for instance I’ll take the awareness of my body, I could focus on my belly and the overweight I allowed myself to create over time. In the present situation I don’t like how it got this far and I really want to alter it back to the way it was before. I know how to do it. It takes time and change, in my pattern of both eating and exercise. But in the self realization in the morning, I can only bring myself to dislike, blame and feel a weakness in my most recent failed efforts … to alter my behavior in order to get the desired result. If I stand in front of an actual mirror or only in the mirror of my own mind, doesn’t matter.
Let’s take another example. The first one focussed on one aspect of the body and there can be many in this area. However when you make it even bigger than your body, you could do the same self awareness exercise with your life. You take one aspect out of the whole, you focus on the fact that it is not the way you want it and start feeling along the line of dislike, projection and judgement.
Now I do realize my life isn’t the average human one. Most people wake up, do the above realizations in a few minutes, take the time and date and the events planned and go into operation mode. Along this line they will do the same things, realizing their body, their life and the world they live in … but most of them do this in full acceptance of how things are as a human physical being. They realize the human they are, without even knowing they are first and foremost creator and source. They are living from a human body, physical truth … self awareness … primarily and only.
Anyway, back to the insight from this morning and the recipe for change towards my future self.
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When I arrive in my self realization, I like to start with acceptance first. The acceptance is the part to ground me in the Now of Who I Am and Truly accept I choose to Be here.
The second part is gratitude. I Am grateful to experience a life and my breathing and feelings are my most inner and personal creations. My thinking, realization, and interpretation are my own means to observe myself and creation.
The third part is love. I Am the light of all my own creations reflecting back at me at any time! I Know how and when I created each and every moment. I know I always take the maximum effort to choose the best, most optimal loving approach in all my decisions for both myself as well as others. As I also know I Am the creator as my Higher Self, there is no other to experience the creations I offered and allowed myself to live in.
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I already knew the above clarity from a spiritual understanding, yet I hadn’t really figured it out into a constant being, into a constant holding the vibration and into lifting this up into an ongoing level of joy. The level of constant joy is possibly the step beyond the recipe of understanding how you as a human can bring yourself down easily, in your ‘normal’ self awareness exercise, without fully knowingly realizing it. That you are trapped in a pattern of doing, thinking and interpreting yourself and the world, while subsequently finding your own inner feelings to confirm and support this reality.
Think about how this whole process is at the exact opposite experience, whenever you are excited about anything! Imagine your inner child just before opening your presents or going into an adventure that excites you. The excitement comes from the fact you want things to happen, you want them to occur, you want them over and over again, because you like the experience so much. This is the other side, the positive side. Same exercise in self and World realization … different inner projection, other corresponding feelings and excitement.
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The thing I realized this morning, is the fact I often start my day from very low. Mostly my mornings aren’t my favorite part of the day. In my particular case, I wake up alone, which isn’t my preferred situation. Furthermore, I wake up in a body which I accept to a level although it can be and used to be better, stronger and fitter. Lastly, again for me, I mostly realize a lack of events to be excited about. I filled my life with some peaceful, uplifting and positive experiences … but the truth is, I know of other experiences that are much more exciting and joyous.
Some of these joyful experiences exist within a field of coexistence with other people. They are in preparation, but also in codependency with and from others.
As I truly long for these events to occur, I’m sort of addicted to focus on this part within my overall creation. I am curious about any ‘news’ around these areas that excite me. I want only positive news and information, because I want progress and no decline. Any decline or backlash is holding me longer away from what I long for, what I desire and the actual realization of my dream. It also holds me in my own ’empty’ world, where I don’t want to be any longer, where I want to leave … where I know ’emptiness’ and projected darkness exist. This is my own and Known darkness … of past … and my own repeated projections!!!
So these are the times I should be aware of Who I actually Am. That I’m a creator of the Universe around me and the feelings and experience inside me. That I Am the creator, inside my creation. That I Am the master of the Law of Attraction and Repulsion. I Am at the steering wheel of my change, of being in form, in body, in matter, in reality, in life … alife.
The light is mine and mine alone. It is my building block to create everything. I breathe it in and breathe it out … transmute it in parts I like and desire and parts I like to offer out in change, in improvement. Every moment I’m blessed to BE standing in my own Light and allow it to Become Love. This is Who I Am and what I do, what I always have been doing, even when I do not realize myself doing it … I Am.
Much Love and Hugs 💕💞💓🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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May 19, 2022 at 9:55 AM #335536Catherine VielModerator
Thoughtful and insightful, Ralph, thank you.🥰
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June 11, 2022 at 11:58 PM #336090Benjamin Raymond KelleyParticipant
I used to give as much as possible, and it led to ruined intimate relationships. Now I look after myself first & do the best I can with everything else.
I want everything, just not to have myself. It needs to exist.
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