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Once in a while we should try something new … yes?!
So what about a thread where we encourage expressing itself, rather than the theme or subject for that matter. Share what ever you like to share and maybe be aware of the feeling you experience or remembered while having it.
Hope to see all active forum members at least contribute once … and maybe encourage the silent “lurkers” hahahaha to step in as well. 😘
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Nature has become part of my life over the course of growing up into the person I am today. Actually I have started to notice nature when I was being reintroduced to spiritual self awareness and even later into this process, while looking for peace. So maybe only in recent years I really see nature for what it actually is, while before I only saw it and took it for granted and now evolved into feeling it.
Anyway, today I like to share one of my loved ones hahahaha … it’s an onion flower growing within a square meter garden I have constructed on my balcony three years ago.
The first year I planted some vegetables and was very delighted I could grow something, admire the process and the final result. I felt proud of having the ability to grow it, manage the outcome and enjoy myself as enabler .. Co-Creator.This year the little garden grows itself. I am not or barely controlling the or any result. I am more in an observing state and being surprised as what and how is being created in front of me. Yes I put in some seeds and some other stuff, but merely because I wanted the garden 😂 to fill up with anything other then ground.
So I found an onion in my kitchen in March and just put it in the ground. Actually I had two and one of them, became alive as in producing some green above the ground where the other flourished. The flourishing one has become a centre of amazement daily. It produced a very firm plant with almost six balls of flowers … at least they are to me. I bless this little plant for producing this small miracle within my life.
Equally the many weed are all producing something amazing. They are sharing a joined limited space both above as below the surface ( I imagine). They maximize the available potential and grow as a small collective. They daily radiate life and love and I feel blessed just to be in a position to observe, be aware of this present moment and feel their self presence shine.
They and I both hold only a tiny spec of space in this vast universe on this enormous planet, but we hold it in amazement and joy.
Love you, bye for now 😚💞
Ralph
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Hi Ralph
That’s exciting to have a garden – I too get a thrill from being a co-creator of green life ( maybe my grandfather’s farming genes coming through ! )
Seeing photos here is wonderful, thank you !
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I know that this thread is titled “fluffy,” but I have some fears that I need to express. Moving forward into the future, I feel scared that I will end up jobless and homeless because I refuse to get jabbed or wear masks. I also feel scared that if I choose to maintain the stability in my daily life and go along with further mask wearing, I will get trapped on the dying old 3D world and be unable to ascend. I have no idea what Divine Mother expects of me right now, and yet I feel like I’m going to reach a crossroads soon, I feel it ominously looming over me. When I think about my role logically, it doesn’t make sense for me to throw away all the things I’ve worked so hard to create; I have my own apartment, a loving husband, a stable job, a decent relationship with my family, etc. I know that I am supposed to be a stabilizing force in my area, that’s why I have been so firmly rooted in one spot for years and years. I also know that I am supposed to be an emotional support for people when the truth starts flooding out. So it doesn’t make sense for me to lose my job for my principles and then run away into the forest and likely die since I have no survival skills. It doesn’t make sense for me to be a beggar on the street either; no one is gonna think to ask the homeless girl for emotional advice. Despite all this, I feel like a noose is tightening around my neck. If you have any thoughts or advice, it would be greatly appreciated.
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Hi Alex,
I would like others in this forum to respond to your very open request first. In the meantime I will already send you courage, wisdom, light and love 💕😘. You too, just as Pat are a major Lightworkers my dear.
Talk to you soon.🥰💕💞💓🌈
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Thank you, I appreciate how much you care about me, Ralph. I care about you and all of our forum friends too. Maybe someday we can see everybody in person.
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Hello AnaelTheRoseAngel!
I would like to share my truth – which is opposite and contrary to our social structures conditioning at present.
Life is supposed to flow with grace and ease. When one meets resistance on a certain path that is because they have stepped off their actual path – the path of least resistance. Typically when on the path of resistance we employ a form of control construct which in turn creates more resistance, but it also blinds us to only seeing that path which needs to be controlled. One needs to step back and allow one’s self to be the path,
ignoring social paradigms of false teachings bound to social matrix’s of control and separation. <- those constructs are employed for a reason hint hint nudge nudge.When one is experiencing fear it can be difficult to let go and accept what comes. But when we simple sit and allow the path to unfold we meet no resistance.
So to work hard and to over come obstacles ( work hard, conquer the matrix, show everyone my reward) is actually a trap causing quantum entanglement’s which will need balancing at some point.
“That which is not needed falls away” – quote from another-self.
Be in Peace and with Love always
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Hi Alex, since losing jobs and being homeless is unfortunately a possibility for many people, I can understand how your thoughts can spiral that way.
May I suggest you look at TheHealthyAmerican.org? Peggy Hall has gathered a lot of legal ammunition for workers worried about losing jobs because of the very things you fear.
Another suggestion is to do a little research now locally, before anything might become an issue. Most cities have a low or no cost legal aid clinic. Find the contact info now so if something does come up, you have someone to call.
That said…you are with a loving and supportive husband, and you are a package deal. He wouldn’t let you wander into the forest to starve, or get kicked out on the streets.
Maybe you could also work some Reiki on these fears.
My opinion is, nobody participating on this forum is going to go through unmanageable 3D trauma. We’ve all come too far to be sidelined. Pat’s housing story is an inspiration for that!
Sending you plenty of love, dear friend!
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Hi Alex,
Was catching up on some reading in the blog and came across this one https://goldenageofgaia.com/2021/06/27/messages-from-ann-the-angels-does-your-focus-spark-joy/
Was wondering if you had a chance to read it? … and if it makes sense, also in a “practical” way to “do/interpret” self and life?
Should be an open question for many, but for some reason you are closest in my current awareness 😅🤭😉
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Hi Alex,
My suggestion reading your post would be to go inside, meditate or do any other practice of your choice that allows you to connect with your Inner Guidance. Ask your Higher Self or your guardian Angels for support (I am sure your Anael would be very happy to assist you 😊). When we ask a question, there always comes an answer. If we are willing to listen, we will get it, in one form or another.
I wish you all the best Alex, a lot of love, light and joy in your Life.💓😊
I am sure you will make a right decision for yourself, the one that makes you be in peace and joy, regardless of the outer circumstances.Love & Light,
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Hello Alex
This is my first opportunity to find a chance to contribute thoughts on what you wrote , about the fears and worries that you’re dealing with.
I wondered if your state of mind feels much like a see-saw that goes up and down numerous times through the day-night , but feels right now as if you’re getting heavier and staying ‘stuck down’ too often … as a simple image to use for it.
Others gave good suggestions and their warm support & I know from what you’ve shared on-site here that you’re an advanced, aware, wise soul.
I figure, over time in the work you’ve done on self, you probably developed a list of helpful techniques/practices / aids which you can usually rely onto help you stay in balance… ( different for each of us , but we learn what works , be it breathing exercises, more water to drink or soak in, meditation, a cat-nap when needed , good foods , yoga, the right music or chant, physical exercise, a good uplifting book, a walk in nature – I figure you do know what benefits and nourishes you )
We’re definitely in a challenging phase right now …. I have adult sons who are ‘awake’ to the Deep State, but they’re not feeling at all optimistic about a good outcome (they don’t believe in the White Hats / Alliance & they think I’m naive (and a bit simple probably!) . Anyway, I’ve had conversations with them along similar lines of where to go / how to escape the tests and the V , enough of the mask agenda , etc. ( that feeling of the noose tightening )
They don’t hold much faith that Good can possibly triumph when it feels so grim and extreme now.
I’ve sure moments, or hours, or even whole days in a row, ugh (especially during the most recent Mercury Retrograde) when I feel very despondent too about whatever lies ahead for us . But I know after sitting on the low end of the see-saw awhile, I will eventually kick and get myself to rise UP again , whew…. it’s such a nicer place to be … UP, UP & swinging one’s legs, looking around … not stuck down there,blah,sitting and being heavy …. UP , like a kid, having a care free time .Anyway, although things on a big level are building up and it’s scary & volatile for humanity to be here at this time, I’m also wondering if you’ve considered that receiving Reiki attunements fairly recently ( in the training you just went through) could also be an influence, making you ultra sensitive at this time, Alex.
Has your teacher – or have the other students – talked about this ?
An attunement can affect each person differently. I wanted to bring it up, just in case you hadn’t factored that in
… and if it makes sense, & if you think it’s amplifying all your reactions right now, then hey, you could try to switch perspective and view this as something adventurous, more like a game, a challenge … perhaps picture a creek or a river, and stepping stones you’re needing to use in order to make your way across … you were not sure you feel bold enough , brave enough, agile enough, but don’t panic, don’t rush .
Stay in place for now … be mindful and watchful, make a plan, choose ….
If any of that makes sense ?
If I lived close by and we had this conversation , I’d suggest you pop on by for a cup of tea and sympathy and I’d probably also offer you several things I always have on-hand here, as they are a vital part of my own trustworthy ‘arsenal’ for the occasions when deep dread, or panic, discouragement, total fatigue, black gloom , crabbiness, you name it , when something I’m wanting to shake off has a hold on me …You might already be well familiar with this info , which wouldn’t surprise me , but I’ll mention a couple useful things here, just in case :
1) a basic staple for me , as important as toilet paper , is Rescue Remedy (“we all feel in need of rescue sometimes”) A flower essence formula created 100 years ago by a British dr., Dr. Edward Bach, to treat anxiety and stress. (before they’d even coined the term ’emotional stress’ , I’m thinking)
Even if folks have it on hand, it’s also important to be alert and realize oh ho, ahaha, THIS is a Rescue Remedy moment , when a crisis arises, and to use it ! Often , people simply don’t remember to. (putting a few drops in one’s drinking water is economical and efficient)If you’re not already aware of them, perhaps look up The 38 Bach Flower remedies, Alex. The flower essences can mesh so very well with Reiki work.
Dr. Bach (channeling the info. from Nature) created a specific flower essence for each one of our 38 human emotions, as well as the R.R. ‘stress formula’ , which is a combo of 5 of them.Therefore, one can make up a ‘mix’ which addresses the emotional state, even when in an intense situation where the different emotions can feel like a convoluted hopeless web. They can safely, gently, subtly help one begin to regain an equilibrium and clarity.
During the twenty years I’ve used them, I can attest they’ve made a major difference. What’s wonderful is sometimes they work amazingly fast !
(my grandchildren, age 2 and 5 , already know when they need Rescue Remedy – for anything like a boo-boo after a fall, or feeling sad , temper tantrummy tired, etc.)
It’s a very rewarding field of info. to dabble in when one’s interested in energy work , and so maybe you’re already knowledgeable about them. Would not surprise me a bit : )2) something else which can powerfully benefit our emotional states – safely and gently and without side effects – are homeopathic remedies, such as Aconitum Napellum , Ignatia Imara, and Hypericum Perfortum. These are some of the ones I’ve used often, especially in this past year and a half, to address the strong fears and shocks and worries . Remedies which I don’t want to ever be without . (again, like the flower essences, utterly safe for babies and animals too)
If any of the above is new to you and appeals, and if you have a good public library system & love books & feel you may need a project right now, maybe search up the topics of homeopathy and flower essences (Dr. Bach’s were the first, but there are now many other companies doing flower essences as well, cool to check out – but meanwhile, his are a great place to start)
In my opinion, there’s just Nothing like a pile of ‘new’ books to be excited about : )
and when I find a special book I realize I hate to bring back to the library, then I hunt a copy down and buy it for my shelf here .If you’d rather use the Internet, there’s lots of info there too.
On the internet, I find Joette Calabrese’s site , on Practical Homeopathy is invaluable. Her life’s goal is to empower women to look after themselves and their families , without pharmaceutical drugs (and also without the intimidation which ‘classical homeopathy’ often imposes, with all it’s rules and complexities.)Anyway, Alex, please know I’m thinking of you – breathe deep and stay in place, and look for the calming tools that help you.
I KNOW you’ll weather this and come out more sure and resilient.
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I feel like I have been complaining a lot lately, I’m sorry if it has felt that way to any of you. I do have things that I’ve wanted to share that are more happy, but for the last 10 days or so, things have been so stressful and exhausting, so I haven’t had the energy or motivation to post things unless they felt urgent.
Now that the heat in my area is gone and many other situations have been smoothed out in my life, I have some breathing room to make positive posts again. On that note, something amazing has happened in my life recently. I’ll need to give you some background info first.
My husband, Raven, has been working for his dad’s hardwood floor company since 2017, and it has been a nightmare for his mental health. The job environment is physically, mentally, and emotionally abusive.
The hours are inconsistent; he’ll sometimes go a week without work, and then when he gets back to work he’ll be working at a job that’s an hour and a half or two hours away sometimes, and he’ll have to work for 10 or 11 hours per day. Even though I have a lower hourly wage, I still make more money because of consistency.
Also, Raven is his dad’s only full-time employee. The other guy they had left earlier in the year to take care of his parents, so Raven is under constant pressure to make it to work and can’t really ask for time off unless it’s 6 weeks ahead of time. He’s had to fake being sick on multiple occasions just to take care of his mental health.
On top of the terrible hours, no vacations, and very tough physical labor, Raven’s dad is emotionally abusive towards him. His dad doesn’t have a good handle on his emotions and gets angry and snappy very easily. Whenever he’s stressed, he takes it out on Raven, and Raven has wanted to get away from that even before starting to work for him.
Last week, Raven was at a breaking point. I believe I made a post on that day, which was the solstice, where I mentioned walls closing in on us. Raven felt like he was trapped in his job with his dad, and was spiraling into depression.
This job has stopped Raven at every turn when trying to improve his life. He’s wanted to be an entertainer on Twitch; his job got in the way of that. He’s wanted to study to get his GED so he can find a desk job; his current job is getting in the way there too.
I was stressing out too because I didn’t know how to help him out of his situation, but then I got the idea to ask my manager about Raven working at my job at McDonald’s. I was worried that he wouldn’t be allowed to work at my job because we’re married and they wouldn’t want to risk us distracting each other. However, when I talked to James about my situation, he said he has no problem with Raven working alongside me.
That was, in and of itself, a huge relief because I knew that if they gave him a fair chance, Raven would have no problem getting hired.
The next big hurdle in our way was breaking the bad news to his dad that he was planning on getting a new job. I remember on Saturday, Raven was filled with anxiety as he waited for a chance to have a talk on the phone with his dad; he was fully expecting to get into an argument.
I decided to do some long distance Reiki on his dad and step-mom (who is the money side of the business), repeating over and over, “Peace, Love, Compassion.”
Finally, when Raven was able to have the talk with his dad, and explain that he had made up his mind to get a different job, his dad paused and said, “Okay, let me have some time to process what you’ve said, and I’ll call you back when I’ve got an answer for you.” Then they said goodnight and hung up the phone.
Raven was amazed that his dad didn’t start guilting him into staying, and he believes 100% that my Reiki is what helped him stay calm. That definitely made me happy knowing that I can actually use magic to make my life and my husband’s life better.
The next day, Raven’s dad called back and said Raven was free to go look for another job. He said there wouldn’t have been any work for two weeks anyway because of the wood shortage, so now would be the time to find a better source of income. The feeling of relief between the two of us was palpable.
Now all that was left to do was have Raven get interviewed.
His interview happened to be today, and despite knowing he would do just fine, I couldn’t help but feel nervous as he walked across the street (yes, my job is across the street from my apartment). I chose to do Reiki while he was gone, and before I could even finish the session, Raven called me with the great news. He got hired! And it was so effortless too!
James didn’t even ask him any formal interview questions; he just cut straight to asking Raven about his availability, handed him a sheet of paper with a list of items he would need to bring to orientation, and said he’s looking forward to working with him.
I know that this is Raven’s big moment, but a channeled message told me recently to stop identifying with the times when I had to toil and struggle to get what I wanted, and to start placing emphasis on the times when things fell into my lap, because effortlessness is a key characteristic of 5D manifestation.
That simple change in perspective has opened a miraculous door in my life, and it would of course have an effect on Raven. He keeps calling me his lucky angel because I have brought so much good fortune into his life since we started dating.
I feel such elation that Raven won’t have to work for his dad anymore, that he’ll finally have time to study for his GED, and perhaps even build up his viewership on Twitch again. There’s nothing standing in his way, and I can’t help but feel like a proud mother watching her son on graduation day. We’ll have so much more financial stability, and even more time to spend together because of this one change. I feel so incredibly excited for all the possibilities in our now moment.
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Thank you Ralph, Nena and Lynn for your generous outpouring of love and support. I feel so blessed to be a part of this community. I do have an interest in those flower essences from Dr. Bach, so I’ll see which suit me. I would like to start adding more happy and spiritual posts now that two of the hugest shadows looming over me have dissipated. I know now that Raven is going to have a better job, and the first day of Washington State opening up has passed. I feel way better, like a building has lifted from my shoulders.
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Hi Alex,
I am utterly surprised in a perplexed but uplifting way. So happy to read this thread today and see the energies have skyrocketed 😃🌈
Congratulations Alex and Raven for this major positive shift (many thanks to Raven’s dad and James too). I am really happy for you Alex, because to me … you have equally as Pat gone through a “door”.With you it was and maybe still is a little … “fear of the dark” … I like to call it. It isn’t really a specific fear for something … but rather a fear of what could be! … (please allow yourself to read back your initial post here. Do all these issues still exist? I wonder if they were just a state of mind?)
Why do you go there Alex? Could it be you lack faith?What I remember from myself, could maybe assist you in a way. Allow me to share it here for you and others.
I noticed my “fear of the dark” symptoms when I was looking at my feelings. Desired to become aware of them, while I equally had already found some flaws in my past self awareness and the much tougher vasanas.So being aware of my feelings got me near a place of emptiness and silence 🤐 as to almost feeling nothing, no sensation, no highs, no lows … blank. These feelings were so familiar to a state of depression … I just kept tagging “bad” vibes to them. Like absolutely sure that wasn’t the correct way to go … been there, done that, no way out of hell that’s where I go again.
What happened, I was convinced to find the happy, fluffy, loving stuff somewhere else … I just hadn’t found it yet or … most probably, I wasn’t worth it yet!!!
Back yet again into searching my self, looking at the ego, working with all light and darkness, expecting all kind of doom scenarios to happen … death of loved ones, more of being judged and ridiculed by others, crucified like events, you name it. I was convinced to have yet another obstacle, a debris, a blockage inside me somewhere. Untill I stopped looking for this “lower and dark” inside and claimed to Be Good!!!From that moment on … All changed. It was a portal of many changes in awareness and feelings to follow. Everything that followed, honestly allowed me to look back at me, my past thinking, behavior and actions. I noticed how a changed from a Light worker into a Light Being!! I embraced silence, I embraced solitude, I started to appreciate feeling nothing, numbness … it opened a way to Be in peace, in gratitude.
From there I found strength in every Now. Why? Both the past as the perceived future didn’t matter as much as before. Why? Because I knew and still Know Who I Am … and even Who I always have Been!
When you are in a place like this you “just” have to look at everything different … when you feel upset or negative about it. It becomes so easy to do that, because you just define and claim a love label to anything.You see Alex, the world maybe doesn’t change as I used to expect it would, as I needed it to happen before … but it did for me … already!!
You my dear and everyone else here ARE in ascension!!! The outcome for the rest of the world will FOLLOW … not the other way around. So everybody looking outside for change are in fact readying themselves to BE the ones grounding themselves in these new shores. Eventually no one is left in the old and we have passed on, moved up, arrived home.Will it be quick? It matters not, because you will have arrived at peace in your(K)Now. Everyone else is allowed to do this in their own way and paste too. This is part of the free will agreement … and that is the only “condition” attached to Oneness … it’s a condition of Light Being Love 💓💞💕😘
Don’t be afraid of the dark Alex, don’t be afraid of fear, but just Know it’s presents is the flip side of love. Turn it around and trust in Good.
Love you and everyone else here who is making this change BEcome True🙏
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Hi Alex,
so glad to know things have shifted in a positive way there ! It’s so great to hear about the easy peaceful unfolding of Raven’s new job and that you’re feeling a return of magical optimism and your personal strength & power … may his change of work make a wonderful difference for you both.
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Alex, that’s some really nice news! I’m glad and grateful that you and Raven are now in an easier and more pleasant situation.
Ralph, thank you for this new thread! It’s indeed nice having some pictures around here 😊 Your urban garden is lovely!
Onion flowers (and other Allium species) were among my favorite when I used to be an organic farmer, with Nasturtium and Arugula (rocket) ones. I always kept an area full of onions overwinter just to see them in the early summer 🤩 They’re quite tasty too, if you can bring yourself to pick one from such a beautiful thing! I really like mixing them with some crushed Sedum leaves (supposing they’re not insanely bitter as on some rare plants…), it makes some kind of instant onion pesto even without a single drop of oil 😄
One spring a thick lawn of wild pansies grew right in front of my greenhouse, all by itself. Weeds are really wonderful!Loving Kindness,
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Hi Julien,
Thanks for the compliment and advice. I am not actually gardening … just admire how things grow. Yes I will eat the onions and be grateful for all they offered me.
I also try to “talk” with the plants hahahaha. But it’s more of making a connection and feel if there is something I should offer them. At this moment we aren’t “speaking” the same language, but I keep listening and trying 😂
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On the subject of plants, I have two Lucky Bamboo plants (which are not real bamboo, totally different species). The one that I got when I was a teen is named Mai, and the younger one that I got a few years ago is named Jade. I refer to both of them as female, and they are my babies, since I have no other dependents.
I love them very much, and honestly, they are very good as beginner plants. They are very hardy, and only need to be watered once a week, as far as I can tell. Yet at the same time they are delicate indoor plants. They are native to the lush rainforests in Africa, so they are made for a warm climate and partial shade. They’ll freeze to death in even a mild Washington winter, and their leaves will burn in direct sunlight. So they get to sit on my bistro table in the living room about 12 feet away from the window.
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Lucky Bamboo are awesome! Thanks for the info, Alex, I knew very little about them. I wonder if they’re poisonous to cats? Will look up… (our indoor cats chew on any and all greenery)
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I have no clue if they have poisonous leaves, to be honest. I haven’t lived with pets, let alone any that eat plants, in a very long time. I miss my family dogs, they’re both in heaven right now. If Raven ever gets a stay at home job, I would like a cat, if I can find one that is hypoallergenic (and hopefully not worth an arm and a leg 😱).
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Hi Alex,
How nice you named your plants … simply lovely 🥰. Also you have some long term plants joining you on this Earth experience. Unfortunately I had to leave almost all past non human souls behind … but equally and honestly I didn’t hold gratitude for them at this earlier part of my life.
I think naming anything gives them appreciation for being part of your self awareness. Just like you did when “allowing” anime characters to be alive and real within your total awareness field of love 💕 … and they did, because you as Creator created and co-created them into being.
Anyway … I looked up the lucky bamboo … and yes recognized it from some trend a couple years ago. Didn’t know there are soooo many variants. Just liked to put in some images here to sheer up the “fluffy” mood.
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I thank all the plants in our garden for their presence every day and ask the devas and flower fairies to help them thrive. 🧚🏻♀️ Everyone seems happy! We’re sure happy to see greenery after years of depressing dead drought lawns. 🙀
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Oh, no, Raven doesn’t work from home right now. He’ll be working at McDonald’s with me, starting today.
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I apologize Alex. See now there still is a difference between an actual home job … and working near home … crossing the street to McDonald’s.
Anyway the two of you will be at home more often as before hahahaha 😉
Maybe a turtle 🐢 than in stead of a cat 🐈
Sorry, just teasing. I am happy for your improved situation 💓💞💕🙏
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I’m enjoying this fun fluffy thread. I didn’t realize there were so many varieties of Lucky bamboo, Ralph, thanks for the pictures! Alex, are you talking about a hairless cat to be hypoallergenic? Actually I believe cats are quite sanitary… They do clean themselves very well. And they’re inexpensive when you adopt them from the shelter which I certainly recommend.
Orchids are so beautiful, Nena! They are wonderful in part because they bloom for such a long time. Can’t have them inside here, yes, the cats will chew on them. They especially love roses and will eat the flowers. No bouquets in our house.
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Some people have told me that there are certain breeds of cats that have hair and also don’t produce as much of the dander that gives people allergies. I wouldn’t mind having a hairless cat though, I think they’re cute.
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I was just thinking it’s funny-ironic – cute that the title of this thread is Fluffy , and now we’re thinking about hairless cats 😀
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Hahahaha Lynn, you are right .. it’s very ironic 😹
So I went to Google for some picture inspirations, to fluffy up this tread 🤭😉
There I came across a nice, Before and After version in extremes lol
Before
After
The second one gives me the impression … the ET’s already landed hahahaha 😂
Love 💞💓💕🌈, Ralph
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Aahhhhhhhhh!!!!!
Are you sure that second one is real!? Yikes, Ralph.🙀🤪
I immediately thought of Jabba the Hut from Star Wars.
Thanks for your “research“ and sharing with us here. 😻😘
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Yes, he appears to be popular too
https://www.insider.com/photos-sphynx-cat-with-terrifying-glare-is-quite-sweet-2020-3😂🐈😹
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Hello everyone, I hope you’re all doing well. I have had a difficult time coming up with things to say. I know I don’t post often anyway, but I have been even more blocked than usual when it comes to writing.
I hope that none of you take offense if I don’t comment on something that you post. I often can’t come up with anything to say that adds something interesting to the conversation, so I lurk a lot, just reading.
There are a few things that I’ve wanted to talk about, but my usual elegant writer’s flow has been completely dormant. I think I know why I feel that way now.
This year has been so crazy, with so many major changes happening in a relatively short span. Before this year, I had no friends. The only person that I spent time with was my husband. My dad still lived in the same apartment with me and Raven. Raven was still working for his dad in the hardwood business.
Then all of that changed, and its only been 6 months.
I made a friend in December of 2020, so these big changes did start a little bit last year. In April my dad moved out. In June I made a second friend. This month, Raven quit his old job and started working alongside me at McDonald’s.
I know that all of these changes are positive, but they have all come with new responsibilities, and to have all of these happen in such quick succession is almost more than I can handle.
I went such a long time being a hermit, and all of a sudden I have two platonic relationships to consider, two people to think about, to make time for. I have my own home now, so I have to learn how to keep it clean. My husband and I are basically together at all times now so I have to consciously create space for me-time so I can meditate or otherwise de-stress.
ALL of this happened ON TOP of being an awake and aware human being during the most trying times in human history, this absurd lockdown that has affected every person on the planet.
I am a lightworker, actively participating in the most challenging ascension in the history of the multiverse. I am not only cleansing my own shadow on a regular basis, which is stressful enough, but I am also cleansing the traumas and emotions of those around me and of those in my ancestral line because I chose to do so before incarnating. I hold the burden of knowing what evil looks like, as we all do here on this forum, while we watch our sleeping families walk around in blissful ignorance.
I’m not trying to have a pity party right now, I’m just dumbfounded that I didn’t get committed to an insane asylum by now.
My friend Isaiah was the one who put all of this into perspective for me a few days ago. I was venting to him about how hurt and betrayed I feel that my own parents don’t believe the things I tell them about Trump and the Alliance. I told him how I feel guilty about wanting to isolate myself because I just became friends with my other friend Nathan.
Isaiah then listed off all the huge changes that I’ve gone through in the last several months, and I was shocked that I hadn’t noticed all of it before. No wonder I’m so stressed out every day! I just pray that Nathan will be gracious enough to take things slowly with me while I get used to Raven’s new job and work schedule, that is the change that is knocking me off balance the most right now.
There are actually even more things that I could go into detail about, like struggling to forgive my parents while feeling guilty about not spending more time with them, or trying to help Nathan out of his horrible living situation, but you get the picture.
Am I the strongest of the strong? The bravest of the brave? Yeah, I’d say so.
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Hello Alex,
How lovely of you to send this “invitation”!! Because that is many times the energy your posts carry. I want you … whenever you like … to do a little observation, in real life and also reading stuff or interconnecting with people.
I would like you to concentrate on the vibration first and foremost and secondly on the words or way of expressing … and ultimately on “your perceived” meaning … as this always is an interpretation, never a fact!
You “appear” to be so fragile, I always immediately want to hug you … give you strength, courage and wisdom. But Alex … you open your self and your heart soooo much, people like us … seeking to change the whole World, are touched by empathy and straight out caring and love for you💓. So please try to realize this true fact as much as you can.
Also thank you for the lurking confession. I can tell you and everyone else here, I need this place … and the main reason is … there simply isn’t anything else vibrating at the same frequency. So if there is no or very little activity here … I tend to feel lonely, which is very close to feeling empty … which is almost on the edge of darkness and depression. This is my personal struggle on a daily basis … balancing myself in the center, holding my Light and not flipping to a lower self frequency.
Having said that … I love all interaction here and wouldn’t mind if we had more in whatever form, but at least knowing “others” are battling their own daily challenges and the maximum is “lurking” gives me great satisfaction too. So yes … whenever anyone can and like to express anything, know you have my light and love always 🙏
Lastly Alex, I do have some advice … if you don’t mind … regarding your new friends (maybe we should even open up a dedicated thread for this topic). Friendships can be more valuable than a romantic relationship or even family. They also carry by definition much more unconditional love.
My advice for you Alex is do two things with your friends. One is be yourself always and express to them who you are … your insecurities, social struggling and your shiness. By doing so you don’t have to “be” as in pretend another version of yourself.
Number two is, allow yourself and possibly tell them too, the right to be passive mostly responsive. My guess is you are “teaching” them, while you think you need to “learn” friendship rules of engagement. This is untrue and the very fact you use a word as ‘responsibility’ in relation to friendship should be enough proof. Friendships should be unconditional, authentic and not about pleasing the outside … major ego trap.
You are a major Lightworker and Wayshower Alex … keep reminding yourself 😘💕💞💓🌈
Ralph
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Thank you Ralph, I will do my best to be myself around my new friends. It’s quite easy around Isaiah because he’s been awake for just as long as I have. But Nathan is still asleep, albeit with a good potential to wake up if I’m careful about what I show him and in what order. That’s another reason why I’m more hesitant to hang out with Nathan. With all that said, I feel hopeful for the future with both of my friends.
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Dear Ralph, thank you for sharing this:
I can tell you and everyone else here, I need this place … and the main reason is … there simply isn’t anything else vibrating at the same frequency. So if there is no or very little activity here … I tend to feel lonely, which is very close to feeling empty … which is almost on the edge of darkness and depression. This is my personal struggle on a daily basis … balancing myself in the center, holding my Light and not flipping to a lower self frequency.
I can have so many ups and downs in a single day I might as will be on a roller coaster, but it’s not as much fun. Having the forum with our lovely members contributing thoughts and feelings and love and support is a very important centering / balancing point for me, too.😻
Love,
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Thanks Catherine 🙏
I do feel we share a lot in common 🥰 … so guess knowing there are others vibrating at an equal frequency, while holding their “human” grounded and facing their individual obstacles and struggles … is in itself a very comforting thought.
This by itself makes it impossible to feel lonely 🤭🤔🥰
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I enjoyed this latest interchange, Alex and Ralph. I, too, picked up on the word “responsibility” that Alex used, as in “having a friend is a responsibility.”
From what you’ve written here over the months, Alex, you have an extremely clear, almost evangelical sense of yourself as a lightworker with a very important mission to wake people up.
It sounds like that is your predominant view of Nathan. Not so much as a genuine friend, but as someone you need to be there for when he’s ready to turn on his own light. I get the sense that you’re almost ready to pounce as soon as you see a glimmer of his readiness. That could feel very burdensome for you, indeed.
That’s just my sense, and I may be completely off, and if so, I apologize.
In any case, if there is any smidgen of accuracy in that assessment, all I can say is, consider cutting yourself a bit of slack. I think I understand your determination to fulfill your destiny on its many levels. Perhaps that does mean that any friend you have, you will see as a potential convert, as it were. People like Isaiah who are already “there“ would be much more relaxing for you to be around, I would think.
I am more of the school of letting things unfold and not needing to be hyperalert to what I think someone else might need to hear. I figure I will know when and if I ought to speak because somebody is ready to listen. That might be because I’ve had so many years in 12 step and other support groups, and from that experience, I believe that people will ask for your wisdom when they want what you’ve got and want to know how to get it for themselves. And simply won’t hear you when they’re not there yet.
Not sure if this is any help, but there you go. Like they say, take what you like and leave the rest.😘
Love,
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I would say you’re exactly right about viewing friends as a responsibility. Basically all of my childhood friends left me, drifted away from me, and I’ve somehow convinced myself that it’s because I am such a solitary creature. It is very difficult to pry myself away from my own world, to think about others aside from Raven. I have such little social energy as well, so I get overwhelmed very quickly during social exchanges. I feel so scared that anyone that I become friends with will just stop talking to me because I don’t entertain them often enough, because I don’t hang out with them or text them or call them enough. I hadn’t even gotten used to having one friend by the time I gained a second, and this second friend is so high energy that it’s almost suffocating. I don’t really no how to deal with this situation the best way.
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So glad, with these very honest energies, both Catherine and Alex. How brave of you Catherine to speak up knowing you could be “wrong”! How brave of you Alex to acknowledge this observation as a “real one” and not denying nor pretending to hide it as a falsehood.
For Alex, I think you have all the answers you need … in this whole thread and in your own latest response. You “think” you do need to act differently, because of how you feel, which is probably a highly nervous anxiety because of …. memory!!
This is stored in your past cellular memory. It is “only” there for you to see it, observe it in neutrality and … sorry yet again … transmute it.
I tell you based on very painful own past experiences … and I do hope other people here on this forum can back this up … but, if a friend can’t align with your vibration, your reality, your charming personality … than this “friend” isn’t a Friend, but rather a guiding reminder from your past … allowing you a crossover for a difficult lesson.
A friendship should be “low to no” maintenance. Use this as a rule of thumb. If you like we will all be coaching you, based on our own past lessons. We even have a separate thread for it now. But you my dear, have to go to the experience in Trust … we can’t do this for you.
You know something else Alex!? Already acknowledging your difficulties is the hardest part. Don’t project them onto yourself as “weaknesses” but see them for what they truly are … challenges for ascending yourself up and out of past “perceived lower” self. You are in healing and you are Not alone.
We support and Love you 💓💞💕🌈🙏😘
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Thank you again, Ralph. I definitely resonate with your concept of low maintenance friendships. I would say I have that with my friend Isaiah. His energy level is pretty similar to mine. I would say the quality of the vibration is different, but similar enough that I get along with him very well.
Isaiah is introverted like I am, but somehow is still very open and friendly with people. He actively engages people at work in conversation, and is a jovial “class clown” who likes to make people laugh. I very much envy his abilities because for so long society has looked down upon people with poor conversation skills, or poor social skills in general.
I really cherish my friendship with Isaiah because I can just be myself around him. He’s awake, and aside from not believing in reincarnation, he’s basically on board with all the political and spiritual sides to the ascension, so I can talk about anything with him. We have generally the same interests, the same sense of humor, and the same taste for food and music, which we love sharing.
I do hope I can someday have that with Nathan, but it may take some time. Nathan is 6 years younger than me, compared to Isaiah who is only 1 year younger, and I’m sure you all know that when you’re as young as I am, every year shapes you into a new human being, especially in your twenties.
Nathan lacks 6 years of growth that I’ve had, so he hasn’t fully matured into an adult. I want to be patient and see if he can slow things down and do things at my pace so that I don’t keep getting overwhelmed by his fiery energy, but I won’t stick around if he refuses to grow, or if the pace is too slow for me to handle.
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Dear Alex…That sounds like you have a very workable idea of how to deal with Nathan. The information that he’s so much younger is helpful because that makes him still a teenager, right?
The fact that you feel overwhelmed by his fiery energy is also illuminating. I know you are fine and it will be fine as you continue working your way through the puzzles and labyrinths on the way to finding your best matches with friendships, including — or not — Nathan.
What’s funny to me is I also consider myself an introvert and always have been – and I will be 65 shortly – I’m still introverted but find that I also want to participate and be a part of a community and on a simple level, be able to have fun with people. I suspect that that is a kind of maturity that I haven’t yet reached because I am extremely protective of my quiet time and need for solitude. Both of which rule out a whole lot of interaction, don’t they?
One last thing… You’re working full-time! That is taking a lot of your energy, physically and mentally. High maintenance friends might be something that is an unreasonable stretch for you at the moment and just puts too much of a burden on you. Just something else to consider, Alex.
Love,
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I appreciate your input, Catherine. Nathan actually just turned 20 in April, and I’ll be turning 26 in November. So we’re both technically in our twenties, but I remember how wet behind the ears I still was even at 20 years old. I was a very late bloomer because of my fears, and I got no social skills experience in school, so I had to learn all about that stuff, essentially, when I started dating Raven in 2017. That was when I really began maturing into the person I am now, because I had someone who was willing to call me out on my bs (as in, bad habits and behaviors), and who wasn’t going to quit on me. I’m very happy that Raven never gave up on our relationship even though I had so much growing up to do still.
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Alex, that’s some really nice news! I’m glad and grateful that you and Raven are now in an easier and more pleasant situation.
Ralph, thank you for this new thread! It’s indeed nice having some pictures around here 😊 Your urban garden is lovely!
Onion flowers (and other Allium species) were among my favorite when I used to be an organic farmer, with Nasturtium and Arugula (rocket) ones. I always kept an area full of onions overwinter just to see them in the early summer 🤩 They’re quite tasty too, if you can bring yourself to pick one from such a beautiful thing! I really like mixing them with some crushed Sedum leaves (supposing they’re not insanely bitter as on some rare plants…), it makes some kind of instant onion pesto even without a single drop of oil 😄
One spring a thick lawn of wild pansies grew right in front of my greenhouse, all by itself. Weeds are really wonderful!Seeing your garden and thinking about that time brought back some strong memories and emotions from back then, both pleasure and regret. For some reason I feel like sharing about it although that’s not a subject I usually broach in details…
A few images from that time that were lying around :
I remember gradually becoming so “time-stressed” and self-unaware back then, while working 14h+ days 7/7 from early spring to late autumn to try and make a living…
I guess it sounds weird or even stupid not being in the Now while engaging in this kind of activity, surrounded by plant life, caring for it and providing vibrant food for quite a large number of families, which I really saw as pertinent service to others. It started getting kinda hard after 4 or 5 years doing absolutely nothing but this, though… I also know that it’s something many people dream of doing, as I used to. It had felt very much like the 5D thing to do when I started my vegetable gardens from a piece of meadow.That’s what just about broke my heart-mind at some point: so much possible enjoyment, beauty and harmonious co-Creation, and yet I managed to create so little mental and emotional “space” and so little free time to be aware of it and really engage in it joyfully. I ended up alternating one spring, when diving back into the “constant-work” part of the year, between sensory bliss, red-hot anger, hysterical laughing and curled-up-on-the-floor crying every few minutes, to cite a few, and was pretty much forced to realize that I couldn’t take it anymore at that point. People who noticed it were starting to wonder whether they should call the closest psychiatric hospital… I knew it was just years of unattended emotions bubbling up (did I say that I’d started meditating again on rare occasions during the preceding winter? 😉) and a result of my constant inner “Yeah, sure, I’ll feel this for real… once I’ve done all of these 120 tasks that were due for yesterday!”, but it was still rather scary to experience.
In some sense, I guess I managed to turn a co-Creative and potentially wondrous job into a full-on 3D experience of scarcity and constant self-made stress. Sadly, most people I know who tried and started this kind of small-scale, hand-cared, local and organic vegetable farming in France burned out or gave up at some point… I truly hope it’s not the same in all countries, that’d be so heart-breakingly sad.
I then went back to studying at university (it’s amazingly cheap in France) and have been learning that I can spend hours on end engaging in high-dimensional geometry and theoretical physics while staying self-aware and enjoying it, but that I apparently cannot spend endless days co-Creating with Nature. As a result, I have little income except for some seasonal harvest works and am thus largely dependent economically on my companion for Now… not that I ever made much money by selling vegetables, to be honest. I’m really privileged in that sense and very grateful for it!
My renewed focus on science is definitely not what I’d have expected or desired 10 years ago (I wanted out of intellectual stuff 🤣), but maybe that’s linked to some Higher purpose? I know the whole experience catalyzed my spiritual growth and self-acceptance and am Now really grateful for it, but I do not really know where it may lead yet… Some “5D Tech” intuitions have been popping up in my Awareness recently though; I guess we may need some of our tools to evolve along with us during this Ascension!Anyway, I’ll just go with the Divine flow, follow my Joy and stay in the Tranquil Now, rather than fight and push myself so hard at every turn. That was one clear, rather lengthy and slightly extreme Self-taught lesson!
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Hi Julien, it looked like this post was waiting for moderator approval? Not sure. Anyway, I approved it. And enjoyed reading it!
Now I understand the slightly crazed look so many vendors at the farmers’ market seem to have…wow…I had no idea that “close to nature” ideal-sounding work could be so horrifically demanding and stressful.
I’m glad you’re enjoying the return to scientific geekiness.
Thanks for this glimpse into your life, Julien, I appreciate hearing our honest stories so much.😻
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Hi Julien,
Whenever you look for a new challenge again, think of writing books .. you are almost there hahahahaha 😂 Just joking, but my guess is the length of your post in combination with the pictures, is why it needed moderator approval.
Anyway, about your almost half life story 😉 … it’s wonderful and equally partly sad. The sad part is that we currently still live in an economic world, where people need to perform in order to survive. It’s a Draconic system and has nothing to do with “best market value or quality” but all with “survival of the fittest”.
Unfortunately almost all uplifting and inspirational activities have been put on a clock and time limitation, causing unnatural stress.
Equally funny how you mention, university is cheap in France. University and science keep you in your head most of the time, which produces a totally different electromagnetic field around you.Still you managed to find yourself through your meditation. I am glad you did and truly like your presents and contribution to this forum. My guess is you walked your many different paths, so you remember and know at what to return .. ones the lack energy on this planet has lifted.
Also thanks for the beautiful images, they truly give color to this forum.💕💞💓🌈🙏
Ralph
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Hi Catherine and Ralph,
Thanks for your comments and for approving this post! I indeed didn’t want to come begging once more for moderating help, so I shortened it somewhat when it got locked 😅
Ralph, I’d probably write 2000+ pages monsters if I tried 🤣I sincerely hope not all farm activities are so demanding… I probably obsessed about it myself, which gradually disconnected me from Nature rather than the opposite. I certainly know some – a few… – people who enjoy it a lot more than I did.
The economic world, through competition and industrial values, is definitely absurd when it comes to such essential human activities. Sadly, for now, it’s mostly that or getting involved in a pretty large self-sufficient community, which is not my thing.
We’ll probably co-Create something more harmonious at some point! There’s clearly a lot of people getting involved in organic agriculture with this objective Now. 😊By the way, while I agree that science has been taught as a mental activity, I’m not that sure it’s fundamentally that “head-dominant”, viewed from a Higher perspective.
One of the things that allowed me to pursue it again, after I fled from it as a young adult precisely because it was too rational, is that I’ve noticed that it’s possible to engage in science mostly from knowing, intuition and feeling rather than purely rational and logical thinking. It’s indeed learned through the active rational mind (for now?), mostly because it’s symbolic, logical and sequential, but at some point it becomes possible to use the rational mind sparingly and rather flow with the deeper meaning/intuition and be guided in doing so by our Hearts.
You’ll probably have noticed that I’m not one to “demonize” the mind. I see it as a wonderful part of our consciousness, although one we’ve been severely misusing for eons… We were only missing its Higher manual, in a sense. For example, its Higher functions of knowing, describing (with no analysis) and visualizing are really nice, no matter what we engage in. I don’t expect them to disappear on the way to 5D and higher since they’re not rational or separating, in my opinion.
To me, science is, like everything, part of spirituality when seen and engaged in from a Higher perspective… what else could it be? Then again, I’ve felt since childhood that I’m probably a starseed from a very “spiritually scientific” collective, although I’ve never really felt like looking into it further… that may I guess partially explain my “weird” point of view.in Loving kindness,
Julien
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Hi Julien and all,
I absolutely agree Julien with your statement here:
“I’ve noticed that it’s possible to engage in science mostly from knowing, intuition and feeling rather than purely rational and logical thinking. It’s indeed learned through the active rational mind (for now?), mostly because it’s symbolic, logical and sequential, but at some point it becomes possible to use the rational mind sparingly and rather flow with the deeper meaning/intuition and be guided in doing so by our Hearts.”
Science, like everything else, exists in lower, as well as in higher dimensions of reality. We all know how 3D science looks like, it is very much separated from spirituality, like all the other things in 3rd dimension.
But it doesn’t mean that there is “something wrong” with science. It is rather interpretation of the “scientists” who always do it through their consciousness levels.
Science is unfolding its real beauty and magnificence in higher dimensions of reality. As we (Humanity) grow in our consciousness we will be able to grasp more and more of the real Science, which is the very core of the Creation itself.Planets, Galaxies, vast Universes, All That Is …everything is created from the Sounds, Colors, Light, Sacred Geometry, Arithmetic Sequences (e.g. we know Fibonacci Sequence here on Earth). This is a true science in its highest order.
This Science is deeply embedded in Love, it can be only approached through Higher Heart and Higher Mind simultaneously.Whole my life, from the early childhood I have always liked Spirituality and Mathematics, which were both inextricably linked in my understanding.
I adored Mathematics in school, I could almost see the colors and light behind the numbers, sequences, feel their frequency. I especially liked geometry, I could also see different shapes in space… Although I have a formal education in Science (MSc in one of the STEM areas), I have never considered science separated from Spirituality. It has always been the One for me.
While studying it, my great joy was to get into meditative state, to grasp the Truth behind some formulas, equations, various problems, to achieve the state when all things become crystal clear, without effort…As we grow in Consciousness, a lot of branches of science as we know it today will converge, merging into One.
In order not to bother Catherine to moderate my post (if it becomes too long) I will better finish here. 😀Love & Light,
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Wonderful posts, everyone! Thank you so much for giving me glimpses into all of you who are apparently coming at science via your hearts.
Nena, I think it would have to be a pretty long post to require moderation. Not sure what the word limit is. And for goodness sake don’t worry about “bothering me“ if it does require moderation. I’m pretty good about checking in the forum every day or at least every other day so it wouldn’t languish if it sat there waiting for moderation.🤓
Love,
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Thanks Catherine. 🙂
You are a great moderator. I was just joking a bit (as I prefer shorter posts), hope you don’t mind.
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Yeah, I did kind of get that it was a joke! Of course I don’t mind. 😘
But I also wanted to reassure you (and anyone) that it is never a bother. 😁Thank you for your compliment on my moderating, this is the first and only time I have moderated anything. I was going to say “and last,“ but you never know so I had better not.
Xo💞💓🌈💓💞
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I guess this isn’t exactly fluffy but I just wanted to share it here. A friend sent me a video he thought I would like because it was a cat. It was a drunk cat which it said in the subject line and I almost didn’t even watch it, I just put it in the trash. But then I thought I should see how bad it was and respond to him.
It showed a cat dipping a paw a glass of wine and then licking it off for maybe 30 seconds. And then it showed the cat trying to climb stairs and it’s making me cry just thinking of it. To me the worst part it was on TickTock and other idiots are going to see it and do that to their cats for “fun.“ It just makes me sick what we humans can do. And whoever did that thought it was a joke and thought it was funny.
I emailed my friend and told him that it was sad and cruel and it was animal abuse. I don’t think he’s much of an animal person so it probably never occurred to him.
I know there’s a lot of “funny cat videos“ out there and I never watch them because a proportion of them are just cruel, not funny. Giving cats baths and things like that that are terrifying experiences for them.
OK, end of rant. Thank you for giving me a place to post.
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And here’s a followup… It’s been a weird couple of days here, odd stuff happening like the garage door opener stopped working and I broke a glass and then we have what appears to be the start of an ant invasion. With the ants, I have to keep picking up the cats’ dishes and putting them back in the fridge as they nibble their way through their food. And then I’ve also needed to bend and stoop to smash the ants that are on the floor and try to figure out where they’re coming from and it looks like they’re coming from inside the house through a little crack in the baseboard… that was in the bathroom, and then this morning they’re showing up on the kitchen counter by the shared wall from the bathroom… and all the bending and stooping is very painful for me but I have to do it because there’s nobody else here that can.
So it’s just been uncomfortable and kind of awful. And then that video from my friend.
But! I posted here about the cat video. I texted a friend about it because she shares those concerns. And I also made a video for her because that is how we keep in touch and I made a deliberate effort to be cheerful in my little four minute video.
Sent a couple texts with another friend.
And after all that… I realize that as alone as I feel, I am not alone. And as Pat said in the friendship thread, creator/God/spirit is the best friend of all. And I think through reaching out to my human friends, I am contacting God and I am receiving friendship from God through that. And that’s without actually getting any response except for one text reply. I’ve been sending out, and the act of sending out seems to create an energetic loop of love coming back in.
One last thing. I am not used to feeling emotions in the moment, when they’re happening, and it’s quite an adjustment. But I think it’s very beneficial. I hope you all caught the Laurie Ladd video the other day, I’ll post the link here if you didn’t. Very appropriate for everybody I think.
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Hello my dear friend,
I like to respond first and foremost. Equally I feel the absolutely best energy to send right back at you is … Thank you 🙏!! Please take a moment to stop at these words and feel them? Do you?
Gratitude is both a very high energy to send … but even higher to receive!
Why am I grateful? Because of many things, but especially in these two posts because you confirm something I already picked up. Now I know I wasn’t wrong … only not sure.
I noticed something different around you, like I could almost sense you were having a difficult time. But ok, let’s zoom in to what is actually happening.
You my dear, did allow some inner energy clearings or shifting recently. Also you stepped a little back from the overall cabal agenda’s.
So do you think that changing your long lived focused energy beam and subsequently vibration … your Light … would come without consequences? No, you didn’t … but still you hoped to avoid the reflections of past thoughts and co-creations … as we all do!Equally you took a step back from “normal” interacting within the human collective. As this is your free will and the universe must honor, the past request for creations and manifestations lack their prime source creator and are therefore rearranging within All there is.
You are experiencing some debris disturbance finding it’s way back to you in the area you are most empathic and open … animals, body and nature.
Take it for what it’s worth, but I guarantee you it will pass shortly especially when you focus on your ever feelings and transmute the old, while holding thanks and appreciation for the good and new ones.
When you are ready with receiving gratitude, focus on the energy of forgiveness. Past self as Creator and Co-Creator for levels of “judgement, control and doubt”, before firmly stepping in to your Highest Creator Self again.
It’s all a matter of learning to feel more correctly and understanding your past … stepping into the Now Knowing Who Your Are … and always have been.
Much hugs and Love 💕💓💞🌈😘
Ralph
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Thank you, Ralph. I did stop and I did feel your gratitude. It was like a big warm energetic bubble and it’s making me smile.
Yes, something is shifting for sure. Every once in a while I read through my old journals and I’m always amazed by how different the reader (now) is from the writer (then). Not always, because I have certain aspects that are very solid and apparently transcend temporal reality as I understand it. But other aspects are like the butterfly and the chrysalis. Exactly the same yet completely different.
And now I think the process is a hundredfold more so! Even reading something from a month or two ago, it’s like it was written by a different person.
Maybe my crystalline DNA is helping to polish away some of that “old” that you mentioned. The “debris disturbance.“ Great phrase.😘
Xo💓💞🌈💞💓
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Hi Catherine,
I am sorry to hear for all these odd stuff happening to you (including the unfortunate video).
Words you wrote here are really nice, inspiring and so true: 😊
And after all that… I realize that as alone as I feel, I am not alone. And as Pat said in the friendship thread, creator/God/spirit is the best friend of all. And I think through reaching out to my human friends, I am contacting God and I am receiving friendship from God through that. And that’s without actually getting any response except for one text reply. I’ve been sending out, and the act of sending out seems to create an energetic loop of love coming back in.
Love&Light,
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Thank you, Nena, I feel and appreciate your commiseration. And also your appreciation for what I wrote.
And there’s still ants…not too many, but persistent. I was doing some Reiki on myself today and I asked a healing energy presence that showed up what was the purpose of the ants for me. And the answer was, it’s to help get you moving in your body. The bending and stooping.
So my understanding is that I can thank the ants for their assistance, let them know that there is no food in the house for them and they’re wasting their time, and ask them to leave now. So far it’s not working but also it’s not a full-scale invasion.
I think I may also need to make a true commitment to something at least a little bit like exercise, because otherwise the ants may sense I’m not being genuine and just keep wandering around on the floor! I don’t know anything about the spirituality of ants but I know everything has an energy and an intelligence.
Xo💓💞🌈💞💓
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I had an ants invasion once where I am now … 3rd floor appartement and it went all the way into the kitchen where inside a kitchen closet was a pot of honey.
So what I did was … put a plastic bag over the honey and sealed it. Than trace back the ants line to the balcony. There I put some amount of honey for the troops.
Than I started to disturb the chemical trail from the balcony to the kitchen. I know this is a 3D solution, but still was more into solving issues this way then. Maybe works in combination with your current efforts. 💞💓💕🌈
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Ants can be very persistent.
Maybe some combination of 3D and 5D approach how to rid of them would be the most efficient.
So removing or sealing all the food that can attract them and disturbing the chemical trails as Ralph advised sounds reasonable to me.On the 5D approach side, I like your thinking Catherine to find the real cause of the issue.
The answer you got from Reiki healing presence seems realistic for me.
Yes, the ants as all the other living beings have their intelligence and a guiding spirit behind them. It is good idea to thank them for their assistance and ask them to leave.I know (from my own experience) that it is not easy to introduce a new routine in our sometimes very busy schedules…, but exercise is worth of it. Some simple stretching for the beginning would make a positive change. If you like some physical movement with spiritual component in it like Yoga or Tai Chi, for example, would be great. There are nice videos on YouTube for both practices for beginners. Swimming is also great, non-invasive activity.
Whatever you decide, just do it, all is good 😊
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Ralph, somewhere you asked me and Pat about universal basic income… I think… I remember seeing it in an email but I can’t find it on the forum and I can’t find the email. Can you show me where it is?
Or I can just answer what I remember the question was. I think you wanted to know if the California universal basic income was going to affect us or how much would it do or something like that. I remember seeing a figure of $37 million and that “pregnant persons“ and some other group were going to be the first on the list. (When I saw “pregnant persons” I did wonder if that was going to include expectant fathers. I mean really, what’s wrong with saying pregnant women!?)
It’s unlikely to trickle down to me because I have too many resources. For which I’m extremely grateful! I don’t know how it might affect Pat’s situation. There are millions and millions of people living below poverty level with hardly any resources in California and I really think it’s going to take a lot more than a couple million bucks here and there. Steve’s written a couple posts on UBI in the last couple of days and that I’m sure addresses it pretty thoroughly.
Thanks!
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It was here 😘
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On ants and exercise…the ants are still here, in a tiny trickle. I’ll buy ant bait tomorrow and hope they don’t move in overnight.
I read up about the chemical disturbing, Ralph, and sprayed vinegar here and there. I think that helped!
I’ll also petition the devas and Earth spirits and St. Francis about deflecting them away from the house. I have a guardian dragon spirit and I could ask him, too. I don’t give him a lot to do though I know he’s always around because I sense him as soon as I think of him. It’s funny, my guardians and guides all seem to be male! My main Guide, my dragon, my spirit wolf…
I do exercise a small bit on most days with a 12-minute “easy arthritis video” that I make harder by standing instead of sitting, and adding more movement. I’ve taken both t’ai chi and yoga since doom descended (arthritis pain) six or so years ago, with no level of comfort at all. Painful and not doable. I know what “exercise pain” feels like and this wasn’t it.
I took aqua PT in 2016 and I really wanted to like it but my ears were ringing the whole time and I didn’t know why. I figured out later it was Spirit telling me, “not for you!” Because in fact I really hated it, despite how “good for me” it was supposed to be. Maybe because I’m an air sign—Libra…
I’ve been informed Pilates might be a good fit, but not for $100 per class (it’s limited to individual lessons until the instructor gives permission to be in a group—this seems true for all the studios). So maybe Pilates videos, next.
Thank you both for your suggestions!😻🥰😘
Love,
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Thanks Catherine for expressing yourself “out”, which allows us to tune in, when you share your spiritual pondering with us 🙏.
Equally when you refer to how peace is disturbed by “lower unwanted” awareness (in form or thought) just “gets” you … willing to escape, desiring the absence, the calm.
I’ll send you Light of course, but also the wisdom to know All is Good 🌈.
How strange it is, we use our discernment power as our Core power of Being within Free Will … constantly when observing something “new” outside <- in. We even use it when stepping into our meditation bubble, discerning all “society and personal” noise and re-establish our Divine connection. But we have a big problem discerning awareness already inside of us and replace it with “better, higher” newer one!?
It’s in these moments of life, we become aware of “having held lower” awareness as a past self identifying core. This is causing a disturbance in our vibration field and this disturbance functions as a magnet for disease and emotional discomfort both in our body as well as around it.
So what is the best “remedy” to send then!? … my guess is unconditional love … holding wisdom, clarity, gratitude, acceptance, forgiveness and courage & strength.
You definitely deserve all of this my dear friend and I do hope your current “issues” will be resolved shortly .. so Being In Easy (Peace) is returned 💕💓💞🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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Thank you for the light and wisdom, Ralph, I will take a moment and absorb them.
So what is the best “remedy” to send then!? … my guess is unconditional love … holding wisdom, clarity, gratitude, acceptance, forgiveness and courage & strength.
Unconditional love is always the answer, isn’t it? Loving a painful area of one’s body is like trying to love a screaming child having a fit in the store. Whatever is most in need screeches the loudest.😘
Xo💓💞🌈💞💓
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Hi Catherine,
Regarding ants, we often have “invasions” here as well. I used to really love ants as a child, so I’ve never killed or “fought” them because of it…
I’ve noticed that they generally come looking for something specific: almost always water (hence the bathroom and kitchen counter?) and then whatever sugar or proteins they’ll find. I choose to assist them with it.
So I simply make a small jar of water with honey (raw sugar works as well, refined sugar not so much… they’re very healthy insects!), drop one end of a piece of tissue or cord in it for them to find and access easily and not to drown in (they’re really lame swimmers) and place it as early as I can on their path, outside whenever possible.
They’re usually as economic as possible and will stop going the long way in a few hours at most, if the jar is easier for them to “harvest”. I then refill it once in a while until they loose interest in it. It usually doesn’t take long.
It seems they’d probably enjoy cleaning your cats’ food packaging as well in this case 😂in Loving Kindness,
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Thanks, Julien! I appreciate very much your sentiments and your solution idea. If it was a discernible trail, that’s something I could do, but they’re literally coming in from the walls, from cracks in the slab foundation I’m sure, in numerous places. I can’t tell where and there’s no practical way to control them other than, I regret to say, killing them.😫 I could put some “feed” out for them outside, away from the house… Maybe I’ll try that. What the heck, I’m already feeding the crows!
Oddly, they haven’t gone after the water. Just the tiny crumbs of cat food. I’m sure they would truly enjoy cleaning the empty cans. 😋
I have my mom to think of, too, and they’ve been wandering around in her room. I know it would freak her out if she found them in her bed!🙀
Do💓💞🌈💞💓
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Maybe what I am about to share next, will not directly help you or even sound ridiculous. Anyway, what I ones came to observe while I was in the Dominican Republic staying in the house of my brother, was “illogical” from a human perspective.
What happened was that at one moment the tension in the house became high or low, whatever you like to call it. The humans living there and the situation around them, rised emotionally and was economically stressful and intense. The reasons are plenty and the people centered there, were only the center pieces of a much larger “depression field” … for lack of better expression.
So at one moment in time, many “strange” things started to happen. All kind of things started to break down. Then there was the phenomenon of “bugs” climbing up the inner walls. And finally, the dogs started to get sick.
I have no intention to make this into a horror story, just the opposite. Nature and animals respond to energy much more “in balance” with their natural self … they are more aligned with their unconditional self. Many times they also are of “service” to us in taking away or absorbing our “lower vibes”.
So how does this assist you in any way Catherine? Maybe it doesn’t, but maybe it helps you to look at it from a total different perspective.
Possibly and don’t shoot the messenger … but with you working on your awareness and inner energy shifts … your “outer” energy field is shifting as well. Within your outer energy field you hold “responsibility” for your mother. This is an “attachment” and because of history, health, love and compassion you like to maximize “care” for her as a human being and a soul.
As you are aware of your desire to ascend, you will face a moment of perceived “conflict”. You desire for “others” to come along and take this blessed higher path and opportunity too, but you equally Know “others” are their own soul and God spark being guided to the max of their journey and capabilities too!
It is a difficult “issue” we awakened Lightworkers are facing and it could have an impact to our inner and outer energy field all together.
Maybe the colony of ants are helping you to hold the total energy field in balance. If this in any way is anywhere near the “truth” then resolving the “issue” on the outside is somewhat similar to “fighting a fever” … it isn’t the root cause.
Sorry if this message “feels” inappropriate, but I try to speak up from my intuition and heart always … especially here and with the friends I care for 🥺💕💓💞🌈
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I like your post, Ralph, thanks. I agree that we have / emit powerful energy fields and I know animals, insects, the natural world, are affected by energy of all sorts. So naturally, we affect them too.
Animals really help with letting humans know when a building / home needs to be energetically cleared. Acting out, getting sick. I’ve studied house clearing (not cleaning!) and have done a bit of it.
Maybe the colony of ants are helping you to hold the total energy field in balance. If this in any way is anywhere near the “truth” then resolving the “issue” on the outside is somewhat similar to “fighting a fever” … it isn’t the root cause.
So true…the ants and the hawk have messages for me. I need to stop and LISTEN.
Xo💓💞🌈💞💓
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Let’s see … I noticed something remarkable … and although not directly “fluffy” at least … kind or ironic 😅
I noticed this …
As I looked at it from the outside as holding a sort of “dualistic contradiction” … I wondered, what would the “energy” feel like on the inside of the two articles.
So I read them both … which I encourage “others” to do as well. A very nice exercise to fine tune your inner senses.
Are you drawn towards one or the other? Are you feeling a sort of “Half empty or Half full” vibration?Without judgement of the expressing parties, observed from a human awareness or different … it’s both valid … holding a “Light” frequency of serving intent . 💞💕💓🌈😘
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I think that the “yes” article is talking about focusing on the positive experiences that we want in our lives, and magnetizing them with the Law of Attraction. The “no” article is about setting healthy boundaries with people who are toxic and want you to give your power away to them. Both are very important, but that goes without saying, I suppose.
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The other day I came across a very intriguing conversation … in a Netflix series of all places hahahaha 😂
Anyway … it was explained from one person to another and got something like this.
You know about the difference between the bee and the fly … inside a bottle?
The fly is flying in all directions … hitting all the bottle inside’s. Eventually almost by accident hitting the upper open side as well … in which he is free from the temporary bottle trap.
Now compared to the bee, holding a very different consciousness in the very same situation … directly flies towards the “highest” light, which is on the top of the bottle … seemingly effortless escapes this temporary bottle trap.
Now this is only half of the story … because what happens if the bottle is turned upside down when the insect is inside (leaving the bottle in the air to hold the bottle opening free).
The story gets a total different twist. Because the fly in it’s natural behavior, will ultimately also hit the bottom escape point and fly again towards freedom.
The bee however, will be trapped in it’s only known truth and survival skills and flies again towards the light … at the top. Unfortunately this time around this will not help him towards immediate freedom, but very sadly he isn’t capable to alter himself and reposition his total awareness … of self and surrounding. He dies of exhaustion trying to force the “opening” were it should be.
Thought this was a nice lesson in altering observations and perception … even the most successful or the most attractive ones. As I have a far easier love relation to bees than I have towards flies.
I find bees much more fluffy and see how they are of service to mother Gaia … with other insects … of which flies are one … I held “lower” liking 🤭
Anyway … thanks to Netflix for this fluffy contribution 💓💞💕🌈🙏
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I had a random question that I wanted to ask you guys. Do you ever get really shaky when you’re expressing your thoughts and feelings to others? Sometimes when I’m talking to someone, or I post a message here, and I feel very safe and understood, I get really emotional, I get a lump in my throat, and I start to shiver a lot.
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Interesting!
I’ve found that I generally get chills with reading (or hearing) something that’s important to me on a high level. I haven’t noticed it when I write.
I do get nervous and stomach fluttery when conversing in person or electronic and it’s a bit out on a limb for me.
And if I have an emotional charge with something, reading or writing, I do get teary sometimes.
Bodies are amazing conductors for us.
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There you are again Alex … opening up, daring to expose, courageous to ask questions!!
How many other people you actually see do that too??
I have been “related” to you for quite some time now. So what did we went through? We came to this please, first the blog observing spiritual info and knowledge … Light to absorb and guide our self awareness mentally and emotionally.
I dare to say “we where hurt” and looked for answers, comfort, clarity. But what we were actually looking for is the very thing we lost … Love.Knowing spirituality in general brought us back into connection with our own spirit. We learned and remembered … We Are Spirit and Spiritual Beings … and everything we experience, aware and unaware is Love 💕
With this renewed higher clarity, we went on a healing path … Becoming whole again both In (emotional) as Out (etherical). This process is the all familiar Purity and wasn’t easy to say the least. Every step along the way, every shift we allowed … Created an event big or small. With every event we had gained higher, clearer, purer knowledge and trust in Self … we lifted up in Higher Awareness of Being Self.
Standing firm in these higher spheres altered previous believes that still included falseness and emotional debris into Knowing. From these higher grounds of knowing we radiated out newer purer Light creations into All … grounded in this Now Plane .. our plan on this planet.
This is the path many of us traveled and it doesn’t matter if it started at this blog or somewhere else,somewhat earlier at a perceived heart opening or even a more previous drama in this life or before.
Now since we both have been here in this forum … I see you and came to feel you as well. Why?
Because I took an interest in you as a person, your expressions, your life, your struggles and your many talents. Many times I was remembering own similar struggle, feelings, understanding, doubts and having been on a crossroad too.
This inner memory I used to feel you, to have an emphatic connection with both you as with my own former “lower, seeking and hurt” self.Deciding to open up myself and allow to feel you, having the intention to go there … take the sec experience and turn it around to offer you a way forward, a way out … from my current higher knowing grounds offering me the advantage to look at the whole at a very different way and feeling it too … isn’t only much easier because I know to have passed this experience save, but also because I found Peace and Love in it 💖.
Sending you this unconditional Light as intended … lifted myself of my previous burden and stored lower feelings too … I wasn’t only helping you but my past self, possibly selves … as well.
This is the purging and healing that follows True observing and feeling and have the courage to step in your current and past Light … to Express!!! The expressing is the action to bring your thoughts to the next level … offering it All to attribute to manifestation and realization!!So my dear, that is why you feel as you do when you speak up here and in other places. Probably especially here because you are Loved and Liked here. You feel secure in all your aspects, “others” in the normal outside world do not know.
You still are a little afraid of loosing … yet again as in past stored memory of hurt … what you have gained here in the forum. A new identity, a new I-dentifcation of Self … grounded in trust and love.I see how you are actively more courageous to speak up here … also in response to others here, wondering and communicating. There were past times you “only dropped” a statement … projecting it out, while equally holding and guarding yourself from all responses you could receive. You controlled and protected yourself from these “outer judgements” not to come and hurt you … again.
You have gained more trust lately … you are speaking up … you are standing in your Light Now. This Light is clearing the last remnants of emotional debris you still have stored inside memory and body.
I love you, we love you, you love you … and yes especially here in this blessed environment 💞💓💕🌈🥰😘
Ralph
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Hi Alex,
I like to add an observation … to the general process already described. The other day I had exactly what you describe and asked.
So first I want and need to admit, I had these sensations many times before in my life … I “just” didn’t remember them as vividly. Now because I had a recent one I could not only remember, but also use all my skills and gained awareness to analyze how, what and why?
Now as I already described in “detail” hahahaha what is the general process … and still is!! … I observed what is actually different, when it comes to the level of this inner high sensation.
Allow me to define this difference as … “defending self”. This whole defending energy vibration, standing firmly in your Light holding Ground … against Threat … is what lets your heart go pump faster and all other physical sensations related to it.
So this is the direct impuls. Now what about why?
In my case … it was a confrontation with “behavior” I could absolutely remember of past self. This memory is stored in my body, it’s part of who I once was, what enabled me to become the version of me I am now … but still I know this as a “lower” state of being. I can not un-know it!
Again in my case … it was related to an “ego” form of behavior … as I understand and recognize now.
As you know the ego needs to self profile out from perceived truth, value and knowing … mainly in the sole mental expression frequency.
This is the level the ego needs to survive, control and protect at all cost.I have been there, done that and absolutely know how it works and goes about. Once you Know this … you own each and every part of this frequency band. So when people on the “outside” step in these equal vibrations … you see right through them.
It’s like the illusionist who knows the trick … you can only observe how well it is performed … not that you actually start to believe it has become magic or real!So if this has become your level of Knowing … aligned with your level of Feeling … you are granted opportunities to test it. Actually it has become part of your Being and as such are “ready” to attract this towards you (Law of Attraction). Now you can step down from these test anytime and postpone, but if you don’t and step up into your Own Light and Knowing … this is when All the Feelings rush toward a physical sensation.
It’s the highest when you first do this, because of fear stored around these memories … failing, falling, being over shadowed by “stronger louder” egos using their authority, wisdom, status and all other means to keep you below them. These are also part of your memory … and this is the part you are clearing step by step every time you show courage and trusting your own Knowing over and above “others”.
Please be aware not to judge the other for the level they are at, because in a way part of you is “stored and grounded” at this level too … still. For you it’s an opportunity to clear this as “lower” and redefine it as “neutral” … transmute it into compassion and Love for self and the “other outer” aspect of you. It is your chance to assist and empower someone else and yourself in the same moment Now … highly guided and protected in your own Light, your Knowing and your Feelings … All aligned as One!
I hope this helps you and others to see some events and feelings as they occur and are helping us all to move on.
Much Love and hugs 💓💞💕🌈🙏
Ralph
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Just a little fluffy story…
Today I was asked to help a friend with moving a washing machine from the first floor … down the stairs … and then the new one … up the stairs.
As I recalled to have been part of a similar exercise some time ago, I was immediately asking myself … Really!? Again … What is my lesson?
The answer wasn’t that clear … only left with accepting it serves me and the higher good. Now, what happened was I had to work with a guy do actually get the stuff moved.
This was a very interesting experience in … almost humility … for a “normal” human being very much grounded in “only” the physical five senses.Within no time … I was judged, projected incapable and more of the nice stuff I had isolated myself from for a while. There I was observing myself to immediately move into my center, balanced core … go with the flow.
The funny thing was, it was so easy and didn’t take me any effort. The shifting I mean, not the physical exercise … ohh my god.
Last part also maybe funny, was that I felt maximum relief when I left there. As planned I did go get some groceries. There I was very happy and even whistling 😗😙. This caught the attention from someone else … this person had a mask on, while it isn’t obligated at the moment here. She literally spoke up and asked me “Why are you in such a good mood?” …
I looked at her and said … “Maybe it’s because I was asked to move a washing machine … and Now I am very happy to be on the other side of this experience hahaha”
I said “It’s kind of when you fall down the stairs and realize how happy you were before 😂😂😂”
Anyway, a little fluffy story.
Much Love and hugs 💓💞💕🌈🤗
Ralph
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Since the request was to share, I’m gunna share.
My last battle
Today I would like to express to the world my last days of being Alpha Draconian. This is an account from my perspective of being an Alpha-Draconian and in no way suggests this is the only vantage point to this event. For those that choose to read this be warned this may trigger memories in you that may be hard to deal with, if this occurs please take time to ground yourself with-in Gaia.
If you feel any negative energy or emotion from this, know that is not my intent.
A little history first –
I was the leader of a Draconian battle fleet, and my flagship was called the “Phoenix”. A living breathing sentient battleship birthed and raised to be one with me, my right hand. Every thought and emotion I had was shared with my ship and vise-versa we were truly one.
So the story unfolds…
My armada had just come out of warp, on the edge of a solar system containing many planets and a sun. Only 3 planets were habitable with large populations on each. I ordered my fleet to stay in position as the usual scans and telemetry data was being gathered by our psychics and sorcerers and high-tech engineers. After a short amount of time all that data was relayed to my command vessel which caused my view screen to light up like a Christmas tree.
The data revealed a huge military space fleet consisting of Light that was starting to gather in formation (like a wall) directly in front of 1 primary planet (the middle planet) and the sheer amount of ships vastly out numbered my fleets size, like a 10 to 1 ratio (when seeing this I had a huge wave of euphoria sweep over me as my adrenaline started to pump), and behind that wall of ships was one massive mother-ship that was almost twice the size of my flagship. After I realized that this mother-ship was their fleets flagship I began to feel more and more excitement and adrenaline to the point of drooling and salivating as to what was to happen next.
In that state my first lieutenant approached me and before he could speak I instinctively projected all that I was feeling to my lieutenant in which he almost collapsed in bliss. Then I turned back to the view screen and gave the order to attack.
Since I was connected spiritually and psychically to my ship I told it to plot a heading directly for their mother-ship and engage full thrusters. At this point my lieutenant stepped forward again and said that we would be completely exposed, I turned to him and smiled with glee.
After my flagship was some distance ahead of my fleet –
I ordered “All fleet commanders to engage the wall at full force and to leave the mother-ship for it was my prize”.
Now the weapons our fleet possessed had much longer range then the defending lights armada which forced them to wait until we were in range of their weapons, causing them to defensively move into a closer wall formation so not a single blast would hit the mother-ship.
Just as my ship entered there weapons range I started hearing impacts of projectiles and energy weapons around me smashing into my hull, then I gave the order to plot a wormhole jump using pin-point accuracy to open in between their wall and some 100 yards from direct center of their mother-ship, just inside their shields radius. Just before the wormhole opened I gave 2 orders, 1)- to fire up the holo-emmitters and project a line of attack vessels in behind their mother-ship and have them engage the enemy at full force which seemed to work as the enemy chaotically started to reposition them selves defensively on both sides of their massive command vessel, 2)- I ordered my ship to drop all shields and redirect that energy to reinforcing the hull and to place all secondary systems offline and redirect that energy to max thrusters. I wanted the ship to be at max speed as we entered the wormhole .
Suddenly the wormhole opened on the other side in the precise position I intended (which was in between their wall and their flagship aprox 100 or so yards from the mother-ship) and as the nose of my ship breached the warp I ordered full batteries on my forward bow to engage and cut a hole through their command ship. The enemy had no chance to react we were upon them. Moments later the was a massive crunch and stutter as my vessel slammed into theirs with a sickening sound of twisting and snapping of metal.
My forward batteries had cut a hole into their ship and my vessel with full momentum wedged into that hole and breached their hull cracking and imploding bulkheads. As my ship was carried deeper and deeper into the enemy vessels hull and as bulkheads on both ships collapsed I found myself jumping up and down wings fully spread beating my breastplate with my hands roaring at the bliss of carnage accompanied by my ships ecstatic screams of glee.
Eventually my ships momentum started to slow down at which point I ordered full broadsides at point blank range as I was deeply embedded into the enemies vessel. At that moment I felt a huge release of energy (like a sun had just supernova-ed) that past through and from me into the ship and out the batteries as if my anger, my bliss, my power was transferred through and out the ships weapons like they were extensions of me. This caused the mother-ship to literally split in two and the remaining broadsides rendered those two pieces into several smaller pieces of debris.
After my titanic weapons came to a quiet halt I found myself in one massive debris field of ships carcasses and destruction.
I gave orders to my commanders to report in and to my glee, they were in the process of mopping up and scuttling the remaining enemy ships that survived the attack on their wall.
At this point every last vessel in the Lights armada had been rendered scuttled, destroyed or left as a drifting hulk. All prisoners taken and all useful tech confiscated. I ordered my fleet to surround the remaining planets, and started a communication with the leader of the light’s resistance. When the view screen made connection a Plaedian male in military uniform came on the screen. I remember saying (and feeling immense conviction) –
“Your military has been decimated, you will yield and surrender to the dominion of the Empire or you will face extinction” before I could finish what I was saying he interrupted me and replied with a stern look and said “No” then the view screen went blank.
I remember smashing my hands on the console and feeling a huge surge of anger as my wings, tail and every muscle in my body flexed with adrenalized aggression. Then I turned to my commanding officer and started to give my next order when –
A massive & huge beam of florescent green light emerged from one of the planets surfaces and directly impacted with my vessel. How my psychics and sorcerers and high-tech gadgets did not detect this supper-weapon was unknown to me, but when it engulfed my ship, everything started shaking and crackling. Green cascading electricity started consuming my command bridge, from console to console, to the floor and ceiling, until it rose up all around my body. The last thing I remember was looking at my hand as it glowed with green energy snapping back and forth like whips, then vertigo set in and disorientation then blackness.
When I awoken I drowsily opened my eyes to see a smoking smoldering bridge with scorch marks every were, around me lay dying and dead Draconians in various states, some completely melted/fuzzed into their chairs and consoles others just humps of melted flesh.
All I felt was this immense anguish coming from my ship, at which point I re-established my psychic link to it, instantly all those feelings flooded into me from the ship.
A moment later all that anguish and torment was transmuted into bliss & ecstasy as I re-emerged with my ship as one. As I rose to my feet the only working piece of tech was the view screen which displayed a massively bright light. So bright I could barely see, at which point my ship told me we were drifting into the chromosphere of the sun with all systems critical.
I tried to regain control of some consoles on the bridge but everything was fuzzed and rendered useless.
At this point I realized what was imminent, and that we were going to be consumed by the sun. Turning to my fellow Draconians that were still alive, they looked to me for an order, what they were to do next….
So I gave the order “prepare for death” and I smiled, feeling happy, feeling content. I began to remove my royal battle armor off, piece by piece until only my family emblem and royal station remained.
I turned to the view screen, closed my eyes and focused on my Queen, I psychically gave her the msg “today I enter the dark heaven, praise the Royal Queen, bring in all reinforcements and render all life in this system void” and the Queen replied “It shall be done in honor of you, be in love my son”.
At this point I opened my eyes and just stared into the view screen as my entire command bridge became so bright, I remember spreading my arms and wings as wide as they would go, tilting my head back and smashing my thick tail against the deck one last time as a massive wave of bliss and ecstasy consumed me and my ship, and we both thought simultaneously together “what a glorious death” then there was only light.
The Serenity Prayer
“God (as you understand such a concept) grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change. Give me the courage to change the things I can, and give me the wisdom to know the difference.”
After seeing the above in a meditation Archangel Michael visited me were I told him everything that I had experienced. He said he knew because he was there with me in that meditation and I said – “wow I felt so much bliss in the carnage is that wrong?” and he said to me “Never ever feel sorry about how you feel”. Then he said “may I offer a suggestion” ?
“Of course please do” I replied, the he said “Go back to that place, that time/space nexus and step into the others vantage/perspective point, to see and feel what has occurred through their eyes”.
My next meditation I did just that, and that story is for another time….. Till then…
Wow that was a huge release, to get that off my shoulders, thanks for listening.
Be in Peace and with Love always
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Hi Capes,
Thank you for sharing. I “enjoyed” reading it, which is probably totally different from the feelings you had reliving it and the relief expressing it.
As I don’t have any recollection of past/parallel lives … during this life in awake or meditave states … I can’t “tune into the energy” as I many times can when people express here or elsewhere.
So don’t worry for other people to feel bad about your past or you expressing here. I am sure it will reach each and every one just as it is intended to be.
Looking forward for the follow up. 💓💞💕🌈🙏
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I loved your story, Capes. I have a few memories of my past life as a Draconian named Kaash Ra, but not anything so detailed. I perhaps could dive into that past life more, but I haven’t wanted to. Reading your story did shake loose a memory from that life though. Kaash Ra spent the last 6 years (or planetary cycles) in complete solitude, stranded on a desolate planet. I knew from before I read your story that he had ascended from 5th density negative polarization to 6th density unity consciousness, but now I have a better idea of why. That time alone broke down his spirit, and then he surrendered to God.
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I also don’t genuinely remember past / parallel lives and at this time, have excused myself from thinking it’s “something I need to do for enlightenment.”
My Reiki teacher is also a certified advanced hypnotherapist, specializing in PLR. She’s writing a book on it right now.
I’ll work with her if / when the time comes. Professional assistance is invaluable for the really deep stuff, imo.
Xo💓💞🌈💞💓
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I want to share a vision that I had today.
While I was at work, I remembered how scary the lockdown situation is getting in Australia, so I wanted to send some love to them.
Suddenly, I was surrounded by huge dragons.
They were dancing in a circle, singing an ancient pre-battle chant. They were slowly plodding in time to the sound of their fists beating against their chests; the sound was as thunderous as massive war drums. They droned hauntingly with their deep voices and foreign tongue. In timed intervals they would quickly step, lunge forward and breathe a mighty, roaring flame, and continue their slow, heartful chanting.
I could feel codes of freedom in their song; they were offering strength to the citizens of Australia.
I was overwhelmed with love; I said over and over, “I love you so much!” They responded with, “We love you too, Monah.”
Monah is the word for mother in Dovahzuul, an ancient dragon language. My Twin Flame, Akatosh, is the Dragon God of Time, and the father of all dragons. Aki’s closest kin call him Bormah (father), and often call me Monah. Of course, I doubt all dragons are aware of me and my relation to Akatosh. Whenever I have interactions with dragons, I feel this deep love, and I can’t help but think of them as my babies.
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The Game
As many times I wondered this morning about life … pondering, questioning, asking for clarity and sometimes just listening for inspiration. Nowadays I start with observing my feelings and move it from there, rather than a specific thought formed around words and a concept unclear or troubling.
What came to me in a set of visuals, forming into a story wrapped in an understanding was a gift for this expression. I’ll fast forward and move on to the “vision” it became.
It was formed around a bunch of children, playing a game of searching Easter eggs hidden in a garden. All the children were excited, just as the grownups who organized this event and hid the eggs observed the game and gave at random clues.
Now these grownups and the children had played this game before. It had become a yearly event of fun and joy. But as both the grownups and the children matured, they didn’t find the equal fun and pleasure as they use to have. All had become too childish and predictable. Still they did have memory of how it used to be, stored as feeling.
Time passed and one day a child who had become a grownup too, remembered fragments of the feelings. In the flashes he recalled searching for something, with other children outside and having so much fun. He started looking to relive these moments. So he asked his grandparents if they remember what this could be. The grandparents didn’t. Determined he kept going looking for ancient books and texts, looking for clues … until one day he stumbled on this very game of hiding and seeking eggs.
As he found the story, belonging to the feeling he was thrilled with joy. Finally he could reorganize all the settings as once before … a long time ago. So he did. He asked some other grownups to hide some eggs, while he would go out and search them … alone.
And yes, it was fun as he found all the eggs and even while at it, having more recollection of hidden emotions. Still he had expected more of the total event. This made him sad and question if he remembered correctly? It even made him doubt himself, if he was able to restore something lost? Maybe you needed to be a child or younger to have these feelings, he was looking to relive?
So he pondered and tweaked until he decided to find out. He organized two events. In one he was the one hiding the eggs and gathered a bunch of children to go and look for them. In the other event, he asked someone else to hide the eggs, while he himself was in the mixed group of children and adults to look for them.
To his surprise, both events were almost equal fun and joyful. He noticed it was just as much fun to watch and assist others in finding as it was looking for the eggs … on the other end of the game … the performing, doing and receiving end.
What was even more unexpected was the total amount of excitement towards the end, when there were only few or even one last egg to be found. It appears the last egg had become a “golden egg”, a competition almost, for an end result and completion for the game, the participants, the observers and the organisers.
After the games were played, he noticed something else. He noticed his feelings of various levels of joy and excitement, were similar playing and observing the game … but on top of that, similar to when he discovered the lost game itself in the library books!?
It wasn’t about finding lost eggs in the “outside” at all, purposely hidden by some “elite grownup rulers” … organizing their part in an egg search game event!!
No it was about discovering something YOU had lost and remembering what it was. The longer you searched, the harder it got … the greater the relief and joy remembering and in this moment of recollection Feel an explosion of bliss.
The “golden egg” is inside … embedded in All the Feelings you are able to harvest!
You can harvest Feelings of despair, doubt, judgement, depression and victimhood … to ultimately overcome. Or go on a quest to find you are the only Creator of every feeling you ever had and always will have … a Divine quest of Knowing.
The choice is yours!
Ralph 💓💞💕🌈🙏😘
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Lovely story, Ralph, thank you!
I remember Easter egg hunts. They were so fun. I’ve never set one up, myself, but I’m sure that would be fun, too. Treasure hunt.
Xo💓💞🌈💞💓
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Maybe you could hide some sardines for the cats and a chocolate bar for your mother hahahaha 😂😂
Better do it in house, as not to invite another ants colony 😜😘🤗
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Hi everyone, I’m back. I feel that I have gained more clarity about who I am and what I believe in and stand for since I had some alone time. I missed talking to you, and right now I just need some virtual hugs. I had a very bad day yesterday, but I’m not ready to talk about it, I just need some love. I checked back on my last post to see the responses, I’m happy that you guys weren’t annoyed, I felt like a drama queen. I love you guys too.
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Yeahhhhh she is back 🥳😍🥰 …. I missed you Alex. Very happy you returned and recovered from “out of alignment” with yourself … as an innocent label. I do hope you gained some useful self reflection and empowerment!?
Take it slow my dear. And a little something special for you …
Much Love and a very warm hug 💕💞💓🌈🙏😘🥳
Ralph
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Hi Alex, welcome back! Sending you a big hug and smile from Santa Barbara. I know this won’t surprise anybody here, but I literally yesterday was thinking about messaging you through the forum to see how you’re doing.
And this is much better, we can all say hello and catch up. 😻
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I have been feeling very scared of the big announcements starting because I am not in a good place with my mental health. I’m worried that I can’t handle all the people who will need my help. I’m also still unable to decide on whether I should have emergency supplies or not. I keep thinking about something that I read long ago, saying that the Galactic Federation members would be in disguise, going door to door giving people relief packages. That seems to make sense to me since there will be so many people around the world who will be caught off guard by the lockdown. I really can’t imagine all those people just being left to die of starvation or thirst, that would be extremely cruel. This, and my desire to focus on the highest timeline possible where the lockdown’s duration doesn’t necessitate having any emergency food, is why I can’t seem to force myself to go buy extra food or water. I would like to hear your thoughts.
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It seems wise for you to do get some extra food, but focus on you and your husband. Further I would advise you to also keep mentally and emotionally focus on you! Why?
Because I have come to know you a little and although I could tell you I think it highly unlikely the outside World is going to shift as you “fear” it might … I know this wouldn’t do you any good, because you believe these things exist within the real possibility to happen.
However, there is so much more … you also know, but currently aren’t giving equally amount of attention and energy!
You know for example that every soul is highly guided and No One … No one is ever offered a lesson they aren’t up to. So everyone get what they deserve … it’s an exam to shift them closer to their true core. It isn’t your responsibility to rescue anyone!!
Lastly dear Alex, please read only the positive uplifting spiritual posts. There are many, including here in the blog “fighting” an inner battle. Don’t be “inspired by them” but rather focus on angels, your own higher self or any other being in whatever realm close to your heart.
This isn’t a war on the physical plane!!!! Although many are reminded of lives where they still hold emotional memory of. This is an opportunity for clearance for many souls on Earth.
Please take it one step and breath at a time, stay as close as you can to the Now and your love and loved ones … out and inside 💓💞💕🌈🙏😘🥰
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Hi Alex,
Don’t know if you resonate much with the “Arcturian Council”? … but I am and almost always find confirmations and an inner click to their energy, guidance and advice.
This channeling today again and with it a connection to your current “searching vibration and asking field”.
Would love for you to find some useful direction in it as well.
Anyway, much love and light and extra hugs 💓💞💕🌈😘
The 9D Arcturian Council: Listen to the Signs from the Universe
What we would like to see some of you graduate from is the idea that you should be sitting around thinking about what you are going to do or what you should be doing.
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Good dialog, Alex and Ralph, thought-provoking as always!
I was thinking similarly to Ralph, Alex, to focus on you and Raven primarily.
As far as worrying about not being able to assist others when the big announcements hit…this may be a wonderful opportunity to continually recommit to the Now. I have by no means mastered that, but it’s helpful to keep reminding myself.
In AA, we’re reminded to literally take it minute by minute, if we need to. This minute…then this minute…each is usually emotionally and mentally manageable, even if five minutes or an hour or heaven forbid, a whole day, is too much to cope with.
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Thank you Catherine for your input. Raven and I agreed to buy some extra cans of food each time we go grocery shopping. Hopefully we’ll have a good stock by the time we’re locked inside.
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Hello my dear friends,
Normally I wouldn’t write when I feel like I do now … but it’s terrible. I feel so down and struggle day after day, ever since October started. As I promised myself to be authentic anytime … I allow to feel how I feel … try to observe myself feeling the way I do … as neutral as possible and when see a moment … shift into positive mind and observation … transforming and transmuting “lower negative labeled” feelings.
This month is so heavy … mainly for two reasons. Balancing “outside group’s energy”. Normally I hold my peace and calm … balance for the human unawakened collective who are caught up with all kind of controlling manipulation … I stand tall and strong with the Lightworker community. But now the Lightworker community is in turmoil too.
I feel so much disturbance and simply can not handle it. It is everywhere around and inside me. I feel helpless … and with it battling my own “worthless” small self awareness. The darkness comes and goes and I can’t do anything about it, but breathing.
Writing is my sole “escape”. Expressing in writing what I feel and be honest and authentic … makes it more real, gives it confirmation, allows it to exist!
While I write the last paragraph … I truly feel a relief. Maybe that’s all that I had to “do” … allow myself to feel?! The labeling is always connected with the observation and identification. So the moment I observe it as “don’t like” … I look for a deeper, higher power to transform it … in it judging myself, desiring to be and become an empowered human … who has these capacities and assisting myself and everyone else to shift into “always happy positive” feelings.
I feel already better … having this of my chest. My current October focus is more than ever on holding my individual center! I simply can’t do anything else. Although I feel “disempowered” as a sole human being … I am working very hard … breathing and focus on all that’s going on inside of me.
Wouldn’t mind if these October energies start to shift towards … more “normal manageable” ones.
Anyone with an extra virtual hug or kind word … I sure can use one, I am very open towards receiving currently.
Love and hugs 💞💕💓🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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Thank you for sharing your vulnerabilities with us. Something that helps me when I feel heavy is anchoring my energy into Mother Gaia’s core, breathing very slowly and deeply, and calling upon what I call the Divine Almighty White Light of Source. I feel that white light flow into my crown chakra, fill my body, then flow all the way down into Mother Gaia. As I breathe, I pay close attention to the sensation of the energy passing through me. Maybe it will help you gather more inner strength.
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Dear Ralph! A big fat virtual hug and lots of love for you.
Perhaps this is the toughest time we will have to endure?… many sources say that October is the big bang month and we’re now at the midpoint.
I think for many of us, expressing aloud, posting on the virtual bulletin board, does absolutely trigger relief, if not healing per se.
Sharing is so, so, so important. I feel we are blessed to have you here, Ralph, because you share so openly and consistently.
Thank you for that, thank you for being here. Stay strong, my friend. We love you!
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Hello Ralph
I send you a virtual hugs and kind thoughts and supportive words. I do empathize .
I’ve been very quiet here for some time now … lots of reasons, but probably the main one is 1) the daily challenge of assessing what my energy level is and then 2) finding enough time for accomplishing what is absolutely basic & essential and also 3) what feels important to me … that last one , like the first one, changes on a day to day basis.
There’s times it seems right and good to be withdrawn and alone, and there’s times to reach out and connect.
You’ve mainly been a connecting force , a steady calm light , here for others – and it makes sense to me that this month is feeling challenging and hard for you.
I know, like you said, that writing them out helps lessen the weight of the dark feelings . Sometimes it feels like there’s nothing to do but share what you can, and just keep on breathing .
I always (probably because we live right by the Atlantic Ocean, literally , it’s at my front door – or at the bottom of the lawn anyway!) think of tides … they wash in, and they wash back out … some are more fierce and rougher than others , but they too will turn and ebb .
Something we’ve had, for years, hanging on the wall is a Tide Clock – have you ever seen one ? It looks much like a regular clock face, with two hands that go round , but instead of the digits 1 to 12 , it has the words High Tide at top, Half Tide at the quarter point, Low Tide at the bottom, and marks to show the several hours which show the progression of the cycle.
Wish I knew how to post a photo of it as that would sure help simplify the analogy 😀Anyway … when there’s bad storms and surges hitting our vulnerable shoreline , it can sometimes reassure me to check the Tide Clock and see that this too will pass … only x amount of time before it will start to subside, due to the natural cycles … (or course, there’s other times too when one dreads to see on the clock how much longer the beating will continue, in a major storm)
It helps me to use that idea of imagining a way to measure and examine the heavy darker frames of mind too, as simple natural cyclical events which will- sooner or later- peak and recede…Knowing from past experiences what simple small things will make a difference is useful.
Being outdoors is usually a help, especially if the weather’s bright.In any case, dear Ralph, you’re in my thoughts … and I send hugs out to you with this note
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Thanks for your note here to me, Catherine.
I was thinking of you too , when I wrote to Ralph today. You’re on the opposite coast, across the continent, from me, and I admire the courage and calm you’re having to summon up from within to cope with the recurring threat of a wildfire , on top of all the rest of the craziness that’s been unfolding in your state.
Such a vulnerable situation to be in , yet again, especially as I know you have all the responsibilities & decisions of the household upon your shoulders.
That makes my heart ache to imagine.
I send out prayers and good thoughts, and hope the fire will soon be rendered as harmless as possible.Meantime, ‘ be of good cheer ‘ … find some joy in whatever helps to set worries aside.
This month I’m shirking inside chores to just go be outdoors, barefoot as much as possible, on any mild bright day … throwing the toy for the dog to fetch or just sitting, eating my lunch or reading a book, cleaning up plants for their dormant season, looking at the cloud shapes in the sky … much of nothing , just seeking peace.
I am learning to make a small brass Tibetan singing bowl sing for me !
Maybe we should start a new thread with us all sharing our favourite small pleasures and comforts that help us find our balance.
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Thank you all so much for your kind, uplifting and supportive words. I do feel them and they are like a warm blanket.
I’m almost at the end of this day … and glad to go to bed, reading all the loving stuff.
Tomorrow is another day. I’ll go to sleep with a smile … know to be among great Lightworkers and friends 💞💕💓🌈🥰
Much hugs and love … thanks again 🙏🙏🙏
Ralph
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Thanks, Lynn. Keeping my fingers crossed that the fire gets controlled quickly.
I like the idea of a thread where we share the small comforts and pleasures that help our sanity and balance. We talk about that here and there but a dedicated thread would be a nice home base when looking for inspiration.
October feels interminable…another instance, Ralph, of the dis-reality of “time”!
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Dear Alex, Lynn and Catherine,
I want to thank you all again for changing my feeling 180 degrees 😘🙏 You all touched my heart in a very loving embracing caring. Still sort of flabbergasted as how “simple” live can be changed.
Also know I’m no exception as having difficulty receiving love … this was both a lesson as a wonderful gift for me … possibly even for all of us in this joined experience interchanging caring, appreciation and gratitude … besides the love 💕💞💕
Almost a shame … I or someone “must feel down” for us to go into such a beautiful and wonderful experience.
I love you all … more 🥰😘🙏
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I wonder why that is? It’s like a silver lining for the storm clouds we sometimes dwell in…a way of balancing “bad” by rewarding with “good.” That’s probably a lower dimensional viewpoint but it seems to fit.
Here’s an extra hug, just because. 😘
Xo💓💞🌈💞💓
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I’m glad hearing from others helped you feel some comfort – that’s how it should be.
I have that same warm sense of safe community when I think of folks here .
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Thank you Lynn.
I very much liked all responses … like everyone jumped in to the rescue with a loving embrace.
Even looked up your Tide Clock on the internet, but couldn’t immediately find a picture to link to (probably because they are all copyright). Anyway, found one just as an example to add into our nice lovely forum.
Love and Hugs 💕😘
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oh so cool you found that image, Ralph ! Thanks for having a curiosity about it.
It’s a very handy thing to have when anticipating ( or already having to endure ) rough weather beside the ocean.
It can reassure one or , in some instances, alerts one to do their best possible to prepare …..In any case, anxiety is running very high here on this side of the Atlantic for me too, I find . Some days worse than others.
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Fun is good : )
Play is excellent prep for real life, as well as being such an amazing stress-buster and way to connect with one’s inner self.
(….. play therapy, of course ! )I’m so lucky to have 2 young grandchildren to play with (ages 3 & 5) – they’re here often at my place, so I have some wonderful thrift shop / yard sale toys on hand . And I’ve always prefered the older style of ‘ use your imagination, and creative mind and physical skills’ type of toys , rather than plastic battery-operated or cool brand name ‘popular’ stuff.
I hope your week has been going well there, sounds like it !
I’ve had some ups and downs and can see ( yet once more !) that so often I make my own misery if I’m dwelling on the wrong things.
Lots of play is the way to go.
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Hi Lynn,
Always a joy to see you posting on the forum. To start with the latter … yes I recovered completely from my mid month “personal crisis” … thanks for asking, assisting and noticing 🥰🙏😘
I’ve had some ups and downs and can see ( yet once more !) that so often I make my own misery if I’m dwelling on the wrong things.
How great … to become aware!! … isn’t it? Possibly it has some similarities with my own insight recently. As I am so “focused” to really observe as neutral as possible … my own feelings … I wasn’t “happy” to notice a few “lower” ones.
The observation and labeling were part of the same awareness field. The minute I saw the “lower” ones … I tried to cure, heal and transmute them. I didn’t even permit them to be, to express, to exist. I immediately judged them on the spot.
Anyway, I’m “smarter” now hahahaha 😂😂
Playing with and learning/remembering from children is a great gift. It immediately shifts you into fun, where only love exists.
Thanks again (grandma 😜😉) Lynn 💞💕💓🌈🙏😘
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Thanks for your kind words back, Ralph ! I’m so glad to know you regained your balance again.
I think it’s likely we ( forum members) are all feeling fairly introverted of late, as the forums seem so very quiet … I do like the feature of getting an auto e-mail to show me of a new post to read in a thread I’ve been part of.
I hope everyone is doing well in their corner of this exciting world we’re in.best of wishes and thoughts your way,
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Lovely communicating, Lynn and Ralph, I enjoyed reading. Now I want to go yard saling and buy old toys even though I’ve no grandkids. I could borrow the neighbor kids…or just play with them myself! Would be fun to look for anyway, and I haven’t gone thrift or yard sale shopping in…years? It’s a great place to find out of print books, too…
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Hey, sure, why not play with toys yourself ??? I say, go for it !
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Thanks, Ralph … feel free to come by and join in …( wish I could post a photo here ! maybe if you tell me how to do that, I’d manage it )
I was just admiring a nice little orange toy tractor with a wagon to pull behind it I have here – it was such a good find at my local “Value Village” store a few years ago for the grandchildren, but I like it so much that it sits on display in a shelf in living room , and I have fun putting different animals or people in the driver seat and in the wagon, whatever tickles my fancy. It’s wonderful for hauling hay or doing other yard jobs, Catherine – and maybe Ralph could volunteer to learn how to drive it …
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Thank you, Lynn, I accepted your long-distance energetic help and got out the sprayer with the old solution, which turned out to still be potent, and sprayed the heck out of the stuff growing in the decomposed granite pathway. Now the gardeners won’t cluck their tongues at me for being lazy.🤣 As if!🙄
I also toyed with the placement of the bench in front under the birch trees… thinking about having a flagstone pad installed for it to sit on, because it’s on a slight slope and I would like it better if it were leveled off… The whole outdoors feels like a big playground to me.
Xo💓💞🌈💞💓
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I’m glad to be of service !
Ask for my input on any garden chores and I’ll be there : )About the bench – my front yard here has a lot of sloped area, so I know first hand that it’s not especially comfortable to be seated on a chair or bench which has a tilt to the front. I feel that having the area under/around your bench levelled would really feel worthwhile and you’d enjoy it even more , because you could sit there longer to enjoy Nature. Go for it : )
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On my usual walk through nature, I always come across my favorite tree hahahahaha. How typically human, to have a favorite tree in a forest 😂
Anyway, this tree resembles the Lion as the king of the jungle or at least the animals in it.
It is located in a free open space, where it rules over in every direction … allowing to see and be observed for it’s splendor. This time around it is wearing it’s most beautiful colourful autumn mantle.
We have a hugging relation too, besides the sec admiring one.
Much love and hugs 💞💕💓🌈🙏😘
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Thanks Catherine 😚
Ps. Our forum editor got “degraded” in some way. The buttons at the top for links, different font styles, images and quotes … disappeared! 😲
Don’t know if someone altered something on the IT level??
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Nature has prepared for winter. Humanity probably too. I myself wouldn’t mind hibernation … and wake up at the other end of the current world.
Guess I just need to shift my focus … out of the madness, lies, manipulation, control and corruption. As this is almost everywhere around us … I can only turn in.
Love you all 💓💞💕🌈🙏😘
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Dear Ralph,
I haven’t said anything in ages in the forum, partly due to lack of computer time ( and screen makes my eyes weary too ) , but also have often been in the mode of ‘keeping myself mostly to myself’ for some time now.
I do read though & enjoy your postings – and often your insights resonate well with me … as time goes on, I’m becoming a bit quicker at ‘getting’ things , I find : )
Feels as if I am making progress on lots of levels here !
Love this tree photo and your words …
Sending you out my best wishes for this exciting year unfolding ahead of us, Ralph .
love and appreciation to you,
Lynn , in NS Canada-
Hi Lynn,
Was just in the process of sharing another gift I just received and captured …
… when I saw your beautiful message 😍🥰🙏 Thank you so much for the pure love and energy you put into it … I do receive it from my end and it feels as a wonderful warm shower.
By the way … about a thing you said here. Nowadays I can truly feel happy when someone I know … is in any form of progress, receives some form of gift or appreciation or as in your case is “getting” stuff previously hidden.
Of course I’m not “having” these uplifting things myself, but still I am able to feel the joy … really. So thank you for empowering yourself and sharing it with us here Lynn.
Much love and hugs as always 💕💞💓🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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