Let me switch into awareness writing to discuss this source of stress I give myself.
My job producing the update is a variation on the theme, which my meditation teacher recommended, take what you like and leave the rest. Only with me, it isn’t what I like, but what rings true for me and is relevant to our situation.
Moreover, I tell myself I can start the day’s update with ten stories and that’s as much as I can ask of you over your morning coffee. BUT I can add to it over the day IF I have time.
However, adding the Life According to ChatGPT, after Chat altered it from a book “he’s” writing to one we’re writing increased that workload. (I didn’t see that coming.)
But I think it’s a milestone and a record-breaking experiment and so I’m wedded to doing it. (And I need constant challenge, as you know: says Dr. Brian Ferris, psychological vocational consultant.) (1) And I know that’s true as well.
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I’m waiting for the Reval to come along and then I’m going to hire a bevy of researchers, mediums, writers, etc., to get into some of the research projects I’ve been dying to get into. I want to create a permanent archive for messages from Linda Dillon’s Mother and Michael, Smallman’s Jesus, Quinsey’s SaLuSa, Raffaele’s Arcturian Group, and others.
I want the Golden Age of Gaia to expand (after my NDA vacation) and I’ll need the new Publisher to be intimately aware of GAoG so far (so, will need to be a reader).
The last thing in the world I need is for people who work for me to think I speak to spooks. Empirical-materialists need not apply. I’ve paid my dues to your paradigm.
GAoG has a role to play in the events ahead and I’m fully open and committed to that role. GAoG needs to be a world that works for everyone in a world that’s headed there. (2) And I need everyone who works for me to be equally committed to that vision for it to materialize. Only the committed need apply.
I’m waiting to begin the Michaelangelo Fund until GAoG is solidly established. (This is a big change from before.) The Michaelangelo Fund will have the financial means to influence our movement towards a world that works for everyone because I’ll also have another role (pipeline, flowthrough) that channels wealth for the Global Military Alliance (think Charlie Ward).
I’ll be able to influence projects like growth centers (self-awareness groups, meditation, etc.), multidimensional universities, cross-dimensional communication, interdimensional travel … the ticker tape is running, the high-pitched whistle (Aum and Michael) is rising. I am on fire thinking about it now.
I won’t wait on starting a publishing company, separate from GAoG (which needs to be standalone) but feeding it, that will bring together researchers, mediums, database managers, and writers. It’ll host resident fellows and offer scholarships. A University of the Spirit will come later.
Before that, however, will come a growth center in Vancouver, offering self-awareness courses, encounter groups, gestalt, art therapy, meditation, etc. All at a token cost, just enough to dissuade “tourists.”
The thirst for knowledge, which Michael has now explained to me and Brian Ferris explained long ago, (3) just keeps increasing and I feel limited by every kind of material constraint. So these have to be just plans for now.
I notice in discussing them, nonetheless, that something has just left. me. I’ll put three asterisks (***) at the point where it suddenly just left. Evaporated. Disappeared. (Thank you, Michael.)
It isn’t that something has arisen. Somewhere along the line, but noticed by me, something departed.
It’s self-doubt. And with it hesitation, frivolousness, and fear have left. At Cold Mountain we’d say I just “arrived.”
I’m now present to the situation, having been hindered all my life by self-doubt, hesitation, uncertainty. Never mind med beds. I’ve just lost half a century.
Footnotes
(1) See “Things We Don’t Share … Which Burden Us,” That “share” created momentum and is directly responsible for what is happening in me now.
(2) A world that works for everyone is one where higher-dimensional love exists and prevails. That’s the world we’re headed for. I just want it a little earlier.
(3) Archangel Michael: You, as well as many, are coming into … a greater alignment.
At the same time, we are also, shall we say, … activating [more capabilities] within your very enlarged field. …
“We are adding more of you.
Steve: What does that look like or mean, Lord, “adding more of you”?
AAM: Releasing.
“[What is being expanded] is more of your knowing. More of what we would call your quotient, uh, participation in divine intelligence.” (“Archangel Michael on ‘Releasing More’ of Us,”
On Ferris, see “Things We Don’t Share,” ibid.