Credit: Alamy. Cocoon (1985)
What’s this? Cocoon (1985)
I’ like to say more about my realization that sexuality is at essence love and nothing else.
I feel myself having transcended, transmuted, or otherwise eliminated a barrier. That barrier is one to being present, here, in the moment. (1) Sexuality, as I have things rigged up, must be the biggest barrier to being present. It doesn’t have to be, but I think it is.
I now feel, not only normal as I felt after the Factory Reset, (2) but present.
I still feel some strong desire, and I don’t have a name for it. My field of experience is less cluttered now than it was when I saw sex as somehow different than love.
Only if we make it so.
Also, the desire that I feel is ever so much stronger. It’s as if, to use a metaphor I’ve used before, I’ve removed my armor and am breathing normally again.
I’m aware of how this realization rearranges the relationship between sex and love. I used to have them held separately, the one not at all implying the other.
I did have the experience of sex being the act but love being the message once a long time ago. I could have gotten this then, but I didn’t.
This restores a kind of Garden-of-Eden environment, where sex is with the one you love, where the thought of sex would not arise except in the context of love anyways and would/could be nothing other than an expression of love. I’ve known this space. I called it “transformative love” and Michael identified it as Seventh Dimensional. (3)
Neither in the astral world (4D without a body) nor in the ascended world (5D and higher) is sex a physical act as it is here (3/4D with a body). There it’s an energetic exchange, more like in the movie Cocoon.
In Post-Mortem Journal, T.E. Lawrence (Lawrence of Arabia) wrote, after his death, of spending time in an area where beings deprived of sexual love would go to make up that lack. Everything was an exchange of energy, of love. (4)
When they felt “normal,” as I did after my Factory Reset, and less cluttered, as I do now, they began their journey in their new world, with the wrinkles in their character ironed out. All of this is covered more broady in New Maps of Heaven. (5)
The love that I breathe up from my heart now is far more … “powerful” is the only word I can find … than it has been short of my heart opening. (6)
I’ve moved from the position of (A) sex being a competitor and a barrier to the experience of love, and vice versa, to (B) there being only love and sex has a place in it as a mode of expression. Sex has ceased to be a desire with any special hold on me and none outside the context of love. There it offers a way of expressing the love at its essence.
Now that feels like I’ve just brought a part of my life into alignment with something larger. “The flow of life” is what I get, when I listen.
Footnotes
(1) See “Another Bite-Sized Packet from Michael?”
(2) See Factory Reset; or, Dropping Our Character Armor at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/07/Factory-Reset-or-Dropping-Our-Character-Armor-9.pdf.
(3) Steve: The space that I call transformative love, what dimension is it?
AAM: It is the Seventh Dimension. (Archangel Michel in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Jan. 20, 2016.)
(4) See T.E. Lawrence through Jane Sherwood, medium, Post-Mortem Journal. Communications from T.E. Lawrence. London: Spearman, 1964.
(5) See New Maps of Heaven at https://goldengaiadb.com/index.php?title=New_Maps_of_Heaven
(6) On the heart opening, see:
- “Submerged in Love,” March 14, 2015, in An Ascension Ethnography at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/07/An-Ascension-Ethnography-5.pdf, and after.
- “Activating the Wellspring – Part 1/2,” March 14, 2015, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2015/03/14/activating-the-wellspring-part-1-2-2/