I feel drawn to awareness writing today, to stabilize myself in the face of a rushing current of external events and my own insecurities. I need to travel light.
I continue to choose one spiritual guideline as a stabilizing influence and apply it. I chose, “Do unto others as you would have others do unto you,” out of all the guidelines I could have followed. (1)
But then that’s the aim of the political adaptation of “time on target,” is it not? (2) Drown the place in issues. Poke at every hornet’s nest. Light a fire under all of them.
Create confusion and have them turn to you for salvation.
In other words, turn the cabal’s playbook on them. Out of chaos comes order. It’s just not the Illuminati’s order.
And then start the EBS (emergency broadcasts) and, if you include the Wave of Love, (3) create a major, irrecoverable interruption in cabal rule of Planet Earth.
If I even try to keep up, I flag in the effort.
Iran reportedly serving as a cover for the movement of gold destined for G/NESARA. Some prominent world leaders looking as if they’re belligerent when they’re really allied with Trump for peace.
No nuclear weapons will work anyways. (2) And Earth will not see another world war. (4)
Just to show you how crazy it got, a clone (plus a few actors) served as President of the United States: The late Joe Biden, who died either 2019 or 2020, depending on which account you accept, was buried in Arlington Cemetery the day of “his” inauguration. (5)
Those were reportedly his cannons going off at “his” inauguration.
All of this is now coming out.
I’m sorry. I can’t conceive of it getting worse. But our sources have warned us it will. (6)
More issues, more hot spots, more tension and conflict.
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I’m switching to awareness writing.
To make a long story short, that’s why I decided to choose one piece of spiritual counsel and concentrate my thoughts and actions on that. I chose: “Do unto others.”
And I’ve become cheerier. In actuality, for no reason I was aware of before the fact, I feel love welling up inside me – as the poet said – unbidden.
It’s said that, if you turn a light on in a darkened room, the darkness vanishes.
Is that not what a lightworker does, in thought, word, and action? Maybe the metaphor works best for a writer.
As a metaphor for me, in particular? Yes, I conceive of my writing as “turning on a light.” Only whereas most others turn the light on other people, I turn the light more often on myself.
That is one of only two agreements on the awareness path: Remain aware of yourself and communicate what you notice.
What did my twin flame, Annastara, say?
Annastara: One of the things that you do, and which you will be doing, is of course looking in the nooks and crannies, into the corners of your being because, as you do that, you also allow others to.
There is a curiosity inside of you to examine those quarters that have really gone unexplored, not really because of fear but simply because it wasn’t time.
One of the things that you have done is you have paid attention to your here and now, to your time and space, rather than getting lost in either the future or the past. (7)
I agree with that description.
What it leaves out is that I still feel I need permission – and encouragement – to be me.
I’m still just dipping my toes in the water of (public) awareness. I’ve had my share of public gaffes and dropped balls. I’m still a bit shy of being in the spotlight again.
That having been said, I’m also “breaking through” barrier after barrier, the decks having been swept clean by the Factory Reset. (8) This is definitely a time of emergence for me. (9)
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And what’s the net effect of all this? If the purpose of life is to know who we are so that God can meet God in a moment of our enlightenment … (10)
… then the “final” act is one of discernment: “I am God.” When I realize that I am God, God meets God. And the vision I had in 1987 convinces me to say … that for that meeting was all of this created. (11)
Therefore, what physical life, with all its ups and downs, is doing is sharpening our discernment – in the end – between God and not-God (if such were possible) (12) until we completely wake up to our Oneness with God. Our not-different-ness. Our sameness.
And now, to bring all that down to my present life, every barrier I break through is one less plank of illusion in the “house” (character armor) that Steve built. I am freeing my awareness, creating clarity, separating the “not-God” (if such could be) from the God … leading to absolute Self-Realization.
That’s as far as I’ve gotten with my resolve to stabilize my insides in the face of an ever-more confusing outside world by focusing on one spiritual guideline.
Footnotes
(1) On choosing a single spiritual principle to focus on, see:
- “Daily Life as Spiritual Exercise,” August 24, 2026, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2026/08/24/daily-life-as-spiritual-exercise/
- “Sprint or Marathon?” August 26, 2026, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/?p=385461
- “A Trackless Path,” Aug. 27, 2026, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/?p=385479
(2) See Time on Target at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2026/08/Time-on-Target-4.pdf
(3) Archangel Michael: Hear what I say in this declaration on behalf of the Mother/Father One: There will be no nuclear war. Period! (“AAM: There Will be No Nuclear War … Period,” September 5, 2017, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2017/09/05/aam-there-will-be-no-nuclear-war-period/.)
Also see There Will be No Nuclear War for the World at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/07/No-Nuclear-War-R8.pdf
(4) Matthew Ward: Universal councils that set standards for civilizations’ interactions would not sanction killing 90 percent of Earth’s population, an Illuminati goal of longstanding. They [the Illuminati] cannot have a third world war—they started WWI and II and made vast fortunes by selling war machinery to both sides in both wars—and they cannot fabricate and release more lethal viruses.
The councils hold that the reign of darkness on the planet is over for once and for all. (Matthew’s Message, Nov. 1, 2023, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2023/11/01/matthews-message-nov-1-2023/.)
(5) See Joe Biden: The President Who Never Was at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/11/Joe-Biden-President-Who-Never-Was-6.pdf
(6) Archangel Michael: Many of you – and you, beloved, included – look at situations and you say, ‘Well, how can it get much worse?’ That is because you, and many, come from a place of love and purity of intent.
But you also know that everything that has need to be eliminated, everything that has need to be relinquished, everything that needs to be healed in this cesspool that we call ‘chaos’ has need to come to the surface.
Otherwise – and this has happened many, many times in human history – what happens is there is a belief [that] there is a healing, an accommodation, a remedy, and then the human collective tends to think, ‘Okay, now it is cleaned up. Now it is healed. Now it is done.’ But the core – the core issues [i.e., the vasanas] – of the collective, and of course of the individuals, have not been addressed, and therefore it simply settles in and it festers. (“Archangel Michael on Why All This Conflict is Occurring,” September 28, 2023, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/?p=348361.)
Federation of Light: Dearest Blossom … keep in mind, also … that there is more of this to come.
Blossom Goodchild: Oh, Joy of Joys. More uncertainty.
FoL: Yes … for quite a while. Yet again, we say it is for you to TRUST and KNOW that ALL IS AS IT SHOULD BE. These phases that are to be moved into as more and more depths of this current situation are presented, will not necessarily bring contentment to all, for some time to come. …
IT IS IMPERATIVE … ESSENTIAL … that you HOLD ON TO YOUR LIGHT.
THAT YOU REMEMBER THAT THIS, NOW … NOW … NOW … NOW … THIS THAT YOU ARE EXPERIENCING … IS THE WHOLE REASON AS TO WHY YOU ARE HERE. (“The Federation of Light through Blossom Goodchild on What We’re Going Through (2020),” September 29, 2023, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/?p=348364.)
(7) Annastara in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Dec. 9, 2010.
(8) See Factory Reset; or, Dropping Our Character Armor at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2026/06/Factory-Reset-or-Dropping-Our-Character-Armor-R8.pdf
(9) See:
- Let’s Go! Let’s Grow! Vol. 4 Emergence at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/11/Lets-Go-Lets-Grow-V4-Emergence-R8.pdf
- Emergence at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2026/04/Emergence-3.pdf
I’ll be combining these two books into one as soon as I have the time.
(10-) See The Purpose of Life is Enlightenment at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/07/Purpose-of-Life-is-Enlightenment-6.pdf
(11) On that experience, see “Chapter 13. Epilogue” in The Purpose of Life is Enlightenment, ibid.
(12) Be angry, and you confuse the mind;
Confuse your mind, you forget the lesson of experience;
Forget experience, you lose discrimination;
Lose discrimination, and you miss life’s only purpose. (Sri Krishna in Swami Prabhavananda and Christopher Isherwood, trans., Bhagavad-Gita. The Song of God. New York and Scarborough: New American Library, 1972; c1944, 42.)