by Digger Barr
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Recently Kerry Cassidy shared a link to a 1996 tv show Dark Skies.
The series is about everything that we are experiencing today and the historical unfoldment of the US government since the assignation of JFK.
At least on how the UFO element may have played a key role in everything we have witnessed.
I cannot say for certain that it is a documentary. But I can say it ‘feels’ like a documentary disclosing a lot of truths or things that I feel are truths.
You can watch the 20-episode season free on You tube. It took me a few tries to find the right way to watch it.
I had to change my default web browser but finally was able to watch the whole show for free.
Watching this program brought out another element in me that has been simmering below the surface.
What does one do with one’s self when they are aware of the behind-the-scenes or secret information responsible for policy making?
What does one do when they are living in a world that doesn’t understand what some of the rest of us know?
How does one walk in two worlds?
How do we function when what we know feels so vastly more important and critical than what the masses of people are reacting to?
How do we coexist in a world of so much separation, disillusionment, espionage, cloak and dagger, hatred and misdirection?
No matter how you want to phrase the question, you get it.
This is the question I have been wrestling with in a mundane everyday struggle of existence in the matrix.
Yeah, having a job and trying to fit in is a struggle.
Like most of us I am trying to function in a world of muggles and still keep my head above the fray.
In a state filled with disillusioned people I jump and jump in the crowd trying to see above the bobbing heads looking for another shiny individual.
And I can see them from time to time. But then the crowd surge pushes them away as they get caught up in the mingle just like me.
When you meet that other shiny person, it is a bright moment and the energy flows.
The connection revives hope and nourishes the knowing that it is time. And we are in the right place.
Then they are gone and the crowd of discontent pushes back against you.
The news from the front lines has been fractured. It is hard to know what is real anymore.
The introduction of AI has brought a whole other level of distrust.
I really don’t know what to believe anymore from outide sources.
So I am driven back into hiding, waiting for some news that I can rely on.
And it’s there. It is there in disguise, cloaked with a veil of uncertainty.
Is it real?
And if it is what they say it is, then what is it really?
Nothing is as it seems.
Ask the right questions.
Am I asking the right questions? I question myself.
Take another breath. Anchor. Ground.
Let faith emerge. Breathe. Let calm and peace settle back in.
Yes there is news and it’s showing us that the way forward is slow.
And yet can you believe how much has happened?
Back to the basics. WE knew time would be distorted.
And it is.
Now what?
How do we move forward?
I pull up a stool at the bar of disillusionment.
I will have a pina colada, I say with a smile.
It doesn’t matter exactly what I do.
The best thing I can do is do something.
And so I smile and immerse myself back into the crowd.
The crowd is getting shinier by the day.
AS long as we stay active, WE got this.
This is the moment we came here for.
Let’s go!
Digger26