Dec. 2nd, 2025, I had a reading with my friend, Laura.

These are the 4 words the cards represented:

me as a child

GUARDED

ANNOYED

IRRITATED

FRUSTRATED

It took me a few days to see what this was about!

I ruminated, I sat still, I invoked, I asked for help!

I released—there was some sadness that came up—lots of judgement.

Until I got:

this is what I sponged up from my parents,
who no doubt got it from their parents, and so on . . .

What an enlightening experience to see it so clearly!

It became really easy to step back as:

the Observer, in mastery not blaming anyone
—to be the compassion—from the root.

We come in PURE, with unconditional LOVE for everyone . . .

Then, from the womb to about 9 years old, we sponge up how the people, family, around us are feeling, acting, being, and we unconsciously, subconsciously, and consciously begin acting, feeling the same.

Time to LOVE the old systems, LOVE ourselves,
send this LOVE out to the world.

It’s been a wild ride!

Now we need to CREATE what works for everyone.

Release and laugh,
then find what makes you most excited,
and start creating the NEW. 

2026: Time for lots of exciting projects to emerge!

It’s easier to maintain a state of joy,
of gratitude for everything,
of excitement for the New Projects,
when we can see clearly what we took on
from the root of our existence in this life,
other lifetimes, too.

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Here is my Home to the Heart Book Club YouTube going deeper into this . . .