Jiddu Krishnamurti
Why am I writing on this subject when there’s a war going on?
Because the war is leading to the Emergency Broadcasts and they’re leading to ten days of disclosure of the true state of the world.
And after being hit with so much bad news, I believe that we’ll next be hit with a solar flare, known to many as the Ring of Fire, Wave of Love, Singularity, Event, etc. This event will have the effect of lifting us out of our despair, I believe.
I expect that as a result of extrapolating from my own experience, which I’ll make clear below.
The Divine Mother called it a planetary heart opening. If I’m right and it happens, it’ll be totally disorienting for many people and, so, my writing about it, which I actually promised the Divine Mother I’d do, (1) is in aid of reassuring anyone who “doesn’t know what just happened.”
Evidently I’ve had two fourth-chakra experiences: The heart opening on March 13, 2015 and the sight of the Self at Xenia on Sept. 18, 2018. (2) I’m restricting my attention here to the sight of the Self, having discussed the heart opening extensively elsewhere. (3)
I’m not talking about the heart chakra “opening.” It’s the spiritual heart whose heart door or hridayam opens. The relation between the two is like a lightswitch (the heart chakra) which, when the electricity (kundalini) reaches it, triggers the light (the heart) to go off (to open).
When my heart opened, I found myself immersed in transformative (seventh-dimensional) love. (4) But I want to write about the second experience, at Xenia on Sept. 18, 2018.
After watching parts of a deeply-disturbing video (Frazzeldrip), I was so depressed that, when I meditated the next morning, I journeyed into the heart and found myself in the presence of the Light that the Self is.
In writing about that experience, I found myself about to say that I have to draw on my own experience here because I don’t know of any other write-ups.
Then, suddenly, I heard myself say, “Are you crazy? You have a whole section of From Darkness Unto Light database on fourth-chakra experiences of the Light.” (5) The most memorable may be Krishnamurti’s, which I’ll give you in a second.
But first I have to tell you the situation I find myself in. When I saw the Self, there in the bottom of the heart, the seat of the Soul, at Xenia on Sept. 18, 2018, it was not brilliant. It was luminous. But it should have been brilliant.
So I asked the Divine Mother sometime later how this could have been.
Steve: The experience at Xenia, Mother, was that truncated?
Divine Mother: Slightly, yes.
Steve: I had the thought [it was]. … The Light I saw should have been brighter than a thousand suns. The fact that it wasn’t suggests to me that the experience was truncated. …
DM: It was not as brilliant as possible, let us put it that way.
Steve: Alright… And again, the reason is to keep me in sync with my readers?
DM: To keep you in sync with your readers. But let me be very clear…. If you had seen the light as it actually is – yes, a million, billion suns – you would have simply departed. … We don’t mean die but you would have departed the life that you have designed – yes, with us – for yourself, for the service you are providing – you would have departed and simply said, “I do not need to do this. I will just simply sit in the bliss of love and good luck, everybody!” (6)
If the full experience is brighter than a million, billion suns, it’s beyond my imagination or words.
Back on ground level, the Mother doesn’t want me to vacate my soul contract because I’m mesmerized by the Self. That isn’t my job this lifetime.
Given that she later said she wanted us lightworkers to serve by staying not by leaving, I’d imagine she might tone down a few of our experiences – to keep us here.
My job this time around is to go up with everyone else and write about it. So I have not had the intense experience this lifetime that Krishnamurti has had, but, based on the degree of it I was allowed to have, I can imagine the reasons for Krishnamurti’s joy.
He started out in meditation:
“I sat crosslegged in the meditation posture. When I had sat thus for some time, I felt myself going out of my body. I saw myself sitting down with the delicate tender leaves of the tree over me. I was facing the east. In front of me was my body and over my head I saw the Star, bright and clear. …
“There was such profound calmness both in the air and within myself, the calmness of the bottom of a deep and unfathomable lake. Like the lake, I felt my physical body, with its mind and emotions, could be ruffled on the surface but nothing, nay nothing, could disturb the calmness of my soul. …
“I was supremely happy, for I had seen. Nothing could ever be the same. I have drunk at the clear and pure waters at the source of the fountain of life and my thirst was appeased. Never more could I be thirsty, never more could I be in utter darkness.
I have seen the Light. I have touched compassion which heals all sorrow and suffering…. Love in all its glory has intoxicated my heart; my heart can never be closed. I have drunk at the fountain of Joy and eternal Beauty. I am God-intoxicated.” (7)
“My heart can never be closed.” He’s had a heart opening.
“God-Intoxicated!” And this is just the first enlightenment. This is Krishnamurti starting out!
I think tomorrow I’ll post some of the other comments from sages and saints who’ve had this particular fourth-chakra experience of seeing the Light because, I hope, it helps prepare us for what I think is coming. They are describing what we’ll be experiencing, if I’m right, soon enough.
Footnotes
(1) Here is that conversation, edited for brevity:
Steve: May I please ask you a question?
Divine Mother: Yes.
Steve: Have you just described a heart opening? …
DM: … The heart opening is already underway. …
I speak frankly because it is a time for truth speaking.
So is there a massive heart opening occurring on this planet? … I say, yes!
S: But Mother, you used the word exploding. That is why I am commenting. Because, of course, the heart opening that I had March 2015, was explosive. And so…
DM: It is explosive. It is implosive.
S: Yes. Should I be writing on what to expect? That your heart could feel like it is exploding?
DM: Yes. (“The Mother Promises a Massive Heart Opening – Part 2/2,” at http://goldenageofgaia.com/?p=289519.)
(2) We can have more than one fourth-chakra spiritual experience. Says Michael:
Steve: Was the sight of the Self at the Xenia retreat a fourth-chakra event?
Archangel Michael: Yes, it was.
Steve: So it’s possible to have two fourth-chakra events or maybe even more possibly?
AAM: It is possible to have multiple chakra events throughout your lifetimes, sweet one. Again, what you are thinking of is a limitation. Something is activated or not activated. Think in terms of open, open, open, open, bigger, bigger, bigger. So yes, you might have several events. You should have several events! (Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, June 12, 2019.)
(3) The heart opening is extensively discussed in articles beginning with March 13, 2015 and following chronologically in An Ascension Ethnography – Part 1 at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/07/An-Ascension-Ethnography-V1-R5.pdf
(4) Steve: The space that I call transformative love, what dimension is it?
Archangel Michael: It is the seventh dimension. (Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Jan. 20, 2016.)
(5) See “Enlightenment – (1) Spiritual Awakening – How has the experience of spiritual awakening been described?” at https://tinyurl.com/bddpsry6.
(6) Divine Mother in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Oct. 26, 2018.
(7) Krishnamurti in Mary Lutyens, Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening. New York: Avon, 1975, 171-2.