I wrote yesterday:
I gave a donation two days ago [to Stephen and Anthony] and I don’t have a lot to spare. Within the day, Karen told me that one among you had sent in a check that he wanted to go solely to me. When translated into CAD, it came to just a few dollars short of what I donated. (Ask Karen.) (1)
I really have to share that my own philosophy of giving has been changing over the years. That knowledge is based on the foundation of the heart opening I had, etc., etc. (2)
My heart remains open enough to grant me access to the love that flows universally in the higher dimensions – and in our hearts, which are not only a portal to the higher dimensions but our own direct connection to Mother/Father One. (3)
As an aside, I’m told that that love is Seventh-Dimensional, but even experiencing it, as I’m able to, does not make me Seventh-Dimensional. I’ll write about that later.
Two things allow me to simmer in love or sometimes rise up from where I am on a wave of love. The first is the exercise I so often refer to. Breathing love up from the heart, enjoying it on the pause, and then sending it out to the world on the outbreath.
It needs a name. Let me call it a name. The Savior’s Breath.
I know that’s its name because I haven’t been able to stop crying since the name arose. Very sacred. (I’m crying again when I read this over.) But so it is: The Savior’s Breath.
I can think of no activity more sacred than drawing love up from our hearts and sending it out to the world.
The second way is giving, sharing. The action of giving imitates drawing love up from the heart. And my attitude is open and caring to begin with. The action of giving brings up a wave of love.
When the gift is accepted I feel a second wave of love flow up from me to the gifted person.
Michael described this:
Archangel Michael: Love is the energy of the universe. It is the energy of the Mother. And it moves constantly, continually, eternally, infinitely. So, to have an experience of love, it [must move] through you. [My emphasis.] (4)
AAM: Love is a fluid energy. It has need to flow and so when it does not flow it becomes… Well, as you put it, it be can become dry and brittle. It has need to be given and received above, below, within, without and in every which way. (5)
Not only love, but I “invest” in the other person. I have a “stake” in the matter. That’s what the Mother meant when she said that our allowing ourselves to be in the receiving position allowed others an opportunity to express (and feel) what’s of value to them. (6)
Not lending. Lending is not for me.
When I lend, I still retain owner’s rights. Then the person doesn’t repay and a relationship crumbles. How many times have I done that? The worst was a friend who borrowed $5,000 from Friday to Monday. He never paid me back.
Finally, I learned my lesson and only now give. And my reward is again two-fold. I’ll be writing tomorrow about miracles, but I’ve had enough of them in my life, including my donation money being restored within hours, that I leave everything about my survival, including money, to Michael.
I’ve never been let down or disappointed.
I’m in so much love right now, writing on this subject.
I assure you, love of a higher kind is what we’re all looking for. Here’s Michael saying that enjoying this kind of love permanently is what Ascension is all about:
Steve: I’ve had many peak experiences in which I, for a short period of time, experienced that love. But I’d never been able to walk around in it [prior to my heart opening on March 13, 2015] and be with it for hours and see how it comes and goes, the way it keeps anger and jealousy and resentment away. I’d never luxuriated in it and observed it. So that’s what’s missing for people.
AAM: Yes, and that is what is coming. That is the focus of this rebirth.
When the Mother talks about, when we talk about the rebirth of love upon this planet, that is what we are talking about. (7)
That love comes from inside, not from Sue or Bill. … Well, not as much. Inside is a tsunami … and an Ocean … of Love. That much I know.
And I’m becoming convinced that becoming god-like is the way to have that love. What is God like? She gifted us the divine qualities as the mold for what God is like and what is god-like. Loving, forgiving, caring, etc.
Oh, my. I’m having too much fun. Life just gets better and better – by the Mother’s Design.
Footnotes
(1) See “Who Wants to be Homeless? I’m Sure No One – $3781/$5,000 Raised Now!” https://goldenageofgaia.com/2025/03/17/who-wants-to-be-homeless-im-sure-no-one-1857-5000-raised-now/
(2) On that event, see
- “Submerged in Love,” March 14, 2015, in An Ascension Ethnography at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/07/An-Ascension-Ethnography-5.pdf, and after.
- “Activating the Wellspring – Part 1/2,” March 14, 2015, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2015/03/14/activating-the-wellspring-part-1-2/.
(3) Cf. “You are riding the waves of love that the Father and I are sending directly into your heart, through the portal of your heart [hridayam], [and] through the Ascension portal of the planet.” (“Ride the Waves of Love Being Sent to Us by Universal Mother,” May 22, 2012, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2012/05/ride-the-waves-of-love-being-sent-to-us-by-universal-mother/ .) (My emphasis.)
Steve: What exactly is a heart?
Archangel Michael: It is the motor of your being. If you think of yourself, not just the physical motor, but the motor that keeps you infinitely connected to the Divine, to the Source, to the One. (Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Dec. 5, 2018.) (My emphasis.) (Hereafter, AAM.)
(4) Loc. cit.
(5) AAM, April 30, 2019.
(6) Steve: So our being [poor] is used as a means to get people to open up?
Divine Mother: To express gratitude, generosity, unity and to express what is valuable to them. (Divine Mother in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, June 7, 2015.) (My emphasis.)
(7) AAM, Sept. 23, 2016.