As I said Saturday, I’d like to discuss a very simple conceptual adjustment or tool to help us make the change-over from an unproductive line of behavior to a productive.
After the Reval, we’re going to need a toolbox full of tools. We can’t monkey around and make a difference as a CEO, as many of us will be.
If we’re needing to make a change in behavior, as I was from negative (suspicious, uncooperative, entitled) to positive (trusting but prudent, cooperative, no entitlement), I have a “tool” that’s impressing itself on my mind. (1)
Here it is:
—>I don’t like the way I feel when I’m [negative] and I’m going to do something about it. <—
That’s it. That’s the simple resolve, the tool. Blindingly simple. But it’d need to be put into action.
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Notice that the resolve to change came about as the result of a thought bubbling up in my own mind, undoubtedly inspired. Nevertheless, I arrived at the final conclusion (I don’t like the way I feel and I’m going to do something about it) as a thought which I claimed, held onto, and instituted.
I snatched it as it passed by the screen of my mind because of its relevance to my present situation.
I’m seeing from my own experience that, despite our desire to teach others, in the last analysis, in my opinion, everyone seems to have to come on the knowledge on their own. The penny needs to drop in my mind, never mind how many pennies dropped in someone else’s.
It’s on that basis that I stand back when I see people wanting to go in what I consider to be an unwise or unprofitable direction. Their life is for them to lead; their lessons are for them to learn. They have their lesson plan as I do.
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What I do when I say “I’m going to do something about the way I feel” is I first process the unwanted feeling (1) …
Now here I have to bring in something that works best if one has had their heart opened, an event that happens when the kundalini reaches the fourth chakra. That event lies in our collective future.
I’m able to breathe what I call “transformative love” up from my heart and saturate my field of awareness with it.
That raises my spirits immediately. Michael has said that each time I breathe transformative love up from my heart I “go up a level.” He calls it a “snap.” Apparently all of us are doing this in our waking and dreaming states:
Archangel Michael: Think of how every time you, especially, enter the transformative love, that is a snap. It is not the full dramatic snap but it is a snap. Each time you are progressing up what you can think of as a level.
Think of [entering] your love as flying back and forth through the portal. Now sometimes you’re aware and sometimes you’re asleep and sometimes you’re off with me. That is what you are doing and that is what humanity is doing. (2)
All of this that I’m describing is definitely worlds better than being a troll, hanging out under a bridge suspecting, criticizing, and complaining. The positive is proving better, every day, than the negative.
In other words, I don’t like the way I feel any more when I be that way (negative) and I’m doing something about it. You’re watching me do it.
I like the way I feel when I “be positive.” I think I’m safe from turning it into another automatic, lock-step behavioral habit, constructed self, self-image, etc. (I hope.)
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So if you don’t like the way you feel, Steve says, do something about it. Drop the thought. Do something physical that involves concentration (distraction). Run in the sunshine. Rake leaves.
Then resolve not to go down that tunnel again and keep working at it. Werner Erhard would call it a tunnel with no cheese. Only humans go down a tunnel with no cheese – forever. Even rats are smarter.
Soon we’ll be sitting somewhere where the buck stops. We won’t have the luxury of assigning blame or asking others to do the growth work. It’ll be up to us
At the moment, I’m taking baby steps in the area of the glass half full. At smiling at people on the street. At making small talk in the elevator. (Gawd, it’s hard…!)
Part of being in positivity is accepting way more responsibility for the way things are than previously. We’re cutting the drama. Ending the blame game. We don’t have those weapons to win battles with any more.
We don’t like the way we feel and we’re doing something about it.
Was once a troll … now becoming a human being.
Footnotes
(1) See “How to Handle Unwanted Feelings: The Upset Clearing Process,” April 25, 2011, in Vasanas: Preparing for Ascension by Clearing Old Issues. Download from https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/05/Vasanas-Preparing-for-Ascension-R16.pdf
(2) “Archangel Michael on Snaps, Expansion, and Ascension,” June 6, 2017, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2017/06/06/archangel-michael-on-snaps-expansion-and-ascension/.
Michael identified this quality of love as being Seventh Dimensional:
Steve: The space that I call transformative love, what dimension is it?
Archangel Michael: It is the Seventh Dimension. (Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Jan. 20, 2016.)
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