Until I experienced higher-dimensional love on March 13, 2015, my life was about getting what I wanted and avoiding what I didn’t want, feeling good and not feeling bad, experiencing pleasure and avoiding pain, etc., etc.
Once I’d experienced higher-dimensional love, I no longer found satisfaction with anything less.
Whether one is in it at the moment or not, one knows that there’s more to life than what we 3D/4D folks settle for.
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The situation is similar to me working hard for you and you paying me in poker chips. What’s this? There’s no satisfaction in being paid in poker chips. What are you trying to pull on me?
Now let me substitute.
What’s this? There’s no real satisfaction to be found in lower-dimensional feeling states once one knows what actual love is. I want real love for myself, which I’m responsible for, (1) and it’d be nice to share it with you.
So now my life has become about making sure I serve my own best interests by drawing love up from my heart and swirling it around my field of awareness first. And once my gas tank is full, then sending that never-ending flow out into the world.
But look at this. I make a distinction between drawing love up and my life. I “take time out” from my life to do the practice of drawing love up. That’s how I see it.
My life is about researching and writing, getting groceries, going to the bank, making dinner, etc.
So make that 95% “my life” and 5% “drawing love up.”
What I’d most like to do is make it … well, why not try out 50/50? Equal time for the one and the other. The mind can’t mess with that.
I know that 5% “my life” and 95% “drawing love up” is not my mission. My mission is to go up with everyone else and write about it, which I do.
Michael has said not to go running ahead of the group or take by-roads that no one else is interested in following. Stay with the global, the universal (what could be more universal than love?). And enjoy the experiences offered by the Company of Heaven, on condition that you write about them. Which I’ve done.
So I think I’m riding the horse in the direction it’s going. Taking stock as we set out in the New Year, I’m pleased with the way things have gone, especially since June 12th, when everything began to speed up. (2)
It’s not that I feel ready. It’s not that I don’t feel ready. It’s that I feel love and, in the face of that, I feel ready for anything.
Whether one other person follows my example or not, I’ll continue drawing love up from my heart and sending it out to the world. No other practice I know of is so simple and yet so effective in leaving me in the experience of what we’ll find we’re all seeking, always, everywhere – the nectar, the ambrosia of the gods – higher-dimensional love.
(1) I’m responsible for the love I want, rather than thinking you are, in the sense that it comes from my own heart, upon me drawing it up. Once we really get this, it’ll alter the way we approach relationship. I may or may not get love from you but I certainly get it from my own heart.
(2) See “Co-Creative Partners with the Company of Heaven,” June 12, 2023, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2023/06/12/co-creative-partners-with-the-company-of-heaven/ and The Rewards of Co-Creative Partnership with the Company of Heaven at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/10/The-Rewards-of-Co-Creative-Partnership-with-the-Company-of-Heaven-3.pdf
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