I am writing this for all of you who are on your own this Christmas or for the Festive Season, wherever you are, and for those who are challenged in whatever form or way.
Yet I specifically wish to address this to women, like me, who have never been married, nor have had children and so as to not exclude anyone, this is applicable to all women, and men and anyone who is on their own.
The truth is that one can be alone, yet never be lonely. There is a Golden Path hidden in the way one can be on one’s own and live a soul empowered life!
For many of us, have chosen to be on our own in this lifetime, in order to be able to fulfill our soul’s mission and purpose, and have been prepared to do so, over many millions of earth years, as my higher guides always tell me. I am also told that I specifically chose not to be in a partnership, so that I would not be distracted – for indeed partners, no matter how much one loves them, and children even more so, tend to pull one’s energies into too many directions at once, and whether one wishes this or not, just keeping everyone in oneness and unity, and oneself is a fulltime occupation!
More than this, in previous lifetimes, I have had my partnerships, I have had my children and I worked through all my negative karma in this regard, and thus there was no need to repeat it in this lifetime.
It took me a very long time to grasp this, as I tended to be the odd one out in my family, and have always been so very different from my siblings, and thus so often, especially at Christmas times, felt that I did not belong within the group.
Although I always was much involved in organizing children’s events and community Christmas events, holiday programs etc. apart from always looking after my nephews and nieces as well and being a surrogate mother to many. So children – yes I have been blessed with hundreds and not just a few and teacher, friend and mentor to many.
I am sharing this, because so many of you feel lonely at Christmas time and yearn to be in the company of family – as those who are in partnerships, often are too busy with their own circles and although they mean well and do care, it often exasperates the feelings of being left out, or forgotten in many.
As Librarian, I have been very much aware of this and of all walks of life. And this is not only true for those without partners, as it is true for those within partnerships as well, for the loneliest of all, can often be in a partnership, and I have had many share this with me, as well.
Yet, as said there is a great blessing in being alone at Christmas time, whether you had a partner and he or she has left the physical earthly existence but is with you in spirit, whether you have children or not. For one can indeed find that these days are days when you can truly tune into the deepest knowing of your own soul, and expand your heart and soul, and radiate your beautiful loving soul self, out into all the world.
I know a lot of souls who spent this time in intercessory prayers, and who quietly are like angels of light and love, are anchoring in more love into the planet and being it. One does not need to physically interact with other people, to be fully present with them!
From Christmas Eve until the 28th of December a huge portal opens and I can feel the energies streaming in.
During ancient times, even before Christmas or whatever festive season you adhere to, was a time where one would find huge joy in the renewal of the cosmic cycles, and not just the earthly ones. It was seen as a portal of immense Light which would pour in from the 7th central Sun of Illumination and therefore when, one was open to receiving this immense inpouring of Illumination, by being quiet and still, one could experience moments of great exultation, and often the intense anointing in the inner planes.
I have experienced it time and again, when I consciously used these days to be quiet and still and as preparation for the new Year. A time when I could connect in ever deeper and more profound ways on Intergalactic and Universal Levels, and receive downloads of information. This ignited such inner joy as insights and understanding would come, and more than this, guidance about the next steps and pathways opening.
Thus when friends and family, are inundated with so much emotional things being churned up at this time, when children disappoint, and when partners get into each other’s hair, or whatever, when they feel obliged to be with them, because of a sense of duty, then I am even more grateful that I can consciously choose to be quiet and still and gratitude overflows.
So now, I consciously choose to be on my own during these days. I consciously choose to celebrate life in all its forms and expressions, as I am being held in this cocoon of Divine Light, Divine Love, and Divine Powers within and without. The inner joy is ignited and I am so grateful for the precious time and moments, when revelations come – and I can set my very busy schedule aside, and just open myself to receive graciously and gratefully whatever is given, with such great Love.
More than this, it is my time, when I send healing and love to all those areas of world which need it the most. And I extend this into Mother Earth and all sentient beings as well. With love, through love and in love.
After all my soul is here to fulfill my mission, and I wish to leave a lasting legacy for the new humanity in the New Golden Age before I say my final farewell to the New Earth and return whence I came from with love and gratitude that I could lovingly serve from my heart and soul and all that I AM in truth!
I am experiencing such Cosmic Merging now of my monad and as my higher soul self is expanding, and with it the deep realization, that the Old pathways are now fully closed behind me, and that I now are being prepared on all levels, for the highest as the next steps of the fulfillment of my soul mission and purpose are those completion of what was begun millions of Earth years Ago, and so it is with all of you as well.
May you find the blessing of alone-ness during this Christmas period in miraculous ways, as you fully realize that you indeed are not lonely, but are so filled with Divine Presence, within you, and with Divine Love within you, and Divine Revelations, that you find yourself lifted into such inner joy and gratitude as the Rain of Blessing falls upon you!
Sharing this with so much love.