Back from the chiropractor’s, with bad news.
I have five or six patches of arthritis, the x-rays show, and a lower-back disc that has moved forward and is impinging on the nerve. And all of it is painful. Surgery not recommended.
I’m neither downcast nor disheartened. I know what I’ll be doing next “lifetime” and it fits with it to go through the entire life cycle, all the seasons here on Earth. Seeing – and experiencing – the suffering of old age, no matter for how short a period, (1) will prove profitable to me in our next venture.
No, I’m not leaving. I’m a pillar – here to the end. Pillars turn out the lights and lock the door. (2)
Yes, our next venture. The Arcturians for sure are an Ascension team. Halion, Tralana, I assume the same. I’d be surprised if the participants from other galaxies were not similar.
I even know I have someone who’s experiencing this Ascension, including the cycles of a life, through my eyes. (More on that later, after the mockingbird press closes its doors.) He’s got it easy.
So even this pain is right on target.
This Ascension, as magnificent as it is, is apparently only a prelude to another that will also occur throughout the universe, just as this one will. Michael says:
“This is just the warm-up for [that] Ascension. It is to bring a further rising of vibrations to those throughout the Universe.” (3)
Long ago Michael mentioned what it was like to see change occur throughout the universe:
AAM: Remember, dear heart, … that you have seen the devastation of planets and the healing of universes, that within your core, if you look a little deeper, you [will] see the joyous outcome and the creation of Nova Earth. (4)
I cannot say that I’ve looked so deeply as to see what he points to. That awaits me – and all of us since we’re all angels. (5) It’s often the case, I’m finding, that I wake up to the meaning or significance of something he’s said years later.
Back to old age. I want to see what old age holds in preparation for the work of that next assignment. I walk around part of the day hunched over from the pain. Hunched over because that challenges the lower back the least. Now you know how hunchbacks were created in the 1500s. By arthritis.
But it’s only temporary! Go, med beds! I only need to experience old age for a little while longer.
At the Reval, which I expect probably with the EBS – if not earlier; today would be fine – and the subsequent roundup of Team Dark, those who exchange will apparently have access to med beds. They don’t want us to cash in and die. They want us to build Nova Earth.
And I’ll be 28 again.
Uh, no, Siri, 28.
Thank you, Siri.
Did I hear someone say, you’re dreaming? It’s Alice in Wonderland?
Love suddenly flows up from my heart. All cares leave me. I forget everything, just as Michael intends… (6)
… and I hear myself say, “What’s wrong with Wonderland?”
2023. Mug shot for comparison.
(1) No matter for how short a period, before med beds remove the difficulties.
(2) The whole discussion is interesting:
Archangel Michael: As to the pillar, you have an expression, the “last man standing.” That is it.
Steve: What does that mean, Lord?
AAM: It means that you wait until the last, until everyone has gone through and you turn out the lights, so to speak. (Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Sept. 16, 2015.) (Hereafter AAM.)
Archangel Michael: I remind you that you are a pillar, that you [are] not [to] venture too far ahead of where people are, both individually, in terms of your smaller circle, but also in terms of the collective. (AAM, Jan. 18, 2020.)
AAM: Yes, you are a pillar. You are an anchor. You’re [a monitor] but you’re also playing the role of Everyman – with curiosity, with exploration, with insight. So our desire is not to separate you from the collective. (AAM, Nov. 11, 2015.)
AAM: If you venture, as you would often like, too far ahead of the crowd, then who are you speaking to? (AAM, Aug. 21, 2015.)
(3) AAM, Sept. 13, 2011.
(4) AAM, Apr. 18, 2014.
(5) See An Explosion in the Meaning of Humanness at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/11/An-Explosion-in-the-Meaning-of-Humanness-12.pdf
(6) Michael wants me – and us – to forget about the Third Dimension; hence a loss of memory.
In the higher dimensions, thought is creative. Imagination, wonderland, magnificent creations – we have all of these in the higher realms.