by Nicky Hamid
There is so much comparing with this whole “ascension” thing. “Where are you? Oh I do not experience that? Maybe there is something wrong with me….etc, etc, etc.”
Let me tell you that in this 82 year old body, if you think it is all plain sailing then think again my friends.
I hardly, if ever use the word “bliss”.
Some are experiencing a reverie and for so many the energies feel like “shit” a good deal of the time.
However, I do not dwell nor give any more energy than I think is necessary to the so called “ascension symptoms” I am experiencing.
What I do mindfully focus on is personal choice of where my attention goes and thus where my energy flows.
There is far too much attention on “getting it right”.
And the stories (dramas)…..Oh the stories.
Oh that little mind driven by shadow fears that trigger ones ego’s clinging to self protection and survival. To getting it right. To what I call “trying to push the River”.
How many times I have pointed you to …Hand on Heart. Breathing in the Light, feeling, and breathing out the Love.
So the real crux is the Point of Choice.
Will you choose Stillness and Silence of Being and connection to Source or will you continue to be dragged into the miasma of mind and “out there”. Of being so “Heavenly bound” that you get out of touch with your “Human needs”.
I am saying that unless you become totally committed to building a dynamic in your life (call it meditation or whatever) whereby you choose the centre of Being over story, you will never Know the beauty and Joy of the Love that
All Fades as the streaming down into you of the LIGHT of SOURCE becomes the GROUND of your Being.
It is a freewill choice (made daily, hourly, then any given minute) that reflects your deepest longing.
Will you totally commit yourself to Listening and feeling,…. or continue to think yourself through what is `ineffable.
I choose the Golden Stream every time and I repeat, and repeat, and repeat.
And the Golden Stream is not just an ideal. It becomes a now reality as I make the choice in any given moment to call it into my Beautiful HUman Being the never ending and expanding LIGHT OF CREATION.
Call it in as I walk the gauntlet of the dissolving “matrix nightmare, dream sequence”.
I So Love You.