The Blessing and Virtue of Grace in my Cards of Balance deck is pink.  Recently, I found it to be a component of financial abundance.

Lately, I have been repeating Ascension info as I Am mantras that the Buddha taught us in the meditation connected to the Law of Attachment and Detachment:

I Am Ascension
I Am a Perfect Relationship (with my Universal Self)
I Am Financial Abundance
I Am Perfect Health
I Am a Happy Family
I Am Fully Embodying My Sacred Mission and Purpose

They are powerful mantras to be saying along with my Dad passing over before Christmas. Little did I know he would play a role in what transpired.

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A few days ago, I found myself in bed releasing sorrow connected to grief, then the next day going deep into what I can only say is Law of Elimination work on my 3rd eye with St. Germaine and understandings related to my last Zoom Class on January 11th.

Lots of insights came and especially deeper forgiveness of many lifetimes of violence.

The energy to let go lasted a whole day and was very uncomfortable.

It took me a long time to know what to do with the harsh energy, but eventually it came with the understanding to say:

“I forgive myself for everything” — and it diminished right away.

Being a transmuter, energy is often running through me. The Mother explained in 2015, putting my fear of it at ease, saying this is what I do — I’m a transmuter of energy — and that, ‘I’m in charge’ of the strength of the energy. In the past if it was too strong I would ask for help turning it down.

Well, I guess we have reached a new level of mastery, and the teaching now for me is to be and say words of deeper forgiveness for this life and past lifetimes, so I can function during the day.

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We have all played the sinner and saint roles, been violent, experienced violence, and had gentler lifetimes. That harsh nature of this planet, we are here to change to Loving-kindness, grace.

While the harsh energy was running through me, I was angry, angry about many things, and mostly about the state my finances.

My understanding was that finances are connected to lack of self-worth — I thought that was the reflection. My self-worth has been low in this lifetime but I have been diligently working on it.

What I didn’t fully realize was how important the grace — understanding & knowing how Loved & cherished we are — and  f e e l i n g  this is.

So, I can highly recommend, if you have debt, try this exercise:

Ask for the Mother to come massage your head & open to being so Loved & cherished it brings you to tears. . .

Wrap your arms around yourself, hold your shoulders with fingers close together, hug yourself while you are being Loved. . .

Feel the peace, safety, trust, faith, forgiveness of everything, self-Love & self-Worth – balance, charity, compassionate non-judgement, purity — GRACE.

If you have family, relatives, friends on the other side, ask for their help in this exercise, too. Obviously, my Dad was pouring energy around me. Thanks Dad 🙂

At this time we can open
to truly feeling more deeply
the LOVE from the MOTHER
knowing that DEEP BALANCE
of self-Love & self-Worth in GRACE.

This is a reflection of abundance
connected to financial abundance,
Divine Alignment and Connection,
as it says on the card from my deck.

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