We usually think of God as a void, a transcendent stillness.
More and more I’m seeing places where that doesn’t seem to account for things it should account for.
For instance, love as we experience it in our hearts, is always in flow. If God is only stillness, does that mean that God does not experience flow and therefore does not experience love?
Such a statement seems too absurd to accept for a moment. God is love. The cognitive dissonance (inner conflict) builds in me.
If God is love, is God only still love? Logically absurd since God is everything including stillness and movement. Can there be anything outside of God?
I think the absolute God is still in material terms. If anything that God in its Mother aspect created suddenly became still, we speak of it as returning to the void or going into decomposition or dissolution.
But I don’t think that non-material, uncreated things like love are included in the stillness we’re talking about.
Not to lose the usefulness of this situation, notice the cognitive dissonance building over not being able to explain the status of love in the Absolute. If love must flow, how does love fare in the domain of the Absolute?
Dissonance has built until now it reaches a crisis and bursts its barriers. It becomes a paradigmatic breakthrough: I can no longer support the idea that nothing moves in the Absolute. I can no longer support the idea that love does not move or that it’s absent from the Absolute.
It must be that the Absolute is free of the material, but not free of the immaterial, most importantly love; free of material movement, but not free of the flow of love.
I expect that, if there was a way to know, I’d find that love flows freely in the absolute domain or level of Reality. That’s the conclusion I reach which ends the dissonance.
However, the only one who can confirm or deny the truth of this conclusion would be the Mother. No closer to the Father can we get.
Before we re-unite with the Father, “we” cease to be and the question and its answer would disappear along with “us.”
What’s the value of asking high-level questions like this? War looms in many countries. A growing number of nations confront starvation. The deep state is found to be releasing pathogens in chemtrails. (1) And we’re talking about the void and love?
In my view, if we’re to fulfill our tasks as lightworkers to build Nova Earth, we need to be as free from the bonds of ignorance and resentment as we can be.
We’ve been doing this up till now by cleansing ourselves of our vasanas (or core issues). (2)
This involves discovering the truth of our vasana and experiencing the feelings that arise, to completion.
As Jesus reminded us, the truth will set us free. The more we know the truth of something, the freer we feel. (3)
By the same token, if we can mentally trace love all the way back to the One, I think the truth of that will set us free from what holds us back, if anything does, from successfully doing our jobs, so the discussion has a very practical side.
There’s a further factor at play here: I believe that, we’re given the experiences we need – when we need them – to build strength and confidence in ourselves and our ability to do what we came to do.
As an instance of this, I recently found that peace suddenly arose in me, bringing with it the feeling of being strong. Not strong to subdue, but strong to stay with my own values and principles. I saw how the fortuitous rise of this assisted me in approaching my work.
On another other day, out of the blue, my lingering sense of unworthiness disappeared. Just like that.
This is similar to when Constant Comment suddenly disappeared years ago. This is a major development for me.
I feel an immense relief with it gone. It was a huge drag on my ability to successfully carry out my mission.
And there was no battle of wits to subdue it. There was no disciplined deprogramming. It just disappeared and was no more. It was shown to have been a simple program that shut itself off, (4) just as Constant Comment was and did.
There is at this moment nothing playing in the background of my mind. All is even quieter than it was before. (5) I’m sure the divine played a role in this and I thank the Mother for it.
Both these examples show how spiritual developments and realizations can come to our aid when needed, which increases my confidence.
So I know that we can expect and will feel tangible progress towards being the capable people we are. We’re for the most part burdened by 3/4D density and laden with old baggage around worthiness/unworthiness.
All of that will go and, when it does, we’ll discover that there really is a competent person here, after all.
In my view, we really do have what we need – or will get it! – for what we’ve chosen to do. Step by step, the truth of that is being shown to us.
(1) Which our star family are neutralizing:
Matthew Ward: The spray that forms chemtrails no longer has toxic elements. This development went through the chain of command, you could say, so it wouldn’t deny Creator’s gift of free will to those who are behind the spraying.
Gaia asked [the] God [of this universe] to end this endangerment to her residents, air, waters and soil; thereupon God authorized the special forces volunteers among you to transform toxins in the spray into chemicals natural to Earth. Thus, the individuals who have ordered the chemtrails still may choose to do so, but any trails that may crisscross your skies are harmless. (Matthew’s Message, Oct. 15, 2019, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2019/10/15/matthews-message-through-suzy-ward-october-15-2019/.)
(2) One way to cleanse ourselves of our vasanas is discussed here: “How to Handle Unwanted Feelings: The Upset Clearing Process,” December 29, 2018, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2018/12/29/how-to-handle-unwanted-feelings-the-upset-clearing-process-2/.
(3) We can even use this as an aid in getting to the bottom of a vasana. If, in our efforts, we feel freer and freer, we’re heading in the direction of the truth of the vasana. If we feel more and more stressed, we may find that we’re blocking or resisting the truth.
(4) Or someone shut it off.
(5) Correction: Aum, which many people mistake for tinnitis, is playing loudly in the background of my mind.