Since my last post readers have communicated (Thank You!) and it got me thinking about my journey, when it consciously began in 2011, and how in 2012 and 13, I made decisions around money that created debt.
Without me fully understanding what I’d done at the time, this catapulted me into a situation where I would spend years feeling the old ways of lack intensely!
Thankfully through channeled messages with Linda Dillon and the Council of Love, I was told I’m a transmuter (as are we all), so what better way to transmute the old ways than create a situation where it’s impossible not to do my work 🙂
Transmuters bring old energy back to original purity, and with my understanding now, my purpose is to be the HOPE, that balance within of the Mother’s Blue and the Gold of the Father to create LOVE. It’s that simple and that difficult.
In the beginning, I thought the debt would magically disappear — that a wand would be waved and I’d be back to where I was. Well — that hasn’t happened 🙂
I tried sitting still, being peace, Love and joy, gratitude for life purpose, and the debt BALLOONED. I’ve found waiting for something to happen doesn’t work.
Don’t get me wrong, though, in the ballooning of the debt — it was like I took on more debt for schooling and now I’m paying off my education — I found there was great VALUE in sitting still and listening.
I wouldn’t be doing what I’m doing without being “in school” and listening in meditation to the Mother, Sanat Kumara, St. Germaine, Albert Einstein, and so many more.
I utilize those teachings daily, and when I Am the Mother Energy, Her Action and Movement, Her Forgiveness of Everything, physically out in the world, I help others to understand, to allow and accept the old ways, to bring them to peace, be in gratitude and compassion as the observer. . .
This is me working as a transmuter and it’s been me in action where the debt is shrinking.
With conscious transmutation of self/others (x 7.8 billion and beyond) deep releasing of anger, fear, sorrow, shame, and the entrenched belief systems we have created in our many past lives, running that energy through my bodies, posting articles, doing readings, gaining insights as I sit in front of people and work with groups online for the various centres, LOTS of sewing, and the debt is shrinking.
The transmutation of “the debt, the old ways, the lack-thinking” to emotional heart-felt community, to sharing and caring, to higher dimensional ways is Who I Am.
To understand that old energy of lack I had to know what “the debt” is, experience it, be able to explain it, recover from it, and then feel at Home in the Heart.
Invoking the Laws, blessings and virtues, and understanding the dimensions and their growth patterns, everything I was taught, and especially forgiveness of the violence, chaos, mayhem, rape and war of past lives, I balance.
Shying away from the past keeps it re-creating itself.
Consciously looking at the past and transmuting it to I Am Peace, Love, and Joy — and I Am So Much Gratitude that the bulk of the transmuting is done! And I Am Gratitude for that motivation to figure things out from “the financial debt” — we bring everything back to original purity.
To wake up daily in gratitude, in joy, sacred purpose is amazing.
My group has just opened another Centre for local artisans and healers (and during a pandemic) and I’ve wiggled my way into our DTES, place of extreme addiction in Vancouver, into woman’s housing to do group work (when allowed – we’re on lockdown).
I Am Gratitude for the lessons of “the debt.”
The action piece began a few years ago when a society formed around me and I started volunteering in a therapeutic community for young people in recovery, then in a garden in the DTES and lately, donating Divinely Infused face masks. . .
Being in service on behalf of the Mother seems most important and “the debt” fades to the background as it diminishes.
I AM Abundance of Energy
to bring things to right alignment
Even lately with a shoulder injury, which upon contemplation I found similar injury in past lives — more to transmute, to forgive, and be in gratitude for — there is that knowing to question everything for greater insight, from finances to health, to bring ourselves into Divine Alignment.
I’ve found our service, however that looks for us, understanding we are here to be the Mother’s Reflection, Her Movement of Peace, of Forgiveness of Everything creating in the balance of the Golden Energy of Father, of Joy, in gratitude for life purpose is how we bring a planet back to original purity, to LOVE, to systems that work.
Blue PEACE, Forgiveness of Everything in action
plus Golden JOY, Gratitude for Everything
creates Heart-centered Community
LOVE for One, for All.