I have to acknowledge that I don’t know what’s happening.
There have been so many versions of the truth over the years and so many of them have not survived – at least unchallenged.
The mainstream media is an unreliable source but so are many lightworker sites. I don’t know how many times I’ve asked Michael if what a lightworker says is true to have him say it is not.
If you see me suddenly stop writing on a subject, it’s probably because Michael said it was not true or credible and I don’t want to start a light war.
Versions that have allegedly emanated from the Company of Heaven have also bit the dust. Does anyone remember a mothership decloaking in Oct. 2008? That was my introduction to predictions that fail to eventuate. (1) There have been countless since then. (Hello! Stop predicting!)
So many misunderstandings seem to arise because human beings don’t like to wait. We don’t appear to like to work at something that will only eventuate years into the future.
But a revolution in finance such as the Reval is not something that can be created like an ordinary project – full steam ahead. That especially applies in the face of forces who oppose it and will stop at nothing to defeat it (read: 9/11).
It’s more like a decades-long game of chess. Whatever the metaphor, it takes time. It is so complex, we have no idea. And yet it’s not the most complex thing associated with our Ascension.
Add to that the fact that it’s related to vibratory level. We need to be at a vibratory place where the cabal cannot touch us – or even see us, some have said. I think we’re nearly there, but then I’ve only been wrong any time I’ve ever said anything about dates. As has everyone else.
Ascension itself takes time. There isn’t an “Event” going to happen next year. What there is is a gradual process of raising the vibration of 7.8 billion people.
Just think how unsettled you are if something seems to be going wrong with your body. If we doubled the rate at which we’re ascending, you’d have a lot more complaints and the hospitals would be full.
How many of us have memory impairment and tiredness now as the energy pours in? Double the rate and we might all have blank minds and chronic fatigue. Ascension has to be slow and then….
Yes, Sahaja Samadhi, a full and permanent heart opening, is the culmination of Ascension. All the rest has been slow but Sahaja is instantaneous.
The process cannot be rushed. But who wants to hear that?
The Company of Heaven faces the task of awakening the whole world. If they can’t even awaken lightworkers to a concerted, persistent effort because lightworkers also want things now, now, now, how are they to fare with the whole world?
It isn’t just predictions that have failed. I’ve seen many lightworkers behave in ways that have depressed me. Some over the years have made claims about themselves that just haven’t held up. I don’t even want to say what else has happened.
The worst case for me occurred in a discussion group I owned, in which I and the moderators had to eject a group consisting of an erstwhile medium, an intel guru, a pair of psychics, and an alleged elohim when their reports grew so unbelievable that we had to ask a reliable medium if the group was bona fide. None of them were.
I started out so starry-eyed.
So I don’t know how this whole thing will work out. I’m not trying to represent myself to you as knowing. None of us actually knows, even if we can throw some words around. We’re making the journey together, for comfort and reassurance.
What I do know – and it’s enough for me – is that the Divine Mother has a Plan and what she wills happens. Moreover:
Divine Mother: I know very clearly, sweet one, as do you, if it is not [in] my Plan, then it will not occur. (2)
And it’s not in her Plan that the darkness will triumph:
Divine Mother: [I am speaking about] those in … positions where control and abuse of power have been rampant. That will not be the platform [from] which integration of the various galaxies takes place. That is not the Plan. (3)
Honestly that’s all I need to know. So I don’t know what Pres. Trump thinks. I don’t know who Q is. I don’t know what Putin said to Trump in Norway. And I’m not highly motivated to spend my days finding out.
But I do know my inner states and I do know a few things about how to work with them. And I do know the preparation I need to make to administer a post-Reval fund, manage a global news outlet, work with the galactics, etc.
And my passion lies more in working with them.
Gosh, I’ve needed to say that for months. I feel great relief. The truth shall set you free.
Footnotes
(1) And I fumbled the ball in late Jan. 2012 by allowing too many people on the planned Neptune expedition and the galactics cancelled it.
(2) The Divine Mother in “Enter the Delegations – Part 2/3,” May 5, 2019, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2019/05/05/enter-the-delegations-part-2-3/. From a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, April 30, 2019.
(3) Loc. cit. It isn’t only Earth who will ascend in this current wave that Earth is kicking off, but “various galaxies.”
Oh, I forgot to tell you. You’ll probably be part of an Ascension crew who goes from planet to planet, helping the populace ascend, being the first to go through a mass/physical process.
