In 2014, Saul said something that was deeply true for me.
“Dwelling on the injustices that you have experienced, or that loved ones or other innocents have undergone, only provides energy to maintain the illusion. Your aim is to dissolve it; and Love is doing that through you when you choose to be loving.
“Remember, there is only NOW! Past and future are figments of the illusion that seem very real because you are very powerful beings and you built a very convincing illusion.
“Now is the time, the moment to allow it to dissolve. To be momentarily humorous, try ‘Loving it to death’! Love will dissolve it and bring you all to awakening, your human destiny.
“YES, we keep on focusing on LOVE! And you know why. It is all that exists. You are all caught up in It, embraced by It, enfolded within It – It is unavoidable; although It can be denied or ignored. Now is the perfect moment to re-engage with It so that you can find your way lovingly Home. You can delay as long as you choose; and to be unloving is to choose to delay.” (1)
I came across the passage in researching another subject.
And here I face a continuing dilemma.
I totally know what Saul is referring to but I despair of finding words for it.
The love he’s pointing at is not love as we know it. Yet what he’s pointing at remains a mystery until experienced. What to do?
I could say, “imagine you won a $50 million lottery. Feel the way you’d feel at that time.” And most of us have had the experience of exhilaration at winning something.
But the love that Saul is pointing at is beyond any winnings. It’s a realm apart from that. (2) It isn’t anything most of us have experienced in this lifetime (although I’d expect lightworkers to have experienced it the most).
It was certainly beyond my imagining. I was so impacted by it that you see me continuing to share about it as if it happened yesterday, (3) over and over again. What could induce such a strong desire to share?
He may be saying, love in whatever way you can until you experience higher-dimensional love. If that’s the case, that’d be fine.
I have no idea whether loving in that way would lead to it. But I’m open.
But for a deeper understanding of what he’s saying, we have to … well, I guess just accept that there is a love that washes away all sense or remembrance of injustice. There is a love that so nourishes and sustains us that our lives before and after it are discontinuous. It’s as if a mountain range suddenly extruded itself from the Earth, jutted up, and we find ourselves on top of it. Aha! This is what it’s like.
In fact, “on top of the world” must have been invented by someone who knew this transformative kind of love.
If I draw it up from my heart, where it resides, “love will dissolve” whatever troubles me. Ordinary love will not do this. Ordinary love is chased away by our troubles. “Your aim is to dissolve [them]; and Love is doing that through you.”
I keep returning to the matter because I can’t think of another that’s more important or redemptive. It is just as our sources say:
“YES, we keep on focusing on LOVE! And you know why. It is all that exists. You are all caught up in It, embraced by It, enfolded within It – It is unavoidable; although It can be denied or ignored. Now is the perfect moment to re-engage with It so that you can find your way lovingly Home.”
I agree. On a higher dimension, we all of us exist in an Ocean of Love.
(1) “Saul via John Smallman: Let Go of Any Sense of Guilt or Shame,” November 19, 2014, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2014/11/19/saul-via-john-smallman-let-go-of-any-sense-of-guilt-or-shame/.
(2) What I called a realm we call a dimension. Transformative love spans the higher-dimensional ladder from the Fifth to the Seventh. Here’s Michael on that:
Steve: The space that I call transformative love, what dimension is it?
Archangel Michael: It is the seventh dimension. (Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Jan. 20, 2016.)
I personally have no knowledge or insight into its dimensionality. I just know it’s a world away from us. And burn to get back there.
(3) I refer to the explosive heart opening I had on March 13, 2015, followed by being swept away in an inner Tsunami of Love and drowned in the Ocean of Love.
See “Submerged in Love,” March 14, 2015, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2015/03/14/submerged-in-love/ , written a day after.
Steve, 2020: I don’t know why I didn’t record that it felt like an obstacle the size of a basketball was explosively ejected from my heart. Or that I was swept away by an inner Tsunami of Love and found myself in an Ocean of Love, because all happened.
I think I was too amazed at finding myself in this space and didn’t reflect on how it happened or on anything else but it. The only thing I really wanted to report on was it.