My original assignment was to go up with everyone else, passing from Ascension milestone to Ascension milestone – and write about it.
I regard what I write as an Ascension ethnography, warts and all, to be read by other civilizations planning their own Ascensions. As Sanat suggested back in 2011:
“What takes place here, of course, has tremendous impact throughout.” (1)
What have I done so far in my own journey and writings about it?
I’ve spent decades finding out how to rid myself of the causes of upset. Why am I not happy? Why is there so much turmoil in my life? Why do my relationships always end?
Finally, when I identified vasanas or core issues as the culprit, I spent decades completing – or trying to complete – some of mine.
One spiritual experience after another happened in parallel. (2) I incorporated all the new knowledge learned from them – for instance of the nature of love from the heart opening and knowledge of my inherent innocence and purity from the Xenia experience.
I now knew increasing amounts about higher-dimensional consciousness – particularly love – and it was changing my views on many things. Gradually that knowledge combined with that of eradicating vasanas.
At this point the call of service in the outside world put a new perspective on all of this. Now I was preparing to bring what I learned into the world of finance. It was time to apply what I’d found and fill in any gaps that could be identified.
That is, leaving out all the things I’ll need to learn in entering an altogether-new field – finance.
During all of this there’s been a progressive disclosure to me from Michael and the Arcturians about what my mission is and what I can expect to draw upon to help me accomplish it.
My confidence is growing as I see Michael perform one miracle after another backstage. I find that I can leave certain operations to him, like almost everything financial in my life.
And I know some things are happening internally that will greatly benefit me. But just the same, I’ve agreed to board the train last so I’m not looking for enlightenment. That’s not to say I don’t encourage you to. (3)
As the vasanas lift, I find everything I need in the space thus created. Love arises; so does bliss, peace, happiness. When I feel those divine states, I want nothing else. Being in those states represents the end of a long climb and a pinnacle of experience (there are always more pinnacles).
Yes, I know the experience of those states will deepen and deepen. But existing in these states at the level I’m pointing at would still be having left the wheel of birth and death and having won mukti or liberation. That is a milestone and what we call “Ascension.”
(1) Sanat Kumara in a personal reading with Steve Beckow et al through Linda Dillon, Dec. 7, 2011.
(2) Experiences of the space of mastery and abundance, anchoring myself to the world before open hostility erupted in my family (before age seven), a heart opening, the truncated sight of the Self at Xenia, truncated Brahmajnana, a truncated seventh-dimensional experience of the oversoul, the sight of my Higher Self as a knight on horseback, etc. I certainly cannot complain about the spiritual wealth the Company of Heaven have provided me with.
(3) Ascension is equal to an advanced state of enlightenment called Sahaja Samadhi, which is a full and permanent heart opening. Sahaja signifies our entry into the Fifth or higher dimension, which the Buddha called the end of the wheel of birth and death.